Posts by lobotomutt

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very very soft track
i may or may not steal this journal idea bc why the hell not

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Today.. er, yesterday- I returned to The Dominion. Valery, Immy, and some other guy who apparently recognized me but I didn't know greeted me. Well, if by 'greeted' you mean expressed concern over my condition. I'd tried to, y'know, kill myself before I arrived. The whole... y'know, slitting of the wrists and mutilation of my down-under. I was bleeding everywhere, delirious, and pretty f *ckin' unhappy with being alive at the time. Yeah, it's f*ckin' weak of me to want to kill myself. But I couldn't help it. Val saved my sorry ass, and I met some guy named Skel who's pretty cool. I'm healing up nicely, but I doubt it's nice enough for me to actually be able to leave the castle for a long while. I've still got an assload of urges, and I'm not even going to lie here- I've been continuing with self-harm behind Val's back. Don't tattle.

I'm just now coming to realize why I missed The Dominion so much.

They always felt like family to me- I didn't want to leave them, but I just had to get the f*ck away from them for a while. It's not anything personal against Ferdi and the crew, nah, it was just... Deathstroke. I'm going to write this out as a vent, because I need to let this loose. That time Immy found me nearly hung to death and physically vandalized has been carved into my memory for months now. That f*cker... found out I was biologically female, and just... Kept calling me these names that made me hate myself. I felt like I was going to throw up- to be honest, I feel like throwing up now myself. Heh. I hate looking at myself and knowing I can't be male biologically- it's not as easy as you shape-shifters say. I can't switch my body. You guys can switch in between them freely, I can't. I'm stuck as something I'm not, and to top it off I'm covered in these... these words that make me feel like garbage.

Long story short, Deathstroke raped me after calling me those names. Called me a b*tch. He still does to this date. I f*cking hate it. I still hear his voice in my head, I'm still scared to death of him, I'm scared of everyone. I just want to die, but I know Val won't let me. She'd kick my ass if I died, so would Immy. They'd all beat my ass to a pulp if I did something that stupid again. I just don't know what to do- I'm too scared to talk to them about my issues. Last time I tried, I was quite literally told to build a bridge and get the f*ck over it. Which isn't goddamn easy, thank you very much. To top it all off, Benny decided to go and die just after Deathstroke raped and assaulted me. I couldn't handle that- and I ran.

I'm going to go, now. I've said too much and now my entire body feels like it's tingling. I f*cking hate this.

-Rodent von Rhode
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His eyes widened when Whitepaw dared to enter his cage. "N-No-- Nonono--- no-- t-ta-take that aw-awa-away- I-I do-don't wa-wa-want y-you ge-getting hu-urt becau-ause of m-me--" He shrunk away from the other's affection, almost terrified of the thought of friendly interaction. He shuffled further away from Whitepaw and listened to the angry shouting of the others, and Kali's calm demeanor when it came to addressing his father. She ran away, which was good. But everyone else was trying to defend him. Feebly, the child stood up and gave a loud cough.

"I-I-I ca-can wa-wa-walk. I-I'm-m n-n-nuh-not hi-is so-suh-son an-anyway-y... Ju-ust... I-I'm oka-okay, s-see?" He squeaked, before shrinking back. "I-I'm-m fi-fine. I'm jus-ust... N-nuh... N-not safe..." He stammered, before slipping and falling down once again. "Ju-just go-go--"
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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; width: 350px; color: black; ; font-size: 10px;]"I'm sorry- I blinked. Is the fight over?" Medium said with a tilt of his head. "Who's the squirt? He's smaller than me!"
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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border= 1px solid black; color: black; font-family: times; font-size: 11px; width: 350px;][ i already reserved two slots for friends, so you can pick the remaining ones for yourself ;o ]

"They won't abandon you, Cloudsy. And if they want to move on, we'll let them- but we'll keep a close eye on the dears." Medium said softly, shuffling closer to the lynx point and nuzzling her behind the ear. "I promise, okay?"
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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border= 1px solid black; color: black; font-family: times; font-size: 11px; width: 350px;]"About... All three of those combined level of largeness." The speckled male said with a wide grin. "A mass raid on them- to destroy Riverclan from the inside out. Whilst we sabotage them from the inside, the rest of the clan can come out in two different divisions of raids. They strike just after we set up our own plan, and bam! Riversh*t is lovingly f*cked up the ass by us!"
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could i get the graveclan seer badge on this account & cryptkeeper sawbones' sub-account?

Medium was outtie. "Professor! Race you home!"

/ poof he gone

whispers haly
maybe doodle a medium or an isaac?
isaac's just a baby melanistic leopard cub that's basically covered in scars and bruises because belial's a bad dad
med issss here

we should art trade sometime omg

[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border= 1px solid black; color: black; font-family: times; font-size: 11px; width: 350px;][ whelp we have four remaining slots, so it's only fair to let the three finished forms get their babies. the last one could be stillborn, unless someone else wants a baby LMAO ]

"I would pinky promise, but I don't have fingers.[/b]" He responded with a wry grin. He then leaned forward and aimed to peck Cloudsy on the cheek, purring obnoxiously moments later. "Does that suffice?" He said with a proud grin and a swish of his tail. Her question was flung up in the air and he couldn't help bug giggle. "Making war plans and invasion ideas, raiding people with Professor, thinking of you. Same old, same old." He responded casually. "I came to visit you because I've been busy- plus, you seemed down. And I was worried."

let's do it.
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OH SH*T I FORGOT EM!
we've got four =o

i believe we're picking out the kits now!
deer shall inform you all in the next post because ~suspense~
additionally, the staff has edited the vatan guide due to rulebreaks.

retracking

updated

YES YES
THROWS IT @ U
LET'S GO
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although can you make since i need to sleep hheh

abby and med
just bc
they're on a team for that apocalypse thing and i'm p sure she's the only person he can remotely tolerate

"That's similar to a plan I discussed beforehand with Reese." Medium said with a nod as he padded into the crowd, taking a seat beside Cloudsdale. "Making them implode upon themselves is our best bet. Regardless of our strategy, we're severely outnumbered by Riverclan and their allies. While they have more numbers, we have more intelligence. I've discussed this many a few times, but long story short: We have a few clanmates, namely Henri who volunteered, infiltrate it from the inside. Reese and I get captured, poison their food and lace it with other concoctions, and bam! Reap our sow." He said with a snap of his teeth.

"While on the field of battle, however, I could suggest taking a Spartan approach. Like holding large shields up to form a turtle-like dome, or perhaps entering via a trojan horse. Or, alternatively, we could split our group down the middle and send in two different divisions. The first one being a run of elemental manipulators possibly bringing up a... a fog, or a mist, or something to obscure vision- followed by another round of manipulators harnessing fire or ground, followed by our own footsoldiers and then larger members- such as Envy, Bill or anyone else with a large dragon body. Although I'm a mere domestic cat, I've won a fair few fights against dragons."

could you? i'm hobbling off to bed

[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border= 1px solid black; color: black; font-family: times; font-size: 11px; width: 350px;]There were many reactions Medium expected to see coming from Professor Reese, the 'extremely excited anime schoolgirl' was not one of those.

Medium watched the other bounce around him and giddily clapped his paws together, a wide and toothy grin taking up the space of his mouth. "PRECISELY! Oh-OH! Perhaps we could send in a third, teeny tiny itty bitty division to burn the place to the ground! Wouldn't that be fun!? Riverclan comes home after a hard loss and an asswhooping, only to see their home is nothing but a bunch of charred leaves and sticks! They won't know what hit them, Riverclan! They're so delightfully f*cked!" He, too, burst into a fit of cackling.

"REESE, WE'RE GENIUSES!" He shouted, completely forgetting about controlling his impulses and throwing his arms around the rotting cougar in a hug. Gay.
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