ooc: so this is my first time back on ff in a LONG time and a lot has changed so please forgive me while i get back into the swing of things and correct me if i make any mistakes lorewise
also i didn't get any sleep so this may not make sense
ic: It had been a long time since Blacklight had done anything, been anywhere. She had been living peacefully in the abandoned summer camp she called home, one day fading into the next, when she woke up one morning and everything had changed. She had no clue where she was. Something didn't feel right, like the whole world had shifted. She couldn't put her paw on exactly what it was, but the old desire to move and to change had suddenly reawakened in her after lying dormant for so long. Her brain was muddled and her memories were foggy and she felt like she was going insane and - no, not again. She wouldn't lose herself to her mind another time. That was one thing she could remember.
With that thought, with that seed of fear planted inside her, she picked herself up and walked until waves lapped at her paws, searching for any sign of another being. She waded shin-deep into the ocean and let the water lap at her fur. Blacklight could make out islands in the distance, but they were too far to swim to. Where was she? Who was she? Was anyone she cared for still alive?
Being alone this long made her question reality and she needed something, someone to ground her. She didn't know what she felt other than the burning desire to find some answer for this strangeness, some assurance she hadn't lost her head more than she already had.