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  • ♥✖ ᴀɪɴ'ᴛ ɴᴏ ʀᴇsᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪᴄᴋᴇᴅ ✖♥ [ᴀᴅᴠᴀɴᴄᴇᴅ]

    [font=times new roman][color=black]plot - elodie nicole merrick, or better known by her nickname nikki is seventeen and has quite the hidden secrets and past. being perceived as a stereotypical floozy party girl, her parents hired someone to keep an eye on her for 2 weeks while they are gone. but the only thing nikki doesn't know is the person her parents hired is the hot but mysterious bad ass senior at her high school, not to mention he has a secret -- he's a vampire. but nikki has secrets to match, possessing the ability of telekinesis & having a bit of a psychotic ex-boyfriend who just happens to be a werewolf. this could be some interesting 2 weeks.


    note;; just go ahead & jump-in, thanks for joining! & first post might be bad, but it is what it is. :)


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    [font=times new roman][color=black]it was 8:00 p.m. now and my parents were checking to make sure they were ready to leave. and i hated this, absolutely hated this. yeah, i probably sounded like the little b*tch i was right now, but i didn't care. 2 weeks. 2 weeks left with some stranger who had no idea about anything. i mean oh god, there were so many things that could happen -- so many things that could go wrong. i kept thinking that to myself as my parents were leaving out the door. and as i walked by the mirror in the living room i saw the burn scar i had that ran from my shoulder down to my elbow, i know it was never going to go away, and i learned to accept that. it's the price i paid, i guess. i just hoped whoever was supposed to watch me wouldn't ask about it, but they always did. and i went out to the porch to say goodbye to my parents, who told me i would be fine and i told them i already wasn't fine. they both gave me a look, hugged me goodbye, and then they left, and now i was alone. i actually kind of liked being alone sometimes, even if i was incredibly paranoid. it gave me time to think, which could either be a bad or good thing depending on how you looked at it, and i ran a hand through my light blonde hair and once they were gone i went inside, got a bottle of wine, came back out to the porch and just drank from the bottle, waiting for whoever was supposed to come, come, wishing they would overlook the wine, but then after thinking for a moment, i realized i didn't necessarily care and just drank a little more. we all have our vices.

  • sᴇᴍɪ-ᴄʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ ʟɪғᴇ [ᴘᴀғᴘ]

    [Center][color=black][font=times new roman]plot ;; so, you have a group of four very different teenagers, but they are all best friends. now, they all have their stereotypical groupings, flaws, and ordeals. but what can happen when each of them enter a whole new world?


    note ;; we will each play one girl & one boy if that's all right ☺ & i know the plot & character descriptions may seem written inadequately, but i promise my ic writing is better. so please try to write adequately & be semi-advanced to advanced. thank you!


    characters ;;


    [Center][color=black][font=times new roman]THE REBEL [MY GUY]
    forrest archer ;;

    the title says it all. he's your typical rebelistic nineteen year old, a 6'4" motor cycle loving bad boy who had been held back senior year. although underneath his careless exterior, he's quite interesting and caring. being very protective of his younger sister lux and girlfriend. [the wallflower]


    THE ATHLETE [YOUR GUY]
    [image & name here]
    he's the seventeen year old star quarterback, a heartthrob to most of the cheerleaders, standing at 6'3" and having a charming smile, he's usually humorous and a party animal. he's the wallflower's younger brother and love interest of the homecoming queen.


    THE HOMECOMING QUEEN [MY GIRL]
    lux archer ;;

    unlike her brother, she is known to be a soft spoken and enthusiastic sixteen year old, having won the title of homecoming queen based on sheer kindness, and not to mention she isn't all that unattractive, 5'2" and oblivious to the looks guys give her. & is also on the dance team, but secretly anorexic and a little insane, she has a few hidden secrets. being intently watched by her brother, and lusting for the athlete's affection.


    THE WALLFLOWER [YOUR GIRL]
    [image & name here]
    the eighteen year old is very unique, having a profound passion for artwork & films. she tends to do wild things every now & then, being the girlfriend of the rebel and watchful sister of the athlete. she is said to be very pretty, standing at a taller height of 5'7" with bright eyes.

  • sᴇᴍɪ-ᴄʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ ʟɪғᴇ [ᴘᴀғᴘ]

    [thanks for joining & sorry if the first post sucks :)]
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    lux avalon archer ;;


    i wake up, in realization that it was again, monday. another day, another day... i thought. but got up nonetheless, because i knew i at least had my birthday to look forward to tomorrow, and the fact that prom was two weeks away. although i was now getting dressed in a pink shoulder exposing but slightly oversized crop top, to where i tucked it into my short cut off jeans. i put on my tan sperry's and was finished with my outfit. now looking in the mirror with a sigh as a do my make up. i smile slightly, although i bite my lip. "skinny enough? i don't know." i whispered, even though i was practically stick thin. although i walked downstairs, forrest already ready in his usual muscle tee and leather jacket with jeans.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    "ready to go?" i asked lux, and she simply nodded and we made our way out to the truck. i drove while lux rode shotgun. i lit a cigarette now, and my sister sent me a disapproving look, which i found funny considering she smoked almost as much as i did. i turned on the radio, an old smashing pumpkins song playing, making lux smile, which i returned. we soon parked into the school parking lot, a place where dreams started to be crushed and memories were made. lux waved goodbye and headed inside, while i stayed in the car for a while, smoking as i usually did.

  • sᴇᴍɪ-ᴄʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ ʟɪғᴇ [ᴘᴀғᴘ]



    lux avalon archer ;;


    i turned around, realizing forrest must be smoking in the car, so i went back out to get him, tapping on the window. "come on forrest, you can't hide in there forever." i said, and he just smirked, getting out of the car and he put his cigarette out and followed me inside. and as we walked torwards the lockers, i smile at everyone we passed. simply because i once heard of a man jumpimg off the golden gate bridge and he said that if one person smiled at him that day he wouldn't jump. that's why i smile, even if i was dying inside myself. truthfully i spent most of my life trying my best not to cry in front of people. that all went away last night, as all i did was cry and cry in front of forrest when i told him about what happened at jason's party. he was one of colton's best friends who i used to date. he hit me a lot. and at the party everything got out of control and he raped me. that was last year. also the year everything went downhill. my mother died, i developed anorexia and bulimia, i was recovering from the anorexia all right, but my bulimia only got worse. and my father was paralyzed from a car accident. forrest was the only one who knew. although everything seemed very messed up, it was okay.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    i looked up as my sister tapped on the window. "i could if i wanted to." i said with a smirk as she asked if i was going to stay in the car smoking forever. i do eventually get out of my truck, giving her the slightest smirk. sure, i definitely had my rebelistic reputation, and maybe that's why colton didn't like me dating his sister that much, which i found odd, since he was probably a bigger partier than i was. but just because i made some bad choices didn't mean i was a bad person. and as i walked next to lux, i realized just how tired i was. hell, all last night i listened to and comforted lux, who truthfully i was getting increasingly worried about. and then i took my two year old daughter evie to the hospital to see her mother, lacey who had leukemia. lacey was one of my best friend's and we had a drunken one night stand, which was before i dated adrian, and that's how evie came along. and shortly after lace was diagnosed with leukemia and her health detoriated quite quickly. it killed me honestly. but i was slowly stepping up to be a better father to evie. nobody knew about her except for lux and adrian though, considering colton had never come over to our house, he never saw her and nobody ever told him.

  • sᴇᴍɪ-ᴄʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ ʟɪғᴇ ✖ [ᴘᴀғᴘ]

    [Center][color=black][font=times new roman]plot ;; so, you have a group of four very different teenagers, but they are all best friends. now, they all have their stereotypical groupings, flaws, and ordeals. but what can happen when each of them enter a whole new world?


    note ;; we will each play one girl & one boy if that's all right ☺ & i know the plot & character descriptions may seem written inadequately, but i promise my ic writing is better. so please try to write adequately & be semi-advanced to advanced. thank you!


    characters ;;


    [Center][color=black][font=times new roman]THE REBEL [MY GUY]
    forrest archer ;;

    the title says it all. he's your typical rebelistic nineteen year old, a 6'4" motor cycle loving bad boy who had been held back senior year. although underneath his careless exterior, he's quite interesting and caring. being very protective of his younger sister lux and girlfriend. [the wallflower]


    THE ATHLETE [YOUR GUY]
    [image & name here]
    he's the seventeen year old star quarterback, a heartthrob to most of the cheerleaders, standing at 6'3" and having a charming smile, he's usually humorous and a party animal. he's the wallflower's younger brother and love interest of the homecoming queen.


    THE HOMECOMING QUEEN [MY GIRL]
    lux archer ;;

    unlike her brother, she is known to be a soft spoken and enthusiastic sixteen year old, having won the title of homecoming queen based on sheer kindness, and not to mention she isn't all that unattractive, 5'2" and oblivious to the looks guys give her. & is also on the dance team, but secretly anorexic and a little insane, she has a few hidden secrets. being intently watched by her brother, and lusting for the athlete's affection.


    THE WALLFLOWER [YOUR GIRL]
    [image & name here]
    the eighteen year old is very unique, having a profound passion for artwork & films. she tends to do wild things every now & then, being the girlfriend of the rebel and watchful sister of the athlete. she is said to be very pretty, standing at a taller height of 5'7" with bright eyes.

  • sᴇᴍɪ-ᴄʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ ʟɪғᴇ ✖ [ᴘᴀғᴘ]

    [thanks for joining & sorry if the first post sucks :)]
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    lux avalon archer ;;


    i wake up, in realization that it was again, monday. another day, another day... i thought. but got up nonetheless, because i knew i at least had my birthday to look forward to tomorrow, and the fact that prom was two weeks away. although i was now getting dressed in a pink shoulder exposing but slightly oversized crop top, to where i tucked it into my short cut off jeans. i put on my tan sperry's and was finished with my outfit. now looking in the mirror with a sigh as a do my make up. i smile slightly, although i bite my lip. "skinny enough? i don't know." i whispered, even though i was practically stick thin. although i walked downstairs, forrest already ready in his usual muscle tee and leather jacket with jeans.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    "ready to go?" i asked lux, and she simply nodded and we made our way out to the truck. i drove while lux rode shotgun. i lit a cigarette now, and my sister sent me a disapproving look, which i found funny considering she smoked almost as much as i did. i turned on the radio, an old smashing pumpkins song playing, making lux smile, which i returned. we soon parked into the school parking lot, a place where dreams started to be crushed and memories were made. lux waved goodbye and headed inside, while i stayed in the car for a while, smoking as i usually did.

  • call it what you want [private]

    [Center][color=black][font=times new roman]plot ;; so, you have a group of four very different teenagers, but they are all best friends. now, they all have their stereotypical groupings, flaws, and ordeals. but what can happen when each of them enter a whole new world?


    note ;; we will each play one girl & one boy if that's all right ☺ & i know the plot & character descriptions may seem written inadequately, but i promise my ic writing is better. so please try to write adequately & be semi-advanced to advanced. thank you!


    characters ;;


    [Center][color=black][font=times new roman]THE REBEL [MY GUY]
    forrest archer ;;

    the title says it all. he's your typical rebelistic nineteen year old, a 6'4" motor cycle loving bad boy who had been held back senior year. although underneath his careless exterior, he's quite interesting and caring. being very protective of his younger sister lux and girlfriend. [the wallflower]


    THE ATHLETE [YOUR GUY]
    [image & name here]
    he's the seventeen year old star quarterback, a heartthrob to most of the cheerleaders, standing at 6'3" and having a charming smile, he's usually humorous and a party animal. he's the wallflower's younger brother and love interest of the homecoming queen.


    THE HOMECOMING QUEEN [MY GIRL]
    lux archer ;;

    unlike her brother, she is known to be a soft spoken and enthusiastic sixteen year old, having won the title of homecoming queen based on sheer kindness, and not to mention she isn't all that unattractive, 5'2" and oblivious to the looks guys give her. & is also on the dance team, but secretly anorexic and a little insane, she has a few hidden secrets. being intently watched by her brother, and lusting for the athlete's affection.


    THE WALLFLOWER [YOUR GIRL]
    [image & name here]
    the eighteen year old is very unique, having a profound passion for artwork & films. she tends to do wild things every now & then, being the girlfriend of the rebel and watchful sister of the athlete. she is said to be very pretty, standing at a taller height of 5'7" with bright eyes.

  • call it what you want [private]

    [thanks for joining & sorry if the first post sucks :)]
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    lux avalon archer ;;


    i wake up, in realization that it was again, monday. another day, another day... i thought. but got up nonetheless, because i knew i at least had my birthday to look forward to tomorrow, and the fact that prom was two weeks away. although i was now getting dressed in a pink shoulder exposing but slightly oversized crop top, to where i tucked it into my short cut off jeans. i put on my tan sperry's and was finished with my outfit. now looking in the mirror with a sigh as a do my make up. i smile slightly, although i bite my lip. "skinny enough? i don't know." i whispered, even though i was practically stick thin. although i walked downstairs, forrest already ready in his usual muscle tee and leather jacket with jeans.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    "ready to go?" i asked lux, and she simply nodded and we made our way out to the truck. i drove while lux rode shotgun. i lit a cigarette now, and my sister sent me a disapproving look, which i found funny considering she smoked almost as much as i did. i turned on the radio, an old smashing pumpkins song playing, making lux smile, which i returned. we soon parked into the school parking lot, a place where dreams started to be crushed and memories were made. lux waved goodbye and headed inside, while i stayed in the car for a while, smoking as i usually did.

  • call it what you want [private]

    [cute outfit :)]

    lux avalon archer ;;


    i turned around, realizing forrest must be smoking in the car, so i went back out to get him, tapping on the window. "come on forrest, you can't hide in there forever." i said, and he just smirked, getting out of the car and he put his cigarette out and followed me inside. and as we walked torwards the lockers, i smile at everyone we passed. simply because i once heard of a man jumpimg off the golden gate bridge and he said that if one person smiled at him that day he wouldn't jump. that's why i smile, even if i was dying inside myself. truthfully i spent most of my life trying my best not to cry in front of people. that all went away last night, as all i did was cry and cry in front of forrest when i told him about what happened at jason's party. he was one of kade's best friends who i used to date. he hit me a lot. and at the party everything got out of control and he raped me. that was last year. also the year everything went downhill. my mother died, i developed anorexia and bulimia, i was recovering from the anorexia all right, but my bulimia only got worse. and my father was paralyzed from a car accident. forrest was the only one who knew. although everything seemed very messed up, it was okay.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    i looked up as my sister tapped on the window. "i could if i wanted to." i said with a smirk as she asked if i was going to stay in the car smoking forever. i do eventually get out of my truck, giving her the slightest smirk. sure, i definitely had my rebelistic reputation, and maybe that's why kade didn't like me dating his sister that much, which i found odd, since he was probably a bigger partier than i was. but just because i made some bad choices didn't mean i was a bad person. and as i walked next to lux, i realized just how tired i was. hell, all last night i listened to and comforted lux, who truthfully i was getting increasingly worried about. and then i took my two year old daughter evie to the hospital to see her mother, lacey who had leukemia. lacey was one of my best friend's and we had a drunken one night stand, which was before i dated danielle, and that's how evie came along. and shortly after lace was diagnosed with leukemia and her health detoriated quite quickly. it killed me honestly. but i was slowly stepping up to be a better father to evie. nobody knew about her except for lux and danielle though, considering kade had never come over to our house, he never saw her and nobody ever told him.

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    // you're welcome ☺
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    lux avalon archer ;;


    forrest was the guy everyone either feared or wanted to screw and i was the girl that everyone seemed to like but was soft spoken but fierce, an interesting combination. and as forrest spotted danielle and kade, we parted ways so i could go get what i needed out of my locker, and then i made a quick escape to the bathroom, putting my books on the floor. i then entered a stall, kneeled down and stuck two fingers down my throat, since i ate some of my breakfast. and as i puked i started to cry. not because i was puking but because i kind of hated myself and what i was doing. i cleaned myself up and flushed, heading to the sink and fixed my make up, trying to make my eyes less tearful and red from crying. i smiled just a little before exiting and straight into forrest, danielle, and kade. "sorry..." i murmured and as i tried to quickly walk away, forrest gently grabbed my arm. "lux." he said. "i'm fine..." i trailed off unconvincingly. "you're going to end up killing yourself." he told me and i just whispered, giving danielle and kade a smile before walking to english class as fast as i could without looking back. "maybe that's the plan." i whispered, and i swear i think forrest heard me.




    forrest stellan archer ;;


    i saw danielle and kade from down the hall, and lux said she needed to get her stuff so i made my way over to them. "hey, man." i said to kade with a small smirk and then i leaned down to kiss danielle, smiling slightly. i was very glad for danielle being brought back into my life. before i was even worse than i might be now. and she helped me through some of my worst moments, and i am so damn thankful. "if you don't mind, i want you to come visit lacey after school, i think she would like that." i told her quietly in a tobe kade probably couldn't hear. and then i felt a petite girl crash into me and i realized it was lux, and once she saw alice and i she tried to flee the scene fast because she knew she had been caught. her habits were unhealthy, no doubt about it. and as she said she was fine, i shook my head, and once she responded to the second thing i said it was like a bullet and a fearful realization, although it wasn't unlike her to be that way, she had never actually said anything like that before. there was no doubt about it, i had a lot to worry about, but somehow i made it all work.

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    lux avalon archer ;;


    "hey.." i murmured, smiling, vibrantly almost. kade made me nervous a lot, only because i was pathetically in love with him. not that i'd ever admit that though. and after a few minutes people filed in, as did the teacher. "okay! today i will be assigning you partners for a new project. you will first write a paper on how you think your partner is like, and after spending a week or so with them, learning about them, visiting their households, etcetera. you will write a paper on how you now think they really are. okay, okay?" mrs.hollis started off with, being a woman who said okay a lot, before announcing the partners, "katelyn & emily, sam & ryan, belle & hayden, kade & lux..." once she got to my name, i froze, relieved but at the same time afraid. even though kade and i had been friends for years, he had not once been to my house, not knew about my eating disorder, what happened to my mother, or dating history. that was something i really didn't want him knowing, and then, i guess i lost it. because i started shaking, getting up and excusing myself from the classroom. i then just sat against the wall, closing my eyes to calm myself down. sometimes these things just happened. "holy sh*t....he's going to figure it all out..."



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    "thank you." i said with a smile, and i grabbed her hand and led her down the hall torwards my own locker as the bell rang. "if i go to pre-calc one more time, i think i might die." i said, opening my locker. i was never really good at math to be honest. truthfully, i don't think i was very good at anything academic related.


    // sorry if lux's parts seem a little dramatic, i guess the first few posts are like that due to her character. i'm trying to balance out lux's & forrest's drama so it's not all at once.

  • call it what you want [private]



    lux avalon archer ;;


    i just smiled, but i couldn't stop shaking. this wasn't how he was supposed to find out, it was inevitable but still. and then ms.hollis told us to write five things down we didn't think the other person knew about ourselves. so that's what i did, i wrote;


    1. i'm bulimic, and that's getting worse. but i'm recovering from anorexia all right.
    2. i have a two year old niece.
    3. i'm extremely scared to start driving again.
    4. let's just say jason wasn't all that nice to me in our relationship.
    5. my mom is dead and my dad is paralyzed from a car accident.


    once i was done writing, i handed kade the paper so he could read it, and god, i couldn't stop shaking. hell, i could barely even look at him.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    i just gave danielle a small smile, before saying, "i know i'm supposed to be fun and careless and all of that, but you really shouldn't fail things just to piss off your parents." and then i looked to be deep in thought, "do you want to do something spontaneous?" i asked, smirking ever so slightly, already knowing what i had in mind.

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    lux avalon archer ;;


    i read his paper, everything was pretty normal except for the one about his sister. "i'm sorry.." i whispered, sorry for not telling him and sorry about his sister. i eventually looked at him and said softly, "i thought if it got better i wouldn't have to tell you or danielle, but it never really got better...and i--just--i-i'm sorry." i then looked up at the ceiling, to keep from crying in front of the whole class. honestly i felt like such a mess and so f.cking vulnerable, i hated that feeling.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    i smirked, "great." i said, taking her hand and quickly leading her out of the school and out to my truck. i was planning on going to the lake, knowing that would be a fun and somewhat nostalgic place. ah, these were the times i lived for, where you could just forget about everything that was wrong. and as she mentioned graduation, i started thinking, remembering i still needed to tell kade about my plan to propose to danielle.

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    lux avalon archer ;;


    i quickly followed him out of the classroom, and then once we were alone i just lost it and started crying. "god, i-i'm sorry..." i whispered. it really wasn't supposed to happen like this.



    forrest stellan archer ;;


    "she's good, any day that she she's you or lacey is a good one." i said with a smile, pulling out of the school parking lot. i think evie was finally understanding that lacey was sick, and honestly, it kind of broke my heart, because i didn't want her to have to understand something like that.