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rin . · Sep 27th 2016

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rin . · Sep 27th 2016

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PARKS LEITNER is a nineteen-year-old female who is attending camp Blackfoot due to drug usage, mainly cocaine and marijuana, underage drinking, fighting, and various other reasons. She's defined to be a grade-a asshole who has a very explosive temper. She's rough, tough, and doesn't mind getting her hands dirty for when the time calls. Her filter on words is also very limited, pretty much non-existant. She'll say what she wants, when she wants and doesn't consider the feelings of others when she says it. Parks is pretty cold and prefers to keep her distance away from people, as well as keep her personal emotions discrete. it's very hard to befriend her and takes quite the effort to do so.

rin . · Sep 27th 2016

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my emotionally constipated bab is open to plots!!

rin . · Sep 28th 2016

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— PARKS Translates to 'of the forest' in the english language. This name is mostly chosen for males and because of such, it is considered to be masculine.
— COSTA Is a Greek or Italian name 'who lives or has lived on a coast or riverbank'.
— LEITNER Typically means 'one who dwells on a mountain or hillside'.
NICKNAMES Parks does not like nicknames, period.
DATE OF BIRTH March, 5th.
AGE Mentally, Parks' age fluctuates between a 12-year-old kid and a 25-year-old adult. Physically, Parks seems to be about the age of 16 or 17. Other times, she may seem to be in her early to mid-twenties. In reality, Parks is 23.
GENDER Being assigned the biological sex of female at birth, throughout the years of her life she has never experienced any kind of dysphoria or confusion with her gender. Parks prefers to be addressed by using feminine pronouns.
PRONOUNS Feminine. She/her.
SEXUALITY Parks is graysexual. She experiences sexual attraction, though she rarely acts upon such. Romantically, Parks is a (demi)homoromantic who only experiences romantic attraction and will only date other females- that is, if they have a strong emotion bond.
ZODIAC Pisces.
POSITION Suitably Masked.

LOVE INTEREST(S)Tbp.
PARTNER(S) N/A. Parks claims she doesn't have time for any kind of relationship.
PAST PARTNER(S) Parks despises bringing this up, but she did have a girlfriend who she loved dearly that was killed. After she somewhat came to terms with that fact, Parks had put herself within a friends-with-benefits relationship.
RELATIVES Parks' family consists of her biological mother, Alaska Leitner, her biological father, Kodiak Leitner, and her step-father, Maverick. She has broken bonds with all of them.

— Known for her stubborn, aggressive, and rude demeanor, Parks has made a pretty bad reputation for herself. As described by most, she's an asshole- and that's putting it in the nicest way possible. With a big mouth that gets her in trouble more times than you can count, you'll always catch her making snarky and sarcastic comments, calling someone out, or just being plain mean. She has no filter whatsoever. If you want, you could even label her as 'the most vulgar person ever'. believe me, Parks will cuss you out using every known swear. She has no problems with demonstrating.

She's rough, tough and doesn't mind getting her hands dirty. After all, her fists are what she's best at using. Parks is also quite cold and calculating, always observing the life around her and judging it. Automatically, she sets high expectations for the life around her, and if they don't meet those requirements, it's an immediate red-flag for her. She's quick to disappoint and relatively the simplest to upset. Parks is also very aggressive. She won't take anyone's shit. Test her and she'll put you into the ground without a second thought. she doesn't mind undergoing the consequences later. Tagging along with her known aggressiveness, Parks is prone to random, yet extreme angry outbursts and has serious temperamental issues. They're explosive, and almost anything can set her off. Like the flick of a light switch, and as quick as a bullet being released from its metal chamber, Parks is unpredictable, yet violent. Sometimes she may argue with you, and that'll be that, but for most occurrences, she'll transition to the use of her hands rather than sticking to verbal use. It's something she can't control and has gotten accustomed to. You just have to let her flame die out before you confront her.

— Due to bad experiences manifesting in her life, Parks is resentful of the earth as well as its people. Her view on life is pessimistic. With her constant loss of her loved ones and happiness, Parks is certain that no one truly cares for her and that she's alone. She's selfish, possessive, and envious, wanting and taking things all for herself and growing jealous when she see's someone who has better than her, knowing she may never have that fortune. She just can't help that sinking feeling, frequently telling herself that no matter who cares about her or who loves her, there will always be someone who's much better. Someone who means so much more.

— And when it comes to loved ones, Parks is all for the attention. She'll grow upset if they're focused on something else or someone else. Parks is also pretty irrational as well as irresponsible. She's quick to dismiss responsibility for actions she caused as well as blame people for situations they have no control over. Some instances she takes the blame for herself and acknowledges that she's wrong. Parks is dishonest, lying whenever she can to cover for herself and her actions or to trick someone into doing her bidding. Though she is dishonest, Parks is also honest. She's straightforward when it comes to her thoughts and opinions on certain matters. She'll tell you what's on her mind no matter what you think or no matter the consequence. Despite her problematic attitude she gives off, her tough side is nothing more than a mask to cover up her true self.

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[color=black]She seeks validation from everyone around her, and even if she receives all the positive validation she needs, it still won't be enough. It never will. Everything to Parks is simply black and white. Empty. The only thing you can persuade her to believe is all things negative. Even if you love Parks and constantly tell her you do, She's going to question if you're really honest. You could shower her with flowers, kisses, and everything nice, and she still would feel alone. It's an internal struggle that she can't break free from. Parks has extreme abandonment issues and she's stuck telling herself that everybody she cares about will leave her no matter what.

Dealing with depression, of course, Parks is going to be hiding a lot of things from the people around her. Behind closed doors, she's prone to meltdowns. She's even had thoughts of suicide. Followed by depression follows anxiety, BPD, and insomnia, which all take a heavy toll on Parks' health and life. She has a deep loathing for herself as well as feelings of emptiness. To cope, Parks looks to substances like alcohol, drugs, and weed. She smokes and drinks to try and drown out the pain she's feeling. Parks has had problems with addiction in the past, but she's withdrawn from it and trying to stay clean. Relapses have occurred, though. She tries extremely hard to keep herself away, yet her problems seem to come back time after time again. Parks knows she has issues, yet she can't do anything about them. To her, it's like a never-ending cycle. It'll just end the day she dies. And it may sound harsh to hear her say this, but she's looking forward to that day.

With anxiety, Parks is not the kind of sweaty, knots-in-your-stomach, kind of anxious that you may feel right before taking a test, or even speaking in front of a large crowd. Mentally, she anxious. she's not really jittery unless her mind is overloading with unsettling thoughts. Parks has a tendency to overthink things, and when she overthinks, she shuts down. Parks is left in constant denial and paranoia over every little happening. If she takes her anger out on someone, in the aftermath she's left stressing over how they hate her, how everyone must hate her. You just can't tell her to let things go and don't sweat the small stuff, because she can't, and I repeat, can't, do such things. It's impossible for her. Another major reason for Parks neglecting her own feelings is because she thinks it's another form of manipulation and manipulation is bad. She'd rather keep it to herself than have people worry over something that might not even be valid. It may just be her head speaking. She's been told most of her life that whatever she's feeling doesn't matter. Emotions? Feelings? They make you soft. Weak. And she believes that. She's just been lied to numerous of times, deep down she's convinced that those words are true. Her feelings mean nothing.

There's just so many self-destructive coping mechanisms Parks has formed to fill the endless void in her heart.

If you look past this, you'll realize Parks isn't what she lets off to be on the outside. She's not a lost cause, she's not a fuck up, she's not a bad person, she just needs some guiding in the right direction. A bit of help never hurt anyone, right? She's actually a sweet individual, though it's very hard for her to show that she cares. Parks is very protective over her loved ones and faithful. If you're a friend of hers, no matter how much you may work her nerves or how many times she may claim to hate you, Parks won't abandon you. She's just absolutely terrified of ending up alone, even when she continues to push people away. She's sensitive and really does think about other people rather than herself. Parks doesn't want to hurt anybody, so she distances herself from them. She's not the touchy-affectionate type, but in one way or another she'll make it known that she loves you. It's just become her way of coping by adjusting her personality based on the people she's around. She really can't reveal her true self, because, in all honesty, she doesn't know who her true self is.

PERSONA TRAITS doesn't like to listen, rebellious, rude, vindictive, inappropriate, vulgar, cynical, self-conscious, insulting, cold, moody, withdrawn, emotional, insecure, impassive, scornful, rude, manipulative, distant, cantankerous, haughty, empty, isolated, self-destructive, confrontational, irresponsible, irrational, manipulative, sarcastic, observant, witty, blunt, stubborn, secretive, anxious.
MBTI TYPE INTJ.
MORAL ALIGNMENT Chaotic Neutral.
TEMPERMENT Choleric.
HOGWARTS HOUSE Slytherin.
DISORDERS BPD, Depression, Anxiety, and Insomnia.

APPERANCE

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parks is an attractive female who stands at a height of five feet and nine inches, which is relatively taller than most women. with an athletic and well-muscled build, it's obvious enough that parks works out and has had her time with fitness. most of her build comes from the countless number of fights she's participated in. she has sharp, but smooth and youthful facial features that make her appear mature. her eyes are a round, almond shape that contains cold-colored irises. and written across her pale, pink lips is a lackadaisical expression. disinterest and bored.

parks is caucasian with fairly tanned skin that sunburns quite easily. she is of italian and german ethnicity.

parks has several body modifications she takes great pride in. let's start with the tattoos. the first one is an arrow on her underarm. above that arrow is the phrase 'eid mar' written in bold, capital letters. drawn on her right wrist in permanent ink is the zodiac pisces. behind her ears is the customized letter p, designed by herself. parks sports triangle on her thumb which matches with a friend, and the number 13 styled into lightning bolts, signifying the infamous date of friday the thirteenth a bit above her ankle. on her other ankle is a tree, another matching tattoo. new additions include a tattoo on the upper part of her wrist saying npnr, meaning 'no parents, no rules', and last one is a tattoo stating 'may nothing but death do us part' underneath her breast with a small heartbeat below. parks also has a nose piercing in her left nostril. finally, her ears are stretched slightly to fit a pair of black and white plugs.

parks hair has always been hell to tame. set in messy and unruly layers that cascade down her back and stop right at her stomach, you could only bet the brush is her biggest enemy. parks hair is a warm caramel color followed by light streaks of blonde, much like its been sun-kissed by the golden rays of the familiar shining star. both sides of her hair are neatly shaved, the right side originally having two slit stripes or more, unlike the left. gradually, parks let both sides grow before shaving them again. both sides are now left bare. typically, parks has her hair flipped over to the left, but other times she may have it switched to the right, laid back, set in braids, styled into a ponytail, or just simply put into a bun.

cold like raging snow storm would be the words used to describe this young woman's piercing gray optics. they used to be a dazzling green, but as years progressed, parks' eyes faded into a washed-out pale color. much like a shirt that's been tossed into the washer countless times. her eyes may appear to have dark circles, or look like they're sunken in due to her lack of sleep and stress.

above those intimidating orbs of hers, lie her eyebrows. both are neatly maintained, not too bushy, not too thin. her right brow, much like her hair, contain slits. when she was younger, the brow had two slits which formed three sections. she let the missing hair grow back before trimming the brow again to match her hair. parks' eyebrow contains one slit as of recently.

PHYSICAL DISABILITIES Besides using glasses for reading, Parks has no physical disabilities.

KEY EVENTS IN HISTORY
— Parents had a one night stand, which resulted in Alaska getting pregnant.
— Kodiak and Alaska were forced to marry.
— Parks was born on March, 5.
— Father left when she was 6.
— Mother was remarried when Parks was 10.
— Abuse from her step-father began at the age of 12.
— Was diagnosed with BPD and depression at age 14. Anxiety and insomnia followed soon after.
— Started getting into drugs and in trouble with the law at the age of 16.
— Was expelled from school at 18.
— Moved out at 19.
— Virus broke out when she was 23.
HOMETOWN Lowell, Massachusetts.
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rin . · Sep 29th 2016

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Parks is well-experienced with hand-to-hand combat, though she does need to practice on shooting guns. She identifies as graysexual, demi-homoromantic, and has no interests in entering a relationship. She is open to any and all platonic / rivalry plots. Finally, she doesn't carry much around, but she does keep a pack of cigarettes, a lighter, and a necklace given to her by her ex-girlfriend in her back pockets.

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rin . · Sep 30th 2016

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rin . · Oct 2nd 2016

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rin . · Oct 11th 2016

i have arrived v v v late to the party

hello

rin . · Oct 11th 2016

eskie wrote:

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aw, bons, i'm so sorry babe. if you ever want to chat, you know i'm here. my mom was unemployed for a while so i know how stressful this can be. sending my best wishes and lots of love <33

on a seperate note, i'll be updating the first post soon. please let me know if you're not on the user list, your name has changed, or you've moved accounts so i can edit that.
i'll also be making the RPA support thread this evening, so stay tuned!
and lastly, are there any things you'd like me to add to the first post or any threads to make? i may make a survey on RPA to see what y'all'd like to see!

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rin . · Oct 13th 2016

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guys, i just came out to my parents and i can't explain to you how much relief and happiness i feel at this moment!!!

rin . · Oct 13th 2016

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tysm my frends :'''''')

rin . · Oct 16th 2016

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rin . · Oct 16th 2016

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rin . · Oct 16th 2016

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seth leviathan renzou + eighteen + senior + genderfluid w/ feminine or neutral pronouns + homosexual, homoromantic w/ a big side a gay + runs cross country + a very, very chill person who's friends with everyone. She flirts w/ anyone and everyone though she's a big gay™ and gets great amusement when said person gets flustered. Overall, she's just a huge dork that loves messing w/ people. Pls plot w/ her, pls. appearance

rin . · Oct 16th 2016

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bons ; uM YES PLEASE!! like talk shit, get hit b. and their sleep overs would be the best!! just laying around on the couch snacking and watching disney classics all night

rin . · Oct 16th 2016

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rin . · Oct 16th 2016

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@finny; would you like to plot maria and seth?
@punki; we can plot axe bby and seth if you'd like

rin . · Oct 16th 2016

Sp00ky_Waffles wrote:

But ye sign me up 4 whatever u end up doing vix

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