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  • hello world -- open, game

    [align=center][color=#fff][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto;][justify][sub]eternal trotted over with a smile, but didn't say anything as he waited for the game to continue. it his turn would come up soon, right?

  • cherry blossom tree › open, one shot + return

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; height: auto;][justify][sub][size=7pt]he was supposed to be happy. why was he not happy? what was wrong with him? there were countless things he could name about himself. he was small. he was weak. he stuttered. he was afraid. he couldn't take up for himself. he couldn't stand up for anyone he loved. it was judgmental. he was pathetic. he was a baby. but the thing he hated most about was the lack of knowledge about himself. as much as he thought he knew, he really didn't know. [color=#fff]" my f-first name is e-eternal sunshine of th-the spotless m-mind, and my l-last name is t-tadashi. i l-live in toas, and the b-blackheart rouges. " he barked softly to his tape recording. [color=#fff]" a lot of things are bothering me, which is why i want my memory wiped clean. "


    for instance, why was he afraid of subaru and saito? well, he wasn't really afraid of them. he envied them to the point of being angry. he was intimidated by their power, but he craved their power. he wanted to much to be like them, despite knowing how far away he was from their greatness. the two of them had made is so far in their lives already, and eternal hadn't had one single accomplishment that he could hold onto. he was jealous. he didn't want to be this way, but he was. why did it take him so long to figure this out? why couldn't he just be like a normal person, and be happy for those he knew? the very though just made him angrier than he had been before. [color=#fff]" a l-lot of th-things make me a-angry, and make m-me feel v-vulnerable. i'm not s-sure if the p-people above m-me are the ones i l-love, hate, look u-up to, or am j-jealous of. they b-both know s-so much m-more than i d-do, but i f-feel like i c-can't learn f-from them. their's s-something b-blocking me from ever g-g-getting to where they are, or at l-least trying t-too. "


    why did he stutter? it was most likely out of fear of the world. fear of himself. it bothered him that he was unable to pinpoint this problem. was it just something he never grew out of? was it something he would always have? how pathetic of you. he growled to himself. " a simple thing, and you couldn't leave it behind. you couldn't do anything to save your life. " part of it was true. he never did anything important. he never did anything that was worth it. had he contributed any ideas? did he ever help anyone? in his mind, he only made things worse. he made people feel bad, and frustrated. he was a burden on everyone and everything. and when he finally got responsibilities, he ran away. and why? " because i was scared of what was going to happen if i failed to do my job. " he bit his lip. [color=#fff]" i've m-messed up at e-everything i've d-done, and i d-don't think i c-could ever f-fix those m-mistakes. i'm s-stuck in a p-position that i'll p-probably n-never be a-able to g-get out of w-without help. i d-desperately need h-help. "


    what kind of logic was that? he realized his flaws. " why would i run away, instead of turning away the positions? i failed anyway. " he thought. he extended his claws, digging them into the ground. tears stained his cheeks. [color=#fff]" i c-can't........ get o-out of th-this alone........ " his voice was quiet, but the words had been recorded onto the tape.


    [color=#fff]" b-but..... i m-messed up the b-best things that's e-ever happened t-to me... " this one, small thing, he would never be able to forgive himself for. he had caused to much sorrow and pain with one little thing he did. the first moments of him joining the blackheart rouges, he fucked up. he fucked everything up. with one small glance, he had destroyed a person's life. [color=#fff]" springpaw d-doesn't even r-remember me a-anymore.... " he coughed out in a cry. [color=#fff]" w-what would b-be the p-point of w-waiting it out..... she p-probably won't ever g-get her memory b-back. she d-doesn't like m-me. all i d-did was m-make her s-suffer, and she h-hates me for it. b-b-ut now, she d-doesn't even r-remember her h-hatred. i d-don't even know i-if i would r-rather have her r-remember me a-and hate me, or n-not remember me a-and be f-friends with me. "


    [color=#fff]" we a-argued..... and f-fought.... w-we were m-mad at each o-other.... b-but i w-wan't it t-to go a-away now. "


    he couldn't deal with it anymore. the burden he was left with was overwhelming, and all the sorrow was washing over him in one big wave. [color=#fff]" i've m-made so many p-people sad, and so m-many people w-worried, and f-frustrated, a-and upset, i....... d-don't want t-to remember a-all of the d-depressed f-faces i saw. i j-just want to f-forget it a-all. it sh-shouldn't be in m-my mind anymore. if o-one of us f-forgets.... th-the other should too. "


    " i'm sorry. "
    " i don't love her anymore. "


    the tape was left, hidden in all of his old things, back in the tribe of ancient stones territory. no one would find it there. only he would dig it up when the time came. but, for now, eternal was back. there was a smile on his face as he entered the territory. there was not a thing in his mind. it was clear. a blank slate. a fresh mind. one that had not been tainted by fear, hatred, and disgust. he remembered nothing about springpaw and all of their adventures, or their troubles. he didn't know anything about toas, besides the fact that he had a duel membership once, and that hadn't lasted very long. he had a few things that he left there, but it was nothing he actually needed. all he knew was that he was returning home after a long time of being away. if his old self knew of what was happening, he would have been at peace. [color=#fff]" h-hey, everyone! i'm s-sorry i was g-gone for so l-long. but, i'm b-back now! and i'm h-happy to b-be here. " a smile sat of the young fox's face.


    [align=center][size=7pt]how happy is the blameless vestal's lot
    the world forgetting, by the world forgot
    eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
    each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd

  • kiss mark › private, mist

    [align=center][color=#fff][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto;][justify][sub]eternal was feeling good, for the first time in a while. there was no bad vibes coming from him. he was happy, for what was the first time in a while. but his new self didn't know that. for all he knew, he was always happy. he was alright, and he would be alright. there was nothing he had to worry about. he was fine. humming softly to himself, the fox would be putting together a flower crown. but he was having some trouble. he had learned this with springpaw in tribe of ancient stones. it wasn't a surprise that this was one of the things that had gotten lost when he wiped his memory with the tape recorder. he didn't know any of this. he just thought he was still learning how, and that's all their was to it.

  • scarborough fair ☄ open, horde leader

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub]the pink feline padded over to the windclan border, a smile on his face. it had been a while since he visited this particular ally, but hopefully that didn't change anything between them. [b][color=#20ff00]" hey! merii, leader of the horde here! can i speak to you're leader, please? "

  • we're children again ☄ open, weekly tasks

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub][b][color=#20ff00]" whoopsies! forgot about that. um, could you instead do a raid against rushingclan? their group is fairly small, so it should be easy. "

  • blow me away ☄ open, meeting

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub][b][color=#20ff00]" everyone, gather for a meeting by the fountain! " the zookeeper would call, an apologetic smile on his face. [color=#20ff00]" and sorry for the delay, my roleplayer was having a lot of trouble, and a lot of things got in the way. " his bit his tongue. he didn't mean to have the meetings run so late for the last two weeks, but he would try to make up for it. [color=#20ff00]" there's not a lot to say this week, but keep up the activity, guys! its a new month! today is april fools day, so feel free to visit allies and pull pranks on them, and each other! remember, it's just for fun, so nothing too serious! don't blow anyone up! we're going to have an april fools week instead of day, so i'm going to visit allies to see if they want to do a fun "war" against us. "

  • i won't hesitate to jump ☄ weekly tasks

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub]it was time again for weekly tasks, and the pink chemist cleared his throat. [b][color=#20ff00]" gather for weekly tasks, everyone! " the zookeeper called out from where he usually stood near the fountain.

  • The Horde OOC Chat & Plot Discussion

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][b][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub]ive failed u allllllll
    i got really sick again
    again
    and ive been sleeping really late and feeling really tired, and have had headaches more often cries
    but!!!!!! i'm making all the private threads now and have put some stuff together all those times i was awake sick in the middle of the night so hey


    +++++ i want art tttt

  • too fast ☄ private, katastre

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][b][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub]the chemist didn't really do much around the group, and it scared him. when was the last time he really talked to his clanmates? he loved them. he loved everything about them. he would have experimented on them if he didn't love them as much as he did now. his natural curiosity had jumped right over them. but instead of actually going to talk to them, he was in his room cackling loudly as he held a rat in his hand. god only knew what he was going to do with it.

  • don't hurt me ☄ private, nivata

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub]there was a lot on his mind, when it came to nivata. but it was mainly about the kids. what was happening? time was passing so fast, and he wasn't sure what to do about it. but he did like nivata, and he wanted to get everything settled between them. [b][color=#20ff00]" nivata? " the pink feline called out. he at least needed some closure about it.

  • life goes on ♔ open, personal gift

    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=#; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; width:500px; height:auto; font-family: arial; font-size: 30px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing:-2px; text-align: right; color: red; text-shadow: 1px 1px 1px black;]FELICIANO ♔[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; margin-top:-4px;][hr][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; height: auto; margin-top: -15px;][justify][font=arial][size=9pt]feliciano took a deep breath. he was beginning to feel weary from the long travel to the skulls, all the way from the valcano of tobe, but he felt like it was nesissary. he literally lived for roadtrips liek these, and didn't care how long it took to get from point a to point b, as long as he got there. they weren't expecting him, either, so it wasn't like he had a deadline. he stopped at many places along the way. honestly, he had fun. he tried to catch his breath, taking a drink from the water canteen that hung around his neck, before letting it drop again. [b]" um, hello? " the canine called out, a smile on his face. alright, he knew the drill. this was an anticlan. he had to be as nice as possible. he was on [i]their territory, anyway. and they were neutrals. for all he knew, the leader here didn't like gavin in tobe, and suddenly declare a war on them all because he was here. he had to keep it nice and simple. of course, his face didn't show any of the worry he was feeling. he looked as if he were totally at peace.

  • these pills could bring much relief : open

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub]the chemist was doing something no one would have ever thought he would have done. it was just so..... him. He we pretty unpredictable, to say the least, so it want like it was such a surprise. But merii was very weird. He had on a full baseball outfit, hat and glove as well. [b][color=#20ff00]" TAKE, ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME, TAKE, ME OUT WITH THE CROWD, " he screeched, [color=#20ff00]" BUY ME SOME PEANUTS AND CRACKER.... SOMETHINGS, I DON'T CARE IF WE NEVER COME BACK, " he paused, seemingly in a trace. All he did was throw the ball in front of him though.

  • scarborough fair ☄ open, horde leader

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub]such weird faces! There were so many different people in this group. A wide smile appeared on his face. [b][color=#20ff00]" in dont need anything.... But thank you! " the chemist meowed happily. When the leader finally arrived, he dipped his head. [color=#20ff00]" oh, um, hello! Nice to meet you! I know I haven't spoken to your group for a while, but I was hoping we could do some bonding! I wanted to do some sort of April fools week where our clans do some pranking on each other for fun. "

  • whoever knew that this would be my life : important meeting + promotion

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; font-family: georgia; font-size: 22pt; letter-spacing: -3px; width: 300px; padding: 0px][color=#20ff00]merii[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; border-bottom: 2px #20ff00 solid; width: 400px; padding: 0px; padding-top: 5px][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -4px;][justify][sub][b][color=#20ff00]" everyone, please gather by the fountain. " merii said, a bit of sadness in his voice. [color=#20ff00]" I'm sorry to say this, but I don't think I can continue being leader anymore. It's something really big that I don't this I was able to do in the first place. It's not really a fitting position for me. So, I'm officially stepping down. If katastre would like to, he can step up as the new zookeeper here. "


    / I'm not the best at having leaders ;n; I'm still going to stick around, and chocco said it was fine + would fit in his character so it we ok to do! Honestly it was kind of stressing having him be a leader when I was still trying to get used to him. I'm so sorry guys !!!