Being trusted brought strange combinations of feelings with it- which she supposed made sense, given that the exchange of trust was usually a double-edged sword for both parties. On one hand, having someone else's trust often simplified things in the long run; on the other, it only stung all the worse if you screwed up, knowing that you were letting someone down so completely. Granted, if you were the kind of person who didn't care about harming others, or even found outright glee in people's broken faces, having someone else put their stock in you was probably the greatest asset that there was... but she had never been that sort of individual, not even at her very worst (even though she'd thought she was).
No, she was too deep in debt to basically everyone she'd ever met for that. Why she allowed debt to bind her at all was a mystery; she was sure she'd originally had a reason for it, but what had it been?
Of course Peregrine would be the one to make her ask herself such questions- but there wasn't any time for philosophy right now. Motioning with her tail for the other feline to follow her, the Arbiter walked over the edge of the cliff, willing gravity to pull them towards the side. Landing on the sheer surface, she glanced behind her, carefully setting the other female down. At least Perri wasn't particularly large in this form; adjusting gravity for both of them at once was difficult enough as it was.
[spoiler=tags (12/25/16) (warning, long)]
• Seija Kijin
• Arbiter and Historian (and former Kaiser) of LithiumClan, currently has a dual-membership in BlizzardClan
• female
• Xeryus (now aware of, acknowledged) x NPC
• nineteen months old (ages real-time on the 11th of each month)
• created 8/20/15, first posted with on 8/27/15 (active for over a year)
• small, scrawny bicolor domestic cat, with green eyes
• two short horns on top of head
• four small, faint scars on each cheek
• currently recovering from a fall that resulted in a concussion and fractured ribs, along with multiple cuts on each front leg
• no other bodies
• overall current physical health: 40%, increasing slowly
• suffering from bipolar 1: currently in a manic-depressive state
• frequently suffers from hallucinations and delusions
• overall current mental health: 25%, increasing slowly (albeit fluctuating)
• powers:
• telepathy (50% mastered)
• gravity manipulation (roughly 25% mastered)
• battle tags:
• physically medium-easy: can dish out little damage, can withstand some damage, has little combat experience and difficulty dodging in close quarters (ability also impaired due to lack of sleep and injuries)
• mentally difficult: can't be easily possessed or hypnotized- can however be susceptible to telepathic attacks involving the projection of hallucinations
• attack in bold #690404
• no kill and/or major injury without permission, ask for capture via PM
• non-offensive actions may be powerplayed
• kind-of-sort-of-almost-unofficially taken by Peregrine (it's complicated)
• attempts at romance will likely trigger drama and angst; try at your own risk
• other:
• PM Verdigris to plot
• named after, and somewhat inspired by, the Touhou 14 character
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