Posts by hazel!

After a long time of avoiding it, Flux finally decided that she should ask a medic about how she was feeling. Her stomach ached more and more with each day, and she had a feeling that she was putting on a little weight. Before, she hardly ever ate, but, now, she had a strong urge to. It was like her hunger was never-ending. Swallowing thickly, she made her way toward Bloomingskies, whom she knew was a medic. "Can I talk to you for a moment..? Privately."she mewed, voice a bit softer than usual. Although she had never had a proper conversation with the medic, she had spotted her at a meet and greet, which was why she knew of her.

//shes preggers btw ;u;

click!

She gave a nod. "I have been here for a little bit now, but I am still fairly new, yes. I've only just gotten adjusted to life here."she said, leaning down to take a bite of the freshkill while she chatted with the other female.

//its okay!

Giving a nod, Flux said,[b]"So how are you? I am guessing that the job of a medic is a stressful one, to say the least."

//woAH I JUST SAID MEDIC WHEN I MEANT VICE-LEADER GOMEN why did i even think medic? im losing my mind omg

Flux gave a nod. "It's good that you do. It would be a shame if you didn't, considering that having mistrust toward someone trying to medicate you is never a good thing."she said, letting out a soft chuckle.

Flux slowly padded into the den, nervousness radiating off of her. "I was wondering about... A slight illness I may be experiencing. My stomach hurts and... I have been gaining a larger appetite than normal and... Well, I am gaining weight."she said. Although body image was not something that bugged her too much, she was still worried about the sudden change. Even when she was young, she was picky about the amount of food she ate. She never liked overeating, as it made her feel too lethargic. This change was definitely something that she had never experienced before.

bumpin this

could her and flux be friends maybe? <3

hella B-)
and maybe you could have it move to a different clan or something? or get captured and decide to stay somewhere else? (that would break mama flux's heart but she would do whatever as long as her bbys are happy with their lives)

yup!
(unless anyone offers to have been the one with her in the past, which i highly doubt lol)

to lighTEN THE MOOD A BIT, do anyone wanna rp one of flux's bbys?

i goNNA HAVE HER ANNOUNCE HER PREGNANCY TODAY PROBABLY LOL n then maybe have her have the kits tomorrow? (that seems a lil soon but i h8 rping pregnancies tbh)

uR SO EXCITED OMG
(so am i omg)
anD YA MAYBE TODAY SHE CAN HAVE THEM WITHOUT EVEN ANNOUNCING HER PREGNANCY
rn i have her visitin a medic in a private thread to find out shes preggers lol

"Fluctuatingemotion, or Flux, at your service."mewed the she-cat good-naturedly. "Sadly, I'm only a warrior for now. In the future, I hope to earn a title that takes longer to say." She gave a small laugh.

OK SO: SHES ANNOUNCING PREGNANCY TODAY
SHE MAY HAVE THEM EITHER TONIGHT OR TOMORROW, DEPENDING ON HOW MANY OF HER FRIENDS EVEN NOTICE N REPLY TONIGHT LOL. I DONT WANT PPL TO MISS OUT JUST BC I RUSHED.

"It would."she agreed, taking another bite of freshkill.

//its okay LOL im runnin a lil low on muse anyway

Flux swallowed hard, laying on her side in the warrior's den. She knew where she needed to move, but she wasn't ready yet. Letting out a deep, steadying breath, she shook her head, trying to stop tears from rising to her eyes. No. She couldn't be getting emotional right now. Things were just so... complicated.

Although she loved children and helping them, she had no idea how she would work as a mother. Would she be a good mother? Would she fuck up? Her paw subconsciously moved to her stomach, touching it lightly. No... These kits would have a good mother. She would do the best she could by them. Pushing her paws against the ground, she forced herself up, stepping outside of the den.

As the light hit her eyes, her thoughts flickered to other things. Although she loved her life here, what would the others think of her for... for getting pregnant to an unknown father. Well, she knew who he was, but the others didn't need to. She hadn't seen him since that night. Oh, God, how did she think she wouldn't get pregnant? Why was this a surprise? She should have known better than to let herself let go. No. This was good. It was a miracle, not a curse.

With her mouth set in a hard line, Flux moved her paws forward, forcing herself to keep going. She had to do this. Although her mind was screaming at her to stay silent, she forced her mouth open. A hoarse squeak was all that left her mouth at first, but then she cleared her throat. She shouldn't let the stress weigh down on her any longer. It wasn't good for her, and it certainly wasn't good for the kits in her stomach. Trying to calm her racing heart, she attempted to speak again, this time finding it a bit easier. "Could I... talk to you all?"she mewed quietly.

YAAAAAS
also i still need to get a couple of ppl to take on some kits lol
(if i dont, she'll just have a couple of stillborns n thatS SAD)

btw i posted pregnancy announcement thread

I just need a two or three people to rp some kits for me! I already have one rp'er picked out and I just need a couple more! If you would like to try for one, please just fill out a quick forum!