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The Tank is still open I believe c:
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FRICK
I thought that I had replied to this bUT I DIDKT IM A MESS I DO THIS ALL THE TIME LMAOOKAY OKSY
YES
SAWYER IT IS
HE IS STILL A LIL UNDERDEVELOPED AS I ROLE PLAYED HIM LIKE TWICE ON ANOTHER WEBSITE AND THEN I WAS LIKE "this boy needs amendments" ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
SO IT IS GOOD THAT I CAN REDEVELOP HIM NOW !!!sinner sinner chicken dinner
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Hey Riots & Mad,Could I please suggest whether you two could be courteous & refrain from continuing to post until the others in the role play are able to respond, too. It's just having the whole third page so far with only you two posting in the past day may be seen as flooding and I'd hate for the rest of the group to feel unable to keep up with the thread because of this excessive posting. By all means, I think it would be a really great idea if you guys also had a private thread with this plot so you can continue with Jackson & Irina there, but please just hold up on the group thread for others to be able to respond so the thread can move forward more efficiently. Thanks c:
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done with mylazyform for felix :000
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FULL NAME&& Felix Sebastian Hawkins
NICKNAME(S)&& Seb, Sebby
GENDER/GENDER IDENTITY&& Male
DATE OF BIRTH&& October 15th
AGE&& Twenty Three
FAMILY&& Hawkins
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SHORT APPEARANCE DESCRIPTION&& The first thing you'd notice about Felix is the Hawkin's trademarked dark chocolate brown hair, thick & full. His eyes are quite an almond shape, his orbs a warm & inviting earthy brown colour. His skin is naturally very slightly tanned. He is an average height for a male, standing at five foot eleven & weighing 147lbs, his build relatively slim but well-built & muscular.
HEIGHT/WEIGHT&& 5'11ft / 147lbs
HAIR TYPE&& Thick & silky
- hair color: Dark chocolate brown
- hair length: Quite short but very volumized
- hair texture: Smooth and silky
EYE SHAPE&& Almond & very slightly protruding
- eye color: Light earthy brown
SKIN TONE&& Relatively tanned
BODY BUILD TYPE&& Lean & muscular
CLOTHING TYPE&& Felix is often found wearing dark clothing from a range of sweaters, plain t-shirts & button-ups with trousers or jeans and a pair of loafers or boots.
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SHORT PERSONALITY DESCRIPTION&& There's no real way to describe Felix, but it's easy to say he's a handful. You either love him or you hate him and there's no in between. It's your choice. He's nice when he wants to be but he also has the reputation of being an ass when he feels like it, too; somehow, he still keeps his ill temper classy which people seem to find attractive in him. He's simply just a hot-headed blessing in disguise .
- positive traits: Extroverted, Charismatic, Ambitious, Bold, Educated, Easy-going, Gentle, Pleasant
- negative traits: Fickle, Sly, Hot-tempered, Two-faced, Argumentative, Stubborn, Vicious, EvasiveHISTORY&& To put things bluntly, I suppose you could say that Felix was always perhaps the wild child of the family. His balance between school life & social life was a monstrosity; if he could gain a dollar for every white lie & excuse he'd tell a teacher to as why he hadn't done his homework, he'd be a millionaire by now probably. He was so deceitful but equally as intelligent, seemingly breezing through school life regardless of the fact that he'd done nothing but slack off the entire time. He seemed like the sort of boy everyone wanted to be: he had an abundance of friends, he didn't have to even work for his grades and he pretty much missed the few awkward pubescent years as he always had his charming looks. However, he obviously didn't come without a bucket full of flaws. One was the fact that he did, for a long time, suffer from acute depression; it really wasn't much reconciliation when somebody would try tell him that "oh, but you shouldn't be sad! You've got everything a guy could possibly ever want!". No. That made him feel worse actually, thank you very much. It was a suffocating disorder he had to endure for the majority of his teenage years, being in the wrong crowd right from middle school not really helping his chances of pushing through the dark years. You wouldn't be surprised to hear that he's once been arrested for shoplifting or he'd drank himself to unconsiciousness, having to go to hospital for alcohol poisoning. His ways of dealing with his depression was less gloomy and quiet and more so hostile and aggressive, his assertive personality actually quite intimidating for some. However, he did manage to push through at around the age of seventeen and soon he was very quick
and successfulin putting his life back in order. He managed to get the right grades to begin an internship at a zoo to learn zoology and he hastily lost contact with bad influences and found a new life else where. Everything seemed to be going great for Felix again and he'd considerably become a generally more amiable and, though very assertive, very pleasant man to be around. But, around eleven months ago, things began to repeat the same as before but, this time, his only escape route was, well, drugs. He's yet to tell anybody, and honestly hopes nobody would find out, and it could explain why he didn't want to go to this reunion. Could he make excuses to his parents like the excuses to his teachers as a kid? No, no - this was no high school and this was no gullible teacher who didn't know what to believe. Felix's family can see right through him and that's what he fears the most.
- parents: Michael & Reese Hawkins
- siblings: Two older sisters, Joseline & Amythest, and a younger brother, Kaleb.
- other kin: None of any significance
OCCUPATION&& He's an intern at a zoo to study Zoology
- dreams: He'd like to hopefully qualify as a zoologist and, though he refuses to admit it and does quite the opposite, he kind of wants to settle down.
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RELATIONSHIP STATUS&& Single
LOVE INTEREST&& Very much open to plot
BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND&& None
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MUSE LEVEL&& 8/10
ACTIVITY LEVEL&& 7/10
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WE CAN DEVELOP OUT SMOL BEAN SUNSHINE FLOWERS TOGETHER YASsawyer & cooper's ship name is sooper and that is quite sooper indeed.
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YAS TRACK-A-LACKINLETS DOOOO THIS
when i'm back from work tomorrow i'm probs gonna summarize bby sawyer tbh tbh tbh tbh lmao
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ooh yes :000
well since jexinn is like the ring leader of the good group, perhaps oliver low key "b.tches" about daniel considering daniel now hates oliver and oliver & jexinn kind of form allies with one another. that could even possibly cause conflict in the future if the rest of calcus catch oliver telling jexinn about them and stuff lmao
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yesss i feel like daniel would make oliver do the dirty work just because he knows it makes oliver feel v uncomfortable tbh lmaoooomg exactly lol oliver tries to act like a low key ally with the good guys but knows 1. if he does anything shifty, they wouldn't be impressed, and 2. if the rest of calcus found out then oliver would be fed to the good guys rofl
punky, oliver is gonna nearly have glazed over eyes from having to toRTURE SUCH A SMOL BEAN IM DEAD
RAINBOW. I feel like oliver would try act all tough but then fallon being all brutally honest & stuff would throw him off totally. like he'd pout a little like "oh"
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YE YE YE YE I GOT THIS MY SON MY BEAN
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You've got so much heart
Is this real or just a dream?
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[B]FULL NAME sawyer dustin hoxie | soy-er
AGE twenty
- [i]date of birth: 20th july
GENDER masculine | he/him
- sex: masculine
SEXUALITY bisexual
- romantic preference: men[hr]
PERSONALITY reserved, mature, assertive, stubborn, introverted, faithful, bashful, humblePARENTS noel & uma hoxie
SIBLINGS four brothers & a sister; spencer, calvin, jude & blaine and claudia
OTHER RELATIVES none of any significance
PETS he has a german shepherd called spud[hr]
FACE CLAIM riker lynch
PLAYLIST
- be still by the killers
- vanilla twilight by owl city
- follow you by bring me the horizon
- all mine by sew intricate
- white tiger by our last night
OTHER he's a dork
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They were all born with the aptness of empathy and a sense that this world was mad. From birth to death, fate seemed to ruthlessly batter the earth's inhabitants left, right & centre and leaving them constantly looming over their greatest fear: the consternation of losing what was most important to them - their lives. People tended to speak of the topic in such a detached manner, aware that this fate of theirs was inevitable but [i]awfully blind to as when they'd be met with such a topic. How were they going to die? A terminal illness where they got to count down their last days? Did they die peacefully in their sleep after weeks of being in a comatose state? Or had they gone through a nightmare prior to their end? A violent beating, a car wreck, drowning in ocean after being caught up in a merciless current? None of the living can ever really anticipate how they're going to die. The dead would know.They hadn't expected to die that day, but they did. They died and they're dead now and, regardless of [b]how they died, they're here now. Welcome home to Purgatory, a place which the group is yet to find out is going to be their permanent resting place forever. It's quite the unsettling place, its different terrains & landscapes and its abundance of almost fantasy-like creations & lifeforms always eerily dark and dull. Whether they find themselves lost in the maze of a ghost town or trapped in the woods running from mutated looking monsters, the group are almost constantly found on high-alert, existing in this nightmarish realm.
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The group have never met before but they had all found each other lost in purgatory. The areas are sparsely populated, almost as if they are the only people [i]in purgatory, and this could in fact very well be the case for them. Instead, they find themselves crossing the paths of many creatures, some appearing to be very much like normal living creatures ie wolves, deer, some appearing like mutated monsters and even some look are creatures no one had ever even imagined before let alone see. Some creatures trigger severe anxiety & distress, hallucinations, delusions or paranoia which causes humans to feel extreme fear and stress over the situation they're in. In other cases, some creatures have a very calming & relaxing aura, making the dead feel a little more at ease.In addition to this, horror-like creatures also roam the lands. Ghosts & spirits, banshees and mutated lake monsters are a few of the many nightmares which the group have experienced in their time.
The realm the group live in is vast and endless. Purgatory is almost like the rusted over, haunting version of places on earth. A dim and musky shopping mall, vacant and static, a gentle stream oozing with dirt and slimy grime or a winter wonderland gone wrong, portions of red snow signifying that no where in this hell-hole is safe. It is virtually endless, this long & tiresome maze almost being formed along the way. It is such a large place that, if the group was to wander off, it'd be very easy to get lost.
The temperatures of Purgatory are often very black or white. You either find yourself suffocating in the humid and musky heat of hell's radiation where the rare occasion of wind is stale and pungent & the infrequent droplets of rain is dark & grey and more like a scolding hot shower. On the other hand, cold temperatures are almost as bitterly chilly as the coldest places on earth. Snow lashes about violently, almost rock-hard flakes of icy snow is flung about in dangerous gales, destroying all that's in its way. Either way, the weather in Purgatory is not desirable under any circumstances. Very rarely is the weather mediocre and this instead seems to worry the group into anticipating something going horribly wrong, almost like a calm before the storm.
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[b]RULES
Okay, well obviously there aren't [i]really gonna be rules as such 'cause this is a private thread and I LOVE ALL OF Y'ALL FRENS but this is more of a quick reminder of some stuuufffffff:✨ this is hopefully going to be a pretty active thread so please try be as active as you can. if you don't have much muse for it let me know and we can find a way to overcome that and if you're just pretty busy let us know so everyone is clear with everything and w/e lmao
✨ since there's only a small group of us, making >1 characters is perfectly acceptableand even encouragedelse i mean like six main characters is also good but like yeah don't hesitate about making more than one character !!
✨ romance & stuff is obvs accepted in this thread but plsss don't revolve the whole thread around it. BEING DEAD IS BAD. i'm not sure romance should be the main theme of a thread about dead people bc idk necrophilia idek idke iiddk
✨ idk how or if this'll ever work but your character can not die if they are already dEAD. like, they could be completely ripped to shreds by a beast in purgatory or be diced up into a lil bowl for dinner or smth, but they'll be conscious and they'll have to just grin and bear it (✿◠‿◠)
the only way they're escaping this one if when they one day just vanish. the group is yet to know that they can't search for the after life, the after life searches for them. so once the spirits find the right dude, they vanish and are sent to heaven or hell. so for better or for worse, the entire group has gotta deal with it until someone nabs them.
✨ i forgot my point
✨ oh yes. i'm not going to provide you guys with a form 'cause I feel like you guys should be as creativeor uncreative (aka me)as you wish. just try not to forget cause of death, how long has your bean found themselves in purgatory (or just mention how long your character as been dead for ie. two years, seven months etc etc) y'know and that sort of stuff mmm
✨ IMpORTANT ONE. I AM going to have this thread the sole thread so like at first feel free to do w/e like discuss plots, relationships, post the forms and etc but before the actual role play begins i'll have to ask for you guys to delete all your posts on here to clear it up and then we begin on this thread. but dw dw, I will have put up an archive of plots and forms and everything on the first two posts (plots & relations on the first post, character forms all on a seperate post(s) prior to me asking you guys to delete your posts so you don't lose anything if ya get me.
✨ there's not really an age range but please try not to go any younger than sixteen or any older than thirty five ty ty
✨ ily guys that's all probs
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[b]MEMBERS
[align=center]✨ trucey ✨ chara ✨ punky ✨ finny ✨ lightsy ✨ akira ✨ lynn ✨CHARACTERS
✨ Silas Overton // suicide
✨ Donovan Malone // school shooting
✨ Cooper Anderson // cyanide poisoning
✨ Parks Costa Leitner // beaten to death
✨ Len Park // hit by carPLAYLIST
✨ Death Dream - Frightened Rabbits
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✨ comeNOTE : I think I've probs missed a lot. this thread was very rushed and i'm sleepy lmao so yes i'll add stuff as we go along probably.
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FULL NAME : Silas [ "Sigh-Liss" ] Porter Overton
NICKNAME(S) : Sy [ "Sigh" ]
GENDER/GENDER IDENTITY : Male
AGE : Twenty One
DATE OF BIRTH : August 30th
DATE OF DEATH : December 23rd
CAUSE OF DEATH : He committed suicide after his brother OD'ed
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PLAYLIST :
[b]✨kids by mgmt
✨ heaven knows by the pretty reckless
✨ pumped up kicks by foster the people
✨ some boys by death cab for cutie
✨ seven nation army by the white stripes
✨ death dream by frightened rabbit
✨ bullet by hollywood undead
✨ rougher kids by sew intricate
✨ addict with a pen by twenty one pilots
FACE CLAIM : Evan Peters
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APPEARANCE : Silas is of an average height, a tall & lean 5'11ft male. physically, he looks quite skinny & scrawny and that he is; it's almost like his big personality makes up for the lack of meat on his bones. his facial features are actually quite youthful for his age, his diamond face shape narrow & adorned with prominent dimples and creases when he smiles. his eyes are a dark hazel, often mistaken as brown unless a glint of sunlight reflects in his eyes to prove otherwise. his eyes are quite protruding, evident creases underneath his eyes. his nose is almost perfectly straight, apart from a very unnoticeable ridge at the top of his bridge. his dark blonde hair is often very messy and un-styled which somewhat reflects his chaotic & unpredictable lifestyle.
HEIGHT/WEIGHT : 5'11ft / 134lbs
BUILD : A lean & slender 5'11ft build
EYE COLOR : Chocolate brown
HAIR COLOR : Medium/Long disheveled ash blond hair
SCARS : He has a couple of scars across his body, the only significant ones are the ones littered across his wrists from his last few months of life.
BODY MODIFICATIONS : None
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POSITIVE TRAITS : Charismatic, Caring, Sparky, Protective, Charming, Loyal, Intelligent
NEGATIVE TRAITS : Neurotic, Hot-headed, Volatile, Distant, Clingy, Conceited, Cynical
PERSONALITY : Sy's pure and baby-faced appearance makes him seem almost innocent... ha ha, no; don't let him fool you. silas overton is very much a wild card, his incredibly hostile, impetuous and extroverted personality often volatile and quite concerning to most. he tends to be known for his sarcastic, strong and snippy personality, sometimes his pompous presence a little too overwhelming for some. he's very assertive in his ways, often marching about oh-so arrogantly and demanding things to be done his way. he just tends to be more vicious than anything really, irrationally & bluntly showing people what he thinks of them whether he tells them straight out that he'd be happy to put "a bullet through their head" or whether he lets them know that they better stay clear of him, there is no doubt that you'll know what he thinks of you at the end of the day. he has an almost false confidence, somehow pulling off the vain but not-too-disdainful, spiteful but not-too-irritating attitude, as well as having the appearance of something so virtuous. being so outspoken and abrasive causes more people to steer away from getting too close to him, only a few able to really put up with his very unpredictable, manic ways. many people just find him to be a cunning, grinning idiot whose venomous words are enough to make little kids cry, and even so he still manages to find people who actually like him for who he is; they may think this is only a very hard, stormy shell which, when cracked, will reveal an angel out of sy. that is probably not true because he actually is an ass to just about everyone. however, if you dig deeper into the complicated boy's personality, you will find a boy with such a troubled self esteem, it's unbelievable. he is just incredibly defensive and so puts up a guard which means that just about nobody can really see him in a vulnerable state. he just doesn't do vulnerable. instead, you'll find the male very subtly clinging onto people he does get close to, noticing how he will gravitate towards them often to find support when he wants it. however, one can never really find out whether he is actually fond of somebody unless he says so himself (which is very rare to say the least) as he never really shows any appreciation and fondness towards people. however, those who do decide to give the boy a chance, they do manage to see passed his loud-mouthed, snarky ways and instead see a very intelligent and very caring male hidden behind his nightmarish facade. for the few who really manage to catch silas' attention, they find themselves a very loyal & protective friend who will go to the very end to defend those he loves. he relies heavily on the few friends he's got mostly because, despite acting so independent and hostile, he craves any sort of affection and love. he is very closed off but does seem to subtly appreciate those who do give him some sort of adoration and, despite his scornful attitude, he can also be a massive clown towards those he's close to, his impulsive and daring ways allowing him to do playful things perhaps the average person knows is a really stupid thing to do. he has some wit and humor in his words when he's in a particularly good mood, too, and if you creep passed his bullish semblance, you will find a very faithful and, though he's very flawed, an incredibly genuine man in sy. some dislike him for his stinking attitude; others insist he's just a misunderstood little soul. as for silas? hah - silas couldn't care any less.
HISTORY : TRIGGER WARNING.
Silas Overton was born in London, England, however it was not long before his entire family relocated to America very suddenly. Though his parents would never say why they suddenly left, Silas expected that it was probably for a very important reason and just left it at that.
His story began at a very young age, unfair discrimination from 'fellow' school kids dampening his soul and causing him to feel like he was being hit in the face by a brick, over and over again. They would tell him that he was weird, that he scared other children by his hilariously dark and sinister jokes. And, that wasn't the only stigma which resulted in him being the misfit of the school; alas, his family's reputation was unholy. The Overton family, the family who nobody wanted to mess with. It wasn't long before Silas fell into a hole of self-pity and insecurity. Besides, he slowly began to truly believe that there was something wrong with him. He could never make any friends when he saw all the other kids had already formed little cliques, and he instead of being the victim of a bully, he was a victim of neglect. To all of his peers, he was invisible, he was a ghost to those who knew him. Nobody wanted to speak to a boy who was more intrigued with the idea of death than the idea of life. At this point of time, the boy was only six years old.
Years passed and still Silas was never fairly gotten the opportunity to redeem himself, even though he learned to conceal his dark and imaginative thoughts. He simply learned that he would forever be alone. However, in the beginning of eighth grade in middle school, Silas was introduced to a new student, a free-thinking girl named Norah. It really wasn't long before Silas liked his very first friend like a love sick puppy; whether it was genuine or simply him overwhelmed by the fact that somebody liked him for who he was, he didn't really ever know or find out.
Their friendship was intense, affectionate and loyal, and the two of them were like two peas in a pod. Silas was infatuated by Norah, absolutely obsessed with her and he couldn't spend a day without talking to her. The two mysterious partners in crime used to always go together around the small town they lived in, going on 'adventures' with each other. A relatively popular location for them to hang out was in the woods there they'd often bound over logs, kick up leaves, climb up trees and trudge through tiny streams of crystalline water. One day, Silas was perhaps a bit too competitive when the two of them challenged each other to a test to see who can climb the highest up a tree. And so up they went, in the middle of the woods. Up. Up. Up. The two of them scrambled through branches and leaves to get right to the top. Silas won.
As he got to the top, he peered down to where Norah was, struggling in the tree, until she lost her footing and fell, back down to the ground.
Silas stared in horror, screaming down for her like she'd vanished in a magic act. There was no answer. By the time he climbed back down the tree, he could see passed the leaves to reveal her body. And she was only a body. Lifeless and laid across in the leaves in the most horrifying position. In a blind panic, Silas dragged her through the woods, tears spilling down his cheeks where he left her body in a ditch, terrified that he would be blamed for her death. He didn't mean to hurt her. He loved her.
Ever since that day, Silas was a changed boy. The next day, he lied through police interrogations, informing them that "No. Norah went home one way and I went the other way and I haven't heard from her since." His loathing for the police grew more and more as the questionings continued. He was the last person to ever see her, after all. And, he had the real story sitting on the tip of his tongue, the officers' intimidating persuasion to have him tell them the full story resulting in Sy feeling unnaturally cynical and distrusting of cops.
That awful memory still haunts him.
By the time Silas reached high school, he was, yet again, not too popular with the other kids. He was that stereotypical 'cold and creepy loner' who wore all black and stalked around like he hated the entire world. And, he did. If the world never have had taken his baby girl Norah away from him, then maybe he'd be a little less bitter towards it. Not many people ever noticed him and this time he preferred it that way. However, he did actually manage to catch the interest of a couple of friends (and even a few boyfriends and girlfriends), of whom he all treated badly. He became the bully and yet also the bullied at school, his angry and bullish behavior both intimidating some people and then causing some people to try put him in his place, too, if you get the gist. It wasn't a surprise to people to hear that Sy had gotten into yet another fight. People either loved him or hated him, and it was mostly the latter. He remained abnormally cold and distant from any sorts of friendship or relationship, and he lost friends as quickly as he made them; nearly every single person who cut Sy out of their lives stated that he was either insane or a sociopath. Of course, neither of them were true. He was just kinda sad.
And so, one day his older brother, Colton, introduced him to his very own friends so that Silas was not all alone. These dodgy boys who Colton called his friends, however, didn't seem to be Colton's type. They began trading drugs and alcohol to Silas in return for his friendship, and Sy wouldn't ever say no because -hell yes- these people wanted to actually know him for who he was. Of course, they never made his bad reputation any better, but he didn't seem to care anymore. But, secretly, the boy was falling to pieces. His only way of escaping the real world was the world of, well, sin and intoxication.
Being influenced by the older boys and, along with his pent up frustration, he began to intentionally commit crimes. First was a vicious fist fight with an older man. Silas ended up in the hospital for weeks recovering from two broken ribs, cuts and bruises. After leaving hospital, he was faced with charges and a man threatening to take things further and make sure he had a prison sentence for assaulting him. His second offence was the one time he set a tree alight in the front garden of his ex girlfriend's house whilst completely intoxicated and lonely, and as a result he was arrested for twenty four hours.
Perhaps three or four weeks after his offences, when he was sixteen, he was at home alone with Colton and his baby sister, Nova, when Colton accidentally overdosed on the implicit drugs he shared with Silas and he passed away, right in front of Silas' eyes. After that, he became incredibly detached from the world, getting into the nightmarish habit of - well - harming himself, and showed a real lack of motivation to live anymore.
After an evaluation of the incident, his parents were advised to get Silas some medical, professional help. When Silas was brought to the psychiatrist, his attitude concerned the doctors and they suggested that he go to a mental institute, the same one which his sister had been at already for three years.
Everything seemed to be going wrong in his life, and he felt like he was falling apart at the seams. And so, since he preferred this option than to rot away at a mental hospital, he tried to end his life that night.
Silas felt like it was a dog-eat-dog world, with nobody in the world he could turn to. He felt so alone. The world let him down and so he chose to abandon it. He overdosed on dangerous drugs and bled out in the bathtub, hoping that his family would only find him after it was too late.
They [i]weretoo late, in fact.
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SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Bisexual
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : Biromantic
LOVE INTEREST : Open
ANY PAST RELATIONSHIPS : He's had quite a few in the past, but none were ever particularly serious.
MOTHER : Nadia Overton
FATHER : Sebastian Overton
SIBLINGS : Colton [deceased], Sienna, Alannah, Flynn, Paige, Ruby & Nova. Two brothers & five sisters.
PETS : He once owned a sugar glider named Bambi
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[size=6pt]TEMPLATE ©BOKEH | BEWARE OF HIDDEN SCROLLIE | #BOKEHFANCY[/size]
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FULL NAME : Donovan Makari Malone
NICKNAME(S) : He's known purely as Donnie
GENDER/GENDER IDENTITY : Cisgender male
AGE : Twenty eight
DATE OF BIRTH : April 25th
DATE OF DEATH : January 20th
CAUSE OF DEATH : He was shot clean in the head by a student when he was caught up in a school shooting at the high school he worked at.
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PLAYLIST :
[b]✨get out the way by mother mother
✨ you don't know how lucky you are by keaton henson
✨ first day of my life by bright eyes
✨ jealous by labrinth
✨ clinging on for life by the hoosiers
✨ machines by biffy clyro
✨ what a catch, donnie by fall out boy
✨ judgement day by stealth
✨ im so sorry by imagine dragons
✨ all i wanna do by jamie lidell
FACE CLAIM : Patrick Stump
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APPEARANCE : Donnie is a very fair complexioned male, his baby blue eyes and fluffy blonde hair making him look incredibly youthful and innocent. His cheekbones are prominent, his slim and oblong face shape framing his facial features in a young, naive appearance. He is quite short and he is of an optimal weight, not muscular at all and instead there are even a few places on his body which has acculumated very little extra body fat. All in all, Donnie looks younger than he really is and, his personality not helping him, he [i]isoften mistaken as much younger, like most people are ten years off as they think he's only about eighteen.
HEIGHT/WEIGHT : 5'5ft // 129lbs
BUILD : He is quite the opposite of muscular - he isn't even sure if he's ever voluntarily gone to the gym - but he is in good shape. He has a couple of chubbier areas on his such as beneath his chin and his stomach but, otherwise, he's in optimal shape.
EYE COLOR : Striking, electric blue eyes
HAIR COLOR : Pale butternut blond
SCARS : None of any significance
BODY MODIFICATIONS : None
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POSITIVE TRAITS : Humble, Empathetic, Selfless, Docile, Benevolent, Observant, Cheerful, Faithful
NEGATIVE TRAITS : Meek, Complacent, Secretive, Capricious, Delicate, Submissive, Daydreamer, Naive
PERSONALITY : Donovan is a very docile and sensitive male, often too selfless to really see the bad in anybody. Instead, he is a very supportive character, always sharing his time and energy into assisting those in need, especially people he is close to. Although, he represses his feelings too often; he is too private and sensitive and tends to protect his own feelings just like he’d protect others’ emotional wellbeing. His open-mindedness and imagination leaves him flexible to empathising and trying to stand in everyone’s shoes to be on everyone’s side. Some say that this is an incredibly fickle and betraying thing to do, but Donnie can’t help but try to please anyone and everyone, being the incredibly meek and righteous character he is. He is observant, often trying to look out for others and observing their emotional wellbeing to just check to see if they are doing well. However, sometimes he is too humble and shy as he is so concerned about others’ feelings that he tends to brush aside his own. He is obsessed with trying to meet everybody’s expectations (even his own), despite the fact that sometimes it’s completely unrealistic (and his standards are simply too high to achieve) , and when things go wrong he just kicks himself over it for days on end.
Besides this, he is practical, too, his down-to-earth and earnest ways allowing him to have his feet planted firmly in the ground. It makes him reliable and patient as he is meticulous and careful, taking a steady approach – and taking everybody’s needs into consideration – when trying to complete his goals. He is also a perfectionist and he constantly does his very best to achieve things at the greatest standards, which is sometimes a flaw too as, when things don’t go his way, he gets very flustered and hurt over it. He takes things way too seriously, too; though it is incredibly rare to find the passive male in a bad mood, he does tend to get very bitter and defensive when the blame is shifted onto him or there is any conflict or criticism revolving around him. If this ever does happen, it wouldn’t be uncommon for him to kick up a massive stink about it. Also, another surprising trait of Donnie is that he's surprisingly quite the bossy & determined character; although he's very much all bark & no bite, he does definitely say what's on his mindonly if it doesn't hurt people's feelings too much, of course. He knows when to make the odd innuendo or dirty joke and, if he wasn't so afraid of love, he would even go to the extremities of low key flirting. He's quite humble and mellow, but his feisty and sassy streak in him is what seems to shock people the most.
HISTORY : He was only twenty eight when he died. God… God! He had his entire life ahead of him; he could’ve found love, he could’ve been promoted in his job, he could’ve adopted some kids… There were so many things which the soft-spoken male aspired for… However, this was all torn away from him by the startling acts of some furious, angst-riddled punk who decided to shoot up the high school where he worked at. It was the forth lesson of the day - possibly around 1:45pm – when the event occurred. Donnie was in the middle of inspiring students in his lesson; they all had so much hope in the future. Some wanted to be authors, editors, illustrators – many found their passion for reading through the enthusiasm which spilled from Donnie’s devoted lips. But then, that’s when he lunged into the room, his face half covered by a grey and black bandanna and his hood clinging over his sweat-drenched head. The teen charged through into the room, the very first thing he did was raise his gun and shoot Donovan clean in the head. There was no doubt that the blow was enough kill the twenty eight year old teacher instantly, and his body propelled back against the wall from the power of the bullet, blood splattering in every direction, just before his lifeless body crumbled to the ground into a heap on the floor. Even to this day, the male is found with the unsightly scar from it lingering just off-centre on his forehead.
When growing up, Donnie didn’t even want to be an English teacher. No – in fact, he actually couldn’t stand English as a kid. However, things changed drastically when he started high school. The male had, at the time, struggled immensely at school. Actually, he couldn’t wait to leave school. He was stumped on where he wanted his future to go, what he wanted to do with himself, as he simply had no hobbies to fuel his inspiration. All he felt he was good for was to just be some bratty kid’s wing-man. However, during his sophomore year in high school, his life changed when he was introduced to another teen boy, the captain of the high school’s basketball team. The gorgeous male was so down-to-earth and so kind-hearted; it was not long before Donnie was absolutely head over heels for him. It had barely been two months before the two of them became official, and their relationship grew very serious very fast. In fact, one year into their relationship, they were already planning a civil partnership for themselves for when they left high school. However, tragedy struck one evening in their junior year. Whilst playing at a basketball match, Donnie was lucky not to have to witness his lover spontaneously keel over whilst racing down the courts. Mortuary reports claimed that the teenager had an undetected heart deformity. Upon finding out that night, Donnie was physically sick with grief, his bereavement taking three weeks off before he could merely leave the house to return to high school. By the time he returned to high school, this time without the love of his life there with him, his English teacher at the time took him under her wing to provide him with support and solace during the unmistakably difficult time. This was the very woman who’d once inspired Donnie to teach English, himself. God, he couldn't believe how she managed to creep herself into his heart, he admired her so much. Besides, he felt good-for-nothing every day of his life until finding this burning passion for English. Even after he left high school, they kept in touch. He began to study English literature at university, every fortnight going out for the night to the local bar with his friends. It began to become apparent to him that his former-teacher began to more frequently bump into him at the bar when he was in an intoxicated state, and he was soon to learn that the woman he had once admired so much would turn into his biggest nightmare.
One evening when they were out, she began to make advances onto him and, justifiably uncomfortable, Donnie ordered himself a new drink and then turned to notify his friends that he was going out the back for a breather. And – well – he hadn’t been aware of his newly spiked drink from his one and only former-inspiration, and he was followed out the back by her into the alley he hid in to take a deep breath. The rain hurdled down on him, his back faced away from her, unaware of her stalking over for the kill. And, as one thing led to another, it was something which he could’ve never expected could happen to him. With drowsy and wobbling legs, a blurry head with just as blurry vision and incredibly weak and sloppy wrestling back, he was so helpless when it happened.
Even thinking back to that night today could make Donnie flinch.
It wasn’t long before he transferred to a new university in a new state, swearing to himself with embarrassment that – no, no – nobody could ever know about what had happened that one night. He started on a new slate and things really did get better for him, despite the fact that his past had left him terribly depressed and nostalgic for the remainder of his short and turbulent life. He was very much a lone wolf for the next five years, too afraid to live with anybody or to befriend (and even love) somebody. However, it didn’t seem to bother him anymore. At least he managed to escape the grasp of his deviant former English teacher. Luckily at the time he eventually managed to complete his degree and begin to teach English at the local high school. It had been his third year teaching there and he’d gained a very great reputation through students and staff alike. Everyone loved Mr Malone – well that was what the majority thought, anyway. That treacherous day still stung him like a wasp; Donnie was in the middle of inspiring students in his lesson, and – well – you know the rest.
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SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Asexual
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : Panromantic
LOVE INTEREST : He's very good at hiding it, but he quite admires Cooper from afar.
ANY PAST RELATIONSHIPS : His serious relationship with Joshua Saporta, the captain of the basketball team in high school, was his only relationship and that relationship absolutely broke him after Josh died.
FAMILY : Adeline & Warren Malone. He was an only child.
PETS : He didn't have much time to look after a pet in university. He was going to adopt a cat in the next month or so... But then he kind of died.
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FULL NAME HERE Cooper Milo Anderson
NICKNAME(S) Coop, Miles, Hoot
GENDER Male
- gender identity: Male
- preferred pronouns: He/Him
AGE 24
- birth date: April 1st
BRIEF APPEARANCE DESCRIPTION Cooper is a short lean male. He has a square jawline and a small nose, with sparkling baby blue eyes and soft, reddish brown hair that is kept short on one side and shoulder length on the other side. He's not particularly stick thin, nor is he muscular or chubby - he seems to be somewhere in between all of those in shape and build.
BODY
- height/weight: 5'7 && 120 lbs.
- skin tone: Caucasian
- body shape: Average
FACE
- face shape: Somewhat square jawline, bt smooth narrow features
- eye color: Baby blue
- eye shape: Hooded
HAIR
- hair type: Wavy
- hair color: Reddish brown
- hair texture: Thick
BRIEF PERSONALITY DESCRIPTION Cooper is generally a kindhearted, goofy boy who acts more like he's 10 than 24. He's goofy, lovable, and an all around kind person. He's remarkably creative and though he's really not very intelligent he is highly insightful and surprisingly wise. He is clingy and fiercely loyal, he'd do anything for the ones he loves. He's an upbeat optimist, even in the worst of times, but is also very faithful to others and trust others too easily; this can and has been used against him many times before. He's actually very sensitive and self conscious, though this is often well masked and only those who are really close to him know just how sensitive he really is. He's gullible and innocent for the most part, but he's not really afraid to be his silly lovable self.
POSITIVE PERSONALITY TRAITS Kindhearted, Funny, Creative, Unique, Loyal
NEGATIVE PERSONALITY TRAITS Gullible, Sensitive, Self Conscious, Childish, Naive
LIKES Music, Seeing others happy, Being with those he's close to, Oceans, Stargazing, Cute boys, The internet
DISLIKES Anything to do with bullying/being bullied, Being alone, His appearance, Being held back
STRENGTHS Creativity, Uniqueness
WEAKNESSES Sensitivity, Gullible && Overly trusting
DEATH Cooper was unaware of the true motives behind his boyfriend getting all dressed up and making him dinner. He could only think that he was being a sweet, lovable guy. And maybe it was his overly trusting nature, or the expensive wine his boyfriend brought home, but once the meal had been finished, all was well. He had made some of Cooper's favorite foods, and he couldn't wait to dig in-well, that was until he had actually eaten a few bites of the steak. That was when everything got dark and fuzzy, and he couldn't breathe. He was unconscious before he could realize what had happened, and within fifteen minutes of collapsing he was dead, after remaining unconscious and convulsing for a time. What had happened? The food was laced with traces of cyanide, and even the fancy wine had some in it (maybe that's why his boyfriend wanted him to drink some to see how it tasted?)
- birthplace: Fort Wayne, Indiana
- parents: Joshua and Shauna Anderson
- siblings: Kayelyn Anderson
- other kin: none worth mentioning!!
SEXUALITY Homosexual
RELATIONSHIP STATUS Single
LOVE INTEREST(S) Open!!
TURN ONS hair pulling, dark eyes, tall, cuddly, kind but not overbearingly sweet
TURN OFFS impulsive, shorter than himself, submissive [he's a total bottom tbh]
THEME SONG(S) More than Alive && 68 by The Ready Set, Strawberry Avalanche by Owl City, Eleanor Rigby by The Beatles
FACECLAIM Jordan Witzigrueter
PLOT IDEAS answer here
OTHER answer here
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■ Park or Parks is a unisex name, though mostly used for males, meaning 'Cypress tree' in Chinese. In English, this name means 'Of the forest'.
■ Costa is a Greek or Italian name for 'Someone who lived on a slope or river bank, or on the coast'.
■ The German surname, Leitner means 'One who dwells on the mountain/hillside'.
NICKNAMES Parker, Park, Costas.
PET NAMES Parks isn't a fan of nicknames, especially pet names. She never really had any to begin with.AGE Nineteen, ongoing twenty.
CAUSE OF DEATH Beaten to death by her step-father.SEX Female.
GENDER Parks identifies herself as a female.
PRONOUNS Feminine pronouns. She/Her etc..SEXUALITY Demi-homosexual.
ROMANTIC PREFERENCE Homoromantic.
TURN ONS
■ Can handle her personality.
■ Won't give up on her.
■ Patient.
TURN OFFS
■ Worries a lot.
■ Clingy.
■ Nosy.
FACE CLAIM Lynn Gunn.
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; border: 1px solid #bfbfbf; width: 374px; height: 170px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-bottom: 3px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 374px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 374px; min-height: 170px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #bfbfbf; line-height: 10px;] Parks is an attractive young woman standing at the height of 5'7" and weighing 120 pounds. She has medium-lengthed chocolate brown hair that cascades down her shoulders and stops a bit below her breast. Parks' hair is also shaved on both sides, the right side sports two stripes[or more/none], unlike the left. it is then parted above the striped patch and flipped to the left. Facial wise, Parks has almond-shaped eyes with slightly dark rings underneath due to lack of sleep. Her orbs are a mysterious pale green that you may even consider to be grey. It's hard to tell. Above her eyes rests her eyebrows- the right brow trimmed to match the stripes in her hair. Parks also sports a small nose ring that she wears time to time.
[B]SCARS Parks has serious and non serious scars scattered across her body. The minor ones are the small, faded scars that rests on the knuckles of Parks' hands due to her habits of punching things [preferably walls] when she's angry. The more seriously inflicted scars come from the physical abuse of her step-father. She has a few located on her back. One starts on the side of her waist and runs down to her hip. Others are found on her shoulder blades, the back of her neck, and her legs.
BODY MODIFICATIONS
Parks has multiple tattoos. The first one is a 'P' that rests behind her ear [ x ]. Another tattoo is located on her wrist that has the Pisces zodiac [ x ]. The rest include the number '13' that's in the shape of a lightning bolt on her ankle [ x ], the elemental earth symbol on her thumb [ x ], a geometric sleeve on her left arm [ x ] , and another sleeve on the right. [ x ]
CLOTHING STYLE Parks will wear anything she deems comfortable. Her clothing style will range from loose and baggy t-shirts to sweaters or hoodies, tank tops, shorts, or jeans. Parks is typically seen wearing some sort of headwear such as a snapback or beanie. Now when it comes to Parks' coloring scheme, she likes to keep it very limited. Black, grey, or white are the main colors she wears. If she sees something colorful and likes it to an extent, she may wear it.
[ x x x x x x]
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; border: 1px solid #bfbfbf; width: 374px; height: 170px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-bottom: 3px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 374px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 374px; min-height: 170px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #bfbfbf; line-height: 10px;]■[b] Impulsive & Aggressive // Parks' impulsive and aggressive behavior is something that doesn't go unnoticed about her. Due to her mental illness of BPD, she has a hard time controling her temper when she's angry. Once you get Parks ticking, it's only a matter of seconds before she blows up- and let me tell you, the outcome is never good. She doesn't think before she acts, instead she likes to see it as 'actions speak louder than words'. If she wants to get her point across, she'll probably beat it into you. Knowing this, most people try to avoid Parks, or at least attempt to stay off her radar.
■ Genuine & Hardworking // Though Parks seems like a person who simply doesn't give a * about anyone or anything, she truly does. When Parks has a goal, she'll go to great lengths to achieve them. She'll take all the time she needs to get her work done as well as put her best effort into it. You'll never see Parks half-assing something that she has no interest in doing. If it's not her best, it's not worth it. Parks is also quite the honest individual. She doesn't like the concept of lying, she prefers for people to be honest to her and in return she'll come clean to them. Unless it's a topic Parks sworn to never reveal, Parks will stay genuine with you. Need her opinion? She won't sugar coat it just to make you feel better. If you can't handle- get over it. If you're searching for the answer you want to hear- ask someone else.
■ Distant & Secretive // Distant is one of many ways to describe the mysterious Parks. You may find her in the back of the class room, drifting away in her thoughts. It may not seem like it, but Parks is a quiet person, usually wrapped up in a world of imagination. You can say she has an over-active mind. You could never understand what Parks is thinking. Some of the things that appear in her head would really shock you. If you happen to ask about it, she'll simply wave it off and tell you to 'mind your own damn business'. Parks doesn't like talking about what goes on in her mind or her feelings. And for that reason, Parks will push you away. This causes any kind of relationship Parks has to become difficult to maintain. Usually she'll get upset that they worry too much and should stop trying to pry, while the other person gives up on her. Parks is just a woman who struggles to open up and let people in, no matter how hard she tries.
■ Withdrawn & Cold // Due to her distant nature, Parks is percieved as a coldhearted person who cares for nobody but herself. In some ways and others, it's kind of true. Parks is cold. She'll push you away without considering your feelings. The more someone tries to get close to Parks, the further she'll draw herself away. The thought of being attached to an individual scares her, though deep down she fears that everyone she cares for will toss her away like she never mattered to them. Along with inexperience and fear of falling for an individual, showing and recieving large amounts of affection is something foreign to Parks. She always shuts those feelings out before she or someone else has the chance to grow an adoration.
■ Reckless & Stubborn // With Parks' violent behavior, she's very reckless and stubborn. Once Parks is hooked on something, you can't persuade her into something else. If her mind is set, her mind is set- even if it's a bad idea. With that, Parks tends to get herself into bad situations such as fights, drug deals, and even getting arrested. Parks is an intelligent girl and all, but she doesn't like to put her smarts into good use.POSITIVE TRAITS
■ Genuine
■ Hard-working
■ Open-minded
NEUTRAL TRAITS
■ Realistic
■ Outspoken
NEGATIVE TRAITS
■ Manipulative
■ Violent
■ DistantPASSIVE OR AGGRESSIVE Aggressive.
BOLD OR SHY Bold.
CAUTIOUS OR CARELESS Careless.
BOOK OR STREET SMART Street smart.
INTELLIGENCE 7/10.
WISDOM 5/10.
CURIOSITY 4/10.
BRAVERY 8/10.DISORDERS Depression x Borderline Personality Disorder.
FEARS Being abandoned by her family or significant other.
PHOBIAS Claustrophobia.LIKES
■ Music
■ Writing
■ Reading novels
■ Comfortable silences
DISLIKES
■ Obnoxious people
■ Block-heads
■ Being interrupted or ignored
■ Being provokedHOBBIES
■ Writing/Making music
■ Writing stories
■ DrawingSHORTCOMINGS Parks has the tendency to act solely on impulse when she is provoked by someone. When it comes to insults, or anything that is meant to offend her, Parks will act on it. If you manage to be the person that really pushes her limits, Parks'll get violent. Seriously. Parks has a short-fused temper and it doesn't take much until you're on the ground getting an ass beating. Parks doesn't play. When you get her going, it's going to take a hell of a lot to get her to stop.
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As a child, Parks started out with a normal and happy life. She was the spoiled, only child of her parents Kodiak and Alaska Leitner. Parks was without a doubt one of the happiest children you would've ever come across. Of course, the happiness didn't last. Growing up, Parks' parents began to argue more and more until things were thrown out of control. They even started to fight, throwing glass bottles and other items across the room. Not wanting to get in the crossfire of the constant arguing, Parks stayed up in the corner in her room, fearing that the yelling would never stop. The fighting had gotten so bad, Parks was actually scared of talking to her parents. She always had the anxiety of them taking their anger out on her. One day, Parks' dad finally had enough and decided to leave without a word. Parks had no clue about his disappearance until she finally gathered the courage to confront her mother about it. After Kodiak's departure from the family, Parks and her mother had lost contact with him. Parks has held a grudge against him for leaving her behind without some sort of goodbye or even an attempt to keep some sort of contact with her.As years passed by, Parks and her mother had been building up the relationship they once had. Sure, it would never be as great as it used to be, at least Parks didn't loathe her mother as much as she did then. Things were actually starting to look bright again- that is - until her mother brought home a man she introduced to Parks as her boyfriend. You could definitely say Parks wasn't happy about this 'new boyfriend' of hers. She couldn't exactly pinpoint it, but Parks had an uneasy feeling about him. Around Parks' mother, he acted like a man should; gentlemanly. Around Parks, well, everything was different. He didn't like Parks and Parks certainly didn't like him. They'd start to argue and one day he lost the last nerve he had, and so he hit Parks. Surprisingly after that incident, it continued to happen. Mere pushes turned to slams, slapping turned into punching, and threats turned into actions. Oblivious to the harm inflicted upon her daughter, Parks' mother continued to love and care for the man who had no problem with physically, emotionally, and verbally abusing her child. Appearing on Parks' body were cuts, bruises, and scratches. At school sometimes they happened to go noticed before being questioned about. The typical answer Parks would give was the "I fell," excuse. She wouldn't reveal the issues that were occurring back at home due to the multiple death threats she received from her mother's boyfriend if someone were to find out then he would kill her- just like that. The more abuse Parks was subjected to, the worse her personality would change. Instead of the being the bright and happy girl her mother once knew, Parks was now a short-tempered and aggressive teenager who got herself into a world of hurt. Fights, skipping class, and drugs, were now Parks' gateways and her mother didn't understand why.
Though Parks acted like one tough bastard on the outside, truly she was falling apart on the inside. She was emotionally unstable. Acting on impulse, hurting others as well as hurting herself were the only ways she thought she could cope. Eventually that had gotten her kicked out of her school, much to her mother's dismay and her boyfriend's joy. The abuse continued for months without a word from Parks, and so soon she stopped coming home for days on end. She'd spend her time roaming the streets until she felt like it was okay to return home. For the days her mom's boyfriend wasn't present, Parks spent her time locked up her room smoking marijuana and taking unprescribed pills.
Beyond that point, nothing really mattered to Parks anymore. The thought of death and suicide was constantly on her mind, and so she attempted to kill herself by overdosing. She was immediately sent to the hospital and rushed into the ER. It took a while for Parks to recover, but she did. The young female decided to take all the negative emotions she felt and write them down in a diary of some sort. It was a better way of helping her get feelings off of her chest without harming herself or someone else. Taking those feelings, Parks began to write songs as well as stories that were based on her life. Not that she ever thought about becoming a musician or a writer, publishing her work to become a famous icon. It was simply a hobby that she enjoyed. It took her mind off of the pain she felt.
It was years later when Parks' mom and her boyfriend decided to get married. Parks was full heartedly against the idea of her mother getting married to a man equivalent to Satan himself, but there was really nothing she could do to stop it. The only thing she was really looking forward to was to moving out. Never again would she have to come back to them once she found a place to stay. No more boyfriend, no more abuse. And maybe, just maybe she'd be truly happy again for the first time in a long time. Sad to say, Parks' wish never came true. Her now-called step-father came home one night, wasted and angry. He and Parks got into arguing and shortly it escalated into fighting. At the end of chaos, Parks was left on the ground with severe injuries. Minutes later, she bled to death.
I guess you finally realize the horrors that happen right under your nose when you come home to find your daughter dead, and your recently wed husband nowhere to be found.
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I THOUGHT HIS PLAYLIST WAS A VERY "SAWYER" PLAYLIST LMAOHM HM BM SO THE PLOT YES
I ASSUME THEY KNOW EACH OTHER ALREADY
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!!!!!!WHEN I WAS WRITING UP CHARACTER'S DEATHS I maybe accidentally wrote "killed to death" & "beaten to beat" in them like um oops
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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: verdana; font-size: 16pt; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; letter-spacing: 1px; margin-top: -10px;]✘ ― But I still worry more about you[/fancypost]
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=black; borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; width: 400px; line-height: 90%;][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; width: 100px; height: 100px; padding: 10px; float: left; background-image: url(http://static.tumblr.com/f1471…9wr3ob8cwgcs4880gs4s0.gif); background-size: cover; background-position: left center; border-width: 2px; border-color: white; margin-right: 3px;][/fancypost]✘ ― your name is PUCK SUMMERS, an EIGHTEEN year old wild-child still fresh out of college. you don't seem to really have an official nickname as such, but close friends tend to tease you with comical pet names such as PUCKLEBERRY FINN or just DORK works fine, too. you were born the day before halloween, the THIRTIETH OF OCTOBER which seems fitting due to your love of horror films. this makes you a SCORPIO. you are a MALE at birth and you also identify as a male to this day, using HE/HIM PRONOUNS. your middle name is JOHNATHAN, after his father, johnathan summers who's better known as johnny summers. his parents named him 'puck' after the mischievous sprite in a midsummer night's dream.for a cisgender male you are UNUSUALLY SHORT, standing at the relatively little height of FIVE FOOT SIX, though it seems to only emphasize your short but spunky self. your body is WELL-BUILT and LEAN, weighing just about ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY EIGHT POUNDS. your PORCELAIN complexion is almost a sickly pale color, the sensitive skin around your eyes having a slight pink/purple tinge as if you are exhausted. you have LIGHT HAZEL irises in slightly protruding, rounded eyes. your eyelashes are LONG and FULL and your eyebrows seem to be naturally styled almost perfectly. your are found with raggedly cut JET BLACK hair with a silky fringe which often hangs slightly to the right of your face as your are often found trying to tuck it behind his ear. your most prominent feature could very well be your CHISELED JAWLINE, something which you strangely take pride in. on lazy days, you may find a little bit of STUBBLE growing along your jawline, though you more commonly keep your face free of facial hair.
your style of clothing is quite CASUAL and DARK in color, your wardrobe abundant in HOODIES, RIPPED SKINNY JEANS, SWEATERS, PLAIN OR PRINTED T-SHIRTS and SHORTS. you're also never seen without your SNEAKERS or SANDALS. on some days, you even spice up your outfit with pretty
dorkycasual BASEBALL CAPS or BEANIES. your skin will someday be adorned in colorful ink, in the present the work in progress of two TATTOO sleeves up your ARMS are present to match the halloween tattoo on your KNUCKLES. these seem to conveniently cover up SCARS from an UNCOMPROMISING childhood which you are, these days, very open about. you also have a SCORPION tattoo on the side of your NECK - your very first tattoo - and not to miss out the BLACK GAUGES in your ears and your NOSE RING which you raged about for weeks after getting it.it is needless to say that you are one hell of an ECCENTRIC and BOLD guy, your RECKLESS, WILD and RAMBUNCTIOUS ways proving to others that you are one FIRECRACKER of a kid. you often come off as being quite YOUTHFUL, INNOCENT and NAIVE. you're one TOUGH COOKIE and it shows with your LIGHT-HEARTED approach to dealing with most situations and NOT TAKING THINGS TOO SERIOUSLY. however, equally this proves how OBSESSIVELY ALTRUISTIC you are, always doing anything you can in your power to NOT UPSET OTHERS when you give an opinion. you often feel GUILTY when you stand up for yourself and you give into other people's interests before yours always. you opt for being a massive CLOWN and, being a SOCIAL BUTTERFLY, you seem quite popular with people in general.
you know how to slip into people's hearts, sometimes by being the massive FLIRT (with anything that breathes - you are pansexual and proud to show off about it) you are or simply stunning others with your SPARKY attitude, but sometimes this CRAVING FOR ATTENTION may prove to others that you have very LOW SELF ESTEEM and that you are unintentionally quite CLINGY. you seem to lash out DEFENSIVELY if you are ever confronted about your needy ways; you just always need approval and the reassurance that you are wanted, and you fear being abandoned so you seem to grasp onto people you are close to, staying madly loyal to them. you have a serious issue with being too INTIMATE with others, your friends in the band really being the only ones you are actually quite close to, and you HATE it when people are ever mad or annoyed with you; conversations like that always seem to end with you fleeing out the room with glazed eyes or turning into a SHUDDERING MESS in front of everyone. all in all, you are pretty GENUINE and OUTGOING, and despite your flaws with your MOOD, you seem to be quite APPRECIATED by others which reassures you often.
you know how to be a TALENTED performer, your heart invested solely in music. you are part of the band, THVNDERBIRDS, and your energy and enthusiasm as the band's DRUMMER really contributes to the loudness and the pure power of the band's songs. you are FULL OF ENERGY when you play the drums and it's quite obvious just how PASSIONATE you are about music. you adore almost all sub-genres of ROCK, especially all those 'loud badass' songs, as you like to call it. when you aren't busy slamming drumsticks on a drum set and drumming your fingertips against a table, you are often found WRITING THE SONGS for the band. you invest hours of your time working on LYRICS and RIFFS which are sometimes personal but most of the time in a THIRD PERSON perspective about various topics which you invest your time in. you aren't too bad at this songwriting business either; your songs used to suck but these days they're slowly beginning to IMPROVE.
when you aren't going mental over your ADORATION FOR MUSIC, you are often found with the PASSION for ANIMALS and 'PRETTY THINGS'. you are actually a VEGETARIAN as you are such an ANIMAL RIGHTS ACTIVIST. you aren't the type to try put others off of eating meat, but you are sure to mention that you choose not to eat meat because of your beliefs. in addition, you are also have recently gathered the nerve to become CHILD ABUSE SPEAKER to speak to others about your harsh experiences with your DEPRESSED MOTHER in your childhood. you like to think of yourself as a good person; you never blame her for what she did
though you are very quick to blame yourselfand these days you still try to keep in contact with her even though you barely see each other anymore. you grew up an ONLY CHILD, living with your mother only as your parents were divorced and your father didn't have the means of financial support to take care of you. you and your dad have always been VERY CLOSE despite the fact you can't remember ever living with him.despite the fact that these days you struggle with DEPRESSION, you still have your ways of coping and you're more often portrayed as the FULL-OF-LIFE FIRECRACKER who just wants to do GOOD IN THE WORLD. you try your best to cater for others needs and, unlike in the past where people took your SELFLESS trait for granted, people these days seem to appreciate you for it and this comforts you greatly.
✘ ― CHARACTER PLAYLIST
- TROUBLE by IMAGINE DRAGONS
Maybe you could save my soul, 'cause of all the things that I don't know.
- GET OUT THE WAY by MOTHER MOTHER
And I’ll write the perfect song for the perfect day.
- SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE by AUDIOSLAVE
You gave me life, now show me how to live.
- JOHNNY BOY by TWENTY ONE PILOTS
Get up 'cause the world has left you lying on the ground.
- TICK TICK BOOM by THE HIVES
You know I've done it before and I can do it some more.
- ALL MINE by SEW INTRICATE
You broke into my heart just to break it in two.
- OH WELL, OH WELL by MAYDAY PARADE
Oh well, oh well. Guess I'll see you in hell.
- CHERRY WINE by HOZIER
Open hand or closed fist would be fine.
- I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT YOU by KALEO
Was I supposed to wait for you sweetheart and hide away the pain?
- NO CONTROL by SET IT OFF
Swear this isn't what I wanted, God - this house is haunted.
- ISLAND OF A MISFIT BOY by FRONT PORCH STEP
The world taught me angst when I deserved joy.
- OBLIVION by BASTILLE
When you play it hard, and I try to follow you there.
- FLESH AND BONE by KEATON HENSON
I feel my heart giving up on me, I'm worried it might just be.
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