AAAAA HERE IT IS!! I LITERALLY CHANGED EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM. HE IS STILL A SINNAMON ROLL. STILL A GAY BOOTIFUL SINNAMON ROLL.
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; border: 2px solid white; width: 430px; height: 330px; overflow: auto; padding: 4px; text-align: justify; font-size: 11px; color: black; line-height: 10px;][B]FULL NAME Somin Kim (Kim Somin)
NAME MEANING [i]So means "bright, luminous; illustrious" and Min means "heaven."
NAME ORIGINATION Korean
SEX Male
GENDER Male
AGE
> Real: 18
> Physical: 15
> Mental: 16 (like a teenager going through one of those phases lmao)
(it's not a phase mum)
PREFERRED WEAPONS
> Sharp blade
> A small, yet powerful gun
KEY PERSONALITY TRAITS
Somin is pretty much quiet, worried, cold, shy, blank, and determined. He shows no expression to anyone, unless they are close with him. He thinks that if he shows anyone his happy, sad, angry, fearful, or whatever other expression, he'll be judged. This leads to him becoming more shy around people and often very straight forward and cold hearted. He overly worries about things, but due to how he doesn't show his emotions much, he just talks extremely fast. He hates showing people how a truly is due to the fact that when he was little he was a happy, childish kid. Well, he was happy, so why is he all of a sudden like this?? Back then he expressed his love for singing, dancing, drawing, and more. But, his abusive parents took that away from him. Not only was he abused physically, but mentally. His real father died when he was 5, which led his mom to losing faith in humanity and ended up marrying some d.ick drug addict. This led to Somin becoming a punching bag for not only the idiots at school, but his own "parents." He suddenly realized that he didn't wanna be happy anymore because no one would let him, so he bottles it all up. People that are lucky enough to become really close with him get to see his happy, energetic, emotional side. In reality, he tries to take away that emotionless, cold side of him and go back to his happy days. Even if it is a struggle for him, he is determined to make sure everyone is safe, and that he can find his happiness.
DISORDERS None but he has crazy PTSD because of crazy parents
SANITY 6/10
STABILITY 8/10
FEARS Death, losing the ability to feel, his parents (deceased), strangers seeing his emotions
PHOBIAS None really.
MOTIVATIONS
> Friends
> Music
> Very pleasing things
HOPES/DREAMS
> To show his feelings without feeling burdened
> To be a great singer (he already has le bootiful sinnamon roll voice)
> Of course surviving lmao
PASSIVE OR AGGRESSIVE Passive
BOOK OR STREET SMART Street smart
BOLD OR SHY Shy
CAUTIOUS OR CARELESS Cautious
INTELLIGENCE 9/10
CURIOSITY 4/10
BRAVERY 6/10
Trigger Warnings: This history might contain some grotesque moments and sensitive problems. Major child abuse. But don't worry, it's not the sexual kind. It's mostly mental and physical. Go on if you're okay with child abuse in stories.
Somin was born on January 14th, with a kind mother and kind father. This was at the time he was a happy-go-lucky child who was able to be free and feel like nothing was going to hurt him. Kids at school loved him, but yes, some hated him. Somin lived in S. Korea at the time, and he usually always went to the amazing places like Seoul, Daegu, and etc. His real father was his best friend. He always spent time with him, and whatever they did was always special. But, there was one problem. His father was really sick, and that caused their fun times to have to take a hiatus. That made Somin sad, but he did it for his father. His father ended up dying a week after Somin's 11th birthday.
Fast forward to a month later. Somin's mum became very antisocial and also very sad. She ended up always threatening to kill Somin and sometimes even herself. Somin would start screaming and begging her not to kill herself, for she was all he had. She would get annoyed by his crying, and would end up cutting his arms with knives until it bled majorly. The crazy woman would then realize she had done wrong and would quickly send him to the hospital, without saying a word about the situation. Somin said nothing either, due to wanting his mum to stay with him. Somin's mum later became addicted to drugs and drinking, which made her become more abusive. That suddenly was the cause to her meeting Somin's "father." A crazy man who works at a factory and barely even gets paid well. This was who this man was. This man was also a drug addict and a self obsessed cheater. But, the mother didn't care. She just wanted to feel love again.
When Somin's new father met him, he was somewhat obsessed. He started to lose his self obsession and began to treat Somin like a present. Not only would he abuse him, but he would suddenly care for him and tell him nice things. This confused the young Korean boy, but he just went along with it. Things did cross the line though. He would get constantly thrown around, and he would get cut by sharp objects. He was also told that he was hated by everyone around him for being a weak, useless, waste of space on Earth. His mum became more insane, and his new father became more obsessed. He would stalk Somin and hurt him to make sure that Somin would stay with the family and never say anything of their mental and physical abuse toward him. Somin didn't want this, but had no choice but to agree with it. This led to bottled up feelings and emotions that caused Somin's mind to become f.ucked up.
Somin tried for years and years to hold everything in. But, one day changed his life. When he came back home, his parents teamed up to hurt him like they always did. But he was done. This was it. He went on a complete violent rampage and killed his parents in the most grotesque ways. He used knives, chairs, scissors, sharp glass, and any other thing he could find that was like a weapon. He made sure he could get away with it easily, and made sure the bodies of his parents were disposed of properly. Somin decided he would start living his life on the streets of Seoul, one of his favorite places in S. Korea. Living on the streets, he learned his love for music, but failed to try and express it. He was able to sing, but he couldn't show any expression while singing and dancing. That is when he knew that his mind was lost and that he pretty much lost everything that made him feel.
Watching the world end in front of his eyes was hard. He watched Seoul just break into bits, and many people just like him began to fade away. He always wondered why the world was so cruel to a person like him who never meant to do anything wrong. Besides that, he pretty much has had an uneventful strange life. Living in the end of the world.
MOTHER Kim Taeun (deceased)
FATHER
> Kim Mingi (real father/deceased)
> Park Daeyeon (fake father/deceased)
SIBLINGS None.
OTHER NOTABLE RELATIONS None.
PETS Nupe ;-;.
EYESIGHT 10/10
HEARING 8/10
STRENGTH 9/10
SPEED 6/10
Somin is quite tall, standing at exactly 6'0". He is extremely slim and seems to be very fragile looking. As for his face, he has this extremely fair skin and these very enchanting black eyes. His blank expression makes him somewhat have this mysterious, yet gentle type of aura. His style is usually made up of dark colors. From over-sized sweaters, to his scarves and hats, he always has it in a certain dark color. Dark colors enchant him, he says. Sadly, he also has a lot of scars on his arms due to his tragic past.
EYE COLOR Black
HAIR TYPE Somin has this very scruffy, light brown hair. It's pretty messy looking, but it can look very slick and neat as well. His hair pretty much has two sides: the good hair that looks like he used 1,000 lbs. of gel, and the bad one that makes him look like he really doesn't care. His hair is also very soft and fluffy, which is the reason many people pet his head.
BODY BUILD A his a very slim male. He is also pretty tall, but his body is mostly fragile looking. He looks very gentle and vulnerable, but he is quite strong. He is basically a gentle giant.
SCARS Quite a few on his arms
BODY MODIFICATIONS None. He's not into that.
SEXUALITY Homosexual
ROMANTIC PREFERENCE Boys
ANY PAST RELATIONSHIPS None.
LOVE INTEREST(S) Open ;^D honhonhon~
CLOTHING STYLE
> Before: He had a very cutesy, innocent style. It usually consisted of over-sized sweaters and scarves. He also wore many colorful and interesting hats. Somin was also never really ashamed to wear flower crowns. (because he is sinnamon roll)
>After: He pretty much has the same style, but minus a lot of color. He likes wearing dark, seductive looking colors. Along with his hats also being darker colors. He also doesn't have his flower crowns with him, but he still really likes them.
FAVORITE BANDS AND ARTIST
> Shinee
> P!Atd
> Twice
> EXO
FACE CLAIM Jeon Jungkook
OTHER
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