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all of his were wrong. aries knew. he had to know. jasper had been stupid for allowing himself to think the other wouldn’t find out, even for a moment. he didn’t directly look at him. he didn’t want to say it. he didn’t want to answer the other’s question with the brutal truth. “you already know don’t you?” the words came out colder than jasper had intended and he instantly began to apologize to the other. “shit i didn’t mean it like that. i’m sorry.” and he was. because he wasn’t typically like this. he was on edge, and he could tell the other was on edge as well. he felt himself gently tap on his own leg, wishing that he could just go back to normal life.

the darkness of the night was a soothing thing. it made jasper feel a bit more at ease about everything. well, more than he had before. but he still wasn’t in a great mood. he leaned against the other for a moment but shifted his position so he was leaning against the door. he was about to ask his boyfriend if it was really necessary for him to leave like this, but he didn’t want to upset the person driving the car.

:: sorry this isn’t great. i wanted to get something in before i went to bed !

jasper had the worst sleep schedule ever. he had stayed up until one and hadn’t woken up until seven. sure, it wasn’t really sleeping in late, and he would definitely be going back to sleep in the next few hours. his only classes were at twelve thirty and two fifteen. and that meant he got to sleep longer than he had. nonetheless the brunette sat up, swung his legs over the side of his bed and walked out of his bedroom. he walked into the kitchen and filled a cup with water, taking a drink. he hated eating in the morning. it was too early to do anything. even eat. he gently pulled one of his eyelids down and put one of his contacts in, not paying attention to marcus who was watching the news. he had already seen the thing about that dumb superhero and himself. it was funny actually, if he really thought about it.

turning to return to his room, jasper glanced at the television. he heard the woman say something about potential rain and he smiled faintly. “i hope it does rain today.” jasper loved the rain, but not all of the time. just occasionally. he walked back into his bedroom and just laid in his bed until he heard his roommate leave. jasper took his time getting ready for the day. he walked out of the house at eleven and went to his first class.

the first class was quite boring, he turned in two of his essays and was assigned one more. in his second class he had managed to actually finish the essay for the first class because of the free time they had been given. and then he walked back home. his head hurt, but not nearly as badly as it had the day before. he closed his eyes for a moment and looked over at the door. he wasn’t sure if marcus was home. he walked into his bedroom and shut the door, staring at one of his houseplants and hoping that he could get one to grow at the moment. mainly because a few of them were dying. he watched as a small plant became a bit bigger and smiled. he found himself actually wanting to hang out with marcus, so he left his room to find the other.

the other saying maybe was an interesting thing. it was like the only in between of the entire uncomfortable car ride. he needed it. he needed it and knew he wouldn’t really get it in a while. he wanted to cry into his boyfriend and tell him everything, but he was sitting in the car and staring out at the trees they drove by. jasper was still a little surprised that it was his boyfriend who was driving him away from their hometown. he supposed it made sense, if leaving town because you accidentally murdered someone made sense.

jasper had leaned against the other once more, murmuring things softly under his breath. he wasn’t wasted or anything, just thinking. the brunette sighed softly and murmured this to his boyfriend, “i’m sorry aries.” what else was he supposed to say? i tried to kill hector on purpose. he hadn’t, so what was the point? leaning against the other was definitely a comfort thing. he was tired as hell did to not sleeping the previous night or at all that day. how could he sleep when he thought that he could get his door broken down and he would end up in prison? the brunette briefly closed his eyes but opened them again before he could actually fall asleep. he was going to stay awake with the other. he had to.

jasper almost wanted to take back the words he had spoken to the other boy. he could tell exactly how stressed his roommate look. he wanted to tell the other he didn’t need to talk if he was busy. he smiled at the other slightly anyways. “no actually. i don’t need anything. it’s just that you look really stressed.” he remembered that the other boy was a law major or something. studying to become a lawyer. god, what jasper’s parents wouldn’t give for him to become a lawyer. he didn’t want to be a lawyer, it sounded lame as hell. it sounded stressful and guilt inducing. sure, homework and studying was one thing. but when he would become an actual lawyer he would feel so anxious all the time. it was rather admirable that the other wanted to become a lawyer.

“today’s been boring, i’ve got a lot more homework. but i’ll do it later. i hope you finish yours soon.” by the looks of it though, it didn’t seem like marcus would finish his own homework any time soon. it wasn’t jasper’s problem, but he still felt bad for the other. he walked into his own bedroom after giving the other a tired smile. he cracked the door, wanting the airflow to not get messed up. he hated when one room was colder than the others or vice versa. he took his laptop out of his backpack and started to work on his newest project. it wasn’t necessarily an essay, but it was an extensive writing project. he hated it, but it would definitely be worth it in the long run.

the brunette didn’t allow himself to leave his room until he had gotten at least halfway finished with his project. he would try to distract himself from his boredom, deciding to stick closely to the ‘good points’ of his writing. he pressed his hands against his dark eyes and pushed them against his face in frustration. “i hate this,” the words were murmured softly under his breath. he slowly sat up and shut his laptop, leaving it on his bed. he left the room and walked into the main area of the apartment and grabbed the kettle and filled it with water to put it on the stove. he just needed to do something to take a break from his extremely boring writing project.

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i’ll respond soon, i’m rather busy currently

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my lost will be up soon

jasper was thinking about potentially doing something else stupid that night but he stopped as soon as he heard his roommate’s voice. “tea. i’m so bored. i don’t even like it that much i just need a break.” he smiled faintly at the other and walked over to the other boy. he wasn’t really sure what he was doing and then just leaned against the other. “i’m so tired. do you wanna do something? like nothing? because that sounds really fucking great.” 

he heard the kettle go off and just set it aside. the boy didn’t bother to actually pour out the water or anything. he had forgotten to even put any tea in the kettle. his phone went off, causing him to pick it up. he glanced at the name. “jesus, stop calling.” it was garett. he was probably complaining about school and how jasper wasn’t helping him. he and garrett had dated for a while and then broken up. and garrett has apparently really relied on jasper’s help with homework. he finally picked up after the sixth ring. ‘sorry,’ he mouthed to marcus. “garrett? no. i can’t help you with your homework.” he let out an irritated sigh, “just fuck off. i can’t help you because- um- i have a boyfriend. yeah. i have a new boyfriend. and he and i are on a date right now. so yeah. stop calling me.” he paused and swallowed thickly. “a what?” he had heard the other right. a double date. it made him blanch, but he had agreed anyways. and now he was screwed.

he turned towards his roommate. “sorry about that,” his face was bright red from embarrassment. “hey. you know, i may have just told my ex boyfriend that i’m dating someone. and i’m not. and now he wants me to go on a date with him and his boyfriend. so, wanna be my fake boyfriend for tonight?” the joke was kind of a fake thing but it seemed to be more serious. because he had said that he would go on the date. “you don’t have to if you don’t want to of course though.”

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i’ll respond soon, i’m really busy right now !!

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yeah i’ve been swamped all week so i’ll reply no tomorrow

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requirements

- realistic appearances

- 400 words per post

- try to be active

- don’t kiss and diss

- have fun

- we’ll use short forms

- i’ll play muse a

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only about a one hundred people on the planet have powers. and with these powers comes something that is typically seen as a disadvantage. for example some people with powers are crippled while others have a mental illness or disorder. the government tried to keep these people hidden from the world, as a result these people are kept in a government headquarters and experimented on. muse a is able to levitate things but he also has brief psychotic disorder. muse b has the power of telekinesis and occasionally future seeing but is bipolar and schizophrenic. the two boys share a room and often comfort each other whenever they have to go in for testing. one night muse a lashes out at muse b after testing, as a part of his disorder and muse b takes it much too personally causing a temporary rift in their friendship. what happens next? will they escape their horrible government designed prison?

requirements

- realistic appearances

- 400 words per post

- try to be active

- don’t kiss and diss

- have fun

- we’ll use short forms

- i’ll play muse a

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only about a one hundred people on the planet have powers. and with these powers comes something that is typically seen as a disadvantage. for example some people with powers are crippled while others have a mental illness or disorder. the government tried to keep these people hidden from the world, as a result these people are kept in a government headquarters and experimented on. muse a is able to levitate things but he also has brief psychotic disorder. muse b has the power of telekinesis and occasionally future seeing but is bipolar and schizophrenic. the two boys share a room and often comfort each other whenever they have to go in for testing. one night muse a lashes out at muse b after testing, as a part of his disorder and muse b takes it much too personally causing a temporary rift in their friendship. what happens next? will they escape their horrible government designed prison?

requirements

- realistic appearances

- 200 words per post

- try to be active

- don’t kiss and diss

- have fun

- we’ll use short forms

- i’ll play muse a

double dates were added stress he didn’t need. he hated actually going on them, but he had fucked himself over. so he needed to fix it himself. he wasn’t quite sure how, but he would figure it out. anyways, he got to hang out with marcus for a little longer. it would show his roommate exactly what an asshole his old boyfriend was. and knowing garrett the date would just be sitting outside and eat mcdonald’s or something stupid. he hated the other boy. but this would probably go alright. he wasn’t dating the other boy anymore, so he didn’t have to deal with his shit.

jasper hadn’t actually changed his clothing. or he didn’t change much. he had taken off his joggers and changed into some light blue skinny jeans. when he saw the other boy he smiled slightly. he could feel his face heat up a little. shit. was he blushing? he shouldn’t be blushing. he was just doing this to make garrett jealous. he deserved it. he walked over towards his roommate and sighed softly. he smiled at him, although it was somewhat forced. “garrett’s a bitch, so i’m sorry you’re gonna meet him.” with that, the brunette grabbed the other’s hand and pulled him towards the door. jasper knew he needed to tell the other boy something else. he couldn’t though. he didn’t want to ruin anything, he was much too anxious to keep talking. he didn’t know why. he knew he shouldn’t be anxious. he should at least feel somewhat positive about this. it would show garrett he didn’t need him. but he still found himself doubting it all. he knew it would be easier to just not go but it was too late to back down.

when the two boys met up with garrett, jasper was immediately reminded of why he hated the other boy so much. he had the thought to try and attack him then and there, but knew he would be an idiot if he did. garrett of course seemed just the same as he had before. oblivious and self absorbed. the brunette listened to him and his boyfriend talk and talk and talk and just rolled his eyes. this was just great. and then garrett finally addressed jasper and marcus.

“wow jasper, i’m surprised anyone would date you. but good job on finding a boyfriend i guess.” the brunette could feel his face heat up and bit his lower lip. this wasn’t good, and he was almost certain it would get worse. “we’re just going to go to a movie so i hope that’s okay with you,” he gestured towards his boyfriend. the boy was speaking more towards marcus than jasper, but he didn’t care. he just knew it was going to be a long night.

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“a superhero and villain are roommates, but of course neither one knows about the other. They both stitch each other up while making the worst excuses. They eventually start to date, and they start to figure each other out, but they both think the other doesn't know.”

- i’ll play the villain

- realistic appearances

- 400+ words per post

- you’ll start

i look forward to rping with you !

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i’m just in the mood for an angst and fluff filled rp

perhaps our characters go to a conservative school and have to keep their relationship a secret. one day someone finds out and exposes them to the school and their parents get really mad or something and then they sneak out and just sit with each other and maybe cry a little(?) (open for development)

- realistic appearances
- 200+ words

- no overly feminine, submissive appearances

i just want an angsty rp, it doesn’t be have to be the storyline, just angst

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sure ! are short forms alright ?

this was horrible. of course garrett wanted to go to a movie. thankfully that meant jasper wouldn’t actually have to talk to his ex, and then he and marcus wouldn’t have to pretend to be dating. he felt a bit guilty for asking him to do this. they could have had a fun night, but now they were here with the stupidest person on earth and his boyfriend. he watched as marcus asked the other what movie they were seeing. jasper was almost certain he already knew what movie they would end up seeing. something extremely ridiculous, something like- “oh well i was thinking we would see something that we wouldn’t really have to pay attention to. like pitch perfect or something.” jasper wrinkled his nose in distaste but didn’t say anything about it. he wasn’t going to give the other the satisfaction of knowing he was annoyed. he turned to look at marcus instead, wondering what he was thinking. he was about to ask him when garrett started talking again.

“come on, we have to hurry if we’re going to make it to the movie.” jasper rolled his eyes. “if you already knew what you wanted to do why didn’t we just meet there?” his words were murmured softly under his breath and he wasn’t sure if his ex boyfriend has heard them. he hoped he hadn’t.

getting to the movie theater was tedious and slow. garrett didn’t know his way around anywhere, but insisted on leading them around. which made them late for the dumbest movie ever. jasper felt as if he had lost brain cells. so many of them. maybe he was as dumb as garrett was now. he turned to marcus, an apologetic expression on his face. garrett kept talking and talking. jasper had kind of tuned the man out. he didn’t want to hear all of the stupid things that the other was saying. “i’m really sorry you had to sit through that.” jasper glanced at the taller male. he would make t up to them. sure they weren’t actually dating, but that was definitely a wasted night, and the brunette felt the need to do something to make up for it.

“so jasper, i thought we could get back together.” the brunette didn’t like the sound of that at all. he was shocked. he turned towards the other, his eyes wide. and then he laughed softly. “that’s the stupidest thing i ever heard. you’re a horrible boyfriend.” with that he turned, glancing at marcus. “let’s just get out of here.” he felt like shit. he had definitely made a mistake in going on this stupid fake double date.