Posts by clarence c. nightengale
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[justify]clarence nodded, "it's a pleasure to meet you, caecus." he said, fluttering his ears and looking down at his paws very briefly. he looked back up and glanced around, "how are you liking darkclan so far?" he asked.//r.i.p.
my muse
it was fun while it lastedehe.
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[justify]//clarence blames luke for getting us both sickclarence padded up to raiden. he figured the wolf pup was probably hurting a little bit, what with kizami, er... gilbert, losing his memory and denying that he was his father. clarence was losing his mind a little just thinking about it. he shook the thoughts away and smiled softly at raiden, "i'll play freeze tag." he said, waving his tail slowly.
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[justify]//oh wow. ehe.
my cat was asleep on my laptop, and it got so hot it burnt a hole in the fabric of the couch."i only know a few." clarence said, looking at his paws briefly, "daisy was always really fond of that poem in particular. she also liked henry david thoreau." he looked up at kizami and smiled wistfully, "i remember all of her favourites. she used to have me tell them to her when she couldn't sleep." he said. he closed his silver eyes, blinking away the tar coloured tears that threatened to breech his waterline. "i went to the woods because i wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if i could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when i came to die, discover that i had not lived." his voice was hardly above a whisper when he spoke, "she always wanted to hear that one. it wasn't really a poem, though.". he then chuckled softly, almost bitterly, before shaking his head, "next question, please." he said meekly.
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"I used to be." Clarence said with a shrug, "I can kind of speak it now. Daisy and I used to speak it exclusively." He smuled sadly at the thought of his best friend.
//moooobilleeee.
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clarence chuckled, "yeah, i like it here too." He said, waving his tail.
//I'm sick, so that's why my muse has pretty much hit rock bottom. plus I'm mobile.
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[justify]"i may be able to." clarence said with a small smile, "i have the patience of a saint." he said with a hint of sarcasm, chuckling softly. he fluttered his ears and looked at florian, thinking it kind of cute how flustered florian was.
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She can kill clarence now! all I ask is that its messy and gruesome!
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[justify]"well, in this scenario, am i a vampire or not?" clarence asked, shifting uncomfortably at the word. he frowned deeply as he thought about the question.//it's okay. i have really no muse right now either. my muse is booming, hover, with marsyas who is a new character of mine. ehe.
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[justify]//alright! sounds good!
also, could you give me a heads up about when you're about to have kiza to get his memory back, because i'm killing clarence off and bringing him back as a vengeful spirit right after kiza gets his memory back.clarence nodded carefully, "alright." he said softly, before pondering the question for a second, "i'd eat salad, because then it could different every day." he said, twitching his tail and smiling at kizami. he thought for a moment, then thought for a moment, "would you rather..." he paused, then dipped his head, "would you rather be stuck in a small area all alone, or lost out in an unfamiliar desert all alone?" he asked, tilting his head and fluttering his ears.
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[justify]clarence smiled softly at florian, "you seem kind of flustered." he said, tail wrapping around his paws.
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//someone shot my muse in the face.
clarence chuckled softly, "perhaps we could set up a time to do so, because i need my books to teach you." he said with a smile.
//clarence is going to be a spooky ghost soon, but he'll eventually get another body.
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[justify]clarence was dragging his paws as he walked through the desert. he reeked of blood and his fur was matted with the crimson liquid. he was heading to the river where he and kizami had been talking the night that he found fireflies. he was planning on cleaning his fur.//someone shot my muse in the face.
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[justify]clarence looked up as be washed his fur in the stream and saw kizami- er... gilbert. his whole body went rigid and he let out a sad sigh. seeing the oversized lupin made his heart hurt a little. he had been trying to convince himself that he needed to move on, but it was difficult. he closed his eyes and frowned deeply. no matter how much he told himself to walk away, he pushed himself to his paws and padded over to the general, "hello, gil...bert..." the name did not rest easy on his tongue.
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clarence tossed and turned, but his stomach would not let him sleep. neither would his mind, constantly racing with thoughts he didn’t want to look at too closely. he closed his silver hued optics and tried to calm down, but he had little luck.
after a few brief moments, his eyes snapped open again, and he got to his paws. god he was hungry. he glanced around before exiting the room, and heading out of the academy, tail twitching as he walked.
once he was out of camp, he took a deep breath, scenting the air. he picked up an unfamiliar scent, and assumed it was a loner or something, so he followed it.clarence easily tracked the scent to the stream where he had encountered kizami days before when he was still kizami... and when he still remembered. he saw an older cat drinking from the stream, and dropped into a hunter’s crouch. he launched himself at the stranger, ramming into their side and tackling them down. his second set of fangs came out and he bit down into the stranger’s neck.
an agonized cry ripped through the night air and the stranger struggled. clarence pulled away and silence the loner with a bite to the jugular, and slowly they went limp.
clarence let out a satisfied hum as blood trickled into his mouth and down his throat, staining his teeth even further.
the lanky tom-cat easily drained his victim of their blood, swallowing a good majority of it. some of the blood spilled over the sides of his mouth— he must have hit an artery or something, because the blood was flowing out of the feline almost faster than clarence could swallow.
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when he pulled away the feline’s blood trickled down clarence’s chin and chest. he couldn't bleed the stranger completely, but he wasn’t hungry anymore. something felt different about killing this loner. the tom-cat’s stomach knotted as he looked down at the drained corpse in front of him. ‘what have you become, clarence?’ an all too familiar voice nagged in the back of his head. ‘this isn’t how i raised you! i raised you to be respectful. your father would be so disappointed in you… and imagine how your sister would feel if she could see you now.’
clarence stared down at his bloody paws for a moment, and then looked up at the npc that he had killed. the pelt kind of reminded him of…“daisy…”
clarence’s eyes welled up with tears and he sat down. “i’m sorry, mama…” he murmured, pawing at the corpse, turning it over. he tried to repeat that phrase in his head, ‘detachment is the key to strength. cut all your ties and you’ll be unstoppable.’ but memories flashed in his mind.
he saw his sisters smiling face, and heard his mother scolding his father for keeping the children up late sparring. he heard his family’s combined laughter as they would sit around and tell stories. then he heard the crackling of fire, and the voices of the strangers that had invaded their little house, setting the whole place ablaze. he felt the heat of the flames singeing at his fur, and then the overwhelming cold. the fire didn’t hurt anymore. everything faded to black.
why was this happening now? clarence snapped his eyes opened and he reared back from the blood still pooling in front of him. he stumbled backwards and fell on his rump, silver optics wide, almost panicky.
he instinctively pawed for the bracelet he usually kept around his wrist, the only thing he had left of his family, only to find it missing. and then he remembered what happened to it.‘i thought i told you to let go? you’re a useless pupil if you refuse to get rid of a silly bracelet!’
clarence folded his ears against his head and backed up, ‘i-it belonged to my mother. i can’t get rid of it, p-please…’
the little tom-cat wailed as the bracelet was ripped from his wrist and cast over the edge of the cliff into the water below.
despair pooled into clarence’s heart and he dropped his head, “what have i done? what have i become?” he whispered, shaking a little, “oh sweet satan, what have i done?” tears slid down his cheeks and he crumpled to the ground, folding his paws over his head. “i’m sorry. i’m sorry daisy. i’m sorry mama. i’m sorry dad.” he cried softly.
he’d failed his family. his mother hadn’t raised him to kill like this. she’d raised him to be the shy, sensitive thing he had been when he first found darkclan after the incident. he wanted to be that again. what had happened to him?
it was all mordecai’s fault. he’d made clarence into whatever he was now.
but if it was mordecai’s fault, then why was clarence still like this? mordecai was dead. dead by clarence’s own paw. he had watched the life drain out of that wretched male’s eyes.
so why did his words still effect clarence so dramatically?
no answer came to him as he stared at the ground beneath his feet. his claws sunk into the soft sand as he tried to balance himself. his head was swimming.
he didn’t realize that his entire body was shaking. he did, however, realize that he couldn’t breathe. his breath was coming in short, ragged gasps as panic, guilt, and grief overwhelmed him.
he began to cough, standing up again and then hunching over again, trying to open his throat up again. however a little part of him said it wouldn’t be so bad if he suffocated. he could abandon all his troubles, and he could see his family again. the option was tempting.
darkness was creeping into the edges of his vision, and a familiar voice rung in his ears.
“clarence, it's okay. just relax. it'll be fine.”
he was beginning to black out, but his body was also relaxing.
“daisy...”
the slender tom collapsed to the ground, gasping for a few more seconds before his eyes fell shut. as he passed out, his breathing evened out, his brain kicking back into gear now that he wasn’t thinking.
‘i just want things to go back to normal.’ was the last thought that crossed his mind.
things were not going to be pretty when the little tom woke up.
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clarence thought for a moment, fluttering his ears, "how about i come back tomorrow around the same time with my books." he offered, tilting his head and curling his tail around his paws.
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[justify]when clarence began to stir, he felt that there were people watching him. he opened his eyes, and all the silver dissolved out of them, being replaced with a soft mossy green, with pupils. a quiet, feminine sigh escaped the small black feline, "my head hurts." he spoke in a higher pitched voice, "who are all of you?"daisy had taken control. while she was relatively harmless, the fae was extremely volatile, but no one here knew that, or her. she spoke up again after a moment, "why did you let clarence do this?" her words were soft, and directed more towards herself than anyone else.
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