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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]I'll help out where ever I'm needed! Pastelpaw smiled wholeheartedly. She honestly wasn't sure where to begin helping.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Congrats everyone! Pastelpaw smiled, and Merry Christmas! The leopard looked around for her brother, being sure to give Nutcrackerkit an extra congratulations.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Pastelpaw was more excited than she had ever been. Christmas! It was finally Christmas! Giving a "Merry Christmas!" to every NPC clan mate she saw, the leopard walked out of camp to get some fresh air. Holidays were amazing, but she needed some time alone from the commotion going around.

While out walking, she stopped in her tracks as an NPC that smelled like Windclan although was entirely unfamiliar appeared. The pure-white tom cat had a smile upon his face, and an amulet held in his paw.

Hello, sir, Pastelpaw greeted, merry Christmas. The leopard nodded, attempting to move around the NPC, and to the gifts.

"Wait, I have a gift for you!" The mysterious looking tom smiled, "here." The white feline out out a paw, holding an amulet in the shape of a crook and flail crossed. Pastelpaw took it hesitantly.

You don't even know me, why a gift? She asked curiously.

"I'm giving a gift to everyone in the clan," he shrugged, as Pastelpaw gave a smile and put it around her neck. She looked up slowly to thank to cat, but he had already turned and walked away, not stopping when the honorguard called out.

The leopard shrugged, looking over the odd necklace in the shape of the Egyptian hieroglyphs.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Pastelpaw looked up from the necklace suddenly, eyes focusing on her sister. The leopard straightened her back, sitting up from her previous bad posture.

It's a necklace... the honorguard shrugged, Some other Windclanner gave it to me...I dunno the symbol on it, though. The leopard looked it over, using a paw to show it to Arya.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]//wait what

Pastelpaw sat there a moment, not very aware of the conversation until hearing her name. Did that mean she could be a guardian? She really didn't know how to react. Cloudpaw's had reaffirmed it, so is was actually happening, correct?

I... I accept, then, she smiled, thank you! The leopard felt the smile growing on her face, still rather surprised by the sudden promotion.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Congratulations! Pastelpaw smiled. They both clearly deserved the position, and both seemed to want it in some way. It was a great choice, in her mind.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Are you okay? Pastelpaw asked the coughing kit, oh, I'm Pastelpaw. The leopard sat herself down, staying a distance as to avoid getting sick.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Hello there, Pastelpaw arrived shortly after Ava with a small smile on her maw. The leopard sat down, adjusting her crook and flail shaped necklace.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Too late to tag along? Pastelpaw bounced over. The leopard gave a small smile. Even with her little interest in medicine, it was always good to help out.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Love. It was a cute thought to Pastelpaw, although she had never really experienced it in a romantic way. Sure she loved her family and friends, but she never had had a "crush" or any feelings like that towards another. She actually kind of envied others in relationships, or even just having feelings for someone. Although knowing Pastel she'd probably equally hate having a crush.

What about love are you thinking about? Just in general? Pastelpaw inquired.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]I'm Pastelpaw, the leopard bounced over, how're y'doing? Pastelpaw sat down next to Nutcrackerkit, smiling to Jade.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Nice to meet you Dreamkit, the leopard smiled, I'm Pastelpaw. She only vaguely recognized Dreamkit from her joining- if you could really call it a joining- so she felt the need to reintroduce herself.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Not contagious? Pastelpaw nodded, clearly comforted by the words, oh, alright. What's your name by the way? The leopard eased her muscles, less tense than before.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]While Pastelpaw had never had feelings for anyone else, she was very gushy and emotional over other's relationships. So, the leopard arrived at the wedding, extremely excited.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Congratulations, Wingspan! Pastelpaw bounded over, beaming towards the sight of kits, they're adorable! The leopard loved kits, absolutely loved them. They were the cutest things in all of the world to the guardian. So of course, she had to arrive when seeing them all.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height:95%; width:400px;]Welcome to Windclan! the leopard approached, I'm Pastelpaw! Hope you enjoy it here!

//rushed

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Before I begin her video diary, I'd like to keep this timeline, just in case I need a thread, or would like to keep track in general, or someone reading this wants to see where certain things happened.

Note: I had another account before this one, so the first few threads are on another account.

- New Body
- Rogue Attack
- Amnesia/Leaving Windclan
- Joining Riverclan/Name Change
- Leaving Riverclan
- Re-joining Windclan
- Name Change
- Temporary Death
- Return/Mutism
- Telepathy
- Gaining Osiris' Amulet

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The camera clicks on to see an apprentice-aged leopard.

"Hello! I don't know how to start this... Um, I'm Pastelpaw Hadrian-Prior, daughter of Lilystar Hadrian-Prior and an NPC leopard. I'm a guardian of Windclan. I found this video thing, and here I am. I don't know how to explain this but... I wanted someone to talk to, and I guess a video camera is the most I can do without... talking to an actual person who replies and makes me embarrassed and such."

The leopard chuckles, shifting her paws in an awkward manner.

"So I guess I should get you up to speed," Pastelpaw pauses mentally slapping herself as she referred to a material object as a "you", "on my life, that is. What's happened so far and such. Just so you- screw it, I'm referring to this camera as 'you', why not? Just so you get where I'm coming from. This'll be a while."

"I was born into Windclan as a leopard, and I was pretty happy. Y'know how kids are, they bounce off the walls and pretend they can take more responsibility then they can- I wish I was still that self-confident, haha. Anyways, my name was Northerncub back then- wow I haven't used that name in forever."

"Soon before becoming an apprentice I learned I had this power called shape shifting, and I turned into a blue tabby with one eye. Yeah, missing the right eye, I believe. It sucked- and I was stuck like that for the majority of my life. And that stupid missing eye caused me a lot more trouble then I thought. I was attacked by a rogue... lynx? I think it was a lynx... a lot of self loathing followed."

"I hated myself. I really, truly thought I would be better off dead... I thought about it a lot, dying. I haven't told anyone that. After that I walked a lot, getting my mind off of things, y'know? So, I was on one of my self-hatred filled walks when I fell from quite the height and lost my memories."

"I didn't know my name, I didn't know what Windclan was, I didn't even know my own mother. They were all calling me Northernpaw and I just kind of flipped out, I was so overwhelmed- so I left. I finally reached Riverclan and made a new name for myself, Radiopaw."

"Riverclan was... nice. I didn't know anyone, really. No one will remember me if I go back, I can garuntee you. Then I had a nightmare- Lily dying. I didn't know her name, but I knew it was my mother. I thought for the longest time that she was dead, that no one out there cared that I was missing. I hated it- more self-loathing, hehe."

The leopard took a breath, looking a bit shaky. It was Christmas, and she was reminding herself of bad events. It wasn't a great way to end the day

"Eventually I regained my memory and realized that Mom was indeed alive. I left Riverclan- only leaving a note because I was to scared to leave publicly. When I got to Windclan I was glad to be back, but I still felt odd. I didn't fit in. I felt like a stranger to myself. I was uncomfortable twenty-four seven."

"It's like I didn't fit into my own skin. This time I didn't want to die though. I didn't want a bad life to end, I just wanted a bad life to get better. Of course, just my luck, the time I wanted to live I died. Yup, I was hit by a car. Death is weird. It can't be described. It's not anything but it's not nothing. I... I can't describe it. Anyways, I came back not that long after. I don't know how that happened either, but it cost me all my bodies except for the leopard and my voice- but I have one extra leopard body with speech, luckily."

"It's hard to explain but I was kind of happier after returning. I am happier, to say. I understand that all my problems can be fixed now. I like life now- to an extent. Main point is, all that * led me here. From here on out, you'll be up to date on my life."

The guardian took a deep breath. That was a lot. She hadn't told anyone many of her thoughts like she had this time.

"Oh, and Merry Christmas."

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The camera clicks back on. A day has not passed, but Pastelpaw had something to share. Now there was a new amulet around her neck, that was not in the last video.

"Hello again! I know that I already made a video thing, but something happened that was a bit... odd." The leopard looks down at the necklace. The amulet is in the shape of a crook and flail- and Egyptian symbol for Osiris. Of course, Pastelpaw had minimal knowledge of Egyptian religion.

"A cat I had never seen before gave me a Christmas gift. He smelled like Windclan, although I don't know if he was actually from here. I've never seen him and I haven't seen him since. He was really eery. So this pure white tom stops me and says 'I've got a gift for you'. Of course, I can't refuse a gift, right?"

"I turn to him, ask why he's givin' me a gift if he doesn't know me. He shrugged, tells me he's giving a gift to everyone in Windclan. He gave me this."

The leopard held up the necklace, putting it towards the camera.

"It's nice looking. It also has this green gem where these two stick-things cross at, which is pretty. It looks... empty though, the gem. It's cool. But it's also just... weird."

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