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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;text-transform:lowercase;][justify][sub]when he was upset, he wasn't himself. Or.... Was it the other way around? He wasn't really sure if his normal personality was for he really felt, or if he was just yelling out things because he was upset. There was too much on his mind lately. So, he had to do what he always did when a problem came up.


    Leave.


    He wAnt even sure how long he we gone.... It was probably a week. He'd stocked up a bag full of beer and just left. All the days he was gone seemed to mesh together into one day. It had been a rough week or him. He though it was just a day. He thpgh he was escaping for a day. he just wanted it all to stop. He felt like shit, but he didn't want to. He wanted it to be the way it used to be..... Even though it wE so painful for him to look back. When he was in it, he wasn't unhappy. Why was he so upset now? He literally hated his entire family. Vandead, too. But what did vanny even do to him? Nothing! Helio only hated him because he was a half vampire, and because the rest of his family was horrible. But seeing everything now, he could tell the former boss meant no real harm....


    He was such an asshole. He was disgusted with himself. Leaving hadn't really solved any problems, other than the fact that he couldn't remember some of the conversation he had with antipaw. He remembered the end, though. And that, he felt, was what mattered.


    [color=#dc1522]" I'm back. " he said normally, his annoying voice. His nose twitched as he took in the familiar sents of the group. He did smell something unfamiliar...., but be couldn't quite place it. [color=#dc1522]" anti? "

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]seriously? an-ei was going to be the first to say something negative about his return? not that just made him have a 360 in terms of emotion. he lifted his head, snorting. [color=#dc1522]" well now, thats my business, isn't it? i do this a lot, so it doesn't matter. if you were so worried than you would have looked for me. did you? " his eyes locked on the girl, studying her features for a minute, then giving her a sniff. her emotions were very clouded.... there were a lot of things mixed in with the moment. he couldn't really tell what was going on in her. [color=#dc1522]" and don't lie to me. i can smell lies. "


    holy shit. his head wipped around to look at erin. he was back? since when? damn, he missed a lot. he somewhat felt guilty about not being there to see the purest man to ever die on planet earth come back to life. but that reminded him.... he needed to smell him again. he leaned forward, giving him a sniff. helio narrowed his eyes, taking a step back. [color=#dc1522]" light grey.... and blue. what happened? not as innocent as before. " his nose twitched, green oculars looking over the bird. it probably had to do with the way he died, or something he saw in the afterlife.... or maybe both of them together. smelled like erin was actually learning what actually happened in the world. it wasn't pretty, was it?


    and finally, the person he'd called on. he could see the difference from the week or so he was gone and seeing them now. he wasn't aware that the apprentice had children. he was just an ass and thought they were fat (honestly, helio didn't know that they were able to have kids). that would have explained the familiar sent he was smelling. it was a little different, but that was because they weren't exactly antipaw. they seemed a bit too young for him to really tell their colors, but he would be able to smell them soon enough, when he actually knew they existed. [color=#dc1522]" you didn't have to be. " he save went blank, then he frowned. no one really worried about him, but judging by what anti said before he left.... he might have meant that. he wasn't sure if he was ready to accept what he was saying, but he was trying. [color=#dc1522]" i'm gonna stay, though, so you don't have to worry. "


    then, there was aaliya. he didn't really know her, either. she was probably the only person he couldn't really annoy until he jumped off a cliff, but that didn't mean he respected her. [color=#dc1522]" mmmhmm. " he gave a temporary look in her direction, before looking back at anti.

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]helio stuck his head over nosily as he listened to what was going on. What was all this talk about being a girl? Helio had no clue what gender anti had been in the first place, since he had never really asked; he'd just picked up the pronouns that everyone else was using for her. He supposed it was okay, though. He'd never though about changing his gender (and he certainly didn't want to), and he couldn't stop others from doing it even if he wanted to (he probably was too lazy though). [color=#dc1522]" I don't wanna be rude, " he started, but then he paused, as if suddenly realizing something. [color=#dc1522]" but I am and I can't help it so- why did you change? "

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px; text-transform:lowercase;][justify][sub]this was horrible. Just horrible. It had come to his attention that no one bad been speaking of their aliases ever since he arrived. Did they even have any? Did this group even do raids anymore? (Dont mind him he used to haras vandead every day to do one lmao) the canine snorted. [color=#dc1522]" everybody c'mere or I'll kill ya while you sleep. " parhelion would say, scratching his neck absent mindedly, waiting for a group to form before he started.

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub][color=#dc1522]" oh god- erin, please. " he huffed. he didn't think the male would take him seriously when he said it.... he was just kidding. a simple joke. gah, no wonder he was so misunderstood. his humor was too hard. [color=#dc1522]" i- i wasn't serious. jesus. i'm nocturnal. " the canine shook his head. he gave a short glance over to an'ei, before turning back around. he never, ever asked for permission to do anything. if he did, he was probably in the best mood ever, or, it was something violent. [color=#dc1522]" anyways, i noticed that no one here really has an alias here! all of you new members might not know the tradition. my alias is 'lucks', and its been that way since i joined this place a whiiiiile ago. so! lets think of some for you guys! its never too early or too late. "

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub][color=#dc1522]" try not to shout out all at once, holy shit. c'mon guys. " he said sarcastically. no one had anything yet? he'd made his in like two seconds! it wasn't that hard. his green gaze shifted over to thee boss. [color=#dc1522]" good job, an-ei, you're making your way into adulthood. " helio barked in his usual annoying tone. of course, he remembered an-ei when she joined; she'd probably picked out a name because she was under vandead's reign as leader. did sayaka never hold the ceremony for gang names? it would forever be a mystery to the german shepherd. the question the kitten asked made his eye twitch. [color=#dc1522]" what is it-? what? its like..... another name you go by, if you want to hide your real name. we used it in the rebellion for raids and battles for, like, codenames so no one knew what the fuck was going on. is someone knew an'ei, for example, and wanted to kill her in a battle but i called her 'hakyoku' out of nowhere, no one would know who i was calling. " whoa....... why was he explaining this? he was disappointed in himself. the canine shook his head, and straightened his tie idly.

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub][color=#dc1522]" hey hey hey! god damn! this is what happens when i try to sleep, huh? i cant even be nocturnal in peace anymore. i say, 'im gonna sleep in fucking trees so no one bothers me when i sleep in the day'- bitch- i told them, and this is what happens! " the melanistic german shepherd ranted, growling as he leapt to a higher branch. tired eyes filed with anger as he looked down on the branch below him to see who the intruder of his personal tree was, only to find it was someone he didn't know. [color=#dc1522]" how the fu- what are you doing on the rebellion's territory? " parhelion growled. [color=#dc1522]" i'm just gonna fucking sleep in the bar for now on because, damn, this is the second time. the second time this has happened! "


    /ninja'd

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;text-transform:lowercase;][justify][sub]all of this chaos to ruin his sleep, and she didn't even know where she was? helio squinted at the young tigress as he listened to what she was saying. [color=#dc1522]" what? This is the rebellion of terminus. And you trespassed without saying a god damn thing. What's there to be confused about? " his anger was now completely gone, only annoyance was apparent in his tone. He might as well train himself to diurnal, if this was going to happen to him like this. He already had to make sure he did activities during the day, since no one here seemed to be as energetic as he was a night. He didn't like staying up early though, it was a pain on the ass. Idly scratching behind his ear, he wrinkled his nose. [color=#dc1522]" what are you doing here? " he looked down at neema and Erin, and pointed childishly at millennialpaw with a frown on his muzzle.

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub][color=#dc1522]" holy shit, scarecrow is a good one! " the canine barked out, but then paused for a second. [color=#dc1522]" but not as good as mine, of course. " then, he'd turn to 'moger', nodding slowly. Be didn't really get the meaning behind the name, nor why he seemed to heasitate before saying it, but for once in his life, he didn't feel like being nosey. [color=#dc1522]" daily? " he repeated quietly. Another strange name. An odd choice, but the canine didn't say anything, since she seemed so set on it. [color=#dc1522]" rhyme is a good one too. "


    seeing the kid who was standing by, he waved a paw hurriedly for them to come over.

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]something about that last part actually made him feel bad. It was just how he acted...., he wasn't sure if he even meant to hurt her feelings. He just wanted to know why he was awoken from his sleep. He jumped down from the tree as well, circling around Erin before taking a seat next to him. [color=#dc1522]" you can have the tree. I'm officially claiming the bar. " he gazed around at everyone, tapping his paw on the ground, and he looked back towards the joiner. [color=#dc1522]" my name's parhelionlogic. A lot of people just call me helio, or lucks. Save lucks for something important though. "

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]I have a few bad characters too ;000
    The worst one I have to say was probably Gilles tho I hated him lmao but he was fun tfw u hate ur character???



    ALSO U HAVE A YOUNGER BRO HOW CUTE I WANNA SEE HIS ACCOUNT
    this is literally like me and my younger bro, holy shit 3 sisters on the site and my bro joined HOW SIMILAR CAN THIS GET OMFGGGG

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;text-transform:lowercase;][justify][sub]helios eye twitched as he suddently came into sight behind erin (teleportation?). secrets. Literally the only thing he couldn't resist, aside from smelling or taste testing someone's blood. A secret was somethi g be couldn't have. Something he didn't know. But he wanted to know. Everyone always kept things from him. He didn't like that. It was a never ensign cycle of fibdig out one secret at a time.... And he didn't get to find out most if them. He was sure most of Huns family was dead by now. He didn't know where ruki, azusa, and yuuma were (or even if they changed their names?), but vandead was.... Dead! And so was kanato. Subaru was missing (he didn't give a duck if he was dead though, he really didn't like Subaru), and so we're Carla and shin. Kino didn't even show his ugly ass face yet, so he didn't have anything against him yet, unless he hit his head and lost his memory of him. But who cares? He didn't like any of his family.


    He supposed everyone bad secrets..... He had one, too. But he wasn't sure if he'd made it apparent to anyone yet. If he did, it was back at the tribe of ancient stones. Helio didn't like to admit his only weakness (he was supposed to be the best, right? The best didn't have a weakness!) But, he was glad that there wasn't a way to prove it here. When they still lived by the beach at the carnival and had that one 'beach day', he stayed on land the entire time, making himself look like be was having fun. He also tried not to sleep (he was so tired, it was daytime so he was in direct sunlight), because he knew everyone would either bury him in the sand so much he suffocated or would throw him right in the water to wake him up(!!!!). That would have been a nightmare.


    This was the only thug he didn't want to slip. Anything else was fine. anything. the canine snorted from where he stood. [color=#dc1522]" its a drawing.... It can't be that bad. " unless anti was literally the worst artist on history and really liked to draw anyway, he didn't see how it could have been a secret (too dense when it comes to love- he never sees it coming). What was it? He wanted to just jump out and grabbed it..... But..... It seemed like the wrong thing to do. He was so conflicted with his emotions.... But, he was trying. [color=#dc1522]" I wanna se iiiiit.... " he complained in his usually annoying tone, thumping his tail like a mad man agains the ground.


    / smh my computers still broken so I typed it in mobile anyway cries

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]ah, yes, helio's favorite time. night time. he'd always woken up pretty late, say, 12am? he had a long night the day before, and even stayed up until 1pm! how crazy was that! it was so bad. anyway, he was okay now. he probably hadn't caught up on his sleep, but it was always like that. he needed to set some time apart to mess with people during the day. if only they were active when he was... it would be so lit. instead, he usually wondered around... he even left, sometimes, when it didn't seem like anyone would be waking up to do anything with him. tonight, he just stole some of his favorite food- takoyaki- and ate it peacefully from the roof of the bar, gazing over the land below him.


    thats when he spotted anti-paw. what was she doing? this was honestly the weirdest thing he'd seen yet. she was seemingly wide away, walking over to the fountain and.... standing there, just looking at it. he was fully confused at this point, having no clue what she was even doing. he wanted to go over and see.... was that the right thing to do? was that what friends do? honestly.... this was going to be the end of him. friendship was so new. heliotrope (you probably can't imagine the problems they had because of their similar names) was his first friend...., but he wasn't really around long enough for helio to discover what friendship really was. plus... heliotrope had confessed to him, so he didn't think it was the same. (little did he know, anti liked him too!) he wasn't sure yet how he felt about antipaw, but it did seem like she was genuinly worried about him. they had become friends due to a fight.... but he had gotten past that already. that wasn't even on his mind anymore, to tell the truth. he was more focused on making the friendship work, if anything. this was really going to kill him.


    he teleported down to the fountain, probably somewhere across from antipaw as he ate his his food normally. he set the box on the ground, swallowing his food. [color=#dc1522]" what are you doing? " he barked, nearly cringing at his own words. hayley had literally hated when he said that to her.... he said it ever day, without greeting anyone.... was that mean? he wasn't even sure anymore. he was too conflicted. it was too late, now.... adding anything in would probably be weird. he probably would scare the shit out of anti....

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]the German shepherd padded over, grumbling to himself about how he was getting no sleep lately, and how he was going to murder everyone, etc. He was feeling like a real asshole today.
    / mobile + rushed

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;text-transform:lowercase;][justify][sub]oh...., good. The reaction wasn't as bad as he thought it would be. His mind was temporarily set at ease as he waited for what anti would say next. His ear twitched. Hmm.... He couldn't say that he felt the same. He knew he should stay up during some of the day, so he didn't really mind. If the kid couldn't sleep, he couldn't help her. Sucking her blood until she passed out wasn't an option..... Even though it sounded interesting. But helio didn't think he was ready to such her blood yet. Her color grey was very cloudly.... She must be very conflicted about something.


    Wait wait wait. Had he ever done it before? Wished on coins? He'd heard of it before... But he hadn't done it. He was pretty sure Subaru got the chance to do it though (Damn he hated Subaru.... He was the luckiest brother). He was too busy drowning in the water to be throwing coins in it; his mom didn't give two fucks if he died or not. If he died, he wasn't the best. She would have had to move on to raito or kanato, to see if they were the best kid. It was a bad memory.... And he still couldn't swim if his life depended on it (his life did depend on it back then, though). He always tried not to think about it though.... There wasn't a lot of water in the broken city-any deep water, anyway- so it didn't cross his mind much.


    It was too late. It had already stricken him when anti tried to appologize. But it was okay.... She probably didn't mean it. What was said was said, and he couldn't change it. [color=#dc1522]" .... Okay..... " the painted canine woofed, taking the coin gently. [color=#dc1522]" show me how. "

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]helio literally is the bar so I'll probably do that yaaaay!!!! This'll be fun ;00
    If you need I can contribute something!!!! I can draw & I have silver so whatever you need !!!