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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] She remembered the cacophony of country music, raucous laughter, and NBA highlights on the overhead TVs. Dim lighting. Shelves displaying dozens of glass bottles glowing green, amber, and black.


    Black.


    Ev had asked for a drink from that bottle, because it made her dizzy in a good way. A steady hand had poured the liquor into her glass a moment before she'd thrown it back.


    "Another one,” she'd rasped, plonking the empty glass down on the bar.


    She remembered swaying on the cowboy's hip, slow dancing. She stole his cowboy hat; it looked better on her. A black Stetson to match her itsy-bitsy black dress, her black drink, and her foul, black mood-which, mercifully, was hard to hang on to in a tacky dive like this, a rare gem of a bar in the noses-up, la-di-da world of Jackson Hole, Wyoming, where she was vacationing with her family. She'd sneaked out and her parents would never find her here. The thought was a bright light on the horizon. Soon she'd be so tipsy, she wouldn't remember what they looked like. Already their judgmental frowns streaked in her memory, like wet paint running down canvas.


    Paint. Color. Art. Ev had tried to escape there, to a world of splattered jeans and stained fingers and soul enlightenment, but they had yanked her back, shut her down. They didn't want a free-spirited artist in the family. They wanted a daughter with a diploma from Stanford. If they would just love her. Then she wouldn't wear tight, cheap dresses that infuriated her mother or throw her passion into causes that offended her father's egoism and stiff, aristocratic morals.


    She almost wished her mother were here to see her dancing, see her slinking down the cowboy's leg. Grinding hip-to-hip. Murmuring the wickedest things she could think of into his ear. They only paused dancing when he went to the bar to get her a fresh drink. She could have sworn it tasted different from the others. Or maybe she was so drunk, she imagined the bitter taste.


    He asked if she wanted to go somewhere private. It was enough to send her flying off the handle, a snarl appearing on her lips as she pushed him off her, her vision sort of hazy as she did so. Why was the taste of the drink still lingering in Ev’s mouth? She tried to turn, to get away from the man but he grabbed her wrist, grinning slyly. That’s when she broke it, with a cold, calculating smile to match her merciless fingers. It was really just a flick of her own wrist and his was pretty much useless.


    Although she had taken care of him, sent him spiraling away with a cry of pain, she still felt angry and would then approach another man, her grin cunning. She was ready for the next round, ready to inflict more pain.


    // yikes her drink may or may not have been drugged
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] She remembered the cacophony of country music, raucous laughter, and NBA highlights on the overhead TVs. Dim lighting. Shelves displaying dozens of glass bottles glowing green, amber, and black.


    Black.


    Ev had asked for a drink from that bottle, because it made her dizzy in a good way. A steady hand had poured the liquor into her glass a moment before she'd thrown it back.


    "Another one,” she'd rasped, plonking the empty glass down on the bar.


    She remembered swaying on the cowboy's hip, slow dancing. She stole his cowboy hat; it looked better on her. A black Stetson to match her itsy-bitsy black dress, her black drink, and her foul, black mood-which, mercifully, was hard to hang on to in a tacky dive like this, a rare gem of a bar in the noses-up, la-di-da world of Jackson Hole, Wyoming, where she was vacationing with her family. She'd sneaked out and her parents would never find her here. The thought was a bright light on the horizon. Soon she'd be so tipsy, she wouldn't remember what they looked like. Already their judgmental frowns streaked in her memory, like wet paint running down canvas.


    Paint. Color. Art. Ev had tried to escape there, to a world of splattered jeans and stained fingers and soul enlightenment, but they had yanked her back, shut her down. They didn't want a free-spirited artist in the family. They wanted a daughter with a diploma from Stanford. If they would just love her. Then she wouldn't wear tight, cheap dresses that infuriated her mother or throw her passion into causes that offended her father's egoism and stiff, aristocratic morals.


    She almost wished her mother were here to see her dancing, see her slinking down the cowboy's leg. Grinding hip-to-hip. Murmuring the wickedest things she could think of into his ear. They only paused dancing when he went to the bar to get her a fresh drink. She could have sworn it tasted different from the others. Or maybe she was so drunk, she imagined the bitter taste.


    He asked if she wanted to go somewhere private. It was enough to send her flying off the handle, a snarl appearing on her lips as she pushed him off her, her vision sort of hazy as she did so. Why was the taste of the drink still lingering in Ev’s mouth? She tried to turn, to get away from the man but he grabbed her wrist, grinning slyly. That’s when she broke it, with a cold, calculating smile to match her merciless fingers. It was really just a flick of her own wrist and his was pretty much useless.


    Although she had taken care of him, sent him spiraling away with a cry of pain, she still felt angry and would then approach another man, her grin cunning. She was ready for the next round, ready to inflict more pain.


    // yikes her drink may or may not have been drugged
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] she listened to the greeting the other produced and her eyes narrowed in thought. what would the other have to not feel well about? true, her vision was failing but she had terrasen and the rest of them to help her out! but ev understood on some level, that feeling of not wanting to ask anyone for help when you were the leader of a group. hell, she dealt with it every day since she had started leading the rebellion again. she knew morning wasn't okay, and she was worried about her leader, her friend.


    "i'm here if you ever want to talk about it, you know. i've begun to lead the rebellion of terminus again and i know how hard it can be because i used to lead blizzardclan too and this is my second time leading the rebellion." she murmured, taking a seat next to morningharbor, ears flicking as she took in the sounds around them. it had begun to rain outside, just a light drizzle, and it was rather soothing to the girl.
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    fae: netflix and chill with me, blossom bby <3
    fae: we'll do more than just chill c;
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] fae: oh the children? that's what doors are for, honey
    fae: and bedrooms with sound proofing walls
    fae: either way, i'll be waiting babyyyyy
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] fae: maybe we should talk in my room?? it's also kinda impossible not to flirt with you so?
    fae: aND YES EPI PLEASE NEVER DO NETFLIX AND CHILL
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] with a nod of gratitude sent to val and a reply of "it'll do fine, thank you val," she would pause in her washing and nose the squirrel and bucket of water towards nia, issuing a firm order: "get something in your stomach, please, you'll be needing it to get back to the castle," she whispered to her friend. she felt bodies pressing in and then retreating and then morning's voice rang out in her ears.


    "I-I can help. If she has injuries. We can speak about whatever happened after we make sure she is all right."


    "thanks morning, i appreciate it. probably more than you know," the last part was directed at morning, meant only for nia and morningharbor's ears. she continued tending to the state of nia's fur until she sensed someone's frequency rising: terrasen. she didn't comment on it, but she knew he was having some kind of inner turmoil, so she tried to use her emotion manipulation to help calm him down and make him less anxious. he deserved to relax for once, to be somewhat happy even if she couldn't get him all the way happy.


    once nia started speaking, ev found herself stopping the motion of her paws to listen, another sizzle of electricy, if wonder, shooting through her being. gardeniabloom was really here, really alive. she was real, and she had probably sought out the place where ev was without knowing it herself. ev knew what it was like to come back from the dead. she'd done it enough times now.


    then, the words came crashing into her, she heard them and what they meant and she panicked inside. nia was hurt, and she didn't know how it had appeared. but still, that smooth, self-assured voice came from her jaws. "morning, help me out with that cut on her flank, please and thank you?"


    when nia expresses something - contentment, maybe? - through her eyes, her voice, when she says ev's name, ev can't help but take a step back. she breathes out a sigh, hangs her head, lets a tremor run through her towering body, lets it shake her being. a single word slips out, a syllable, drenched in so many emotions: "nia...."
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] you're welcome, jay!


    also, hey willow! i can't wait to see Slade around! he's such an interesting character!
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] what does he think of ev + add ev to his heartchart? and i can't help but want them to have a conversation??


    "terrasen.... ah, i know you try to see the worst in people and that we;re polar opposites on that level, but i can't help but want the best the for you. you always seem so tense all the time and i just wish i could help you get over your fears, because you're such a bright young man and i really do want the best for you. i love how you protect morning, how you'd lay down your life for her, how fiercely loyal you are to her. that's a very admiral quality, i must say. i love you, no matter how uncaring you might seem, and i don't want you to ever forget that, understand? i'll always be here for you."
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] Ev had been staring at her ceiling for hours now, sprawled on her floor. She had kept looking as creatures passed by her room, watched as the day turned into night outside the small window, stared as ghost shadows flit about her room, and the truth was this: she felt empty. She didn’t feel right, didn’t feel much of anything right now.


    It felt as if a tremendous weight was pressing down on her chest, holding her down and it all boiled down to one thing that was causing her feelings to dissipate: redlipstick had gotten hurt and ev hadn’t been there to save her. She was supposed to always to be there to save her ex-lover, but she hadn’t been. ev hadn’t been there for her when red needed her.


    She was getting married to vandeadcarnival, what was she doing agonizing over red? Goddess. Time to forget. Time to reset her feelings, her mind, her heart. She gets up from her spot on the floor, drags herself to the kitchen in the castle, eats a few pieces of baugette, uses her powers to make herself some hot tea and then returns to her room with the mug trailing behind her, held aloft with wind elementals. She glances at the plastic stars stuck to her ceiling that were reminiscent of another time - they were waiting nervously for their cue to glow, probably - before she switched off the lights and crawled under her heavy blankets. She felt better now, felt more like herself now that she had something in her stomach.


    These were the hard days for her, the days she tried to keep herself holed up her room because she knew that any attempt at talking she would try to make would be ruined by her mood. A soft sigh left the girl’s mouth and she lay down her head, humming herself a lullaby and just continuing to stare at the walls and the blank empty ceiling.


    i’m sorry i couldn’t save you, red.
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] a thunderous roar could be heard, fury evident in the cry. this was not what she had meant. her and blossom were in the preperation of setting up an event, of trying to get something ready. not this senseless violence, not hunting don innocents. it would only be enemy clans involved in the even her and blossom had planned.


    ev arrived in a storm of movement, a fearsome sight to behold as she was extended to her full height, teeth bared as she stood over epi protectively. "i'd like you to stop this, please. i.... this isn't what i meant when i said that we'd be more vicious. i didn't mean to hunt down loners, i'm sorry you misunderstood. we only go to enemy clans and only to those who deserve it. do you understand?" she said, pronouncing each word very carefully, especially the last sentence, eyes wild with anger. she tried to keep her voice steady, tried to tone done her rage now. goddess, she had already messed up so badly. could she actually do this? pfft, of course she could! she had plenty of friends here to help her, and in other groups too.
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] aww he's such a sweetie!!


    And yess a plot sounds amazing!! Do you have any ideas?
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] waiting until everyone had spoken, she would stay quiet. Then, another round of speech was propelled into the air. "I'd like to welcome all our newcomers! If you ever need anything at all, please don't be afraid to come to me, alright? I'd like to personally extend a personal welcome to Slade, also." no matter how questionable his intentions were, he was now under her care and she would act like it.


    next had proven to be her favorite part of the meeting: promotions! "I'd like to see you around more often, frenchkiss, but you've proven to be a loyal member to us and so I'd like you to step up beside me as leader if you'd like! Also, barrenblossom, if you want, you can take up your position of underboss again alongside Slade. You've proven that you're a more than great asset to us!" the girl would chirp with a lighthearted grin. She was proud of her group, proud of them all.


    "ah, no demotions this week but I'd really like to see more threads around! People are attracted to threads when they see that they're recent! Also, would you guys like to do a January choice awards? And can someone please volunteer to do weekly tasks for me? I'll be going around to our allies and giving them gifts as well as letting them know of the leadership change! Are there any other questions or concerns anyone has? I'm all ears guys! Oh! I almost forgot to say, meetings will be held on Fridays usually, and might be wrapped up on Saturday or Sunday but my roleplayer is usually inactive on Sundays."
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] the carnival looked magical tonight. The leader had turned on everything and was now stalking through the various rides, gazing up at them in wonder. She loved everything about her home, how it made her feel, how it smelled, how it made everything better. She loved it here, and she would probably always love it here. "isn't it all just wondrous, everyone?" she called out, feeling the wind tug at her fur, feeling it tug at her soul. This was where she was meant to be.
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] well, here was her first stop. Stopping on the border of the tribe, ev would seat her towering body and begin to wait. Before long, she decided to go ahead and call out to them. "hey, the name's ev and I've come to tell you guys that vandeadcarnival has resigned and I have taken his place! I hope to strengthen our alliance with this change of power! Also, I've brought you something," came her voice, even and confident as she drew out a basket from behind her and pushing it forward. Inside were various fruits, candy, three or four blankets, and assorted jewelry. She really hoped they would like it!
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] her second stop on the line. Halting on the border of the group, ev would seat her towering body and begin to wait. Before long, she decided to go ahead and call out to them. "hey, the name's ev and I've come to tell you guys that vandeadcarnival has resigned and I have taken his place as the leader of the rebellion of terminus! I hope to strengthen our alliance with this change of power! Also, I've brought you something," came her voice, even and confident as she drew out a basket from behind her and pushing it forward. Inside were various fruits, candy, three or four blankets, and assorted jewelry. She really hoped they would like it!
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] third place she needed to go. Halting on the border of the clan, ev would seat her towering body and begin to wait. Before long, she decided to go ahead and call out to them. "hey, the name's ev and I've come to tell you guys that vandeadcarnival has resigned and I have taken his place as the leader of the rebellion of terminus! I hope to strengthen our alliance with this change of power! Also, I've brought you something," came her voice, even and confident as she drew out a basket from behind her and pushing it forward. Inside were various fruits, candy, three or four blankets, and assorted jewelry. She really hoped they would like it!
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] she had heard that malachai had risen to leadership, and she come to personally congratulate him and let him know about some things. Coming to a halt on the border of seaglassclan, ev would seat her towering body and begin to wait. Before long, she decided to go ahead and call out to them. "hey, the name's ev and I've come to tell you guys that vandeadcarnival has resigned and I have taken his place as the leader of the rebellion of terminus! I hope to strengthen our alliance with this change of power! Ah, Malachai I'd like to congratulate you, too! Also, I've brought you something," came her voice, even and confident as she drew out a basket from behind her and pushing it forward. Inside were various fruits, candy, three or four blankets, and assorted jewelry. She really hoped they would like it!
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] the girl would stalk out from the castle, her ears trembling as she sensed a stranger's frequency. Loping towards the other's presence, she would maneuver her large form through the trees with grace until she got to him. "hey, what can we do for you?" ev would ask with a smile forming on her lips.
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] the stress of making mistakes weighed heavily on her shoulders today, made her doubt if she could really do this. However, when she heard frenchy's call, she perked her ears and stood from where she had been laying beside the Ferris wheel. Was something wrong? Why was he calling her? What was going on? "yes? What is it?" she asked automatically, metaphorical brows raised in concern and her voice alert, sharp.
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