Posts by My-thoughts-are-mine2

"I remember." John said almost happily, but his tone took a darker swing and his frown deepened as he said the next part. "I remember everything." He didn't go into detail about what 'everything' was. He took a few cautious steps closer, like he was approaching a wild animal. "The Doctor and I won. We won the universe. Slowly, we took it over." His sentences were chopped up and short. "I'm not a fixed point in time, not anywhere. Not until... the Doctor. He helped me. He fed me. He trained me. HE's THE ONE THAT TOOK CARE OF ME!" He screamed the last part at her and while his voice returned back to normal levels it was even darker than before. "While you were off... doing whatever you do, we were hard working at making this future. I use to... hope. Hope that you'd come back. But you never did. The Doctor was right and-and he's always right. So... Don't you see Kiara? You must die. Because the Doctor is always right."

Raziel shrugged as an answer to her question. "If you got what you needed than we're even. The rest of that stuff you'd have to ask one of our scientists or something, or crack open any kind of History or Biology text book. Not that our dear king, " He said it sarcastically. "would let you near any of those things." He didn't know the whole history of it, but he just knew that angels were on the top, Sirens were the most beautiful and hated while mutations were on the bottom, that was all that really mattered. Well, that and the Keala guarded the angels.

"No." John shook his head and a terrifying laugh escaped him. "I do -not- believe in just anything. I believe in the Doctor, the ruler of the universe." He had kept walking forward and now was in front of Kiara. "But you're right on one account. It's my job to kill you. Mine." A gun appeared in his hand and he pointed it up at Kiara's face. "And I intent to complete my job for my Doctor." He was so close that she could see his whole face now, it was littered with scars, and in his eyes was a kind of brokenness that created the evilness she saw in him now. The Doctor had twisted John, broken him, and twisted him beyond repair.

The last thing John had expected was for Kiara to do this. He'd expecting fighting, he'd been trained to shoot if she struggled, or fought him or tried to run. Not this.
The gun wavered in his grip and he swallowed the spit in his mouth, his tongue suddenly felt too dry. "I- I will." But he didn't. The gun stayed in his grip, but he hesitated on pulling the trigger. The Doctor had said she'd try to run or fight not... not give her life up like this. He was unprepared for it and that through him off. How could he kill someone like this?

John's two hearts beat in a faster tempo and John sucked in a breath. "The Doctor is always right. The Doctor is always right. The Doctor is always right." His hands were shaking badly as he pulled the trigger and the bullet lodged it's self in the side of the Tardis instead of Kiara. John tried to keep the gun trained on Kiara, but he knew if he tried to fire again, he'd miss. Maybe that's why he was able to fire the first time. But he had to shoot Kiara! The Doctor was always right. The Doctor is always right. The Doctor is always right. So how could the Doctor be.... wrong?

John swallowed again. This... this was going against everything he had been taught. "You- you can't prove the Doctor is wrong, but... I accept your deal." Anything to not shoot you right now. I need some time to adjust myself to handling it, then you're dead. Dead because The Doctor is always right. Hadn't the Doctor taught him that? That the Doctor was always right? The scars showed how many times he hadn't believed in the Doctor, but he hadn't gotten one in years. WHy? Because he had learned that the DOCTOR WAS ALWAYS RIGHT!

Raziel watched with rising interest. If it came to fists the Keala would certainly win, but if it was just a matter of voice or reason it would be the Siren. He saw Ithuriel enter the room and wondered if this could really turn into a dangerous fight for the bystanders. "Ladies and Gentleman, step right up and see the Siren and the Keala battle it out! If this is your first time watching a fight and/or you're human, then you may want to step back. If you get frightened feel free to hold on to the closest Evaela." Which for Hazel was him.

The Tardis shook and things ground against each other. An unhealthy wheezing sound filling the Tardis and a few lights flickered on, suddenly everything stopped and the Tardis went completely black, there was a whistling sound like a soul screaming. Then nothing. Not a single noise echoed through the Tardis. Sexy had been the last of her kind, but now there wasn't a single Tardis left in existence.
It had managed to make a single holograph disk with a memory of the Evil Doctor before the Tardis had died, and the disk laid on the floor, a light on the disk blinking, it was ready to watch.

John stepped carefully into the Tardis.

John took the disk with surprise care. He touched a button and the screen turned on, it was the Evil Doctor, but then the screen faded and turned to black before it could play the rest of it. John turned to Kiara with narrowed eyes and flung the disk away, it broke on a near by rock. "THAT SHOWS ME NOTHING!" He screamed at her pointing the gun at her head, but didn't pull the trigger.

But instead of shooting her John just took the end of the gun and slammed it against her face. Then he took a cord from inside the Tardis, ripped it out and tied it around Kiara's wrists. "You'll wish I had killed you after I bring you to the Doctor. He'll know what to do with you."

"Nope, I don't think so. Not today at least, but I can't wait to get back home. We can lose the crazy people." Raziel said to Ithuriel, he didn't ignore Hazel, but also didn't answer. He wanted people... sometimes, but Hazel had gotten far too close, far too quickly. One night stands didn't form emotional attachments, but cuddling did. He only glanced at Hazel to acknowledge her. "When we're there I assume you and your boy toy will want to have a look around." When he couldn't speak about anything else he went right to what a scientist would want, and what a scientist would want is to explore and examine.

Ambriel had been sitting in a chair near the end of the table. She gave a quiet clap when Kiasha left. "Wow, that's definitely a break up right there. Not a chance they'll get together now."

"You need to get up." John said impatiently and tugged on her bounds. "You need to walk, I can't carry you or drag you, I'm don't have enough strength." He demanded and then gave a sharp tug on her hair. "There! Does pain make you listen better??"

"Bad words are for bad people." John said with a frown and then started to lead her along through the wreckage of the city. Breezes were usually classified as nice and blew away foul odors away, but this one blew the odor to them. It smelled like flames and... something rotting. John didn't look effected by the smell, he acted like it was completely normal, and for him it was, it was a sign of the Doctor, it was the smell of home. "If you try to resist there are worst things than deaths for you, but then again... the worst punishment is waiting for you."

Raziel nodded. "I'll escort you, other wise you'll never get out of the castle. I'm sure my good old daddy will try to keep you locked up and have our scientists take a good long look at you like you tried with us." He looked at Ithuriel. "Would you like some food to go too?"

"I do. I know everything about my kingdom. I just thought you'd like a look yourself, but if not why should I argue? You can just be locked up in the castle 24/7. I thought you'd want to see this charming face-urr- the town, but if not." Raziel shrugged, his slip up was intentional, of course. He grabbed his plate and put a few chocolate stawberries on it, then glanced at Ithuriel and put a breakfast steak on his plate. Who knows, maybe Ithuriel liked steak? "We'll be docking in about an hour. Explore if you want. How much trouble can you get into on a ship?" Raziel asked and stood up to go to his room.

"I said I would escort you around the town, not the ship." Raziel corrected and then shrugged. He just wanted to retreat back to his room today, he had been far too... Touchy feelly with this human. It didn't matter how he felt, however, he had to keep on guard, keep his mask up. Or was this personality even a mask and the one he thought he had as a personality an illusion so he'd be able to blame his mask? -He- couldn't tell anymore.
"But I can do both." He put his plate down on the table, any appetite he had had was now gone. "Riel you don't have to follow us if there's something else you need to be doing." But Raziel knew Ithuriel would follow anyways, he just felt better having stated the choice.

"Hey, can I get in on this tour?" Ambriel asked walking forward. She already knew the ship's ins and outs better than she knew the way to her room, and that was saying something.

"The Doctor doesn't cuss." John muttered and shook his head, why did Kiara's opinion matter so much that he felt like he had to defend the Doctor? The Doctor could defend himself. He looked out to the horizon, past the smoldering building and to one that was nicely built, but only the tops of that showed, it was such a long way away. "About two days and we'll get to the Doctor. We can stop at my camp for the night when we get there, it'll be dark by then, anyways. I don't think the Doctor would like me bringing you back starved, dehydrated and having not slept." Yuck, what was this? Kindness? It warmed his heart, but left behind nothing, at least killing her would have left some satisfaction.

Ambriel didn't know about Anai, but she was here for her own purposes. Her 'purpose' was standing behind Raziel, looking as solemn as possible. Every time she saw him she was tempted to ask who died, she thought people only looked that serious at funerals. "Search party no, but it would be a pretty impressive orgy."

Raziel smirked. He liked this siren girl. "If only, but I think Hazel just wants to have a look around the ship. I guess no one here has really been able to explore, especially since the last one crashed. Not my fault, by the way, in case you were wondering. Come on, let's get a move on people. We don't have all day."

John nodded. "Okay. If that's what you want." He shrugged like it didn't matter to him and corrected his course so that they were walking in a straight path to the Doctor. "I won't question it." Really he felt kind of bad... He had killed before, of course, but not someone who didn't fight or beg or plead, or cry.

John tilted his head to the side, gathering his past information together to start to tell the story. "A paradox that nearly destoryed space and time. The older Doctor, my Doctor, forced him back to his own time line and fixed everything. It was such a thing to watch, all that power and knowledge all being used to create this. It's going to be Utopia!" John grinned widely the corners of her face stretching upwards into a very large smile that could be classified as insane. "And you won't be apart of it!" He said it like that was the best part.

The little baby John had smiled at Kiara, once upon a time, but that smile had been one out of natural happiness upon recognizing Kiara. This smile was out of twisted love for the Doctor and everything he did or had done. Only a few minutes ago was Kiara leaving the baby boy on the steps of the orphanage and was walking away to the sound of John screaming, only to find that now John had grown up into... this horrible thing and hadn't had a bit of the normal-ish life the Tardis had seen for John.