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he'd been planning it for a while now.
bloodclan wasn't where he belonged. he had spent almost 3 months trying to fit in and learn to love it..... but..... no, it wasn't the clan for him, he had finally determined.
and so, here it was. the time. the time to say goodbye.
to say he hadn't had some great times here would be a total lie. he had made some good friends; and had a lot of fun while hanging out with them. but bloodclan itself wasn't..... well, him. he didn't fit in.
and more than anything, he just needed a change in scenery. bloodclan bored him, for a reason even he could not determine.
so here he was. standing outside the asylum, cream-colored muzzle tipped up a bit and eyes fixtated on the rotting old building. he had a dirty, ripped blue backpack slang his back in which he had packed all of his belongings. his maroon beanie was on, as was his dogtag. the fedora he had come to this place with was in his backpack.
if that was all he would leave bloodclan with, that was okay with him. a maroon beanie, a dogtag, and memories of friends.
so here it was. the time.
he quick slipped a few slips of paper out of his beanie and put them on the sandy ground infron of him.
it wasn't as hard as he would have thought it would be. he took one last look at the asylum and nodded his head to it slowly, like he was saying 'happy trails' to an old friend wordlessly', before turning on his tail and sauntering off.
when he slipped into the woods, he wore a large grin on his maw.
[b]THE NOTES
note one : to all
dear all,
I, ares fortis animi, champion of the ascended and first tier of bloodclan, have decided to leave both clans. I give up my place as champion sadly, as I enjoyed my time in the ascended. the same goes for giving up my place in bloodclan. I had a good time here, and a lot of good memories were made.
if you consider yourself my friend, I bid you farewell with great sorrow, as I loved spending time with you.
if you were an aqquitance, I wish we could have spent more time getting to know each other before I had to leave, and I hope our path's cross again.
the clan where I have left for will remain hidden except to those I am closest with. this is because I'd rather restart my whole life, rather than be chased down and 'rescued'.
I promise that I am not bein forced to leave, this is really what I want.
if you are Nyssa, there is another note for you.
if you are Blithe, there is another note for you.
if you are RisenCorpse(if you've returned), there is an important note for you that regards your unspoken wishes.
if you are Scorpionsting, which i doubt but is possible, there is also another note for you.
if you are Sadramida, there is another note for you.
with great sadness for leaving the past but great hope for the futures
ares fortis animi
note 2 : to nyssa
dear nyssa,
ah, where to start.
well, I loved you. I loved you more than I'd loved anything in a long while. from the first moment I saw you, I had the biggest crush on you. your beautiful. remember that please; no matter what anyone says, your beautiful. your also extremely strong and can totally kick butt, which was the second reason I fell in love with you. you'll take the ascended far with these qualities. the third and final reason, is that underneath your mask of stoic behavior, you have the biggest heart. don't hide it; I know you think that if you show it to all it will be broken, but have a little more faith in others. I think they'll show you that they appreciate a big heart more than you'd think.
when you told me you didn't love me, I was crushed. but not broken; crushed. my heart was smushed down a bit. I lived. I live. I'm okay.
I still love you. but not like that.
you're my bestest friend and I'd trust you with my life. I'd trust you with the whole world.
but I'd like to let me know, Im not into dating you anymore.
actually, I think you'd be happy to know that I've set my romantic interests on one of your close friends.
that just seems like the kind of thing you'd appreciate, I don't know why.
and I leave you with this,
Im in the dominion.
come visit me anytime,
ares fortis animi.
ps. as you can see, I learned to read and write :)
note 3 : to blithe
dear blithe,
I'm leaving; I'm going for it.
over the past week or so, I've devolped a slight crush on you.
well
a bit more than slight.
but.
yeah.
I don't know if you're dating or have a mate or anything but.... um... yeah just keep that in your mind.
no matter what's happening, someone, me, misses you and really likes you a lot.
come visit me a lot, okay?
I'm going to the dominion.
you and nyssa can come together maybe.
I'll visit you as well
love,
ares fortis animi
note 4 : to RisenCorpse or Shinka or someone else close to him
dear risencorpse,
when you left I felt bad. i don't know exactly why you left, but I can guess.
and I guess it's because you think we're wimpy.
you're right; we are.
i am.
I deeply apologize for tainting what was a true, good, blood-loving bloodclan.
and because I fell it's my responsibility to fix what I have ruined, I'm sending someone in.
someone who has the same lusts and desires to rule by force.
it might take them a while to get here, but they'll come.
even if you stay in Darkclan, know that I'm working on returning bloodclan to how it was before.
have fun in Darkclan :)
from,
ares fortis animi
ps. if you are not RisenCorpse, and are instead shinka or one of his kids or someone close to him, would you please deliver this note to him? thanks
note 5 : to Scorpionsting
dear scorpionsting,
I didn't get to know you well, but I feel like you being the clan leader, I can talk to you anyways.
look.... bloodclan isn't what it should be.
I know you can turn it around.
bloodclan shouldn't be crushed by thunderclan, no. they should be ruling the forest, after winning by teeth and claw. spilling blood.
I tainted this vision and I know it.
there are others that continue to taint it.
let them stay, but promote the untainted.
make bloodclan what it used to be.
for me and for the others.
I know someone else that's important who wants this dream and though he's not my close friend, I refuse to stand by and watch it die for him.
I belive you have the potential to make this a reality. we all do.
I know you can do it.
good luck,
ares fortis animi.
note 6 : to Sadry
dear Sadramida, aka sadry,
I hate leaving you.
I ABSOLETLY HATE it.
and I wish I didn't have to.
but, I don't fit in here. life will be better in another place, I'm sure of it. and I won't give up until I find that perfect place.
don't worry, I won't go to a proclan. I still hate their guts.
I'm going to the Dominion.
visit me tons, okay?
love your brother,
ares fortis animi <3 :)
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