Posts by MALKYN.

[justify]ooc. ;w; yah I know, only hardening Mal's barrier against emotions

ic. Malkyn glanced to Isaac, also not recognizing the heir. New joiner? Someone with a new body? "Mlakyn, rejoining, returning. Whatever suits."

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[justify]"I went to attend to some past business, however, specifics are irrelevant." Mal's usually guarded expression displayed only limited emotions - limited to only the smile that she wore on her face. The smile didn't reach the tigress' eyes, not now. She had let far too many crack into her hard-drive and she was to try, no succeed, at stopping it. "Mm.. yes, the girl who got her tongue stuck to an ice patch." Malkyn then glanced to Isaac as he spoke up. "I remember you, not very well however, never got the chance to really talk." The tiger nodded softly to the others in silent greeting, not quite sure what she could say back. Thanks? She didn't know.

"I'm sure some things have happened while I've been away, care to enlightened me?" Mal's yellow gaze traveled over those present, silently noting that neither Felicity or Minties had yet to make an appearance to the scene. Perhaps they were just late. "I do hope no one had succumbed to death?" The question held a bit more emotion behind it, but again, Malkyn kept her expression and eyes vacant of the tiny sliver of emotion, pushing away vulnerability. Minties and Felicity had been the only two Mal had almost completely opened up to, though, she still hadn't told them everything, not even close.

[justify]Malkyn padded over silently, yellow eyes drifting silently to study Sil a bit closer before her gaze shifted back to Dean. The female's large paws made a soft thud as she slowed and sat down, tail curling over her paws to wait for the announcement.

[justify]Instead of speaking, Malkyn simply graced them with her prescence, her yellow eyes scanning over the others before landing on and inspecting Ladypaw.

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[justify]oddly enough, I want school to start for me. I have nothing to do with myself, therefore need something to occupy myself. Doesn't help when my mood is 'I want to do something but not anything that is available to me'

[justify]Lancelot.. dead? That fucker was basically the symbol of Mal's very life. She wasn't very sad about his death, but she did feel a twinge of remorse. Lance had served his Clan well and brought it to the badass place it was now. He had been one of the last things left she had at Darkclan, even if he wasn't too fond of the former DarkClan colonel and medic. Malkyn didn't know how to react, only knew her ties with DarkClan shattered with Lance's death and Mal did not know how to react. She quietly watched them talk from afar, her eyes narrowed staring at nothing as she took in the news.

[justify]mal would sound like me - medium/heavy texan accent, slightly low but still feminine

[justify]Malkyn, when she had been demoted by Jasper, had taken it with little resistance, mainly because she had been demoted many times before in DarkClan. But watching the others who had barely been demoted forced Mal took avoid eye contact, forcing herself to look back at Felicity. She would need to catch up on things with the tigress leader after this.

[justify]Mal had been a medic and an apprentice both here and in DarkClan so she would just watch. Stating her position in the little gathering, Mal settled to the far right of Cair in order to say out of the way. "Watching."

[justify]Malkyn was sitting in the sand, claw marks scattered about around her, each significant in Mal's mind. Silently she drug a single claw threw the sand, marking yet another in her mind - Lancelot. Mal had found out, in the not so glorious circumstances, that Minties had died, shutting another door in her mind to emotions. West, Echo, Masked, Shadow, Magnus, Lancelot, her father, her mother, Ruby, Leo, Minties. The list went on. Each claw mark represented a body she had witnessed mangled and beaten to their final breath.

[justify]Mal's smile didn't reach her eyes, none of her emotions ever reached her eyes now - sadness, happiness, friendliness. The tigress knew she still had repressed feelings for Felicity, she could never really shake them. They were always still there in the back of her mind, and Felicity would probably never be on her 'hate' list. But Wonder, she didn't know the depressed female making her way over. "Hey," Mal wasn't white sure what she could say, seeing as they all were experiencing different amounts of pain.

[justify]Malkyn sat in the center of the village and had managed to find a place where there was spots where others could sit and play along with the excersize. "Come over here if you want to play a little mental game!" The tigress had drawn little stick figures of domestic cats and big cats in the ground around her, each for a different clanmate who appeared at her call. She, personally, had drawn a domestic cat mainly because she was only in this body due to the cubs growing inside.

[justify]"That's quite alright, it isn't as mentally challenging as you would think. Helping with battle strategies, however." Mal wrapped her tail over her paws as waited for others to appear.

[justify]Mal padded over silently rather than speaking, she nodded her head slightly to indicate her greeting before listening to the conversation.

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[justify]Malkyn was pacing outside her cottage, which was dirty and kind of stunk. She would have to clean it later, but for now, she was pacing. Her mind whirling over memories of being in DarkClan and what ideas they had brought up there. They were always useful here as they were there. Her mind, however, kept moving back to Felicity and how she warily moved to sit a little farther away when claws marks surrounded the warrior. Was it something Mal had done? If so, that would only force the tigress further into her repression of emotions and denial of any feelings for anyone, including the leader.

[justify]"Anyone wanna have a debate?" Malkyn blankly looked for someone to have a debate, her tail flicking. She was siting in front of her cottage, where she had decided out of the blue to have a debate.

ooc. just a note, this debate will contain a bit of my own views mainly because I can't find anyone in real life to have a debate with me about how we came to be /shot/ if this offends anyone, tell me and I will probably lock the thread

[justify]Oh shit.. Mal's head had shot up at the sound of someone calling her name, noticing it was Felicity. Despite her desire to shove her feelings down, Malkyn still felt flustered and a bit nervous like she was a kitten again with a little school girl crush. The tigress breathed a soft sigh, calming herself. Her eyes were guarded, but her voice gave away a bit of the relaxation she felt around the other. "Hi Feli.." If the leader hadn't noticed, Mal was guarded around everyone, but perhaps she would notice the slight twinge in her voice? Malkyn hoped not, but it was probably inevitable. "What's up?"

( welcome ^^ )

[justify]"Mm.. Still trying to adjust to the news that Lancelot's dead. He pretty much symbolized my time in DarkClan." Mal shrugged just the slightest, sitting down in front of Felicity and curling her tail over her paws. "Oh not to mention I think I'm pregnant." Mal didn't want to think about being pregnant, but at the rate of her morning sickness, she was indeed pregnant. "You should relax, Feli. It'll work out, don't stress about it. Plus, if there are some hard feelings about what you choose, just tell 'em to fuck off. Well, don't say that, just something along those lines just a bit more.. emotional. Not as dead panned as I just did." Mal chuckled, but still pushed away the feelings - which was failing. She could be around Felicity without being so uptight and scared of attachment and death.

[justify]"I doubt any of you three were here for what I had been doing when I first joined, so I'll explain. In front of you are diagrams of bodies, but they're blank. We'll be circling and striking through what areas are a weakness and what areas are places you shouldn't go for." Malkyn flicked her tail silently, yellow gaze moving to study each of those currently present at her little game.

[justify]"I don't want to trigger anything with staff, so we won't debate about same gender dating. Perhaps.. how we came to be? The main points in it seem to be from," Mal paused and gestured upwards, suggesting heaven and hell. "And what we evolved from. They always say domestic felines came from big cats, do y'all think so?"

ooc. trying to make it something felines would say rather than humans, plus I'm trying to avoid triggering a staff intervention.