Posts by Incith

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]well you posted it and my mind went, well, that is just this thing i can no longer talk about, time to go look at steven universe and forget that ever happened

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]he had some past surgeries that meant there was a build up of scar tissue in his intestinal tracks making a blockage, the surgery was to clear that up and he is all good now, he said he is either going home today or tomorrow his time so his all good, but i am hoping he does take a break for a week or so, getting back to making videos too soon won't do him any good but he is getting better

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]that is what a lot were thinking and i think so as well, it might possibly have irritated the scar tissue but i am not sure, i am just happy he is alright now

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]oh god that is disgusting, i am weird that i can easily watch things like bones and grey's anatomy, two of my favourites shows of all time, but then the non-smoking commercials that used to be around scared the crap out of me by showing surgeries and organs and uhhh, i hated it but then i was in primary school when i saw this for an actual school project

i mean come on, do not show little kids that fucking crap, it scared me half to death watching surgeries and people dying and then i got scared and cried every time my mother went out for a smoke, i cried because i thought that would happen to her. and then i say this while i dissected a bull's eye and a sheep's brain in science which i found fun, ahh i am weird but then we also had organs, sheep and such, and i mean actual organs like the heart, lungs and brain, in one of our primary school classes so, they fucked up

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]i am fine with handling them and stuff but nothing bloody, i mean i loved the bull's eye because it had this really thick, purple substance that seemed like jelly and i was like, this is what is inside my eyes, i have two balls of jelly in my head, okay. and then me and my partner took about five minutes trying to actually get the scalpel through, every time it wouldn't break the skin and we were screaming and laughing because we thought it would explode when it did get through, and the my partner left me to do it when i did get through since she was a bit squeamish about it

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]/snuggles nova
i will keep her in my thoughts since i am not religious

ahh i haven't handled a heart i think, i know i have a brain, lungs, kidneys, eye and i think a stomach as well, there was another but i forgot which, but then i was an idiot with the kidney because i was a bid and anyone who can close when i was there i would hold it up to them and say it was a giant jelly bean, i was a really weird kid

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]hey guys, thought i might finally join the chat

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From the pale lips of the child a whimper was uttered, a soft, breathy little sound that wavered though it held existence for only a short time, fading into silence though one only had to look to him to see his fear. Beneath his fluffy coat each muscle had come to tighten, those once soft golden eyes now hard chips of ice, the pupils mere pinpricks in those depths, each breath he came to expel wavering, a shuddering cry captured in his throat waiting to be released. He came to press himself against the ground, the chilled, compacted earth tearing beneath his claws as he tried to move away from the thing that so terrified him, tears a hot presence stinging his eyes.

Standing before him was a towering creature, a mass of darkness that wavered and seemed to pulse, chest heaving as each note of laughter rose from its gaping jaws, clawed hands scraping along the ground as it stumbled and jerked, moving closer. It was a horrifying creature for him to behold, his lips parting to allow a cry to tumble forth, a loud, piercing sound that echoed within the still air, his body finally coming under his own control and he launched himself forward, racing past the thing. He felt claws scrape along his side, the pain of it lingering though there would be no cut, no blood there for it had been but his mind playing tricks, tears cutting lines through his cheeks, whimpering cries rising from his lips between pants.

All around he saw thing like the first, the vicious sound of their laughter echoing in his head and they seemed to follow him no matter how far he ran, steps a stumbling mess that nearly caused Fallen to collapse, the world blurring around him as the tears came quicker. Finally he came to collapse into a heap, the sobs wracking his body as he pressed his paws against his eyes, trying so hard to block it all out, drawing himself close. He wanted his mother, for her to chase away all the demons.

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]it's all good, been here a couple times and no one cna out match prink's chat or the bloodclan one, god those go fast

and please call me hatty, everyone still does and projects are the worse, i had about five all at once in tafe, it is not a fun experience to have so many large things to do with little time to complete it all

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]we are indeed but do be careful if you join us, there is phan everywhere thanks to wellies, it is their fault i got this avvie as well, one of three so far and i am scared to see what they come up with next

yep, i either get called hatty still, but then i got hatthole and incy as well and i can agree with that, while i am glad to no longer have school finding a job is proving harder though, there are few apprenticeships around that are on the train line since it is gonna be a while til i can drive

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[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%; margin-top:-10px][sup]( yeahh, i am gonna be a dick to this dear boy of mine, because of him being so young fall has no control over his power just yet so do be careful or he might just accidently set someone on fire )

It hurt, the licking touch of flames as it encircled that chubby little child, tongues of red and orange that came to reach for him, the heat that poured from them scraping along skin, burning it though it danced away before it might capture him in its grasp, taunting him as he struggled to control it. Quite peacefully he had been laying stretched out in a secluded little patch of grass, frosted over with a thin layer of ice that crackled beneath the shift of his weight, a book prospered before him though he cared not for the words, eyes wondering over the various pictures. They were beautiful, intricate things depicting Pooh and his various friends on one of their adventures, his voice soft beneath his breath as he gave the pictures a story for he could not read the words, not now nor would he be able to for quite some time, simply enjoying the peace and quiet of it all with the shadow people gone now from his mind.

Yet, as he slowly came to realize, something within him also came to relax, that hold that was clutching at the power that dwelt deep within him, a control already thin and ragged from years of holding it in within three separate beings, letting go. It was in that moment that the fire was ignited, mere ambers at first but it strengthened as Fallenkit became frightened, the fear a heat that bubbled and grew deep in his chest, the fuelled the fire needed.

Now he came to sit within that ring, well aware that he was within danger though he had no way out for there was no break in the fire, struggling to hold it all back as a voice whispered in his head, words of encouragement and orders, sharp and insistent that he do as it bid, holding the flames at bay though he was quickly tiring. Clutching his book close to his chest he came to finally let go, the last few ounces of his strength preserved to keep him awake for if he slept, if he fell into unconsciousness, well, there was no telling if he might awaken once more

“Help, someone please help me!” The words rose from his lips over and over, a cry he continued to make, hoping that someone might hear but all he received where the shadow people, those dark, hulking figures that swarmed around the fire though never too close, seemingly petrified by it as much as he was, something he was grateful for. Now he had only the chance to bid his time, hope that someone had heard his cries and could help him for, if not, his life would be forfeit.

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[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%; margin-top:-10px][sup]“Are you going Bri? Maybe mother will let us go, it would be nice to see other territories, see how they live and they might have some stories to tell,” ever the one interested in fables and legends Fallen’s mind latched onto the possibility he might hear such things at such a festival, though he had no idea what a cherry blossom or a festival was, excited at the prospect. The child came to stand beside the one in question, his smile bright and touched with wonder as he looked on her, hoping she might come for, if he was allowed, he wanted a familiar face around so he might not feel so lost.

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[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%; margin-top:-10px][sup]Never had the child seen such things though he had found the unfortunate side effects of such abilities rise, his own limited control over his own abilities as such and it frightened him, this prospect he had such power in his hands. But, somewhere deep down where the darker side of his lingered, he enjoyed it and found the power wonderful, though it sought more, wanted it all and watching this display he found the words on his lips when he moved closer, spoken before he had a chance to capture them.

“Could you teach me how to do that, please?” Like birds taking wing after being cooped up in a cage for all too long these words flew free with a bout of excitement and a titter of joy, a light sound that one might compare to a sigh or maybe a bubble of laughter, his golden eyes bright and hopeful as he looked upon Discord. It seemed his distrust of strangers was gone now in such the face of beauty and knowledge, looking upon her with a smile that split his lips and revealed those tiny little teeth of his, tongue poking out between as he bit down upon it, bouncing on the balls of his paws as he awaited an answer.

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]thread with his brother? i am more then happy to make it

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]- my first idea for fall actually came from a love of history, where the name came from since it is later to be fallenempire, tying in with various empires that have fallen over the course of history, and also nightmares i have infrequently, he was one of various characters in it that actually helped, just thinking about it helped calm me down and get me away from the point of an anxiety attack
- originally he was meant to be nothing like myself but, as time drew on and i slowly planned him, this is well before i entered him in the litter, he came to slowly resemble myself and since has started to become the person i want to be one day, someone kind and courteous, yet still someone who loves easily with a passion for things he loves
- he is the reincarnation of two of my favourite, and longest, characters which i have had on the site
- his main hallucination, a creature that seems like a mix of a human and a reptile, is based around my own hallucination

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]since the relationships he makes with people are going to be a big part of future plots for him i thought i might make a heart chart for my boy, chuck a name at me and i'll add it up the next chance i get, also, since hearts and such are a pain to do i am not going to be doing them, just putting an opinion along with a sentence or two of what he thinks of them just to make it easier, both to read and set each up

Blackpaw
unsure - curious
A frown touches the child's lips, eyes scrunching up as he thinks, trying to get the right words. "I haven't spoken to him much but he seems... interesting, many seem to like him and I would like to get to know him one day, maybe he could become a friend."

Fourfears
love - respect - family
"He's the best!" a bright chirp of a voice is this, his eyes bright and warm as he speaks. "I love him a lot and I hope one day I might follow in his footsteps, I have a lot to learn but he will always be there and he always will be, the monsters don't seem to like him though, I wonder why."

Bridalkit
love - family
"I love Bri a lot, we might not be all too similar but she is my sister and I always will love her," a smile slowly forms as he comes to talk, yet it is rigid, hard, as if his thoughts trouble him. "I will always be there to help her, but I am scared I won't be, that I will lose her and everyone else."

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]hey guys and yes, the dragon who shall lead us to victory

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]i use to be obsessed with dragons and dinosaurs, i had so much useless information about dinosaurs in my head it was not funny, now not so much since i am not that interested in them anymore

and fuck, stupid stonefist perk, stupid dragon age, friggin, cyrvel is meant to be a necromancer not a rift mage damn it

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]i loved dinosours a lot, i had the walking with dinosaurs show i think it was, i don't remember what it was called but it was a series were a team when back and collected dinosaurs of different periods along with other prehistoric animals, it was one of my favourite things to watch and then i got a couple tickets to the live thing for walking with dinosaurs one birthday and it seems i might be going again since its back and my mom wants to take my sister

yess, come on wellies, you can do it, and that reminds me now that i finish writing isenni and cyrvel's past i gotta write their stuff, rahh, not gonna dragon age and play cyrvel's playthrough cause i need the dorian romance

[fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify; font-size:9pt; line-height:60%][sup]come on you can do it wellies and yes, tell us what it be about and i can give you a good sentence that most likely will be a dick to put anywhere