Posts by will graham.

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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]Will murmured his thanks as he padded up, anxious about the event. He was going to go, though. He felt like he needed to get around a little more and see others.


    //short sorry

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]When the lynx asked him a question, he blinked over at her, inhaling slowly. "Yeah, I'm here. Sure, if you want to," he replied, stretching his legs. It seemed like they had already done a lot, though all she had written down was the amount of burdock that they had in stock. Perhaps this would take longer than he thought...
    "What do you want to do while we're taking a break?" He asked Maggie, not too sure what she liked to do in her spare time. Their ideal things were probably very different.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]As a continuation of what Will had been thinking, another bit of confrontation began with Maggie and Subaru. The canine took an audible deep breath as he stared over at the two, his eyes quietly asking them to please stop. They could just forgive each other and look to the main person who had started this.. but even then they should probably forgive him. That was the first Will had seen of him, anyway. He might be going through a rough time.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]Will came to stand next to Subaru, but still a feet or two away, as he didn't know the male that much. He gave him a nod in greeting before looking to the female. "I'm Will Graham, and I'm a turtledove - which is a medic position. Welcome."

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]The canine came out of his room, his fur matted and unkempt, and sat in a clear area where everyone could see him. He pressed his glasses further up his muzzle so he could see and moved his eyes, red with exhaustion, to look at the territory around him. "I'm sorry," he murmured, to no one in particular, but as he said it, many faces popped into his mind. "I've been unwell and I haven't been able to... help anyone, or teach... anyone." He paused for a moment or two, blinking slowly down at his large paws who seemed to be shaking slightly. "I want to start over," he said, his emotions starting to show through his voice. "I need help," he murmured again before sliding down to the ground and putting his paws over his head, as if to get him to stop thinking some thoughts.


    //I thought I'd give a little change to Will so that I could find my muse again. Sorry for the inactivity lately.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]Will padded up, his fur still a mess and his walk uneven. Ever since he stopped coming out of his room, he forgot to keep his body healthy, and it was beginning to take a toll on him. A day ago he remembered that he had a life outside his room and ventured out, remembering all the halls and the members of the group. Now he was standing beside Maggie, gazing at her with hollow eyes, remembering the last time he saw her. An apology was in his mouth, but never left, seeing as there was something else she was focusing on. Will turned his head towards the male, and swiveled his ears towards him, showing that he'd like to hear what was happening as well.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]The wolf turned his slightly curious gaze towards the female who he'd seen only a few times since she had joined the group. He didn't really know her, but just from seeing how she acted, he could tell they were pretty different. "What is it?" Will said, his voice a bit weak from not speaking for awhile.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]Will nodded at his warning, hoping to keep Subaru and the others happy by next meeting. "I understand." He turned to look to Eternalsunshine and managed a weak smile. It wasn't that he wasn't happy for the male, which he was happy for him, but it was difficult for him at the moment to make such facial expressions. "Congratulations," he murmured.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]"I like your new apparel, as well," Will barked softly, gazing at the male. It was strange to think of him not having claws. The wolf took a quick glance down at his own claws and imagined the pain that would come with ripping them off before taking a deep breath.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]He'd known in the back of his head through the inactiveness that he should go finish teaching Maggie because she was the only turtledove in training, but he couldn't bring himself to leave. Maybe what had been happening to him, and still was, was a mental breakdown, but he wasn't sure. It might be his mental disability being highly active. Still, he didn't know. The regret from not doing things for his tribe - or empire, now - was building up, and finally he felt it.


    Will felt something on his shoulder, then realized he had heard a voice. Take a deep breath to try and steady himself, he slid his paws off his head and slowly looked up till he saw the body of a lynx before him. "Maggie," he breathed, his guilt apparent in his voice. This was wrong. She shouldn't be worried for him let alone worried at all. Will quickly scrambled into a sitting position, mostly to show Maggie that he was alright, though he really wasn't, and somewhat to see her from normal view, as it had been awhile. "I... I'm sorry for not being here for you," he said, his chest moving from inhaling deeply.


    //Thank you! I do, too.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]Since Will is going through a tough time and usually doesn't grow a longing for others, but maybe he could develop a crush on her and then at one point see her dark side? c:

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]His boots crunched on the leaves that had yet to be covered up by snow. It was getting to mid-December and there still hadn't been a white blanket covering the earth, at least where Will lived. He was currently on a walk through a bare forest, a little bit outside his empire's territory. Lately, he had been a bit unstable what with having mental breakdowns and having to have his clanmates calm him down and the feeling of being useless because it was him that was supposed to help his clanmates, not the other way around.


    The purpose of this walk was to take a break both with his mind and physically. He thought this would help him, and with that, help his empire. His face was pale, his eyes bloodshot and his hair unkempt, but other than that, he looked completely normal. Pushing his glasses further upon the bridge of his nose, he stopped his walk and let out a breath. No, he thought, just calm down. Don't let this happen again. He was once again thinking about the week or two of spending his days inside his room, not going to heal anyone or be there for some of those that saw him as a family member. "Just... calm down..." he breathed, willing himself to not freak out.

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width:350px;][justify][size=10px]The wolf was attempting to catch prey for his empire, and he considered himself failing at it. So far he had caught two squirrels and that was it, and to him that wouldn't feed all of the members. He had just missed a bird by an inch and caught empty air, again. Will let out a huff and sat down, glancing over to his meager pile of food. He had gone all the way outside of the territory so that he could find food, as it was hard to find any prey in the empire today, but he just didn't seem to be having luck outside here, either. The wolf dropped his head, thinking over what he could do to make up for the lack of healing he had done for a week or two.