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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]Urban was thinking again. Instead of writing it down in her diary, she decided to take a walk. Her mind couldn't help but drift to rainbowviens. She'd said she was raped, out on sunclan territory, and she didn't know who did it, But she couldn't help but wonder; was it the same guy that raped her? That would mean that their kits would be half siblings. She just felt so bad for rainbow, dreading the possibility she'd accumulated PTSD as Urban had. Maybe she should check up on her, talk to her, help her through it.


    Heaven knows she wished she had someone to help her through it, but alas, she wen through it alone.


    "Rainbowveins?" Urban called for the fem, in which she only knew slightly. Maybe this would be a good opportunity to grow closer as friends. The winged fem hoped she could help, and not come across as nosy, because she really wanted rainbow to avoid the suffering she went through.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]She was glad Rainbow was near by. "Hey, i just wanted to know how your doing." She said kindly, her tail flicking somewhat uncomfortably. "I-I know what you're going through, i wanted you to know i'm here if you need it." She added, waiting to state her hypothesis until later on; that is, if the conversation continues.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]Urban wished she knew who raped her, but she was drugged, so she didn't know. "Really?" The exiles leader? She was sure they were stronger enemies by now. Though she knew what her rapist looked like, so there was a possibility it was the same person. "what did he look like by any chance?" She asked, hoping the question wasn't inappropriate.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]"I think i was attacked by the s-same guy." She meowed. "That means your having my kit's half siblings," She said, forcing a slight breathy laugh, though it was laced with worry.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]Urban dropped her gaze to her paws, confused. It made her realize how many half-siblings they had. Would she have to tell them this? She'd hate too in all honesty. She looked up at rainbowveins and frowned. "That jackass better stay away from anyone else in Sunclan." She said darkly.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]"Meet and greet?" The Russian blue called out, large alabaster wings shifting against her back as the slim fem fell back on her haunches. Things seemed to be slow at the moment, and frankly, she was bored. Might as well get to know some of the new faces around SunClan.

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    JOURNAL #1


    8/21/15
    Entry #4


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    The father of my kits; Bill Cipher. He's the leader of the Exiles. that bastard. I found out because Rainbowveins, a friend of mine, was attacked as well. It seems he's raped more than once, and hat makes me scared. Rainbow is pregnant with my kits half siblings, and my kits have many more half siblings all around FF and that puts me on edge. I'm torn between telling them the truth, or leaving it be. I'll just tell them when their older...


    In other news, Paintbrush left to find Tumblrtrash. I miss the both of them, though paint i knew quite a bit better. I had a nickname for Paint; Bendy straw. When he was visually impaired he chewed on bendy straws, saying he thought it was pocky. ( i think pocky is a candy of some sort) It's too bad he's gone. I wish him the best of luck and safe travels.


    Also, things have been slow around Sunclan, so things have been, for the most part, uneventful. Minus the war between colouredclan and sunclan; though, i'm sure we already won.


    That's about it. I've been caught once writing, but no one saw anything. I'm cursing my shrink, but whatever.


    Au revoir c: (that's good bye in french)

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]"I'll join you," The winged russian blue meowed hesitantly to the male, in which she didn't know. Being raised poorly, she never played a game such as 'tag' though she's raced before -- in the most gruesome way. She didn't even know what tag was in all honesty.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]Urban waited for Pilot to show up, wings shifting against her back. She was glad there were frequent joiners coming to sunclan. Even though most of them ended up going inactive, it still made her happy knowing Sunclan could grow. Standing seemingly motionless, the mentally scarred fem glanced around for the ebony colored male.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]she noted his timid demeanor, but she didn't comment. Instead, she left it alone, subconsciously quieting down to seem like less of an annoyance for the shy kid. "Of course love," She smiled, flicking her tail for him to follow. She figured she'd better show him where he'd be resting first. Heading to a cluster of cherry blossom trees where the clan slept, she showed him an unoccupied spot. "Some members are nocturnal, or don't sleep often so there's plenty of room," She meowed, moving on as soon as he'd seen where he was too rest.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]This was a good start. "Hello Gajeel, Trainpaw." She decided to go with the nickname, finding it cute in a way. Seems like Trainpaw already knew her name. Urban fell silent after that, waiting for more to approach their accumulating group.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]"Mother f.cking-" Urban hissed harshly, coming up and pressing her side against Steve's in comfort -- well sort of; she couldn't really reach too high, but whatever. No way, no f.cking way was she going to let this happen. She looked to Steve, then looked back to where the struggle happened, a mixture of sadness and anger tightening in her chest.


    //BEARS YOU MOTHER F- i'm calm, i'm calm...SCREAMING BTW

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]Urban walked up and stood beside Bucky, glancing to Rinto with a confused gaze. She wouldn't repeat what bucky had just said so she remained silent, though her eyes spoke for her -- asking 'why?' in their own way.

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px; width: 400px;][justify][size=8]She brightened slightly as Steve approached, offering the familiar male a smile back. "I'm well, you?" She'd reply, also targeting to the question to everyone around her. Looking over to the next person who arrived, she dipped her head and a replied quickly. "Urbanflora, nice too meet you," She then looked back to Steve to hear his answer.