Posts by kanato

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]and of course, poor kanato had to be present at that time - rubbing the temple's of his head while pouting quietly. he had no idea what one could be so excited about, and was quite reluctant to ask the assistant deputy - as he felt like simply leaving. screaming at her was an option, but then he would probably be more worked up and frustrated than her. since, by now, it should have been a bit obvious that he had serious anger issues. but instead of all that, he went ahead and did a different approach. " what's wrong with you?! " yelling included in his statement, but it was still a ' different approach. '

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]a pretty dull aura always came along with the ghost, everywhere he went and everytime he did something. most likely because he usually felt how he appeared, but ten times worse, actually. and at the moment, kanato had been sitting at the steps of the mansion - looking off into oblivion as he gazed at pure nothingness. when he did this, mostly, he was in deep thought. that was a bad thing for him, but he could not help the overflowing depression seep into his soul, as it rushed in like an uncontrollable river. it made him really wish that he would have been lucky enough to lose all of his unwanted memories, and just walk around and maybe be normal,,, whatever ' normal ' was these days. no, he still did not want to be a regular feline...he wanted his vampirism back - it was just that, he wants to be a normal vampire. he has seen other vampires walk around and act as if they fit in the crowd, and oddly enough, they did. but oh, the infamous sakamaki family were different. he still half loved and half disliked his mother, but from another persons' point of view, they would say that kanato and his two othet brothers were abused. kanato never saw his father, as he was always busy. frankly, he did not want to see him, either, as he had forever been scared by him, and felt inferior to how much power he had. as for his mother, she was the one who made him insane, to be honest. the details of what he had to go through would easily hurt someone's heart, but for him, he still loved her. he just...never got much attention.

sitting in that place for a bit longer, the spirit then thought back at the time of his death. lately, he had been thinking about his beloved and precious bear, but alas - he knew that the demon was gone by now. teddy would have come back if he knew his master was still on earth, after all. yeah, that was right. teddy was,,, dead too? maybe he jumped with him. even though he did not see his body next to him. ahh, so the evidence does point to the option he did not want. being naive about it was pointless. teddy left him and betrayed him, just like everyone else he knew. he must have hated him. " t-te..d-dy.. " the knight suddenly bursted out crying, rubbing his eyes and saying his ' best friend's ' name in between. overall, he missed his teddy bear.

/ mobile wtf haha

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]the ghost almost felt his eye twitch as he came over beside feza, examining the joiner with a quite unhappy gaze. they reminded him of lloyd...and lloyd was...not his favorite person in the skulls. kanato leaned forward a bit to smell the stranger, before pulling his head back and rubbing his nose. it did not work very well,,,ahh.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]now, the skulls were really hostile. he would honestly have to leave it up to the higher positions, as this seemed a bit out of their little zone. plus, kanato would not want to go. socializing was not an option for him, as he simply saw it as some kind of useless popularity boost. which he really did not care about, since it seemed quite dumb. " please wait for someone that is of higher position than me to accept or deny that, " said the half transparent blue point, as he yawned slightly.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]well, he went to the dominion, which was one of their allies - but they ended up tricking him in a very sick way. which, of course, made him really angry - he was honestly about to implode, if that was a thing. if he exploded then their alliance would probably be ruined and megatron would get really mad at him. not like he cared, but he did not want to put up with it. so hopefully, the blue point would be able to get candy at his next stop - as he was currently wearing a black devil outfit, or at least, it appeared that way since he was a ghost - and was holding a bucket that had a little cute pumpkin face on it. the only reason he would be out, actually, was because he loved candy and...there was nothing else he could do, really. everything in his life was a mess. " trick or treat, " said the vampire spirit as he held out his bucket. oh, and he also set out a few pieces of candy on the borders, too. just for the darkclanners to have, he guessed.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]he glanced towards the first one who appeared, tilting his head slightly in a confused way. he did not know what he meant...unless he was talking about manners or something. and as much as he wanted to be *y about it, he went along with questioning him. " what's that supposed to mean? " he would ask, not in a very threatening voice - more in a lighthearted one, as though he really was meaning the question. but, luckily, some other girl came over and put candy in his bucket - and that brightened up his expression. " thank you! " he meowed, glad that he was actually able to get some. and then after, another darkclanner gave him more. so he gave a dip of his head in thanks to her, too. what a strange holiday this was...he did not remember them having it in the demon world.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]he glared at the white haired male for a moment, with a kind of murderous look, as if to say ' be quiet, ' before continuing his walk. wrapping the blanket around him even further as he looked around some more, he would only glance up to see what subaru was talking about, once again. and at the question, it left the vampire boy blinking confusedly. was his little brother being cute...and nice? how strange. but on the other hand, he asked him if he wanted something he really liked, so naturally, he would not decline. " yes, please. " he answered, his voice soothing and a bit ghostly, yet at the same time sounding quite childish - as though he was just a proper kid, trying to have good manners. " can i have raspberry flavored? " he would ask afterwards, tipping his head as he placed his hand on his cheek as though he was in thought. next, though, his plum-colored eyes would shift over to his twin, causing him to narrow them a bit as he watched at how...apparently dumb he was. but he decided not to say anything to him, since there was really nothing to be said in that situation. plus, he was no going to be the one to get him an ice cream cone.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]well, the skulls was a quite secluded place, he would say. ayato might have found him there, but he never came back. and it seemed subaru was not going to find him, since he bet his younger brother thought he was still dead. unless his stupid twin told him, and subaru was just not coming, then that would be irritating. " name and business? " stated the ghost, blinking his tired amethyst eyes boredly, as he shuffled his paws together in a kind of nervous yet nonchalant manner. there was already a lot of times where an enemy appeared at their borders, angry that they stole their kits, most of the time. so he hoped this was not another one of them.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]he listened with a half-intent look on his features, as he then began blinked thoughtfully. his name was weird. but he gussed ayanami must have been his first name, and renny was his last. he just found it strange how he said it all in one word. he decided not to comment about it, thankfully. on the other paw, he also said he was a returning member - so that was interesting, at least. " then, you're welcome in the skulls. i'm kanato sakamaki. " the almost transparent blue point introduced, giving his last name, as he saw the situation as a more proper time. which actually made him wonder why he has only been giving his first name to joiners, lately. no way his formality was going down or anything...he had to start doing that again, or else he would feel strange. eugh.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]hii knife! ^^

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]the half invisible ghost had been simply floating around the territory, with no certain destination or motivation, but overall he was probably sulking. he was kind of like a real ghost, though - since most of them sulked and moaned in a depressed way, as though he was haunting the mansion. for the most part, he must have been haunting everyone. from what he knew and saw around here, the skull members were all so happy and were friends, somewhere down the line. kanato never actually had a real friend before, except for teddy, but he most likely drove them away or was just too weird for someone to like him. he couldn't blame them, of course, since he barely liked talking to anyone. so sadly enough, the blue point was the enemy in any situation. after all, he even scared his past love away. he probably put her through a lot, since he did not care at the time. he meant everything he did in the most loving way possible, but maybe that was not a good thing? he was sadistic, yet affectionate when it came down to her - honestly like a baby. but just when he got tired of his life, and when his jealousy of another hurt him more than the usual being, the vampire took took his own life. he did not expect for him to go down back to earth in such a weak and useless form, and could not find his way back to the spiritual world. it was almost like, instead of hell, he was sent to purgatory. it was unknown to him why he was sent to the void, but it was probably because someone knew, going back to his life was the last thing he wanted. heaven was not an option for such a sinful vampire - which he already was aware he was not going to go there, and was fine with that. he kind of believed in satanism, and was also a bit of an atheist, so did not want to go.

besides all of that, he felt a tad strange lately. this had happened to him before, and it made him more crazy than he already was about the matter. the feline did not know the deputy all too well, but thought that there was something wrong. the only reason he would like someone, when he used to be a vampire, was because there blood was delicious - but for her, she seemed really friendly towards him. like, perhaps, she cared? but that might not have been the case, since he was so worthless. no one cared about him, so he was just delusional. he definitely would not be able to contain how he felt for too long, though, whatever such an uncomfortable feeling was. the thing he did know what that he did not want miss havisham to get married to that darkclanner. if he, for one, got married - he would try to make sure he sincerely loved that person, unlike his father...but he had no intention to do what his father did in the first place. she did not know that sebastion fellow, at all, and thought that she should at least be able to marry someone she liked. it was really stupid, and frustrating. no reason for him to care so much, either, since it was her life but still. and how could he go back to loving after his failed first one? his heart by now must have been broken and battered, and it probably did not work as this point. everyone he knew betrayed him, from what he thought. they did it without a worry in the world, and left him in agony.

kanato nibbled at his lip, as he touched the ground to begin walking and looking around the mansion, his bright and oddly big eyes scanning the area closely before opening up his mouth. " has anyone seen miss havisham? " he called out, his voice echoing from the flat out hollowness of it, as he shifted his legs and paws around nervously and flicked his tail gently.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]/ omfg this is gr9, ans and i'm on mobile, too. lol.

kanato, though, was not enjoying himself all too much. the birds were always pretty annoying to him, since he used to be a vampire so slept during the day, so saw no significance in them. it was proabably probably even worse when he heard the shrieks of a familiar voice, making him crnge cringe and sigh all at the same time. so, as he was lured over to the area - he peered down at lloyd with q a kind of black aura around him, as he narrowed his eyes in distaste. " What are you doing? " he would ask, mumbling on purpose as he simply just felt bothered.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; ; font-size: 9px;] omg wrong account, prolly cause i was just in the skulls XDD

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]/ bumping?

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify;font-size: 9px; color:white;]we have to do something pilgrim related...
like a play oMG

KANATO AS A PILGRIM IS PRICELESS

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]wooo yay
on my main account, please?

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]yeah, that's a good idea, megatron.
really?? omg, thanksgiving is such a nice holiday! ;-;
i like it better than christmas, tbh.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]
you get pms for when it comes, right?
i don't see it. :3
unless i should wait longer...

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify; text-transform:lowercase; font-size: 9px; color:white;]we all live in very different places / nods

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 350px; text-align: justify;font-size: 9px; color:white;]omg I'm so sorry xD