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  • REQUIEM // private

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px; text-transform:lowercase;][justify][sub]/ cries + it took me a while to reply to this whoops + mobile excuse errors


    He stayed silent for a while after that, only giving an occasional sniffle. He wasn't crying, his nose just felt a little runny. was he sick? They might have been why he was feeling sappy at the time. Honestly, he didn't know what he should have been feeling. He also made antipaw cry whyle he was talking. Why did he cry? He didn't say anything bad about him. Was it normal to cry over something emotional like that? Helio could barely even keep his thoughts together. He didn't think he had any friends. No one ever took the time to acknowledge him unless it was to say or do something negative.


    Anti's next words made him curl up a little more. He couldn't possible be his friend...... That couldn't be true. novody liked him, no matter how much he tried to hype himself up or act cool for them. That seemed to throw them off even more. But that had become a part of his personality now........ It was completely embedded into him. He couldn't help but to act egotistical, or act like he knew what he was doing. Most of the time, he didn't. He was just trying to be someone who everyone would like. It had backfired...... But there wasnt any going back.


    He wasn't sure if they were just saying this to make him feel better or not. Was it a bluff? It had to be. this wasn't true. He was forcing himself to believe so. No one wanted to be his friend...... Did they? That's how it always was. For all he knew, they could be trying to use him. What for? He had a theory. They said they wanted to see colors, right? So what if they were trying to befriend him just so they could see correctly again? It made perfect sense to him.


    It wouldn't be the first time someone's lied to him. It had taken him a while to find out rosetattoos' real identity, because she hadn't wanted to share it. The only reason he couldn't tell was because she was a vampire. How did she become a vampire? Maybe he'd sucked too much of her blood. But now, he couldn't even say anything to her. He did t know where hayley was, or even if she ever wanted to see him again. Everything he did to her was against her will. She hated him. Just like everyone else did.


    He was curious about antipaw, though. They were definitely not telling the truth, but he longed for it to be true. Just one friend. One. That's all be needed to 've happy. He couldn't have his brothers, half brothers, the mukami's, or the tsukinami's. Eleven people in his family, bit including thé parents, and hé coulent befriend one of them. What was he supposed to expect from a family of vampires who'd been together for hundreds of years, complaining and getting angry at one another every day about their flaws. It w as mostly on him, though, because he was described as 'the most annoying brother'.


    Although him and kou weren't related by blood..... What did he have? A family, a couple girl friends, and sayaka. He had a whole group of people who loved him. He was the leader of the rebellion, once. What did Subaru have? A whole group that loved him. He was the leader of tribe of ancient stones, not too long ago. Even kanato had a girlfriend. And his mother liked ratio more than any of the triplets (aka him, kanato, and raito). He was pushed into lakes over and over again, while he literally frowned over and over again. it was no wonder he was afraid of water.


    Sometimes he was described to have had it the best out of all of them...... But he did it see it that way.


    a sigh escaped his muzzle. [color=#dc1522]" are you sure..... are you sure you want to be my friend? " parhelionlogic barked quietly, but loud enough to be heard by the white feline close by. He didn't know if he was emotionally stable for something like this..... But he was willing to give it a shot. He wanted a friendm he wanted it bad. He always rushed into things like this..... Was he going to fast? He didn't know anymore.

  • FOLLOW OUR LORD, DEATH, FOR THE GIFT OF REBIRTH { O + Semi!Death }

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;text-transform:lowercase;][justify][sub]/IM SCREAMING WERE GONNA FALL APART WITHOUT ERIN


    blood. blood. blood. blood. blood. blood. the sent filled the air. [color=#dc1522]" oh man! Oh man! Who's dead? Who's dying? " the canine said, sprinting his way through the territory with his nose held high in the sky, letting it guide the way to the familiar sent. However, the closer he got, the more he slowed down. White. White filled his nose. A strong one, too. There was only one person in the group like that.... It couldn't have been him. Could it have been an animal he didn't know? A person of another group? His nose twitched as he smelled another color. Blue. He wasn't getting anything else. [color=#dc1522]" awwww shit. Come on! Erin! " he yelled, running forward. The vulture soon came into sight. The smell of his blood caused drool to literally flow from his mouth like a waterfall. Just one taste. Just one. there wouldn't be any other time where he could taste Erin's blood. Plus, he didn't think he would ever take blood from him forcefully. this was literally being given to him. It wasn't bad to take. He did this to mikasa before, too. She was alive though, so he had been chased away. But Erin was dead. He was conflicted. Swallowing his drool, he quickly licked up some of the blood from the ground.


    so good. so pure. A few hours old, but still good. His body shook for a second, but that was a normal feeling. It was as good as he thought it would be. Erin was so pure. But, how did he die? His mouth began to drool again, but he didn't drink anymore. Instead, he waited for his other clanmates to show up. He contemplated whether or not he should take the body away to do whatever he wanted with it (which he and his brothers were known for doing back on the day, probably just to suck the rest of his blood). But he decided not too. everyone would smell the blood and wonder what had happened. Plus Erin would be missing, and they would suspect him because he was a vampire.

  • AN HOUR OF SLEEP || INVITATION

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]was helio going to go? Probably. A fun social event like this was bound to make him feel better, especially because of all the bad things that had been happening lately. Everyone was literally falling into the never-ending pit of despair. And the worst part; he was too. He would surely be going. Even if he didn't have a date. He still wasn't sure if he could consider antipaw his friend.... Hmm. They might be able to go as friends. He contemplated what he would do.

  • going back to my roots // MEETING

    [align=center][color=#dc1522][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; height: auto; margin-top: -8px;][justify][sub]it was a little sad remember the purest man alive. But now, at least he didn't bar to worry about Gingrich so pure. It was messed up to think about it that way, but helio had always thought it was weird. Since the beginning, he'd beef confused about it. But now, he didn't have to think about Erin. He kinda liked him, but it was still hard for him to be friend with him (could he consider him a friend? An acquaintance?) Eh, he was confused. [color=#dc1522]" we're an anti group, right? We were getting alotbof attention when he were holding raids and copture contests. Why don't we do that again? Can I do it now? We're so boring right now. I can't stand everyone being sad people. "