[align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px;][justify][size=8][unfortunately it doesn't transfer over to my other character so well xp
ps don't feel the need to type as much as i do,,, sam + angst makes my muse incredibly happy cx]
Camerakit's reaction to the question Sam had presented didn't go unnoticed by the lioness, and she quirked a nonexistent eyebrow curiously at the female as a gentle smile spread across her maw. Sam's eyes rolled in a playful manner when Camerakit vaguely answered her question at last, and Sam decided not to pry for too much details: it was clear she was trying to hide something about the issue. "Boy troubles?" She teased gently. It was little more than a guess, but an educated one nonetheless based off of her reactions. "Don't sweat it, Cam: that makes two of us." She doubted Cam's situation was as confusing as her own was, which was bittersweet in it's own mannerism: there was no wall of ignorance to hide behind. Deciding she wouldn't press the issue any more than she already had in case Camerakit was indeed uncomfortable about the subject, Sam instead gave a gentle shrug of her shoulders to signify she was done with the topic.
"I heard about two Joshes." Shit, even Camerakit had heard of that: Sam really wasn't a big fan of public drama. She was no Emily, she didn't want attention drawn to any sort of argument she was in- let alone one that more or less portrayed her as some tramp that had tricked two men out of knowing each other's existence, like a cheating spouse. Sam's lips pressed into a thin line as she gave a curt nod as an answer toward Camerakit's question, hazel optics flicking over the female in search of any sort of reaction. Sam wasn't a self-conscious girl, necessarily, but she didn't want to lose one of the only level-headed friends she had left. Emily was no help considering she'd rather tell all of them to fuck off, and both "Josh"es were too busy feeling threatened by each other to be any sort of voice of reason. "Uh, yeah... That's something." Sam responded in an almost stiff tone, taking her gaze off of Camerakit to briefly scan around them to make sure they were truly alone. God, she was foolish opening up like this to a child, but at this point there was no one left to talk to. Moments like this was when her heart practically ached for Hannah's presence.
"They're... I don't know, Cam. I can't tell them apart, and that's horrible." She trailed off, grazing her bottom lip with her canines as she contemplated whether or not she really wanted to continue. Well, if news spread, it would circle back to one source, at least. "My closest friend growing up was a girl named Hannah. Josh- one of them, the original Josh- he was her older brother. Hannah had a twin named Beth..." It'd be cruel to tell Camerakit the specific details as to what had led to the twin's deaths, subsequently causing Josh to be an emotional wreck regardless of which "Josh" was looked at- one was an alcoholic, the other had a completely shattered self image, and both of them were desperately in need of help.
Both of them claimed to be Hannah and Beth's older brother, the one that was passed out cold drunk with Chris when Emily, Jessica, and Mike had pulled that horrendous prank on Hannah. "Long story short, Hannah and Beth are dead." Sam's eyes turned glassy as she spoke, flicking them off of Camerakit to stare directly over the child's shoulder. They couldn't have predicted that Hannah would run off, but they shouldn't have gone through with such a cruel prank anyways. "That's why Josh can seem... off. And I love Josh: like family, like a brother, like- Hell, maybe like something more." Sam grimaced slightly when she had cursed once more, and offered a small apology under her breath that she wasn't even sure if Camerakit would be able to pick up. It was the thought that counted, at least. "... And I can't tell them apart. I reach out to one, and the other one pulls away. It's a lose-lose situation no matter what I do, and Emily isn't helping." Emily never had been one of fair compromise, however, and Sam couldn't exactly say she was overly surprised. At least the snow leopard was still alive.
[hr][align=center]SAMANTHA * WINDCLAN * [abbr=medium physical difficulty, difficult mental difficulty - will almost always use defensive moves - no powers]BATTLE INFO[/abbr] * OTHER INFO * BIOGRAPHY
[color=transparent] #butterflyeffect [/fancypost]