✧ / my bf visited for a week so i was gone for a while, this post just explains ike's absence -- tw: for starvation and also vomit is kinda ew so yeah
Upon bones that jutted all over hung an empty rag of brown-and-white -- a mere remnant of the once great tabby. The tragedy had not occurred all at once, of course; the heat had gone on for a while. For BloodClan, however, that was normal. The territory was unforgiving, shelter was minimal, and the elements ravaged cats all the time. They were a Clan of survivors. Titans did not bat an eyelash at the qualms of the meek.
Yet the meek had been affected. As the food pyramid dictates, as the grass wilted and the cicadas ceased chirping; when water grew scarce and dead rodents littered the streets; when the trash, reeking of expiration and rot, seemed like the most prized possession for an appetite, BloodClan was not safe from the catastrophe. Ike was no different; and since he couldn't eat or hunt, most of his time was spent sleeping under the sun's unforgiving scorch. However, he eventually left to seek out something (anything) to eat. Icarus remembered a time where he had been repulsed at the idea of eating twoleg trash; now, here he was, at his last resort and only option.
A neat shiny bag of plastic hung from his jaws as he galloped back from his jaunt, a crazed glee in his eyes. As soon as his paws crashed in a rough embrace against the train station lobby, his pink, soft, bony pads scuffing against its surface, his fangs struck gold. Within it was a hunk of black, yellow, and dark red: a fossil left behind of what had once been meat. The rotten delicacy, despite the way it made his eyes water, went down the hatch with ease. His stomach, tight, stinging, and hollow, was more than happy to welcome the sketchy meal into its clutches.
As soon as the meat settled, however, a sickening feeling hit him. His mind began to reel, the station spinning around him, and he felt almost like he was being ripped from his own body. He crashed against the rough flooring beneath him, holding himself up only by his paws. Nausea crawled up his throat like a centipede, and he was possessed by pain. "StarClan, help me ..." he murmured, wondering if this -- this moment, this tragedy, this last stand against the city and its twolegs and its canines -- if this would be it. Who knew, in his time of weakness, he would hang his hopes on that old wives' tale of StarClan?
But then the meat excavated from his growling belly, ejecting onto the pavement with a splat. A gruesome puddle of desperation stained the floor, the poisonous bag of twoleg trash standing idly by as if to laugh, I told you so. Before Icarus finally slipped away, he wondered why this was all happening to him. It had only been a few moons ago he had been a comfy kittypet, and even still he had become a strong Clan cat. Now, he was nothing. In the ashes of his phoenix his muscles had deteriorated to nothing leaving only bones, matted fur, and an overall skeleton left behind in the drought's wake. Even he wasn't the same, mostly apathetic to the world and only focused on food. With how weak he was, he could not even chase prey or kill rats.
The tom blacked out, his worn frame hardly making a thud against the ground, and his collar - once snug - now hung loosely against his neck.