Posts by Kasper

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  • EXT. SHADOWCLAN MASS ADOPTION

    Username: Kasper
    Character name: Maximum
    Character gender: Male
    Litter: Cassidy x npc
    When you will begin roleplaying this character: Hopefully sometime this week, however, I'm moving house and the wifi will be off and on.


    Username: Kasper
    Character name: Minimum
    Character gender: Male
    Litter: Cassidy x npc
    When you will begin roleplaying this character: ^^

  • Little help? (Extreme depression, PTSD problems and Suicidal thoughts)

    So I've got non-clinical depression and pending PTSD(Which I'm more than likely to have) and I'm suffering and horrible nightmares + suicidal thoughts.
    I've been having these nightmares and thoughts for the past 4 weeks and haven't thought much of it. But things have gotten a shit ton worse and I'm starting to get scared.


    I've suffered from PTSD for around 6-7 years so I know how to cope with it


    So I've never been abused in the past as far as I'm aware, but it's sort of been playing on my mind recently and I'm kind of concerned.


    So my parents(dad mostly), are extremely over-protective of me from what I've heard. I haven't got any freedom as far as my friends are concerned. To be honest I don't know what freedom really means any more.
    My dad monitors the laptop, both of my kindles and the PCs to see what I'm downloading, searching up on the internet and what I'm doing at all times. I'm not allowed any social media until I'm 18, I'm allowed a phone, but sometimes them read my texts. I'm not allowed my own computer (the laptop is really a family laptop, I just use it the most). I have a curfew of 5:30pm or, in winter, before it gets dark. And they don't like it when I hang out with people older than me (17 years old and 18 years old).


    My dad constantly tells me that I'm wrong, ungrateful, immature and irresponsible. He's says that if I ever find a partner, they'll leave me. That if I keep going the way that I'm going I'll end up in prison(I haven't done anything, He just says this to make me feel bad, I haven't broken or intend to break the law). He squares-up to my face and screams in my face. Saying that I'm not going to get anywhere in life. He also says that I'll never find someone and that everyone will leave me.


    My friends they this is vebal, mental and emotion abuse.



    Reason for PTSD::
    When I was 9 years old, I witnessed a traumatic event and since then I have had major trusting issues with everyone. My dad says that I'm lying about it and that I can get over it really easily. But to be honest, when you've seen the * that I have, it's hard to see anyway through it and I've been going through this for 6 years now. There was this one guy(He was around the 19-20 years old) that I trusted at my cadets but he was an instructor and I was a cadet so every time I spoke with him, he was breaking the safeguarding rules, because I couldn't and didn't want a third party(person) there. He got suspended from the cadets for 3 months. The other instructors said that it wasn't my fault and it wasn't a suspension. However, I have since been told by this friend and him that it was a suspension to do with safeguarding issues. The instructor isn't angry at me, as his friend put it. He's back at the cadets now and some of my friends are saying that I should continue talking to him because of how bad my mental health is.


    ///I don't know who or what to trust any more. Should I continue to talking to the instructor one this has all calmed down? Should I tell him that I'm being bullied by the other cadets because of what's happening? My friend, who knows him through her brother says that I should because of the person that he is.



    More questions may be added at a later date.

  • ADOPTING OUT FAMILY OF OFFICIAL BACKBOARD EX-HP

    All are domestic felines


    name Ruth
    gender Female
    age 2 moons
    appearance wip
    personality Kind, sweet, clueless, lazy
    alliance The Sanctuary
    other Little sister (?)


    name Arlene
    gender Female
    age 45 moons
    appearance wip
    personality Brutal, cruel, snob, loyal
    alliance The Exiles
    other Mother


    name Barabra
    gender Female
    age 123 moons
    appearance wip
    personality Quiet, contained, caring, motherly
    alliance Sanctuary
    other Grandmother


    I have a mini plot for these three if you'll let me have them all :)
    It's still a wip though.