OOC: And here goes a butt ton of text incoming for the post. Deep inhale
IC: Timendam looked down, nodding before he let out a deep sigh, and then continued with his eyes locked in hers, not wanting to lose contact so that she could make sure he wasn't lying, and instead being completely honest with everything. "I had lied to you about being in Fairy Tail, because unlike the rest, you indeed went on ahead and bothered with somebody as suspicious and shady of a person, even to the point you took care of me, just like that... But here is your explanation.." He took another deep breath, exhaling slowly as he wasn't sure if his tone would even help her believe him, as plain and cold as it already was.
"I was a brat, just six or seven years old... I used to be son of a Fairy Tail member that may even have died now, which I would be glad about.. After I was born, something happened..." He didn't seem to know the exact details about it as he never sat down in front of his father for it to explain to his son. "... but without me knowing I had potential to become a wizard, he didn't allow me to even dream of becoming one, due to him knowing what my true nature was..." He then raised his right hand to the side, a small black mass with a purple outline glowing faintly around it. "That's the magic element I always had, one of pure emptiness and nothingness... Void Magic.. He never allowed me to dream of becoming a wizard because he always thought I would be a mass of moving destruction if I learned I had this potential... He didn't want me to find out, even though I did, on my own, following my friends' advice... Whoever they were, for they are long gone on a job which they haven't returned from ever since... Either way, he was mad when I found about it.. He tried to seal my magic away, and even when he failed, he forbid me from using it. But I hated him for that.. We started quarreling daily over anything, with the tension being always raised to the maximum in even our greetings to one another, seeing I didn't follow his prohibition.. Eventually, I hated him so much, hence he was connected to the guild more than he was with me, and turned the hatred to him towards all the guild, thinking they're all the same as they never even came into contact with me... Around the age of ten, I left the guild without saying a word, and removed the Fairy Tail's insignia myself. Due to my father, and Fairy Tail being exactly like him as it turned out, I... set out on a 'journey'. All I want is to simply let Fairy Tail go through the pain and torture I have, being on such a prohibition.. Therefore, I assembled Raven Tail, but... After getting into a fight with that member, you came and... Urk... Why..? Why aren't you like the rest?" He asked, his eyes watering as he had still no idea what to believe in when Kisa entered his sight or when he even remembered of her and the care she took of Timendam.