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Nickname(s);; Known to all and sundry as the "Silver Thorn Marionette"

Gender;; Agender [it/its]

Age;; Spirit is ageless, unknown. Presumed to have inhabited the doll Lilian for 10 years.

Date of Birth;; Spirit first inhabited the body on November 15th, 2005.

Sexuality;; Panromantic, Asexual

Species;; Body is a ball-jointed doll, inhabited by a spirit.

Rank;; Hurt One

Alliance;; None[/fancypost]

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Height;; 156cm

Weight;; The body weighs 23 kg

Hair Color;; The body has pale pink hair

Eye Color;; The body's eyes are silver, and made of glass.

Body Modifications;; The body is a ball-jointed doll, but no bodily modifications have been made.[/fancypost]

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Written Description;; Lilian is a small-framed, pale porcelain ball-jointed doll. Its hair is long, trailing to the midsection of its back, and atop its head, a white cloth, held in place by a circlet of silver thorns. Its clothes are laced, black and white predominantly, and red ribbon tying the boots on its feet, which reach the knees. Everything about this doll is asymmetrical, from the elbow-length sleeve only on its right arm, to the single white clove on its left, a red ribbon tied around its wrist.

Personality;; Lilian is cold-hearted and, for want of a better word, expressionless. Its porcelain features almost never shift, very rarely break into a smile or a frown, and on most occasions Lilian maintains a solid look of stillness throughout. Lilian is unremorseful, and cares not for the terrible things it has done in its life, instead viewing them as justified and righteous for the damages done to it when it was alive.
Lilian wanders, frequently, just strolling corridors and stairwells and rooms, drifting from one to another because often, it doesn't know what else to do with itself. If questioned, Lilian would reply that it feels nothing, nothing at all, no love nor compassion, hate nor fury. No emotion, in most circumstances would be permitted to be displayed on that pale porcelain face of Lilian's.
In the exceptions to that rule, Lilian can quite easily show as many emotions as any other person, the whole spectrum is visible in a single glance, if it lets you see. Watching Lilian when it has allowed you to see its inner thoughts plainly through the glassy eyes is like watching a vibrant light show, beautiful and complex and yet meticulously organised, all of which fizzles away into nothingness in the space of a few short moments.
Lilian dislikes allowing other people inside its small circle of security, primarily because of the things that happened to it when it was alive. It takes a lot to get used to Lilian, and for Lilian to get used to others, but when the cards are played correctly, earning Lilian's trust and support is gamechanging.
Lilian is able to kill without remorse, and despite being a Hurt One and not a Killer One, Lilian has been known to react violently to any reminders of the trauma it experienced in life, and has no quarrels with ending a few lives in the course to find happiness again.

History;; Lilian is something of a mystery, even to itself, but the premise of Lilian's past is that, when a young child, it suffered traumatic experiences, the likes of which cannot be recounted here for fear of painful memories, but still haunt it, preventing it from moving on. Lilian remembers little of the time it was alive, other than those moments, and it is uncomfortable with reminders of what once was. The trauma it faced was what eventually broke it, driving the spirit to take its own life suddenly, unable to keep up the false pretense that everything was 'alright' and that it was 'doing fine'.
Afterwards, the spirit awoke to find itself still grounded to Earth, having stayed on the mortal plane after death, hurt too badly to ascend as a happy being, and wandered the lands for many decades before it found Lilian the Marionette. Immediately the spirit felt a bond to this doll, at the time the creation of a master puppeteer, and the spirit brought itself into the marionette.
As it did so, Lilian came to be a sentient being, the porcelain joints clicked into place as the spirit tested its new limbs, its new body.
And there, within Lilian, the spirit has resided, ever seeking rest.

Kin;; Unknown/presumed dead

Likes;; Being forgotten/abandoned, comfortable silences, reading, positive emotion, people who won't give up on it, painting.

Dislikes;; Meeting new people, having to make conversation, sadness, negative emotion, dogs, fighting as a concept, unjust violence.

Talents;; Painting, sneaking up on people, giving apt descriptions of locations, remembering text, dancing.

Strengths;; Obeying orders, making the most use of that sword, being resourceful, making plans and sticking to them.

Weaknesses;; Conducting a conversation, explaining itself, making friends, being flexible with plans.[/fancypost]

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Turn ons;; Is able to read moods easily, isn't forceful, knows when to let Lilian do its thing, doesn't mind silence, can handle themselves well in a crisis, caring, and kind.

Turn offs;; Too loud, isn't able to tell its emotions, is too forceful, doesn't know when to leave Lilian alone, fills all silence with noise, needs someone to protect them all the time, self-absorbed, and arrogant.

Crush;; N/A [Open]

Boyfriend/Girlfriend;; N/A [Open]

Spouse;; N/A[/fancypost]

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Username;; vanfeny

Screen-Name;; himemiya

Activity Level;; 7-9/10

Muse Level;; 9-10/10

Other;; here is its theme song, "come out and play"[/fancypost]