[center][fancypost=bgcolor=;border:0;width:570px;text-align:justify;font-size:8pt;color:#000000;]The sun had barely been given sufficient time to rise as a dark silhouette came to stand with their paws barely ghosting the invisible boundaries of the territory. Rich pink tones had only just began to spill out across the darkened twilight blue sky high above him. Ashen grey clouds traversed the expanse of sky in a lax manner, not caring much for what was occurring on the earth's surface down below. The servaline being blew out a concentrated sigh through his pursed lips as he stood on the border, his fur whipping around him as the harsh breeze slashed into his skin, the icy chill seeping right through his flesh and down into his bones. He did not dare shudder under the assault however as he stood his ground on the border of the place that he had come to love. No matter where he was, no matter where he went, he would never forget Colouredclan. It was his home. Where he had been born. Where he had lived for the majority of his life.
Where he had made nearly all of his friends and formed bonds and relationships with others. Animetrash. Dangerdays. Panic. Decoratedtrash. Avenue. Imperialexecution. Bumblebee. Eden. Neptuneblue. Nighttales. There were more. More friends. More faces. Far too many beings that made up his memories, too many of them for him to even fathom really. He had never understood why so many beings had liked him and enjoyed his company. Looking back, he was just an annoying little shit. He still was one of those now, if he thought about it. This was where he had had his children. Where he had lost his children. He was certain that their graves were still somewhere around in the territory. That thought alone made him want to turn and leave. It made him want to run and never return. Perhaps he could go and look for Bloodclan again. He could be a fool and seek comfort from Amour. Little did he know, even those in Bloodclan had left him too. At this point, he was pretty much alone in the world and to realise such a thing was absolutely crushing for him. Especially consdering the fact that he had tried so very hard before to make as many connections with those around his as possible. And for what? He had nothing to show for it now.
Then there was another that he would never be able to forget about, no matter how hard he attempted to do so. A companion from his past that had been etched cruelly into the fabric of his mind. Lasercorn. God, even thinking about the other male made a nauseating tsunami of mixed, vivid emotions crash into his weak form. He had loved that individual with all of his heart. They had been near inseparable, so very tight knit since first ever locking eyes on each other. When he had found out that the slightly younger male was in fact a spy for the Exiles, here to infiltrate Colouredclan to find out all of their secrets, he had not been angry in the slightest. He was at the very least disappointed but not angry. No. He could never be angry with someone so very perfect. He had even risked getting into trouble just to stop anything from happening to the spy that he was supposed to hate with all of his heart. He just missed being able to pull at their bond whenever he felt anxious or upset. He missed being able to curl up with the smaller male when he was not feeling so good, both emotionally or physically. But, he could no longer do that. He would most likely never see any of them ever again and he knew that he should hate them all. He should want to tear them all to shreds for leaving his life one by one until he was the last one standing all alone. But he couldn't. He loved everyone so much and he could never bring himself to hold unbridled resentment towards.
Chase bit down hard onto his tongue, turning his head to look at nothing in particular to the right of him in an attempt to still the rush of vertigo that flooded his systems along with all of the thoughts and memories that had accompanied the dizzying sensation. It was so very bizarre to be back, stood on the borders that he had once freely roamed and patrolled. He knew that it would take a lot of adjustment to feel like he belonged once again but if he was able to fit in when living in Bloodclan then he could certainly do the same thing here. He was sure of it. "Hello home. I missed you" Chasingrainbows breathed out, ears angled against his head slightly as his widened icy blue gaze drank in the extraordinarily familiar rolling landscape set out before him. It was hard to face what he had turned his back on all of that time ago but he just could not leave the place alone. It was much like a drug for him. A sedative, if you will.