Posts by CIMMERIAN

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  • trad clan question

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    It's a naturally occurring mutation, so I think that it would be fine? I'd wait for staff, though.

  • I'M SCARED TO DEATH [&] STORAGE + NOTES

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    Silent you're too nice.


    I will accept the sin, though. But not Perseus because he's too small for sin. His sin will not be accepted.


    I feel like I should be liveblogging this family thing??
    Everything's my fault, my cousin won't stop chasing my brother, the baby has been chewing on a pickle for two hours and then stuck it in an outlet. I'm not being told to take dogs on a bus. The cake is great, though.

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    Work with a plot to make Darkpaw's eyes permanently gold? Have Dark flirt with everyone he gets into an argument with, but then as soon as you actually return any of it he gets this ridiculous oh look.


    Drunk Win in a few days because he's stressed af and this is a way to calm down. He's a flirty drunk and a grumpy smoker. These are both temporary vices. Smoking lingers but only when it's been a really bad day.


    Perseus is gonna eventually grow into a very... Flirty phase? But not outright flirty. Lowkey flirty. But this doesn't come into play for several months. For now, let him be a kid. He's confused about people hurting others for no reason right now. Have him wander into BlizzardClan soon.

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    I mean?? We're all just. So strange. I'm. The baby was just wandering around the room, under the tables. Playing with the piano. She's not even a year old. I got smacked by a three year old, my brother hid in his car. And you know, that little three year old tells the most fantastic lies?? She's like. A master spy. It's scary.


    It's this like?? Vanilla cake with some kind of filling and really nice frosting. I like it.


    It started with Win and then spread. At least I'm not going into Perc and flirting because that kid. He's going to be so fucked up oh god I'm so sorry kiddo.

  • I'M SCARED TO DEATH [&] STORAGE + NOTES

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    [spoiler=DIALOGUE THINGS WITH WIN; MINOR ANGST FOR (MOST?) SOME]
    "You're drunk."
    He tilts his head, as if he's considering the statement. As if he can't say for sure unless he considers all of his options. "Yes."


    [hr]


    His mouth twists into a smile, but it's a sick sort of thing. Not warm, not kind. Not happy at all, but it's not cold either. Not angry or hurt or fake. Just... Sad. Tired, maybe. "You moved on." Another pause, turning his head to stare at the wall. "It was never about what I wanted."


    [hr]


    [just imagining something with talia; not possible in canon]
    "You didn't bother to tell me?"
    "Would you have stayed, if I told you?"


    He falls silent, jaw clenched and eyes cold. Now, looking back, he wants to say that he would have. That he would have left the Taskforce, that entire life — even if Talia's wasn't much different. The little child in front of him was his son, and that's — maybe it just doesn't feel fair, to be left out of that. But she's not wrong.


    [hr]


    He doesn't say a word, this time. None of it's directed at him, not a word, a glance, a second thought. That's fine — that's more than fine, he knows that he's anything but a social person. But something about it makes him uncomfortable, settling low in his gut but high in his heart, setting flames to anything that it touched.


    [hr]


    "Leave me alone." It's flat, cold. Impersonal. He thinks that it's the first time he's said it, at least in words. He'd been the sort to leave it dripping off of every other word he said, in the beginning, but times had changed. To think that he was back where he started left a bitter taste in his throat, or maybe it was just that he was here again in the first place. Making it hurt on purpose, without remorse. Making sure that the words got through already shattered gaps in armor. Because he knows where to hit, however cruel that is.


    But he just needs him to go away. For now, for forever — he's willing to say that they're both as damaging, so why not go all the way, right? Go big or go home, but home's not quite the same after this.

  • is this allowed?

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    It should be! Both mutations and hybrid animals are free now, so you should be good to go there. c:

  • I'M SCARED TO DEATH [&] STORAGE + NOTES

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    I'm sorry Silent...
    But!! Welcome to the angst party, Skull.


    &&
    I want to do that nightmare thing with Win soon? Where he's very obviously freaking out in a dream and someone tries to wake him up, and his first instinct is to pin them down and it's just. Very obvious that he could have killed them. And he freaks out. Completely breaks down an apologizes very shakily for a long time before getting up and walking out. He can't stay around them, he feels like he's betrayed them. It's overall Not Good.

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    Ah, no Pyre I don't, sorry. I don't think that there are very many songs like that TBH?? Though yes Skull I agree with polyamorous relationships.

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    Polyamory doesn't have to be with both sides connected, jsyk. :0
    Though they would have to get over some of the hatred, I guess?? At least enough to accept that they both love the same person and that the person they love also loves the person they dislike.


    [s]wait pyre no

  • I'M SCARED TO DEATH [&] STORAGE + NOTES

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    MORE ABOUT HOW WIN CRIES; ETC:
    — He's not a loud or obvious crier. Tends to have a completely cold expression when it starts. It's just quiet.
    — His jaw starts quivering when it gets worse. Still no sound, just sort of... Subtly shaking. It slowly spreads to his full body.
    — Mentioned previously: he hiccups. Little gasps for breath. This is only when it's almost uncontrollable, when he really can't make himself stop.
    — He tends to hide his head when he cries. If he's with someone he's comfortable with, he'll press his head up against them (even if they're smaller than him). If not, he'll cover his head with his paws or just curl up to cry.
    — It takes him a long time to start crying, and it takes him an equally long time to calm down. Even after he's done crying, he feels sick to his stomach.
    — Once it gets to the point that he's really unable to stop crying, you can see and hear himself trying to? Like just. Those noises you make when you're trying not to sob? Still way quieter than they should be.
    — He never talks about it or asks for it but he has a huge need to be comforted. I mean. His parents died when he was young and Alfred was loving and caring, yes, but he's not the most physically demonstrative man? And Win doesn't get much contact from anyone and he truly does need it.
    — He won't ever talk about it after it's over. Even if it's just something like tearing up. You'll never hear about it again. And he doesn't cry over small things, so... It's not something you bring up to make fun of him, either.

  • I'M SCARED TO DEATH [&] STORAGE + NOTES

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    Hey guys I'm going to make a plotting thread for only happy, fluffy things? Like. Relating to WindClan in particular I guess because there's way too much angst and. Yeah. It'll be hidden but I'll post a link here.

  • TINY LIQUOR BOTTLES [★] STORAGE & CHAT THREAD

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    HI WHY HAVEN'T I SEEN THIS BEFORE?
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    I just read all of that and. I love it. So much. There was a point in time where Win and Bat were literally going to fight because he was told to go to bed but now he's just gonna listen to Meg and Win is so exhausted. Tired single dad just doesn't know what to do with his son.

  • SHAKING OFF THE PAST / FLUFF STORAGE

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    Okay hi guys. Put it in the general board because it moves faster than the plotting board with all the subboards included and therefore it's less likely to be a Big Deal here? I dunno it made sense in my head.


    But welcome to the Official Fluff Storage Center. There is literally no angst allowed here. My testing thread is always open to angst, but things are Too Angsty and nobody is okay anymore so we are going to make things okay. I guess that this is sort of focused on the WindClan fam for now, because literally all of them are hurting right now but really anything goes as long as it's happy. That's honestly the only rule.