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    Groovy you're my hero!!! <3 I've been in a muse-dead-zone myself.


    And Froggie- I would KILL for 85 right now. I'm in Florida and the weather is freakin killing me! I have saber practice 3 days a week on top of a parking garage... ouch

    ((OOC: I'm here! I just didn't really have enough muse to think of anything to say... XP but I toasted in the new thread.))


    Silverwind bolted straight out the entrance, running as fast as she could, not stopping to see what else would happen.

    Silverwind's head whipped around at Burnstripe's eyes, her normally calm eyes burning.


    "I lost everything in your little 'rebellion,' and I intend to see it through this time. StarClan help me we should have killed that psycho when we had the chance."


    She narrowed her eyes at Burnstripe.


    "And I was not one of the advocates for her life."

    "Hey, kittykitty! Whatcha doin'?"


    Shea Shea sauntered along the edge of the two-leg fences, exploring the sparse patch of land between the two-leg nests and the forest. She'd debated going in search of the wildcats that lived there, but didn't feel like it today. When she spotted the other kittypet, she had a moment of decision about whether to accost the other cat, but there was nothing better to do.

    Micakit leapt between the other two.


    "I wanna be Winterstar!" He yowled, leaping high into the air before pouncing on a leaf. "I'm a fearsome warrior! Nothing will stand in my way!" He batted at a different leaf, imagining the battle they would have.

    Shea Shea looked taken aback at Opaia's lack of interest. "Calm down kitty, don't get too excited..." She muttered, bunching her muscles and leaping up to wobble unsteadily on the fence alongside the kittypet. "Just bored. Saw you. Thought you might be interesting. Guess I was wrong."

    "Here and there." She muttered gesturing up and down the row of two-leg's nests. Actually, she'd been staying fairly close to her old kittypet home. Heck she'd only left a few days ago. "So kittykitty, you don't look so hot." She muttered, peering to look close at Opaia.

    ((and no it does not mean I wipe my butt with boys))


    Have you ever gone to the bathroom, only to notice there's no toilet paper? So you pray. Dear God just let there be one piece of toilet paper. And you look. And there's two! And there's so much more than you expected and you're super happy. But then when you look, the stall has a full roll and you think, "Wow, I should have just waited and gone there..."


    I just had this with boys. I just wanted to date around. I mean, freshman in college, all that. And I'm in this LARPing group that makes it easy to meet guys with alot of similar interests. And well, I'm not pretty, but apparently I have something the guys like cause I get alot of opportunities. So I just want to find one guy that's worth dating. And I do. He's awesome, attractive, a total secret nerd, Dark Lord of the Sith XD, ect. More than I expected; I was happy to just date him. So last Thursday (the 8th), we started "officially" dating. And Friday, at game, I had one of those moments. There was a new Padawan (I swear this sounds so lame as I type it) and he was just IT. Like everything I ever looked for in a guy. And we spent alot of time together since we had the same Master. And then the next day he started IMing me. We seriously spend 3+ hours a day on AIM together, just talking. The way we click is just amazing. So today, on AIM, he just flat out asked if I liked him. Now I know I'm an adult and blah blah blah, but when he asked I did the 'deer in the headlights' panic and freeze, combined with the 'log off AIM immediately.' So he keeps sending me FB messages asking me to forgive him and everything, so I go back online and: ((I'm Yaranna))


    renon (12:45:12 AM):[Offline IM sent 5m ago] why did you run away?
    yaranna (12:50:14 AM): I'm here
    renon (12:50:27 AM): ...are you mad at me? >//<
    renon (12:50:31 AM): [cowers]
    yaranna (12:50:35 AM): no
    yaranna (12:50:37 AM): not at all
    yaranna (12:51:18 AM): sorry
    yaranna (12:51:53 AM): don't run away
    yaranna (12:51:57 AM): I'm so sorry
    yaranna (12:52:00 AM): Don't hate me
    renon (12:52:10 AM): so...let's lay out all our cards on the table...I find you very attractive, but I've tried to stay reserved because of the distance and the fact that you have a boyfriend who is not only a new friend whom i see on a regular basis, but one who intimidates me...>//<
    renon (12:52:48 AM): and i think you're an amazing person...i'm very flattered that you find me similarly attractive, if that's what you were insinuating...
    yaranna (12:53:18 AM): *damn it*
    renon (12:54:08 AM): what?
    renon (12:54:16 AM): >//<
    renon (12:54:24 AM): did i misspeak again? >//<
    yaranna (12:54:33 AM): no not at all
    renon (12:56:01 AM): i'd love to pursue you romantically, as it were, but you can see where my fear lies...>//<
    yaranna (12:56:19 AM): hence the "damn it" /sarcasm
    renon (12:56:25 AM): i must say that my heart sank a bit when you said you and ricky were dating...>//<
    yaranna (12:57:01 AM): I must say "God d**n it why didn't I meet you til Ricky and I were already dating!!!???"
    renon (12:57:12 AM): >//< i'm sorry...
    renon (12:57:31 AM): i feel like a terrible person...
    renon (12:58:34 AM): but if you do want to try this, i need you to be honest with ricky...because i've had too many problems with a relationship built on lies and deceit, and it has made me very wary...
    renon (12:58:37 AM): >//>
    yaranna (12:58:54 AM): I need to think
    yaranna (12:58:55 AM): alot
    yaranna (12:59:02 AM): I never meant to tell you
    renon (12:59:02 AM): [nods] i understand...
    renon (12:59:06 AM): it's okay...
    renon (1:02:56 AM): so...i have to know...what do you see in me?
    yaranna (1:03:05 AM): *sigh*
    yaranna (1:03:18 AM): you're like exactly my type
    yaranna (1:03:19 AM): =P
    renon (1:03:38 AM): ^//^ how's that?
    yaranna (1:03:53 AM): freakin everything
    renon (1:03:56 AM): XD
    renon (1:04:03 AM): aww
    yaranna (1:04:25 AM): d**n it
    renon (1:05:04 AM): you know, you're my type, too ^//^ the tea, the video gaming...
    renon (1:05:19 AM): [blushes] and i have a thing for girls who wear gloves ~_^ lol
    yaranna (1:05:40 AM): aw...
    yaranna (1:05:42 AM): lol
    renon (1:06:46 AM): [hugs] sorry if this is leading you on too much, but like i said, i can't go into a relationship based on deceit of any kind...which means if you want to go out with me, you'll have to legitimately break up with ricky, to put it bluntly >///< and i'm sorry for saying that, but that's pretty much how it is...
    yaranna (1:07:05 AM): I know
    yaranna (1:07:11 AM): I would never do that to him
    renon (1:07:18 AM): [hugs] i'll still be an affectionate friend until you do, if you do at all...
    yaranna (1:07:20 AM): But I don't wanna hurt him
    renon (1:07:23 AM): i understand
    yaranna (1:07:25 AM): hence the cursing
    renon (1:07:25 AM): it's hard
    yaranna (1:07:27 AM): and punching
    yaranna (1:07:30 AM): and crying
    renon (1:07:31 AM): [hugs] it's not your fault
    renon (1:08:04 AM): trust me, i'm crying, too...because i feel like if i'd just listened to star sooner and started star wars a few weeks earlier...
    yaranna (1:08:25 AM): *sigh*
    renon (1:08:30 AM): i could be with such a pretty and wonderful girl...
    yaranna (1:08:37 AM): *sigh x 2*
    renon (1:08:43 AM): [sighs, hugging you tight] i'm sorry >//<
    yaranna (1:08:59 AM): *hugs*
    renon (1:10:29 AM): so, to recap, we've opened up, we're attracted to each other, and nothing else has changed...you're not going to disappear on me?
    yaranna (1:11:06 AM): no, now that I'm done freaking out
    renon (1:11:22 AM): awww...[huggles close] i'm sorry...
    yaranna (1:11:46 AM): I mean initial freakout
    yaranna (1:11:57 AM): I'll still be having a panic attack for a few more hours
    renon (1:12:03 AM): T_T
    renon (1:24:16 AM): oh, and btw...
    renon (1:24:49 AM): were you insinuating earlier with your toilet paper thing that you wipe your ass with guys like ricky and me?
    renon (1:24:54 AM): lol
    yaranna (1:24:56 AM): exactly
    renon (1:25:00 AM): i resent that! XD
    yaranna (1:25:04 AM): JK
    renon (1:25:27 AM): [hugs] i know, lol
    renon (1:25:37 AM): i love to lighten the mood ^//^
    yaranna (1:25:58 AM): you're good at that
    renon (1:26:21 AM): [blushes] thank you...
    yaranna (1:29:37 AM): welcome
    renon (1:31:13 AM): so, i propose that we both get some rest, sweetie [hugs] it's been interesting, and i'm extremely flattered, to say the very least, but i have a class at 8 AM >//<
    renon (1:32:35 AM): sleep on the decision, talk it over with ricky if you need to and feel comfortable with it before deciding, and we can talk more tomorrow, okay? [hugs]
    yaranna (1:38:28 AM): okay good night
    yaranna (1:38:34 AM): *hugs*
    yaranna (1:38:39 AM): talk to you tomorrow
    renon (1:39:03 AM): good night, talk to you tomorrow [hugs] i hope i helped some...i don't want to be too much trouble for you >//<




    So... I'm still in that panic attack stage, and wanted to type that all out...

    Well sweetie, here's the best I got. Got any jewelry? I'm talkin the real stuff, silver, pearls, ect. Maybe a gemstone? I want you to sit down, reeeeeeal still, and hold it in your hands. Breathe in and out regular-like. As you breathe in, (eyes closed) focus on pulling all your awareness down into you, out of the area around you. As you exhale, push that awareness down your arms and into whatever little bit of jewelry you've got. Do it for a few minutes. Easy way to charge something. If you do it right, it should keep spookers away. ;-)

    Just know that whatever any of these specters are, they pose no physical threat to you. Just ignore them, and in most cases they will lose interest and leave. If not, just dispel them with any force of will, or a pinch of salt. ;)