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[justify]^{accepted c:}[/justify]

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^{"y-yeah, we're new here," hiroko mumbled quickly, blushing. he wasn't used to people coming up to him, but he was grateful that the boy in front of him, crowley, seemed friendly.}

^{when ayami saw takeo, she blushed a bit, thinking that he was attractive, but she was easily angered by the words that had come out of his mouth. "hey, watch what you say, asshole! i'm not a doorstep and you definitely won't be treating my brother like one," she hissed under her breath, and though her tone was quiet, she knew that the boy would be able to hear her. her older brother elbowed her in the ribs, whispering, "watch your language! calm down, he's just messing around. don't be so defensive."}

^{// i feel awkward because she's being kinda over-dramatic and she has a huge crush on him at the same time?? idk cx}

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^{hiroko nodded his thanks and grinned at crowley. "i'm hiroko, but most people call me hiro. and this brat over here is my little sister, ayami," he replied, still feeling a bit shy and awkward, but at the same time, he had a feeling that he was going to like it here.}

^{ayami glared at takeo. "whatever, pretty boy. but i don't take sh*t from people. so watch yourself," she mumbled. she then looked over at crowley. "what's so funny?" she asked softly, rolling her eyes.}

^{// same here, glitch. cx}

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^{it's fine!
and they're perfect, thank you so much!
i'll use one of them for my sub account, if that's okay with you cx}

[justify]^{i DO THIS
IT'S TERRIBLE
I'VE BEEN ON THIS SITE FOR THREE YEARS AND ALL OF MY OLD FRIENDS ARE GONE AND MOVED ON WITH THEIR LIVES
AND HERE I AM
juST BEING HELLA AWKWARD
STILL}[/justify]

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^{"yeah, well, we're complete opposites. and, we were born in tokyo, and raised in hakone. how about you?" he said softly with an awkward chuckle, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand.}

^{ayami's blue-eyed gaze made it's way back to takeo. of course she didn't mean any of the stupid threats, she just didn't want him to mess with her brother. she sighed and thought about apologizing. he seemed uneasy about the current situation. she felt bad for being rude towards him, and she decided that maybe she should apologize. "sorry for being kind of a b*tch," she mumbled, staring at her shoes awkwardly. she didn't want him to hate her or anything.}

^{(also going to create another character cx)}

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[sup][color=black] ayami sighed and shrugged, nodding slowly. she was surprised that he had apologized to her. she had expected him to just kind of brush her apology off and insult her. "i-i'm ayame," she mumbled. she didn't mean to stutter, and she was upset with herself for being so shy and awkward. usually she was so unreserved and socially confident.

maiha was walking down the hallway in the actual school. she had just finished studying in the library, and she was just kind of wandering around, because her classes were over for the day. she spotted haru and waved, she was friendly to everyone even though she wasn't the most popular person in the academy.

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hiro nodded. "i've been to kyoto once. it was really nice there, actually," he sighed softly. "and, hakone's actually kind of pretty. lots of shrines, valleys, and museums and stuff," he replied with a smile.

// sorry for the crappy post, i'm tired cx

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[sup][color=black] ooc - oops, i forgot about dorms xc sorry, i'll deal with that in the morning lol
and wow okay, goodnight cx

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ayami was actually very intimidated by takeo. but she didn't want him to know that. she didn't want him to think of her as week or anything like that. she noticed his new boost in confidence and sighed, responding to his question with a simple, "six. you?"

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maiha had dropped her books in the middle of the hallway and she knelt down to pick them up, cursing quietly. she heard kanade and haru arguing in the distance but she didn't think much of it.

// i was wondering if it was okay if mai had a crush on haru? cx

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[sup][color=black] ooc -
dont worry, it did make sense cx

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"that's cool," ayami said with a slight smile. she was starting to get a little bit more comfortable with the conversation. she hoped that she wasn't annoying him. when she heard him apologize, again, her eyes widened and she shook her head slowly. "don't worry about it, it's okay," she murmured, feeling bad about him apologizing. had she made him think that she was a total brat? she didn't want him to think negatively of her. when he grinned at her, she smiled back. she felt content for a few moments, and then his grin disappeared and he glared at her instead. ayami raised an eyebrow. "what's that for? what did i do to piss you off?" she asked quietly, staring at her shoes.

maiha gathered her books and decided to sit at a nearby wooden bench in the long hallway to finish reading her new favorite book. she had just found it in the library, but she already loved it. she sat, indian-style, on the bench and began to read.

hiro looked over to the girl who had come up to the group. he smiled and waved. he had a new confidence when it came to talking to people. he was so glad he had come to the academy.

^{recap please ?}

^{okay, great (: i think i'm going to create another character also cx}
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[justify]^{also, i added dorms. if you don't like the fact that your character has a roommate or the fact that your character doesn't have a roommate, tell me and i can switch it around cx}[/justify]

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^{"thank you very much, nice to meet you," lukah responded with a sigh of content. things were finally starting to go his way. he just hoped and prayed that the others in the clan would accept him and that he wouldn't be a subject to ridicule again.}

^{sooo i'm adopting a puppy. technically she isn't a puppy, she's actually five years old, but still. she's a boxer, and she's been in the shelter since she was nine months old. they were going to euthanize her at one point, because she'd been there for so long. her name is tinsel, and she was born on christmas eve. which i think is perfect because i've been obsessed with december and the holidays lately cx}

^{i have another dog, olive oil, and she's an english bulldog. she's old (nine years old) and not used to dogs (before we rescued her, she was at a puppy mill and was forced to breed with other dogs). but she loves our two cats. anyways, this dog's adorable and i'm already so in love with her. but she doesn't get along with most cats. she hasn't met our cats yet, but i don't know what to do. cx}

^{also, if you have any tips on taking care of a new dog and making her feel comfortable, that'd be great !
sorry if this was kind of all over the place lol}

^{are there any adoption threads out there ?}

^{okay, great (:
i'm really interested in this clan cx}

^{thank you guys very much ! (:
i'm really excited lol cx}

[justify]^{using a few, i hope that's okay
these are wonderful <3}[/justify]

[sup] applying for a riddle clan kitten from the lionstar / sir lion xx solar flare litter (:

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GENDER - female
ALLIANCE - riddleclan

PELT COLOR - black
EYE COLOR - green-yellow
SCARS - a long, yet not so noticeable scar on her right side from her shoulder to her hip

POSITIVE PERSONALITY TRAITS - kind, doesn't enjoy conflict, loyal, empathetic, and clever
NEGATIVE PERSONALITY TRAITS - she is very eccentric. she trusts too easily and gets her heart broken way too often. she's very insecure with herself, and seems very gloomy.

MOTHER - solarflare
FATHER - lionstar / sir lion

CHARACTER CREATION DATE - july 12th, 2015

//sorry for the sort of crappy post. rushed
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[sup]im on mo ile. And its late and im really sad
So I'm sorry if thid doesn't even make much sense or if it's kind of all over the place. I may also swear a bit and really sorry for that. Im just tyling everything I feel. And please don't say I'm attentiom seeking or anything
I just want to talk to someone. Im tired of feeling like shit and I would like advice please

I don't even know where to start. I'm kind of just done right now. I don't know
I feel so alone. Everyone's left me
Most of the people I've gotten close to have either died, orthey leave me
I don't like conflict. I let everyone walk all over me because I feel like they love me and I just can't lose them
I can't really explain whyI think like that
But it's like whenever I get close to someone, something happens. And it's mostly the shitty people who I get close to
I can't I just hate this I hate getting close to people and I hate feelimg this way
Everyone who I seem to actually care about ends up dying
My aunt died a while ago. She had myotonic dystrophy (don't know if that's correct spelling or even the correct word). She lost her ability to walk and one day she was trying to get down th stairs. She fell and hit her head and went to the hospital. The doctors told her that she was going to be fine. They sent her home. Ten hours later she died.
And then my grandpa died. He had cancer and my grandparents didn't tell me. And so when he went to the hospital to see him, I thought it was just a stroke or something. I thought he was gonna be fine. And then the next day I got out of school andiI went and bought flowers and I was going to get chinese food for him because hosptial food sucks and everything and it turns out, he die when I was getting dropped off at school.
And then my other grandpa died. He died the day after my birthday. He had monotonic dystrophy or whatever, too. I got a call on my birthday telling me that he might not make it, and I begged him to stay alive. He died at like one in the morning on the day after my birthday. I think he hung on as long as he could so that I wouldn't have to deal with my birthday being his deathdate honestly
And then my grandmother died. She was schizophrenic. So I didn't really know her as much as I wish I could have. She was beautiful and she was a great grandma, she tried her best.
And then my friend skyla died. I dropped my books in the girl bathroom one period. I was late for class. And she was ditching class with her otherriends, which had surprised me because she and her friends were really never even late. She helped me pick up my books and we talked for a minute. And then she said bye and I said sonething aling the lines of "see ya". She killd herself as soon as she was dropped off at home. Her older brother found her. He has ptsd now. She had depression and everyone thought she was getting better. She had told her mom that her pills weren't helping about a month before. And then apparently she seemed better and everyone left it alone or something.
And alot of other people have died but that's the most recent
My dad has ptsd and he's a recovering alcoholic
It sucks because he just doesn't smile the same way anymore, if that makes any sense.
And I don't know
on top of that, i just got into a really cool school but it's an academy. my orientation is on august 5, and i start school on the 10th. i have a huge test coming up and if i fail it, i don't know, i'm just going to be pissed off at myself.
I just had to get this off of my chest
I've been having nightmares lately aboutthis and I need to talk to someone
dBut like Idk I just had to vent
I hate feeling so alone
I'm sorry for venting but please can someboy give me advice or talk to me or something? Idk I'm sorry for bothering you but I just feel like shit right now and I just don't feel okay
Im sorry for bothering you. Ugh it's late and I'm sorry Iddon't even kmow what I'm saying anymore

[fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 315px;][sup][color=black]hey, guys, sorry i just have a really low muse right now and i've been really busy. i'm staring school in two weeks and i'm really stressing out

ayami smiled at takeo and shrugged. "okay, sure. that sounds cool," she replied and waited for him to show her to her dorm. she was happy that they seemed to be getting along finally.