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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]A garbled scream. He knew that scream. He had heard it countless times before, in his home. This was Null's scream. He darted out of his home, paws skimming the ground and appearing at Null's side. "Null? Are you okay? Can you hear me?" He hoped to arceus that his partner was responsive.

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]"Hello? Name and business? Spectralpaw strolled over, raising a false brow at the tiger. "Are you okay, sir?" He added on. The male flicked his tail nervously, scowling slightly. It wasn't that he meant to come off as intimidating, just that he was small and this tiger was big and intimidating. [/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]His eyes lit up, an unusually grateful expression crossing his face. He would never verbally admit that he enjoyed these things, he truly did. "Thank you! I'd like to have a day or two for everyone to bake together, and then have the exchange sometime soon after that." He explained. "I can do whenever is convenient for you, but the sooner the better. I don't want to intrude on the other Christmas activities."[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]"If I'm an idiot then you're twice as much." Spectralpaw huffed, glowering at the newcomer. "You can leave at any time and leave us to our idiocy if you please, but if you intend to stay I personally will not tolerate you disrespecting my home and my people." He was such a drama king. What he said was true, though. He would not stand for any disrespect -- this was his home now and any insult to it was an insult to him.[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

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i suffer too
we can suffer together[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

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He was not the type for these sort of events, but he supposed he should at least make an effort to make his presence known. The Trainee strolled over, thinking about what kind of ornament he could make. Perhaps he would make something that looked like a lot of different things to represent his friendship with Null -- his only true friend.[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

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i crave the sweet release of death[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]Spectralpaw blinked. "Oh! You're like my partner Null, then. Alright." He observed, making a note to only ask yes or no questions. "Would you like to join? Are you here for another reason?" The trainee questioned slowly, pausing to let the other animal reply.[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]He hadn’t truly felt loved in a very, very long time. Ever since Mohn had gone missing (he refused to call the man that had started everything ‘father’), it seemed like love hadn’t even existed to him. He flattened his ears, making a face at the thoughts entering his head. Stop thinking about it. He reprimanded himself, shaking. He was shaking -- worse than usual. Really, he was always shaking. He was always afraid. But now, he was feeling to god-damned much. He wanted to scream, to take his claws and gouge his heart out so that he couldn’t feel anymore. So that it couldn’t flutter with fear every time he saw someone with alabaster fur. Every time a pair of striking green eyes met his own. Every time he saw a fucking needle. He was just as vulnerable as his partner, even if he tried to hide it.

He was curled up on the ground, shivering like a cold child. Except, he didn’t feel cold. He felt hot, too hot. He felt like he was choking. He was dying, he was sure. You’re not dying, you dumbass. Another self-scolding. Logically, you know it’s just a panic attack. So why the fuck are you babbling on about dying? His chest hurt. It hurt an awful lot, actually. He didn’t like this at all.

He heard someone appear behind him. Hissing and out of breath, he managed to squeeze out two words. ”Get out.”
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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]"Alright, we're doing a cookie exchange." The male announced with a small portion of enthusiasm -- probably the most that he'd ever shown/ "If you need help baking your cookies, talk to me. I have recipes up here for those who don't have their own, and I can help you read them if you can't read them yourself. As people finish, put them in the pile. I'll draw numbers for everyone and that's the number cookie box you'll get." He announced, a small grin forming on his face. "Any questions?"[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]Speccy smiled at Type: Null before turning back to his own work. He'd picked a brown ornament, gluing green craft feathers and crating small fins out of light blue tissue paper. He painted a small zubat on the side, flicking his tail from side to side cheerfully. His team. How lovely.

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HES GONNA BE MOPEY BECAUSE HE ISNT SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH A GOOD FAMILY

HE ALWAYS GETS SAD ABOUT NOW[/fancypost]

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★ SPECTRALPAW ![/fancypost][/fancypost]

[fancypost bgcolor=#f3f4c6; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 370px; height: 150px; opacity: 0.70; margin-left: -5px; color: black; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; overflow: auto; box-shadow: 0px 0px 4px 6px 98F5FF;][justify]"What if all mice are sentient? What if we're just eating people? That's disgisting. I'm going vegetarian." He didn't really mean it, but he was disgusted by the thought. His anxiety had been out of control all day, and he was on the verge of yet another panic attack just standing there. Poor guy. "As for you, Barry, you could shut your mouth for one goddamn minute. You don't have to fine people for a simple mistake, what the fuck." He bristled, showing attitude towards his senior. He certainly wasn't afraid to argue with adults. He turned to the mouse, glaring. "You're weird. I don't like you. You make me nervous." He mumbled. "But then, everyone but Lillie and Null makes me nervous. So I guess you're just like everyone else. I don't know." He hadn't been able to stop thinking about her, and it was causing him to be afraid of everything. Jesus christ.[/fancypost]

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