Posts by neuroticpilot.

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    Name: neuroticpilot.
    Nickname: neuro, nero, rot, pilot, lottie.




    physical age: around two years.
    mental age: wise beyond age, and immature enough to make you think otherwise.
    Birth place: behind some dumpster.




    Sex: male.
    gender identity: male.




    clan: n/a.
    rank: n/a.




    Species: domestic feline.
    alternate forms: white shepherd mix, human.




    Chinese Zodiac:
    Astrological Zodiac: cancer.
    Element: water.




    sexual orientation: homosexual.
    relationship status: single.
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    Height: 8 inches.
    Weight: 6 pounds.
    Posture: semi-slouched.
    Build: thin.
    Species: domestic feline.
    fur color: white with black markings.
    fur type: soft.
    fur length: short.
    Eye shape: almond-shaped.
    eye color: reddish-pink, black when possessed.
    usual expression: contemplative.
    paw size: dainty.
    scars: some barely visible ones behind his ears and on his forelegs.
    Distinguishing features: peculiar markings/eyes, thin build, angular features.
    Are they generally balanced or clumsy?: very well balanced.
    Mannerisms/Poses/Movement: fluid, elegant movements. sometimes slurred as if he hasn't slept in days.
    Describe their walk: a very poised zombie.
    Health: YIKES.
    Speech Patterns: often times a bit too quiet, occasional stuttering.
    Diet: vegetarian.
    Exercise: he does a lot of unnecessary climbing.
    Fitness: fit enough to keep up with the climbing and such.
    Hygiene: neat freak.
    Somatotype: ectomorphic.
    Laughter: quiet, almost dry.
    Preferred Hand: left handed.
    Scent: old books, tea, mint, something vaguely metallic.
    Can they bleed?: yes.
    What color is their blood?: red, red, red.
    Eyelashes?: he certainly has them.
    Describe them: they're definitely eyelashes.
    markings: black markings on his neck/paws.
    Describe their smile: crooked.
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    Habits/OCDs/Obsessions: lots of tapping/drumming on things.
    Known Languages: english.
    How self-confident is the character?: not very.
    How do they see him/herself?: he's aware of how messed up he is.
    How do they believe s/he is perceived by others?: and he's sure other people are aware of it too.
    What is the character most proud of?: getting out of their hometown.
    How do they express themselves?: through art, mostly.
    Patience level: 7/10.
    Ill at ease when: he's alone.
    Character/Personality/Mental/Social Strengths: great at public speaking, very passionate, very blunt, very empathetic.
    Character/Personality/Mental/Social Flaws: nervous, awkward, unorthodox, no filter.
    If they could be described with one of the seven virtues, which would it be?: charity.
    If they could be described with one of the seven sins, which would it be?: sloth.
    Optimist or Pessimist: pessimist.
    Introvert or extrovert: extrovert.
    fears: not making a difference.
    How does this character act in public?: reserved.
    Intelligence Level: high.
    Any Mental Illnesses?: schizophrenia.




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    coming soon.
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    Immediate Family: mother, brother.
    Close Relatives: grandfather, grandmother, two uncles and an aunt.
    Distant Relatives: lots of distant cousins.







    Role Models: his mother.
    Relationship Skills: YIKES.
    sexual orientation: homosexual.
    lusts after: n/a.
    heart flutters at the sight of: n/a.
    boyfriend: n/a.
    Marital status: n/a.




    What kind of person would he consider to be the perfect partner: just don't be an asshole.
    What do they consider to be a romantic setting/activity/date?: SHRUGS.
    What did they do on their first date?: what first date?
    How does a normal date go for this character?: implying he goes on dates.
    How did/would they propose, or like to be proposed to?: whip out that ring and say what's on your mind. it doesn't have to be a big deal.




    Turn-ons: creativity, open-mindedness, intelligence, fearlessness.
    Turn-offs: just don't be an asshole.
    Fetishes/Fantasies: tmi.
    Sexual peculiarities: is.
    Sexual perks: this.
    Sexual flaws: really required.




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    Skills/Talents: art in the form of words -- very poetic, and well versed when it comes to music.
    Sense of Humor: dark/sarcastic/witty/stupid.
    Pet Peeves: excessive crinkling of paper, loud eating, offbeat tapping, closed-mindedness.
    Superstitions/Beliefs: there isn't much he doesn't believe.
    Dreams/Nightmares: mostly nightmares -- weird, weird nightmares.
    Quirks: will talk to himself. he can get twitchy and unpredictable when he's really stressed or discussing something he's passionate about.
    Savvy: (What is your character particularly well-informed of? [Ex: Politically, nature)
    Can't understand: close-minded people.
    Closet Hobby: daisy chains.
    Guilty Pleasure: sh!tty pop songs.




    Strengths: not afraid to speak his mind, great at getting the message across.
    Flaws: low self esteem, generally unstable, erratic behavior, paranoid.
    Perception: he thinks the world is pretty hecked up, honestly.
    Lures: someone that thinks outside of the box. creativity. musically inclined.
    Soft Spot: people with depression or family issues.
    Cruel Streak: insult his friends, and he'll flip.




    character playlist: coming soon.
    character heart chart: coming soon.




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    so, i haven't done anything with pilot yet, but i figured i'd go ahead and toss him out there for plotting.


    he's open to... almost anything. like, pretty much everything.
    just no kids. no killing. no major injuries.


    you know what to do -- leave a comment and we can hash out the details.

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-left: 6px solid #0D0D0D; border-right: 6px solid #0D0D0D; width:436px; color:#9a9191;][justify][sub]he tried it.
    living on his own, that is.


    when he was a kid, he was so certain that he’d make it out there, roughing it by himself. it seemed like a good idea at the time… nobody to rely on, nobody relying on him. but it wasn’t at all what he thought it’d be. it was cold. it was dark. his conversational partner was almost always himself, and he can’t stand to listen to himself ramble on for too long, with nobody to bounce ideas off of. he needed something more than the voices that echoed within his brainspace. he was never really alone, he just… needed new company.


    and that’s why he’s here, trudging through the snow, his white pelt identical in color. the black markings help him stand out, at least -- black paws, black fur from his jawline to his shoulders, two black dots on the back of his ears, which are perked and rotating like tiny radar dishes, readily picking up on any suspicious sounds.


    ”hello?” he calls out, his voice a little too low. a few more steps are taken forward, eyes narrowed whilst he looked about the area for any moving figures.
    then it happened.
    his fifth and final step wouldn’t land on something solid, no, not at all. he’d lurch forward, and then find himself submerged in the snow, only his head visible. ”COLD. cold, cold-” the cat huffed, his voice suddenly capable of being much louder. eyes wide, pilot scrambled out of the unexpected pit, a little shiver rattling his bones as he shook the snow off of his pelt.[/fancypost][/fancypost][align=center]
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    [align=center]yeah.


    i don't really want to... just rp in one clan, nor do i want to create multiple characters (because i won't keep up with all of them tbh.)


    so, would i be able to put this character in more than one clan?


    like an alternate version of him or smth?

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-left: 6px solid #0D0D0D; border-right: 6px solid #0D0D0D; width:436px; color:#9a9191;][justify][sub]draco’s cruel amusement earned nothing but an ear twitch, neuroticpilot’s toes flexing in the snow, claws unsheathing. not to be intimidating or anything… he was just attempting to get the feeling back in his feet. ”i think outside of the box.” he quips, reddish-pink eyes searching draco with matched amusement, though his intentions are hardly cruel by any means.


    the sudden warmth of a blanket does surprise him, and he rips his attention away from the first stranger to approach, his posture going lax at the comfort of cotton. he thought he might experience whiplash with how completely different these two greetings were. ”i’m fine. thanks for the blanket.” he lifted a shoulder in a half-shrug, donning something that could barely be considered a smile. his name? yikes. it wasn’t exactly something he was proud of, so he cleared his throat, decidedly voicing the suffix rather than the unfortunate prefix. neurotic. thanks, whoever was in charge of gracing him with THAT alias. ”pilot.” his tail lashed in the snow, gaze flicking between all two -- oh, three -- all three of them. ”what are your names…?” that’s the appropriate thing to ask, right? hopefully. [/fancypost][/fancypost][align=center]
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    he blinked as his train of thought derailed, then gave a small shake of his head, as if that would knock it back on track. ”cool.” he commented, giving a quiet ”literally.” as an afterthought, given that the blanket didn’t do TOO much to shield him from the harsh chill of the snow.
    he’d say something like it’s been a pleasure to meet you but that wouldn’t really be true. not that he didn’t enjoy their company. he just can’t gauge what kind of people they are -- so he’s really indifferent to the entire situation. why would he lie about how much he enjoyed meeting somebody? why would anyone? it doesn’t make much sense to him, but he drops the topic, knowing it’d only derail that goddamn train again.


    ”hm?” pilot’s ears lower some, his head tilting as he looks back to tama. ”no need to apologize. these questions seem necessary enough.” yet another shrug. ”i’m here to join.” … whatever clan this is. someone pointed him in the direction of it, but neglected to give a name. either that, or he doesn’t remember the name.
    apparently, this clan was an ally with the clan he grew up in… hopefully they weren’t too similar, though. there’s a reason he left.[/fancypost][/fancypost][align=center]
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    [align=center]//sorry! leaving this clan for reasons ahh. if you'd still like to plot with me, go to my main plotting thread.

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color:white; font-family:batang; width:390px; text-shadow: 0px 0px 8px white; margin-top:-18px]i know my soul's freezin' -- hell's hot for good reason
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-left: 6px solid #0D0D0D; border-right: 6px solid #0D0D0D; width:436px; color:#9a9191;][justify][sub]pat, pat, pat. the sound of paws hitting wet pavement.
    back home, he probably wouldn’t even notice the sound -- back home, engines and chatter would drown it all out, leaving nothing but the whirr of nightlife audible. here, though… here there were wasn’t much chatter at all, and no cars to zoom by, sending a spray of muddy water his way. he was thankful for that last bit, but the former was a little harrowing. no outside voices to chase away the inside voices, you know?


    at least he’s learned to ignore it.


    and that he does, gaze downcast as he continues following the sidewalk. part of him knows he should avoid the puddles, he just can’t help but to step a bit harder every time he comes across one. see, getting splashed is okay if he is the one doing the splashing. otherwise it’s just annoying.
    luckily his paws are black, unlike most of his fur… it’s hard to tell that they’re actually pretty muddy now.


    once he reached what he could only assume would be some kind of border, he slowed to a stop, reddish-pink eyes reflecting whatever stars dappled the sky that night. he’d name the visible constellations if he wasn’t looking for someone to catch the attention of.[/fancypost][/fancypost][align=center]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color:white; font-family:batang; width:390px; text-shadow: 0px 0px 8px white; margin-top:-18px]i know my soul's freezin' -- hell's hot for good reason
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-left: 6px solid #0D0D0D; border-right: 6px solid #0D0D0D; width:436px; color:#9a9191;][justify][sub]"hi, mary. and frisk. and lostboy." there's a nod to each of them, and a sideways glance thrown to draco, which turns into some staring when he realizes the other's paws are now in water. how did that happen?
    resisting the urge to chuckle, he gave a flick of his tail, then looked towards the stairs. "it's not all snow here, is it?" the cat asked with another shiver. hopefully not. he didn't do well in the cold.[/fancypost][/fancypost][align=center]
    [size=6pt] trek

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color:white; font-family:batang; width:390px; text-shadow: 0px 0px 8px white; margin-top:-18px]i know my soul's freezin' -- hell's hot for good reason
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    pilot focused on the figure not too far away -- they didn't look to be that old, so he certainly didn't feel any kind of threatened.
    "hi," he reciprocated the greeting, then cleared his throat. "name's pilot. i'm.. looking to join? you're accepting members, yeah?"[/fancypost][/fancypost][align=center]
    [size=6pt] trek

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-left: 6px solid #0D0D0D; border-right: 6px solid #0D0D0D; width:436px; color:#9a9191;][justify][sub]pilot didn't mind the stuttered greeting -- after all, he stuttered when he was anxious. he knew it was an uncontrollable thing, and hey, it gave the girl character. he liked quirks. they made people stand out. "hi, devlin," he said, offering something that could barely be considered a smile, his attention drifting to josh. "and josh." there's a pause before his smile turns into a smirk. "nice beanie."[/fancypost][/fancypost][align=center]
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