[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 99%; font-size: 8pt][justify]Sabbath. It was like the wind had been sucked out of her body, like she'd been punched in the stomach. She could hardly drag her gaze towards the female without flinching. She had left Sabbath, she had left him when he seemed to be consumed by fear, and she saw now that her absence had done nothing to help her. Had she noticed? Had she noticed how Fleecewing was long dead? So many people had been there to witness the scene of her body being crushed like powder under the weight of an invisible force before Kasai claimed her body, forced her to become a Seishin. She lowered her eyes almost shamefully.
The memories she held with Sabbath were the most precious things to her. She could never forget the sensation of warmth that being near the calico brought her, the comfort that her words gave her. It was unlike any affection she had ever received, it was the sensation of being truly needed, truly wanted that had kept her alive for so long after realizing Kasai had taken an hourglass to her life. She had wanted so desperately to live for those few people: Sabbath, Sam, Duskpaw, Felix... all of them. And yet she had eventually forgotten them, and shortly after, Kasai rose with gaping jaws to consume her whole. She shivered at the thought and realized that there were tears dripping down her cheeks: a coward's tears, a lover's tears, a child's tears. Afraid and alone.
"Sabbath..." she breathed, her name sounding almost foreign on her tongue as she tasted it again. She was filled with an intense yearning. It had been so long since she had been able to say her name, and hearing it now made her heart soar. She was still here, she could still hold her. Not that she figured Sabbath would want it when she was in such a gory state, but... later. She would never let her go. Perhaps it was her more possessive side screaming her name, but she also felt it was more than that. Something deep inside her that was the same child left locked away for days on end in the musky cellar with nothing but the rats to accompany her. She closed her eyes. "It's me, Sabbath. Fleecewing." Would she be disgusted? Afraid? Overwhelmed?
Wintersoldier's words caught her ears and she paused, staring at the blood coating her throat. These injuries were not her own, they belonged to her mother who had sacrificed her life because she hated the monster she had become. And now... Fleecewing was that monster. She could already feel the ache in her stomach seeing as her mother hadn't eaten in a long time and she desperately tried to ignore it, pressing a weak and rather unconvincing smile on her maw. As false as it was, she was happy, she really was. She had everything she wanted right here. A home. A family. A life. What more could she have ever asked for? Even the greediest soul would be content with such luck and she was grateful, it was almost overwhelming. "No, I'm... uninjured. The blood is... mine, but it's a long story...." Remembering what Sabbath had said, she shakily rose to her paws before realization struck her.
I can walk. Which was followed by: I can run. And then... I can climb. Her heart beat a cacophony of thuds as she realized this and she nearly fell backwards, trying to remember how to use her back legs without the, dragging uselessly behind her. She glanced back at the, with a mixture of awe and shock before licking her bloodied maw uncertainly. Would she ever climb again? Her old body had so many months of training equipped and a slender, lean body fit for moving quickly and agilely among the trees. Was this body the same? She couldn't tell, it was too starved. She shifted her weight uncomfortably. [b]"Cleaning the blood off is a good idea."