Posts by MAMURA

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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]muradollnumberfive has logged in

muradollnumerfive: have you tried switching it on and o
muradollnumberfive: wait what is my username
muradollnumberfive: mura, mura what?
muradollnumberfive: tch plutia

muradollnumberfive has changed their name to mamura
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]As someone nearby shouted, Mamura felt himself jump forwards in surprise. "W-WHA?" The leopard had, despite having remained so calm and quiet whilst the spider had been cremated, gotten an evident fright from the femme, and as his gaze settled on the pray mantis in her paws, he'd immediately plant his flushed face into the palm of his paw. How.. How could he have been so stupid?
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: nO NO WAY
mamura: those dolls seriously freak me out
mamura: wwait h hate you why would i?

/ his fingers get all shaky when hE GETS NERVOUS BEHIND THE KEYBOARD
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]/ I THOUGHT I RESPONDED OH MY GOSH I'M SORRY

"C-Crush?" Mamura would echo, craning his neck back, and blinking in shock, as his face reddened. "On you? Y-Yeah right!" Of course he didn't.. There was no way that he'd ever have a crush on this tease. He'd cover his face partially with one fore-paw, releasing a heated sigh, proceeding shortly afterwards to swallow and bite down on his tongue. If he didn't have an actual crush on her, then why was he getting so flustered? He was like that with everyone, but honestly, it wouldn't be long until someone howled 'tsundere' in his face.

The male was rather surprised by her sudden back-chat, though honestly, he should have been expecting it. He just, hadn't met someone with this much of a spine before. There was East, but she didn't usually respond to his shyness with.. This extent of argument. "Wh.. What's up with me?" He wrinkled his nose - it was actually kind of cute, were they not in such a heated squabble. "You're the one walking around as if you own the place! And I wasn't the one who offered to give you a tour." They were both being profoundly childish, but it seemed as if such reactions to one another were natural, and engraved in their personalities.
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: i hate dolls
mamura: odagiri don't bring those up
mamura: cc can we just move on from dolls already
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: h hold up what's dead
mamura: and odagiri shut up dammit
mamura: idiot

mamura: b ba bae?
mamura: w wait wh what do you
mamura: oh you meant
mamura: o oh
mamura: i i uh g i
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: n nn nOTHING
mamura: i'm fine i' m fine
mamura:
mamura: idiot
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: what patience
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: you don't have any patience
mamura: idiot
mamura:
mamura: um
mamura: eh?
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: eh, stop what?
mamura: um m um
mamura: g go find plutia or something
mamura:
mamura: wait iason's gone?
mamura:
mamura: it's all your fault, idiot
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]Mamura was terrible at painting. It wasn't a good idea to so much as ask the male about his artistic 'skill'. Nevertheless, Iason's painting, he would take a quick look at. He had planned for his glance to be brisk, but instead, his copper gaze was momentarily captivated by its beauty. Throughout this moment, he simply paused, and hung in silence.

Shortly afterwards, he'd realise how long he had been simply standing there with his distant optics fixated on the canvas. At that, he'd recoil, tearing his sight from the calming image and trying his best to suppress the flush of his cheeks. His attempts did nothing, and his face ran bright red.

"It's.. It's um.. I-It's nice." It was far more than 'nice', but at the moment, Mamura could barely breathe from his own embarrassment, and saying something as poetic as Odagiri had, probably wouldn't help.
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: w wait e eh
mamura: me?
mamura: y yeah um
mamura: hi
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]Mamura's gaze moved towards Iason, as he spoke once again. His words were warmth, his words were company.. Without Iason by his side, everything felt.. Everything felt far colder. That momentary flare of heat would soon fade, and Mamura would be left in the numbing isolation that happened to be his own, reserved, company. He paused for a moment, swallowing, and considering all the things he could do to convince him to stay. No.. No they weren't.. Iason probably didn't like him in such a way. Mamura.. Mamura wasn't sure of his own feelings.

What was it, when someone made you feel warmer than you had ever felt? When someone made you feel as if you meant the world to them, and when they seemed to mean the world to you? Mamura wasn't Iason's world. Iason was.. Mamura felt his thoughts hesitate, not wanting to come to this conclusion. It wasn't as if he was oblivious to it. Oblivious to what love was. But he just, couldn't truly tell himself. What if he was just tangling himself up into some sort of thoughtless trap - one that even Iason hadn't set, nor meant for him to fall in. Just.. A trap of his own emotions. Tricked by his own feelings. This was why he didn't like trusting them.

But feelings were powerful. Bravery could move people. Fear could control the world. Love could make you do stupid things. Emotions were very, very powerful.. More powerful than all the strength, intellect, and money in the world. It was more honest than any piece of information. But, it was logic-less. Emotions. They were all so.. Logic-less.

Despite knowing all of this, the sudden thud of his heart against his ribcage willing him to part his lips, about to speak, but finding his throat running dry. Why.. Why was he doing this? He knew that it would do no good for him. He knew that he would just be getting his stupid, stupid self, hurt. Yet, this was all.. It was all just.. Iason. Iason did so many things to him that he didn't understand; that he couldn't comprehend or control. Whatever this was.. Whoever Iason was to him.. That one individual gave him confidence. This one man, made him feel things that he reprimanded himself for feeling.

Because of this, Mamura sucked in a sharp breath, before sitting up again, rich copper optics fixating on the other's parting figure. "W-Wait!" Shit, what was he doing? No. No, Mamura knew what he was doing. He knew how stupid it was, but nevertheless, he fucking knew. He was coming a little closer to understanding, and he did know that, shortly after all of this, would be his sweet downfall. However, at this moment of time, he didn't care as much. His cheeks radiated a bright red, but he.. He wasn't going to refrain from saying this. "Iason, I-I.." He paused, waiting until the other turned around, to speak again.

"I-I think I.." Damn it all. "I love you."
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: sh shSHUT UP ODAGIRI
mamura: i'mm t typing perfectly fine, ii idiot
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]mamura: i hhate you
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]Mamura was certainly the type to conceal his own feelings about a person - excluding the event concerning Iason, which even then, had taken a while - but not behind a steel mask of gaudiness and refrain. Instead, he was reserved, and he was quiet. Sometimes, he could be quite cold and blunt, even passive. However, he was flustered easily, and that was obvious, to say the least. It.. It wasn't a lack of confidence, was it? It certainly didn't feel like he lacked in confidence, it just felt.. Natural. Maybe he had just, been this way for so long, that he had accepted that social gap between him and the rest of the world. Now, the isolated way he had lived to this date had been turned upon its head - this sudden change tracing back to when he had just joined, and when Iason had decided to greet him by the border.

Now, though, having this argument hadn't quite paled the redden of his cheeks, but he felt distracted from any sensation of embarrassment, and easily lulled into the engaging trance that seemed the fluidity of conversation. "Tch, nice?" He'd mutter, beneath his breath, feeling the momentary snap of tension between them gradually cooling, into something a little more subtle. "And that isn't self-confidence, that's arrogance."

He was fine, now? He'd release a sigh, placing the base of his fore-paw on the back of his neck. "Tch, W-Whatever.." Mamura really hadn't noticed that he had been speaking so.. Strongly. He had almost seemed somewhat assertive of his opinion. He had almost felt free to speak, without wishing for the ground to split open and swallow him whole. "Is there something else you'd like to see?" His voice was still somewhat blunt, and nowhere near gentle and guiding, but well.. She had asked for a tour, hadn't she? He supposed that he had no choice in the matter now. Walking away now would probably get him hunted down in the future.
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]"Um.." The leopard muttered, knowing what to say, but remaining a little hesitant. "Uh, name and business?" He'd ask, finally, settling his gaze briskly on the other, before diverting his optics elsewhere. A hellhound.. Huh? That, and some unfamiliar scent, seemed to be the only thing that he had picked up from the individual.
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]"Eh.. A what?" Mamura would blink, optics settling on the optimistic child for a few moments, an eyebrow subtly arched, before his vision moved towards the lump of snow she was modeling. It wasn't difficult to assume that she was building a snowman, really - he had seen them too many times: from his later younger brother, to Pinekit only recently. Though, he couldn't quite grasp what she had meant with.. Ligron, was it?
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]As Iason turned towards him, and offered a smile, Mamura felt his cheeks flush, and he'd try to shake the sudden flutter of his quiet heart. "I-It's um.. No bother-" He began, gaze constantly shifting between Iason and the ground, until Rye spoke up. By this point, he had been friends long enough with the quickly-speaking male to be capable of deciphering his speech, and his face would closely resemble a tomato by the time he had understood.

"R-Romantic? Friend mad? H-Hey wait I think you have it all wrong Rye I-" He began stammering, though soon came to realise that Rye hadn't precisely mentioned him in particular. After that, the male would just cover his face a little, and linger in his own embarrassment.

It.. It was a really nice painting. Th-The painting.
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[size=8][color=#F9DCB4]"Okay, Penelope." Mamura would give a brisk, and passive nod. He wasn't the type to call anyone by a nickname - Pine nor Penny.. Though, he would find himself subliminally, despite how annoying her optimistic and vivacious personality was, growing fond of the giddy child. Tch.. Ever since when did he like kids? It wasn't as if he had a soft spot for them or anything.. He just.. Didn't know anymore. His emotions were a little bit everywhere after the confession.
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