"Shameful. Huh." The male said. "And you think I am gonna think anything different about it after you tell me?"
The male hunched slightly.
"Sure, it's hard. Sure, it's painful. YES it is the worst thing in the world."
"BUT I F*CKING WATCHED YOU START TO DIE ALRIGHT?!"
...............
"I had to use CPR. I had to watch test after f*cking TEST. I had to deal with the information and watch as they struggled to bring you BACK."
"And I didn't blame you in that one moment. NOT ON MOMENT."
"I blamed MYSELF. And I STILL DO EVA."
The male stood, hiding his face by having his back to her.
"If I f*cking new SOONER. I'd have been able to do MORE. BUT NO. I wasn't given that and now I AM the one ashamed."
The male shoved his hands into his pocket.
"I still don't blame you. I just.. I just knew I could do more if you only just.... Let go of those chains and told me. In any way, shape or form."
After a moment had passed. Along with several more..
He placed his hand on his face.
"Sh*t." He seated himself once more.
"Forget it. Forget what I said... I didn't get you to come here so I can yell. Just to know what you had to say."