Posts by ||-WickedLillies-||

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I think we did mention it, and yEs Bloom Bloom is an ultimate bop and would work with them so well! And oop it's fine my dude--I keep telling myself Stray Kids is promoting as 8 cause one of my babies left and it makes me sO SAD AND I REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT

It's such a cute duet, and so are those ones! And OH YES SIR HE WOULD HE WOULD DIRECT EVERY SINGLE MOVE AT JINHYUK TOO

Thank you 1Million for giving my boy the chance to wrap his man around his finger using his hips and flexibility XD

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae's face when his girlfriend spoke was priceless, letting out a loud noise of betrayal. He could hear his friends laughing at their antics, causing him to bury his sweaty face into her neck. "Ah Yeji I thought you loved me! So mean!" He cried out, feeling her hand come to the side of his face. He whined again as that hand went to his shoulder, but he knew she was wiping his sweat off on his shirt. He held onto his little girlfriend, playfully burying his head into her shoulder more. "This is payback for being so mean Yeji!" He declared, smiling widely as he finally let go. Sure, his energy levels may be high, but he was rather tired. He finally chimed back into the group, raising his hand as Jinhyuk called for the vote for the restaurant. It seemed like most of them wanted to go to the restaurant anyway, making him let out a cheer. If there was anyone who got more excited in their exhaustion, it was Minjae.

As his girlfriend and a few others cleaned up, he opted to gather his stuff along with the female's. He tossed his backpack onto his back, grabbing her bag in one hand along with her jacket. He stood by the door, waiting for the smaller female with a soft smile. He watched her as she cleaned, eyes soft and so full of love. One of the other members of Dusk teased him, making him splutter and loudly deny his staring. So what if he stared? That was his girlfriend, and he loved her a lot! His cheeks heated up a soft pink as he pouted, sticking his tongue out at his friend. His childishness came to a halt as Yeji came over to him, a smiling falling to his lips instead. Yea--he was totally head over heels for his lover.

As the group made their way from the practice room towards the restaurant, the orange haired male felt Yeji cling onto his arm. He was just as, if not more clingy than his counterpart, so he reveled in the attention. Pulling the female in front of him, both his arms wrapped around her as they walked. A part of him wanted to just pick her up and give her a piggy back ride, but he knew one they got outside he would have to stop touching her. Everyone in the company knew about their relationship and was fine with it, but the general public had no idea and the company wanted to keep it that way. He personally didn't care if their fans found out--if they were really their fans, they would accept any relationships that the members got into, right? Besides, most of the fans shipped him with Yeji anyway, so it would be giving them what they want! Eh--whenever the company decides that they can go public, they will. Until then, their affection will have to be kept inside.

(c)trexgirl

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Luka couldn't help his giggles as Minjae whined at his girlfriend, rolling his eyes playfully. He never understood how he could always be so energetic, but Yeji matched his energy more often than not. God, he was so jealous of them. Not for the fact they it was Minjae dating Yeji or vice versa--he was jealous of the love they had. He wanted that more than anything, but the man he was in love with most likely didn't like him like that. Jinhyuk often treated him like a younger brother, and it broke his heart a bit. Was that all he would ever be? He wanted the other to see him as more than a cute younger brother--did Jinhyuk find him attractive? Sexy, even? He hoped so, but he was guessing his hoping was a mute point. Chewing on his bottom lip, his eyes slid over to the other male once more. His chest was thrumming painfully, his heart aching and begging for something more than he was getting. Opening his water bottle, he chugged a few gulps to clear his head and quell the pain in his heart. Spoiler alert--It didn't work.

As the voting began, the blonde was quick to realize that most of the members wanted to go to the restaurant, and he couldn't bring himself to oppose. So, he tossed his vote in with the majority, watching as everyone's faces lit up with happiness. A smile of his own became apparent, slowly standing up with a stretch. He noticed some of the members cleaning up, and he offered his assistance as well. He threw away some trash, making sure the studio was as spotless as it was when they came in every morning. Sure, there were some fingerprints on the mirrors and some scuff marks from their shoes, but the cleaning crew was wonderful enough to take care of that for them. Once everything was cleaned up, he grabbed his bag and followed everyone out.

The smaller male was quick to notice Jinhyuk beside of him, his very presence making his heart slam into his ribcage. Hazel eyes lifted to peer at the other while he talked, a soft laugh falling from his pink lips at his words. He could tell the other was a little awkward towards the end, but the Aussie didn't let that deter him. Any chance to talk to Junhyuk was one he would take in stride. "I told you hyung, you need to get more flexible before you do. I don't want you pulling a muscle or hurting yourself--I have, and it is not fun at all. Have you been doing the stretches I taught you?" He explained with a light smile, nudging his shoulder affectionately. The other had been asking him about his technique since training, and Lukas has always given the same answer. Was he telling the truth? Mostly, actually. A big part of his answer was because he didn't know if he could handle seeing Jinhyuk like that. Doing the moves he did...it would surely kill him. One body roll and he would be down for the count. His eyes fell ahead to see Minjae and Yeji clinging to one another, letting a gentle sigh fall from his lips. "Ah, i'm so jealous of them. I wish I had that." He mumbled, eyes growing sad for a moment before perking back up. No one could see him sad--he wouldn't allow it.

(c)trexgirl

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Luka would just start babbling about how distancing himself from Jinhyuk was the only way he could get his feelings to go away but iT DIDNT WORK AND NOW HES BOTH LOVESICK AND LONEY AND IT HURTS MORE

Also blonde Minjae to subtly match his gf?? Very likely

BrUH I FOUND THE CUTEST GIF OF LEE FELIX (Luka's faceclaim) WITH HIS PINK HAIR IN THIS HUGE PINK SWEATER AND IF YOU DONT THINK THAT THIS ISN'T APART OF HIS OUTFIT IN THIS MV YOU ARE SORELY WRONG BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO ADORABLE

We totally should do Bloom Bloom! Luka is totally Q/Changmin and Minjae is definitely Sunwoo!

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Byun Minjae----

While mornings were never an issue for Minjae, today was starting off a little rough. For some reason getting out of bed this morning was harder than usual--he was just so comfortable. Once he was out of bed, however, he had to make his way to the studio to get his hair and makeup done for the MV they had been shooting. All of the solo shots had been done already, and today was the final day of shooting, which consisted of the group dancing shots. He was quite excited in all honestly--this dance was super upbeat, happy, and loving, which is the mood he has been in recently. Things had been going super well for him--mostly he just got to spend a lot more time with Yeji, and that always boosted his mood. Once he was awake and had eaten, he took a car over to the studio with Jinhyuk and another member of Dusk. It was pretty quiet until Jinhyuk had spoken up.

As of late, he could tell something was off between him and Lukas. It didn't help that the older of the two was constantly asking him and his girlfriend about Lukas. He wanted to help his friend, he really did, but something told him that whatever caused Lukas to distance himself was none of Minjae's business. Letting out a little sigh at the questions asked, the blonde boy reached over to pat his friend's shoulder. "I think you are thinking into this too much, Jinnie. Maybe he is going through some stuff, and he has distanced himself to give himself the time and energy to work through it? I don't think you did anything wrong, but I wouldn't push Luka to talk about it. You know him--he doesn't like showing emotions other than happiness to us." He explained, leaning back in his seat after that. "But if it will ease your mind, I'll ask Yeji when I see her, okay?" He promised his friend, noticing the car had stopped.

Once out of the car, he was quickly rushed into hair and makeup. Due to his lack of hair, it took relatively no time for them to style his hair. His makeup took standard time, and he was soon pushed to change into his outfit. His outfit was a spliced shirt--half navy with white and red stripes, ripped jeans, and a blue bandana-like belt paired with some white sneakers. He wore a thin black choker, some earrings, and a watch on his left wrist, completing the look. He was pleasantly surprised by how he looked in the colors, finding that yellows and whites always suited him more than pink and navy. Yet, the combo of both seemed to really work with his skin tone. Stepping from the dressing rooms, he was quick to join the other members. He complemented his friends, but as soon as he saw his girlfriend his attention was stolen. God, she looked so cute. Walking over to her and Lukas, he smiled brightly at the two. "You both look really good! The stylists this time chose well, huh?" He mused, gaining a nod from Lukas. He wanted to wrap his girlfriend up in his arms, but alas--he had to keep his hands to himself while on set.

(c)trexgirl

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

These last few weeks had been quite hard on Lukas for several reasons, but the biggest one was Jinhyuk. Now, the older man hadn't done anything wrong at all, but the Australian had finally had enough of his stupid feelings and was trying to get rid of them. He had been avoiding Jinnie like the plague--he would get up before the other, stay out of their room until he knew the other was asleep, always keep himself busy so he couldn't talk or even look at the other, and would only speak to him if he needed to. For some reason he rationalized his behavior as necessary, but it wasn't working. Not only was he still so wholly and stupidly in love with his roommate, he was now lonely and missed his company. He missed their conversations, his laugh, his smile, his presence--but Luka thought this would help him get over the other. Too bad he was wrong.

Today he actually had a reason to be out of the dorm before Jinhyuk could wake up--the company wanted him to dye his hair again for the MV, and they waited until the last moment to do so. They wanted his blonde hair for the solo shots, but they now wanted his hair to be pink for the group dancing shots. So, he woke up at an ungodly hour to go get his hair dyed, styled, and lightly curled. Good thing his hair was already blonde. They also cut his hair to give him a cuter look, now having a straight, blunt cut style of bangs rather than the flowy ones he had for their comeback. Once he had gotten his hair done, he had to stay still long enough for them to do his makeup. The newly pink haired man hated getting his makeup done--it took forever. He liked the outcome, sure, but his body began to get stiff and sore. They gave him a plethora of fake freckles since the foundation covered up his faint natural ones, as well as gorgeous light colored contacts to add to the soft look.

Once that was done, he was finally allowed out of the chair. He whined as he stood up, his legs aching in protest. He waddled to the dressing room, finding his outfit waiting for him. It was a large oversized pink turtleneck sweater, a pair of overalls, a pair of white sneakers, and some jewelry to match. He put the outfit on, leaving one of the overall straps undone and hanging loose as a fashion choice. He looked in the mirror, taking in the rather cute appearance. He was used to low cut tops, tight clothing, and darker makeup seeing as his appeal often came off as sensual and sexy. This was a very innocent, cute, childish style and he quite liked it. Would Jinhyuk like it? No--he needed to stop that. That didn't matter. Yet he couldn't help but wonder how the other would like his outfit. Sighing sadly, the freckled boy's shoulders slumped as he shook his head to get rid of the thoughts. He needed to focus.

Walking out of the dressing area, he saw most of his fellow members conversing amongst themselves. Then he noticed Jinhyuk. Had he been alone or out of sight, he would of swooned hard. His mouth went dry, his eyes wide, and he couldn't help but stare for a few seconds. It should be illegal to look that good in such simple clothing. Tearing his gaze away, the pink haired boy kept to the side until Yeji noticed him. He smiled brightly at the female, giggling bashfully as she complimented his outfit. "Ah, thank you! You look super cute too! I'm just glad the pink hair came out alright--the company was pretty adamant on me having it, but I wish they would of done it a little sooner in case something went wrong." He explained, twirling a piece of the lightly curled hair between his fingertips. "Are you excited? This dance is pretty high energy--will your ankle be okay?" He asked, keeping his voice quiet. Over the past few weeks he had become attached to Yeji's hip--they were virtually inseparable. He opened up to her about his shoulder injury, as well as numerous other things. The only thing he kept to himself was his unyielding love for Jinhyun. He was so glad to have a friend like Yeji right now--he didn't know how he would be functioning otherwise.

(c)trexgirl

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Yea! Yeji is a lil older than Luka! He is big babey and one of the cutest boys with his oversized pink sweater and overalls uUgh I love him so much.

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae's eyes lit up at his girlfriend's compliments, offering a wide smile to her. She looked so cute, and all he wanted to do was scoop her up and smother her with affection. Sadly, they were on set and that was not allowed, but he was surely going to do so later and shower her in compliments. "Thank you Yeji! You look super cute too--that color blue really brings out your eyes." He explained, having to fight the urge to cup her cheeks. God, why couldn't they just go public? It would make things so much easier! He never understood the rule of 'n dating' in the idol community--some idols even got their contracts ripped up for dating, which was insane! Luckily their company was super understanding and still recognized them as humans with legitimate emotions and not just tools to make money with. Otherwise he would have some choice words for them.

The mention of Yeji's ankle brought a worried frown to the male's rounder face, obviously not too happy about it. He didn't understand why the company was waiting until after the promotions were done--this choreography could seriously mess her ankle up! Letting out a small huff, the blonde haired boy looked down at the smaller female with a gentle smile. "You better tell me if it begins to bother you, okay? It's getting worse and the last thing I want is for you to not even be able to put weight on it, Yeji." He murmured, managing to sneak a quick kiss on her cheek before pulling away with a vibrant smile. Yep--that was all he needed to feel energized. Just having his girlfriend with him added to his energy, but any affection he could get made it ten times worse. Good thing this was a high energy song, cause he would be bouncing off the walls soon enough.

As the group made their way over to the set, the blonde boy grabbed Yeji's arm softly to hold her in place. He waited until everyone was a bit farther up before leaning down to speak. "Yeji, can you check on Lukas for me? Jinhyuk has been asking why he's avoiding him and he is really worried. You two are super close, and if he will open up to anyone, it'll be you. I just don't want Jinnie worrying himself to death. Plus, this just seems super strange for Luka to do. He was practically glued to Jinhyuk's side, and now he is so distant. He's been distant with everyone but you, actually. Just...make sure he is okay?" He asked quickly, not wanting to get yelled at for holding everyone up. He would only tell Jinhyuk what was going on if he felt it was his place to say--some things would have to come from Lukas, because he deserved to tell his own truth. If it was something not extremely personal, he would spill, but it was going to be likely that it was super personal and Minjae could only give the other so much.

(c)trexgirl

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas couldn't help the bashful flush that rose to his cheeks as his friend complimented him, a gummy smile coming onto his lips as he hid his flush in his oversized sleeves. He nodded at Yeji's words, the reasoning behind that logic making sense to him. As it fades, it will definitely turn a more pastel pink, which he knew would flatter his skin tone nicely. He really wanted to dye his hair the orange color Minjae had awhile ago, but the company thought a pink would fit his charm much better. He smiled at the other male as he approached, giggling as his best friend fawned over her boyfriend. They really were so cute together. His eyes slowly trailed over to Jinhyuk, watching the male for a few seconds to revel in his appearance. He looked so good--too good, honestly. He turned his gaze away quickly, not wanting to be caught staring. His heart ached painfully in his chest, crying out for the other male with everything it had. Luka ignored it--he had to. If he didn't get rid of this crush, he would do something stupid and jeopardize their friendship. So, this was for the best...right?

As the female reassured him her ankle would be fine, it brought his shoulder into his head. His shoulder had been aching a lot more recently, and this high energy choreography did not help. There were times he had to rush out of the practice room to cry in private from how much it was hurting him--he always played it off as if he ate something bad or he just really had to go to the bathroom. He went to the company about it, and they explained they would have it reexamined after the MV was shot and everything settled down. For now, it was taped up under his large sweater, which was not seen due to the size of the pink turtleneck. He knew he should tell someone about it, but he didn't want to burden them with his issues. So, he would keep it bottled up with the rest of his emotions until they broke open like a dam.

Walking with the others towards the set, he kept towards the back in order to avoid Jinhyuk. He knew the other members were starting to get worried over them, but he always reassured them it was fine--well, it would be. Taking a few deep breaths, the smaller male got into his professional mode of "it's time to dance so no emotions can affect me". He shut down the part of his brain that made him worried and anxious over Jinhyuk, focusing solely on dancing. His shoulder was already bothering him, but he just blocked it out for now. Even if it got to the point where he was crying, he would not stop. He would have to be dragged off set, and he wasn't going down easy. Taking another deep breath, the shorter male got into position as the others did. Well, time to get this show on the road.

(c)trexgirl

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Ah I might have been! I'm still rather new to The Boyz and trying to learn all their faces and tell them apart is a little hard cause they all look fairly similar from a distance aND IT DOESNT HELP THAT MOST OF THEM HAVE THE SAME/SIMILAR HAIR COLOR IN THAT DANCE PRACTICE.

But yEs he would just smile so brightly and be all cute with Yeji but oH god he's gonna be so antsy around Jinhyuk and try to keep his distance as best he can but some times he just cAn't during the dance and he feels like his heart is gonna jump out of his throat

But um Q is my babey with his stoopid dolphin scream and Kevin is my whole mood.

But yee Luka is big sad babey rn

Also there is a part of me who just wants to have him slip and fall directly on his bad shoulder and deStroy it during shooting. Just for added angst lol

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae was glad to see Yeji would at least try to see if Luka was okay, knowing his girlfriend would tell him what was going on with his friend later on. Everyone had noticed how distant the Australian male had been lately, but they never really guessed he would of separated himself from Jinhyuk. It almost seemed like Luka was his shadow, but most of them thought it was an admiration thing. Like the younger male looked up to him, but some speculated if Luka had feelings for him. Now, none of them really cared if he did--the pink haired boy was allowed to love who he loved, but it was none of their business unless Luka wanted it to be. So now, they were all stuck worrying over their friend. He would report his findings to Jinhyuk if the information wasn't too personal, otherwise he would just suggest for him to find a way to talk to the younger boy. It would be difficult, but this needed to be resolved before it started affecting their work.

Lucky for Minjae, he was mostly in the background until half way through the song, minus a few up front positions in the chorus. He was the second to fire off in the line in the beginning, winking deviously at the camera before parting to the left. He watched his friends in the center dance, having to keep his cheers of encouragement to himself. Sure, only parts of the dance would be included in the final MV, but he didn't want to mess up and be the cause of them starting over. He made sure to keep an eye on his girlfriend, watching her closely to make sure she didn't twist her ankle or fall down. He was a bit overprotective, sure, but that was because he loved her more than anything else. He might be affectionate physically, but he knows he doesn't express how he feels through his words very often. He would show it through other things, such as icing down her ankle for her, carrying her when her ankle got too swollen or painful, getting her food, cuddling her--he was a physically affectionate guy.

The chorus was by far Minjae's favorite part--it was so lively and energetic, and the moves were so much fun. He popped into the front for a second, but he made his way towards the back for the end part of the chorus. His rapping part was up next, and he was hyped for it. He has always had a bit more of a darker persona and deeper rap lyrics, so to have something light, loving, and upbeat was a change he happily accepted. Hell, he wasn't used to being in pastel clothing, but the look was growing on him. He always loved how cute Yeji looked in lighter colors, and now they matched! They both even had blonde hair--now that is couples goals right there.

(c)trexgirl

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas knew he had to focus, but he didn't expect it to be so difficult. Normally he can just turn his emotions and thoughts off while dancing, but for some reason Jinhyuk wouldn't leave his mind. Well, he was always in his thoughts, but right now it was almost impossible to even think. He was the first in line to begin the dance--he had to be focused, happy, and vibrant. Getting into position, He stood still with a soft smile on his face. He made it seem like everything was fine, even if his head was reeling. He managed to be right on beat, quickly moving towards the right side of their set. He found himself staring ahead, knowing if he watched the center he would lose his focus and just stand there drooling. As Jinhyuk's voice sounded, the Australian man felt his heart skip several beats from both the lyrics and just his voice. God--his voice alone made the smaller male melt, and his head went wild at the thought of that last part being directed at him. Oh, he could dream, couldn't he?

He moved in time to get into position, dropping down onto one knee with one hand on the ground. he could hear the five move off to the side, quick to bounce up and dance as he was supposed to. He had his own little solo part when he sang his lyric, so he made sure it was perfect. As his group jumped and exited to the right, he moved into the left and began his little solo. His body moved fluidly, fingers interlocking as he smiled sweetly. The last line lit his senses up, knowing he would always associate it with him feelings for Jinhyuk-- "You became my season". His heart swelled as the others came in behind him, knowing Jinhyuk was to his left. His hand came to rest on the other's shoulder as it was supposed to, but he removed it quickly to continue on with his dancing. Even that small touch light his senses of fire--did the other feel it too? Probably not--even if he hoped to every god out there he did. No--He was supposed to be getting over his feelings, not falling deeper into them.

His heart began to race again as he slid to the side, mirroring Junhyuk before moving behind him. He had to slide past the other to take the front position, never so glad in his life to be in the very front. He knew the taller male was to his side, but he had to pay attention and keep his eyes in front of him. He had a wide smile on his lips as he sang along, his hair bouncing from every movement due to the volume the stylists added to it. He was so glad he then moved to the back, giving his poor heart a break from being so close to the man he was utterly in love with. It seemed like this tactic of avoiding him like the plague was working fantastically, huh?

(c)trexgirl

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I will definitely have to check out those solo face cams then! And yes Q is such a sweet boy but Kevin is my internal monologue and I love that so much XD

And oH yes I love this idea! Like, they are doing nothing wrong but something breaks and makes them fall and hurt themselves hella badly. Luka will just start sObbing about how not okay he is because his emotions are finally all breaking from the dam he built. And the thought of Minjae and Jinhyuk chOmping at the bit to see them and Minjae is just like "dude you are so worried over Luka are you in love with him?"

And oOh that is so spicy and I love that?? And yes a subunit of those three is dangerous as hell, or two subunits-- Yeji and Luka as one and Jinhyuk and Minjae as the other

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae was honestly quite surprised that filming went off without a hitch, and not because he doubted his fellow members. It wasn't unusual for someone to accidentally slip up, but to see everything go perfectly left the rapper with a big smile. It was so nice to see everyone working together, even Luka wasn't acting out of the ordinary, but he was really good at hiding his emotions when he wanted to. Everyone seemed like they were okay, and even Jinhyuk was relaxing enough to appear unbothered on camera. He could see his friend was still worrying about the Lukas situation, and it struck him as odd--why was Jinhyuk so worried about this? This was the kind of worry he got whenever he and Yeji fought and weren't talking for a little bit. Wait--did Jinhyuk like Lukas? That would make so much sense! He would have to inquire about that later--he needed to know if he was right.

As the director told them they were done with this set, he went off the change into his next outfit. The school uniform was flattering for everyone, and he really liked the fact that they all had different colored converse. His were a vibrant red--much like the color of his hair when he first dyed it red for their debut. What could he say--fire engine red was his favorite color, after all. The rapper returned to the set after a few minutes, noticing a few of the other members, including Lukas, standing around and talking. He joined them, but he was soon distracted as Jinhyuk came back from changing. Well, he better see how his friend is doing. He noticed that the other seemed...unfocused when they started dancing, but it seemed like he had gotten his mind to concentrate now. He could see Yeji with Luka, but he decided to leave them be. Besides, she might be getting him alone to ask him about how he is doing and what was going on, and that needed to happen.

Walking over to Jinhyuk, the blonde clapped his friend on the shoulder. "How ya holding up, Jinnie? You were dancing really well back there, but are you okay? I noticed you looked a bit distracted at first." He explained with a kind smile, keeping his voice down as to not draw attention to them. This talk was a little more of a personal matter, and he didn't need the other members butting in--especially if the taller male didn't want them to. He was merely concerned for his friend, wanting to be there for him as much as he could. Once he got the information from Yeji, he was hoping he could put the other's worries to rest.

(c)trexgirl

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas was glad that they ran through the dance a few times without any mishaps, leading them to being that much closer to finishing with the recording. His shoulder was killing him--some of those dance moves were really starting to mess with the tender, injured area. As the director called for them to change, the Australian male let out a heavy sigh of relief. He was quick to make his way back to his respective changing room, taking a few pain killers while changing. He took a moment to collect himself, letting his breathing calm down and his mind clear itself. He instinctively wanted to find Jinhyuk and tell him how good he was doing, but the thought of the other made his heart ache. He missed him--god did Lukas miss the older male. But, this was going to solve his problem, right? His crush would eventually go away...right? Well, considering it was only getting worse, the pink haired male was hoping for it to dissipate over time. Then again, he has been waiting years for it to go away and yet it still persists. Well, then he would have to find a way to swallow his feelings harder.

When he reemerged from his dressing area, he noticed he was one of the first few out. He spoke with the other members, smiling and complimenting each other. The school outfit really added to Luka's boyish charm, and his light blue converse was the only part that set his outfit apart from everyone else's. He liked the matching outfits--it made him feel like he was apart of something unified. He often found himself wishing Dusk and Eclipse would preform more together, so doing this alongside the matching outfits made him feel all the more confident.

As his name was called out, the younger boy turned to see Yeji heading his way. Stepping away from the other members, he beamed down at his friend with a bright smile. She looked really cute in this outfit! As she spoke of sitting on one of the platforms, the small hands around his lower forearm made him nod. "Okay! They should be sturdy enough to hold us--we aren't that heavy." He agreed, looking at the platforms. They should be fine to sit on, right? I mean, platforms were meant to be stood on anyway, so them sitting on them should do no harm. They had time to kill anyway as they waited for the rest of the members to come back and for the director to finish making final adjustments. So, he lead the female over to the platforms, smiling sweetly. "Ladies first." He teased, offering his help to get her onto the platform by extending his arm as leverage.

(c)trexgirl

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Um excuse you that was the best blessing Kevin Moon could give us XD

aND OH NO NOW IM IMAGINING IT AND FHJAHAKSLHSJKL

Minjae is going to get so excited amongst the panic like "oh my god you do! Since when? Wait--tell me later we gotta get to them first." and you KNOW he is going to smother his lil girlfriend in kisses and make sure she is well taken care of

also I 10/10 gave Luka some more serious injuries cause I can see him unconsciously taking the brunt of the fall without realizing it to protect his friend

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae smiled as he saw his friend relax, letting out a dramatic noise with a wave of his hand. "No way! You looked so good! You looked like you were in your element, Jinnie! You didn't look like you were trying to hard, so don't be so hard on yourself." He explained, calming down a bit at the end to be a little more serious. It was true though--Jinhyuk looked like he was moving effortlessly. It was good to see his friend open up about his concerns, seeing as he could receive feedback that would not of been given otherwise. Feedback was always a nice thing to get, but asking for it could be very difficult depending on the situation. Minjae just found himself lucky enough to have such wonderful people around him who were honest and kind with the feedback they gave him. Sure, he could take some rough criticism, but that didn't mean it didn't hurt sometimes. If he wanted rude feedback, he could just go on youtube and scroll through the comments for awhile and he would find some. Their comments were overwhelmingly positive, but there are always a few bad eggs in the batch.

As Junhyuk was ushered away to a position, he was lead to his own as well. He was placed with two other members, sitting down at a table as if they were eating together after school. It was honestly a nice little set-up--it felt like something he would legitimately do after school let out. He was laughing and joking around with his friends when the sound of wood splintering and breaking filled the set, his eyes going wide as he looked around for the cause. He noticed the staff rushing over to the broken set, but he didn't see anyone there--was anyone hurt? Before he could see just what had happened, he was being ushered away and towards the dressing rooms with the others. He was worried now, hoping that no one got hurt. When one of the females piped up and asked where Yuji was, his instincts kicked in. Where was his girlfriend? It didn't get any better when their leader pointed out Luka was missing. Oh, he was going to find out.

He was quick in stopping one of the staff members who was walking past, asking him where the two were. The staff member's face fell, looking over at where the two were led out. "They were sitting on the platform when one of the legs gave out. They are being taken to the hospital now to make sure they are okay." She explained, and Minjae's heart dropped to his stomach. "We need to be there with them--why aren't we going too?" He bombarded, getting murmurs of agreement from his friends. "We don't want to overcrowd the hospital, or make Lukas and Yeji even more nervous than they already are. From what I saw, they will both be okay. A few cuts from some nails and one in Lukas' thigh, but any other problems would be with broken bones. One of your managers is taking them to the hospital, and the other will take you all back to your dorms. Please try not to worry." Well, that was easier said than done. Minjae thanked her for her information, pacing back and forth like a madman. His girlfriend was hurt, and he couldn't even go with her? She much be so scared!

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Luka's head turned to the side as one of the staff told them that the platform should be fine for them to be on. He watched with a soft smile as Yeji climbed up, quick to follow after her. His shoulder gave him some trouble, but with the help of the other he pulled himself up and sat down with a huff. His feet dangled over the edge, swinging them in time with the other's much like a child does with their close friends on the monkey bars or swings. Luka loved heights--especially high ones. Rollercoasters, drop rides, bungee jumping--he loved those activities more than most. So while this wasn't extremely high up, it was still nice. He would put them at maybe six feet off the ground--seven at the highest point of the platform. He watched as his friends get put in certain places for filming, eyes instively moving to watch Jinhyuk. He looked really good in the school uniform, but then again, he looked good in everything. One of Luka's favorite looks he got to see was when Jinnie first wakes up in the morning--his bedhead was unbearably cute. He was also far too cute in his glasses--what was he doing? Wasn't he supposed to be getting over his crush? But, was it worth the pain he was in? He didn't think so, and it was getting super lonely avoiding the other all the time.

The pink haired male was so caught up in his own thoughts, he didn't even hear the wood legs of the platform beginning to splinter until it was too late. He jolted back to reality at a loud snap, but the rest was a blur from there. The next thing he knew he was on the ground, his head screaming in pain along with a few other places. He landed on his bad shoulder, which caused a loud snap to resonate in his ears. He also slammed his head into the ground as he fell, causing his vision to double and his ears to ring loudly. He didn't cry out or make any noise, but all he could do was curl into a ball and whine softly. His shoulder was on fire, his head felt like he just got a brick thrown into it, and for some reason his thigh was hurting. He felt gentle hands uncurl him from his fetal position, as well as arms wrap under his arms and knees to pick him up. he whimpered at the pain, vision swirling. He wasn't prepared to get swarmed by doctors, hardly understanding what they were saying to him. His eyes fell down to see a nail lodged into his thigh, making his breathing pick up. Oh god--there was a nail jammed into his thigh. He heard a snap in his shoulder--was it broken? Nono--it couldn't be broken. That would put him out of commission for months! He began to hyperventilate, but he was quick to look around for Yeji. Was she okay? God, let her be in better shape than he was in.

His hearing finally began to clear up, nodding slowly at the manager's words. His eyes were glossy and tired, sluggish to move around. The pink haired boy limped out to the familiar van with the help of a staff member, slowly clambering inside to see Yuji. She didn't look to injured--good. He sat down with a whine, his body shaking from both the pain and the trauma of what happened. Her question made his eyes tear up, choking back a sob. He shook his head weakly, a shaking hand gripping onto his injured shoulder with a small yelp. He would of asked if she was okay, but no words would come out of his mouth. He wanted to go to sleep--he was so tired. He was never a fan of hospitals, and he knew he was going to be tested on to see what was wrong with his shoulder. His white pants now had a crimson stain seeping through, the nail about one-fourth of the way into his leg. In a moment of not-so-brilliance, his other hand reached down and grabbed ahold of it, yanking it from his leg with a cry of pain. his shaking hand dropped the nail, now applying pressure to it. It needed to come out, and luckily it wasn't so deep as to where it could of hit something important. God--could this day get any worse?

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Minjae is going to try his best to get them together after that--he's gonna tell Yeji and once they both see how stoopid Lukas an Jinhyuk are that are going to sCREAM

Lukas is getting all sorts of beaten up poor baby--and yEs together they make one whole person lol

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae didn't like being told no, and when the staff continued to deny them of going to the hospital, the blonde was getting angry. He knew he had some anger issues, but his girlfriend was in pain and he needed to be there for her. He needed to see his manager--they would understand and take then, right? Those two had to be scared doing this all alone! Hell, even he would be nervous going to a hospital and not having his friends with him. The rapper had to walk away after a moment, his fists clenched and his breathing hard. He was pissed off--he needed to be there for Yeji. What kind of boyfriend was he if he couldn't even comfort her in her time of need? Would she even be coming home tonight? He had to get to the hospital--one way or another. If management wouldn't help, he would get a taxi. He was not playing around now--Yeji meant the world to him and he would be damned if he wasn't there for her.

The walk to the dressing room was silent, but you could see Minjae fuming silently to himself. The other members knew better than to try and comfort him right now--he would snap at them. The only person who could calm him down when he was like this was Yeji, and her not being their made his anger worse. Jinhyuk's voice made his gaze snap up, letting out a long sigh before shaking his head. "I didn't see anything--my back was to the set. Had I, I would of been the first one there to get Yeji and Luka out of the remains. I'm just so angry they won't let us go! Our friends--my girlfriend is hurt and they aren't letting us see them." He growled lowly, looking at Jinhyuk with careful eyes. He was so worked up about Lukas being gone--why? Tugging his friend to the side and away from the others, he leaned in close. "Jinnie, why are you so worked up about Lukas? Do....Are you in love with him? Is that why him ignoring you is driving you nuts? You look like me right now minus the anger--a boy in love who wants to see their partner." He asked in a hushed whisper, his anger fading for the moment. It would make so much sense if Jinhyuk did love Luka--oh, they would be really cute together, and he knew a large portion of their fans shipped Jinhyuk with Lukas due to how close they were.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas wasn't doing so well, and you could see it in the way he merely sat there. His whole body was trembling, his eyes were lazy and sluggish when looking around, and it was almost like he wasn't fully there. His head hurt too much to focus, and his shoulder was on fire. The ride to the hospital was dead silent, and it was enough to drive the pink haired boy mad. He didn't have the energy to strike up conversations--all he did was bring his knees up to his chest slowly, curl into a ball against the door, and cry silently. He wanted the pain to stop--in his head, shoulder, thigh, in his heart--everything was hurting. As the car pulled to a stop, the small boy was picked up again as to not irritate the nail wound on his thigh. He may of taken the nail out, but it still hurt like hell. He watched as his friend was carried into the hospital as well, whining as they were taken different ways. He didn't want to be alone.

While Yeji was getting her x-ray, Lukas was getting his leg treated and his head looked at. The doctor seemed pretty concerned by his lack of reaction and how slowly his eyes were following the finger in front of his eyes. After that, he was also taken to get an x-ray, and the results weren't great. He broke his shoulder, and the injury that had been bothering him since training was a small fracture that never healed correctly. That fracture took the brunt of the fall and snapped, leaving his Acromion in two pieces. The only thing they could do for his shoulder was put him in a sling. They gave him an IV drip of morphine to take the pain away, and boy did it. He was loopy as hell, but at least the pain was gone--except for in his heart.

Lukas' final diagnosis were a broken shoulder, a severe concussion, and the nail in his leg, so not great overall. He also had to get a tetanus shot in case the nail was rusty. They wanted to keep Lukas overnight to make sure the concussion didn't kill him in his sleep, which was a very real possibility with how severe his was. The smaller boy didn't want that--he wanted to go back to his dorm room and sleep forever. As Yeji came into the room, the boy smiled weakly to his friend. He was high on painkillers, so he seemed just fine aside from a little loopy. As she asked him if he was okay, his smile fell immediately."The pain killer is taking away all my pain, but my heart still really hurts...why won't it stop? I just want it to stop...but I miss him so much...." He explained, voice a little slurred from his loopiness. Tears gathered in his hazel eyes, sniffling softly. He missed Jinhyuk so much...

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MINJAE IS GOING TO BE SO EXCITED TO SEE THEM GET TOGETHER MAN HE IS THE HYPE MAN OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae wasn't sure what answer he was expecting, but it wasn't the one he got. His eyes widened as his friend began to try and explain his initial, unhesitated answer of 'yes', a wide smile slowly forming on the rapper's lips. Oh my god he was so in love with Lukas! He followed after the other as he walked towards the dressing room, ready to tell him that it was okay, but Jinhyuk was already undressing and he didn't want to out him to their friends without his permission. Was he bisexual then? a closeted homosexual? He wanted to know all the details now. When did he start liking Luka?--Well, given the answer Jinhyuk gave him, Minnie wasn't even sure his friend had come to terms with the fact he was in love with the Australian man. It was actually really cute--it reminded him of when he started acknowledging his feelings for Yeji. He denied it at first too, but he was stupid for doing that. Maybe he could help his friend not be as stupid as he was.

The blonde male nudged Jinhyuk with a wild grin, keeping his voice to just above a whisper as he spoke. "It's okay if you love him, you know that right? None of us would think bad of you. You are apart of our family, Jinnie, and we'd support you no matter what. Denying it only makes it harder--I did the same thing with my feelings for Yeji. You remind me of how I was acting before I came to terms with the fact I loved her--don't be stupid like me." He explained, excitement and happiness welling in his deep chocolate hued eyes. He was going to support his friend through this 100%, even if he didn't want the support. He wanted Jinhyk to know he had someone to rely on no matter what, and no matter the circumstances.

Minjae was always a fast changer, so by the time their manager had knocked and come in, he had his own pants on, but was still shirtless. His manager's words brought a frown to his face, obviously unhappy about the instructions they were given. While some of his group members were the kind to keep quite, he was not. "We can't just go back to the company and pretend like nothing happened! If they are fine, why can't we go see them? We are all worried sick over here--our friends are hurt and we can't just ignore it to go practice. I know i'm not only speaking for myself when I say practicing after this won't be easy or productive." He explained, trying to keep his anger to a minimum. His nostrils were flared, his breathing deep, and his eyes both concerned and pissed. He wanted to make sure his girlfriend was okay--he wanted to assure her she was gong to be okay, and that he would take great care of her. He needed to be there for her.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas was in a different state of mind than normal--the quiet, reasonable, calm boy was replaced with a scared, emotional, tired idol who couldn't control what came out of his mouth. His sniffles only got worse as the tears overflowed from his hazel eyes, body trembling from the gushing emotions. His eyes closed as his tears were patted away, mumbling what sounded like a 'thank you', albeit slurred from the pain killers. It was odd--his body felt numb, but at the same time he could feel everything. His legs were constantly shuffling, trying to get comfortable but unable to. He kept shifting in the bed, unable to sit still. His head was clouded and loopy, eyes slowly moving around the room when he wasn't focusing on Yeji. His doctor explained to him some of the effects that could happen to him due to his concussion, but he didn't really remember what they were.

As Yeji asked him to clarify what he meant, his eyes fell to his lap. "I love him." His voice was so weak and sad, he almost didn't realize it as his own. It was just above a whisper, cracking from strain. After that, it all spilt out. "I...I've been hopelessly and pathetically in love with Jinhyuk since training...I thought distancing myself would make this stupid crush go away, but it's only gotten worse. I miss him, but being around him hurts. He doesn't like me like that--he treats me like Kijung. he sees me as a younger brother and it hurts so much I can't take it. Every thought is about him, every dream he is there--it's driving me crazy and I want it to stop. But I miss him. I miss his smile, his laugh--everything. But my heart can't take much more..." He babbled, tears falling faster and thicker the more he spoke. He stopped with a particularly harsh sob, burying his head into his hands even though it was a little awkward to do so with his one arm in a sling.

He sobbed for a moment, his uninjured hand sliding up to thread through his hair. He tugged it slightly in frusteration, but the hand soon fell limp beside him. "I've always been so envious of you and Minjae...I wish Jinnie would look at me the way Minjae looks at you. He loves you so much, you know? I have dreamed of being with Jinhyuk for so long...wondered what it would be like to cuddle up to him at night, kiss him, hold his hand, do stupid things together for dates and laughs--the things you and Minnie do. I want that more than anything in the world..." He mumbled slowly, slurred words meshing together but still coherent. His eyes trailed to the white wall as he spoke, a small, lovesick smile coming onto his lips as he spoke of everything he dreamed of doing with Jinhyuk. His eyes flooded with love, his look so soft and sweet. It soon changed back to a painful, distant gaze as he stopped his little rant. He seemed to realize what he said, eyes widening a bit. "I-I'm sorry Yeji....I didn't mean to shove my burdens onto you....How are you feeling? Is your ankle okay?" He apologized, the old Luka shining through. He is the kind to never share his problems, but the pain medicine made him open up. He didn't want to bother anyone with his problems, but it seems he did so anyway.

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aND THATS ON WRITING FROM THE HEART AND I KNOW HE DESERVES SO MANY HUGS RN MY BABEYYY

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Byun Minjae----

Okay, now Minjae was getting pissed. Was the promotion all they cared about right now? Their friends were in the hospital! He could care less about this stupid promotion right now! His pupils had shrunk with anger, letting out a big puff of air. "Who cares about the promotion right now?! I don't give a damn about this promotion at this moment, and I sure as hell don't want to discuss it without everyone--including Luka and Yeji--here!" He snapped, his anger finally getting the best of him. One of the other members of Dusk put his hand on Minjae's shoulder, but the male shrugged it off. He had every right to be pissed--he was being denied from seeing his girlfriend, who was injured and most likely shaken up! Taking a deep breath, the man ran an angry hand through his hair. It took a lot to get Minjae this riled up, but boy was he heated.

Jinhyuk's words didn't exactly help, either. He looked at his friend, eyes hard and with anger that wasn't directed at him. "This isn't about if they 'can' handle this on their own, Jinhyuk--they shouldn't have to! I need to be there for my girlfriend! I didn't want to make this about my wants because we are all worried for both Lukas and Yeji, but dammit i need to be there for her!" He exclaimed, chest heaving from the intensity of his words. The blonde male only cursed when he was livid or desperate, and right how he was both. He was worried--no one was telling him how she was, when he could be there by her side, finding out for himself. He knew everyone was worried and on edge, so him using the 'boyfriend' card is the last thing he wanted to do. He didn't want to put himself as more important than Yeji's friends, but he felt like he had a right to be there with her. They all did, but if they all couldn't go, he felt like he should be one of the two or three to go and keep them company. He couldn't care less right now about repercussions that could occur for him talking back to his manager--they were being slightly unreasonable. No one could go see them? Why? Was something seriously wrong and they didn't want to tell the rest of them yet? All this 'go back to the company' talk made him even more nervous for the condition of his friend and girlfriend! He just wanted to make sure they were okay, and he was growing desperate to make sure the love of his life was safe.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas was trying his best to keep his crying to a minimum, but once the dam broke, the tears wouldn't stop coming. He noticed that Yeji stopped wiping his tears for him and instead put the towel into his uninjured hand, taking the liberty of wiping away his own tears as he hiccuped and sobbed. God--he must look so pathetic right now. He already felt so small and fragile, but this whole crying thing made him feel even more weak. Luka never cried--he rarely showed any other emotions aside from happiness and content. he didn't like worrying people, so showing emotions such as sadness, distain, anger, or frustration were always done in private. His crying got quieter as his friend began to talk, sniffling as he wiped his nose. His eyes widened a bit as she mentioned how Jinhyuk had been missing him too, making his heart flutter weakly. He missed him? But how could he fix this mess he created? It's not like he could explain to his crush why he began to avoid him.

Yeji's words did well at calming him down, even if a few tears still escaped. He clung desperately onto her words saying he was special to Jinhyuk, wanting to believe them more than anything. He knew he wasn't special, though. He was just like everyone else to the older male, and he could see it. Jinhyuk was Lukas' stars, moon, and sun, but the pink haired male was convinced he wasn't even on the other's radar. The Australian male snapped back into reality as Yeji spoke of him focusing on himself, making him nod slowly. He couldn't help but giggle weakly as the smaller female extended her pinky for a pinkie promise, placing the tear-stained towel down to loose wrap his longer finger around hers. "I-I don't know how you can help, but okay. I-Ill try." He mumbled, his delirious thoughts making his head spin. He wanted to go home. He wanted to curl up in his bed and sleep forever.

As the other asked him to speak to her whenever he needed, he could only smile weakly. "I'll try. I'm not used to sharing my burdens, but i'll try my best. You can talk to me always too, Yeji. I mean it." He said back, letting out a soft yawn. Wasn't the doctor supposed to come back soon to tell them when they can be released? He was hoping they could both go home tonight. His eyes fell onto his bag, remembering his phone was in there. Speaking of phones--they can just video chat everyone! Looking over at Yeji, a smile broke onto his lips. "Should we video chat everyone? Knowing Minnie, he is going to fight the manager to get himself here and to your side. He loves you so much, it's really cute. He'll get himself in trouble trying to get the other manager to bring him here so he can be with you. "He offered, laughing lightly as he talked about his friend. Minjae was a fiercely loyal person, and seeing how he isn't already here let Luka know that the managers were keeping the others away. All ten other members would be overwhelming, yes, but shouldn't they at least bring a few of them? If not a few, at least Minjae? He was Yeji's boyfriend, after all, and he knew the female would be doing a lot better with him around. So, if he can be of any help, hopefully the mention of video chatting everyone would at least help everyone calm down.

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae knew he probably sounded unreasonable, but he didn't care right now. Surely his manager saw where he was coming from, right? He listened to his manager speak, mentally giving him props for not snapping back at him even though he was being pretty pissy. An aggravated noise of defeat left the rapper's lips, plopping down in a chair with an angry huff. He ran a hand through his blonde hair irritably, his face falling into his hands. He felt so useless--he hated feeling useless. It also wasn't helping he was blaming himself for the accident. He should of been with her--it wasn't too often he was far from her side, but he made the conscious decision to let her and Luka have some privacy. Sure, he knew it was the right thing to do, but damn it if he didn't wish he followed after them. Maybe she wouldn't be hurt if he did.

Jinhyuk's mention of their phones, made his eyes dart to his bag, almost as if he forgot his manager was there and he was arguing with him. Damn, he really was just a stupid boy in love, huh? He had one thing on his mind right now--Yeji. he reached over to his bag and grabbed his phone, letting out a huge sigh as he saw a text from her. "Yeji texted all of us." He stated, voice a lot calmer than it had been. He opened the text, but his worries shifted a bit. Yeji looked fine, but Luka? He looked terrible. His eyes were distant, puffy, red, and hazy, and he just looked so far away. Did they have him on something? Probably pain medicine--he looked like he wasn't all there. His eyes instinctively shot over to Jinhyuk, wanting to make sure he was okay at the sight of Lukas. Minjae was sure the younger boy was fine--he was still alike, awake, and breathing, after all. But that didn't stop him from being concerned.

He went back and opened up his own text messages with just him and Yeji, quick to send her a message. 'Hey baby how are you feeling? They won't let me come see you even though I am fighting my hardest too. What is the final diagnosis? Is you ankle okay? I hope you know when you get back I am having a mandatory date night that consists of us lazing around, cuddling, and watching movies while I dote on you. I love you.' He send it a moment later, letting out a noise of annoyance. This would be so much easier if he was there with her, but alas, he was not allowed to go to the hospital.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas felt his mood lighten as the female spoke, finally relaxing into his uncomfortable bed enough to let out a deep sigh. He was still fidgeting like crazy in his bed, wanting to get up and just go home. He hated being so stationary--he felt so useless. Plus, with nothing else to do, his mind kept floating back to Jinhyuk. Was he worried? Was he trying to get to the hospital to see him like he knew Minjae was doing for Yeji? Probably not--it wasn't like he was the older male's boyfriend or anything. Gosh, the mere thought of being Jinhyuk's lover sent a bolt of electricity up his spine, and his heart racing. That was all he ever seemed to dream about anymore, and it haunted him to his core. The dreams of what he desired most but would never come to fruition--it was burned into his brain and heart and he wanted it to go away so badly. He erased the thoughts from his mind, remembering what Yeji just told him--focus on himself while he was in here.

The offer of a picture made the loopy boy nod, wiping his puffy eyes one last time before leaning closer. Even in the picture you could see how dazed his eyes were, and the gentle smile was distant. He looked so far away, even though he was sitting right there. A soft flush came over his freckled cheeks at the compliment, making a noise of embarrassment. "Ah, says you! You always look super cute!" He retorted, puffing out his cheeks much like a child would. His head lifted at the sound of a knock on his door, watching as the doctor entered. The older man smiled gently, letting out a soft sigh. "Well, we have good news and bad news. The good news is that Mrs. Kang, you are being released soon. Your manager is filling out your release forms right now. Mr. Choi, we want to keep you overnight due to the severity of your concussion. We fear without proper monitoring, it could kill you in your sleep. I'm apologizing in advance because you will not be getting a lot of sleep tonight. Mrs. Kang, we are writing you a prescription for some pain killers for your ankle, and since your concussion is rather mild, you do not need to worry about being woken up every few hours to make sure you still can." He explained slowly, trying to keep the atmosphere of the room light.

Lukas' whole body tensed as the doctor addressed him, gulping thickly as he was told he would need to stay overnight. He didn't want to be here all alone! He hated hospitals as is, and having the spend the night here was daunting. He was so tired, but he wouldn't be able to sleep? God, tonight was going to be rough. Nodding his head weakly, the doctor retreated from the room to leave the two alone again. Their manager would probably come to collect Yeji soon to bring her back to the company, but being here alone scared him. "I don't want to stay here alone...I hate hospitals..." He meekly whispered, voice so small it was almost inaudible. He never had the best experiences with hospitals, and being here alone was terrifying for him. He wanted to go home. He wanted to stay with Yeji. He wanted Jinhyuk. His hands started trembling again as tears refilled his eyes--damn, this morphine was making him really emotional, huh?

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MINJAE DOES NOT MESS AROUND WHEN IT COMES TO HIS BOO--HE IS SO SWEET WITH HER BUT WILL BITE PEOPLE'S HEADS OFF IF THEY TRY TO KEEP HIM FROM HER XD

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae was glad to see Yeji respond decently quick, reading over her message with a gentle grin. Man, it was quite funny to see how much he calmed down just from texting her. The terrifying, angry beast was now quelled to a pissed off baby bear, but he would go full puppy mode one he has his girlfriend in his arms again. His friends would often tease him about how quickly his personality would switch when it came to his girlfriend, but he would just shrug them off--love makes you act differently. Just like how Jinhyuk's body language and emotions switched the minute he saw the picture with Lukas and Yeji. He could practically see his friend's heart breaking, causing him to reach out and pat his shoulder comfortingly. He was guessing Jinhyuk was feeling just as he was now--he could see it in his eyes. Jinnie might not realize it yet, but Minjae knows love when he sees it, and boy is the other drowning in it without any knowledge.

As the manager spoke up, a soft sigh of relief left his lips as he heard Yeji was being taken back to the dorms soon. Though, his expression grew more concerned when the word 'if' was used when talking about Lukas. That meant he wasn't coming home tonight--just what was wrong with the younger male? Looking back down at his phone, he began to text Yeji again. 'Well, good thing for you, your boyfriend is super strong and can help you into bed! Or, we can just crash on the couch and cuddle together all night--your call sweetheart. Also, just what happened to Lukas? They haven't told us just what's wrong with him. All we know is that he isn't coming home tonight. Is he doing okay?' He sent the message a moment later, standing back up to finish changing.

He stopped at the sight of Jinhyuk. He looked so...emotionless. Walking over to his friend once he had put his shirt back on, he nudged his shoulder. "Jinnie? You okay?" He asked in concern, dropping his volume before continuing. "Is it about Lukas?" He asked, not wanting to pry too much. He knew he was bringing the other up a lot, but that is because Luka seemed to be the cause of a lot of Jinhyuk's worries. Plus, while meddling in other's relationships was not his style, he could see how confused his friend was about his feelings and just wanted to help him through this. He was in a similar place at one point, so he knows how hard it is to wade through emotions. If he can be of any help to his friend, he will be. Sliding his phone back into his pocket, he knew that the other male would want to hear about Luka's condition once Yeji told him. He was honestly quite curious, too.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas wanted to believe everything would be okay, but the wrenching knot in his gut wouldn't let him. It was eating him alive--he was starting to feel weird. His skin was crawling, and it felt like he could feel the morphine dripping into his veins. Everything was too loud and too quiet at the same time--was this a side effect of the morphine? He didn't like it. Anxiety was creeping up his windpipe, but he kept it to himself for now--he would deal with it once he was alone. Was he having an anxiety attack? Possibly. Hospitals brought out the worst in him for several reasons--reasons not even his friends knew. In his life, if something was going wrong, a hospital was involved. Being in this four walled white room was bringing some memories back he didn't want, and what he wouldn't give for them to go away. All he could do now was stare at the white walls.

As Yeji spoke of the other members coming to see him, a small smile brought itself to his lips. That would be nice--they always made him laugh until his ribs hurt and made him forget his worries. Though right now, there was only one person he wanted with him aside from Yeji--Jinhyuk. It was always Jinhyuk. Oh, what he wouldn't give to have the other here with him, no matter how awkward it was. Oh right--it was his fault it was so awkward. He needed to do something about that--getting rid of his crush was too painful for him to bare. It hurt more than seeing Jinhyuk with another person, and that hurt a lot. From the time they have debuted to now, Lukas has never dated. He has only had eyes for one person, and seeing him date others hurt like hell. In those times he was rather crabby, even though he tried his best to be happy for Jinhyuk. It hurt, but he swallowed that pain and kept going. He could still do that, right?

The mention of bringing him some stuff to keep him occupied brought him back to the present, trying to think of anything at all. "Uhm...my blue fuzzy blanket...there are some books on my nightstand that i'm reading...I can't really think of much else. All the other things I like either can't be here or are technology." He muttered, trying to think. His head was still throbbing even if it didn't hurt, which made it harder to think. He finally reached for his phone, working his way to the twelve person group chat they had to see the messages sent. He smiled softly as he read them all, his heart swelling with warmth. Man, he really loved his friends. Tentative fingers exited that group chat to pull up his private text line with Jinhyuk. He chewed on his bottom lip, debating on if he should text him or not. He wanted to hear his voice again. He wanted to hear his laugh, his reassurances--god, he just wanted him. Slow, shaking fingers slowly texted out a message. 'I'm sorry.' Sent. Then another. 'I miss you.' Sent. And one more. 'I wish you were here with me. I'm scared.' Sent. His gut filled with anxiety, quickly putting his phone down with a soft sigh. Maybe the morphine was making him more sappy--no, it definitely was. Hell, he cried like a baby in front of Yeji! Of course the Morphine was making him be more honest. This was going to be a long night.

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We all really do man

Also i'm sorry if what happened to Lukas seems a bit extreme--I was in that exact situation at one point so I just used my experience! Having full blown anxiety attacks in a hospital is no joke, especially when you rip their wires and needles off of your person

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae knew he could be dense, but he wasn't stupid. He knew Jinhyuk was anything but okay, and he needed to be there to support his friend. So, grabbing his own bag before following after the other male towards their van. He climbed in, taking a seat beside the other male with a gentle sigh. He knew that they would have to wait until the girls were ready to go as well, so this left the boys with a little bit of time on their hands. Some were solemnly chatting with one another, trying to fill the silence of the car. Taking the opportunity, Minjae leaned over to Jinhyuk to whisper. "I can tell you are worried, Jinnie, so just text him. It doesn't matter if you two aren't talking--just let him know you are thinking about him. I'm sure hearing from you would make him happy, too. It doesn't even have to be a full conversation--just an 'I hope you are doing okay' is enough." He muttered, reaching out to pat his friend's shoulder. It wasn't much, but maybe it would make both Lukas and Jinhyuk happier to hear from each other.

Minjae had caught Lukas staring at Jinnie all day on set with such a sad gaze--almost as if he wanted to approach the other but didn't know how. Hell, he caught Jinhyuk staring after Lukas! Hopefully Yeji managed to find out what was happening with the younger male before all of this happened--he still needed to confirm if his friend was indeed in love with Lukas. Though, it really wasn't hard to see from his perspective--Jinhyuk was head over heels for Lukas, but seemed either oblivious to his feelings or was denying them. Speaking of which--Yeji hasn't texted him back yet. He wasn't too worried, but he still wished he could at least let Jinnie know Lukas' condition wasn't as bad as it seemed. Letting out a tired yawn, the blonde boy leaned back into his seat with a sigh. He just wanted to get back to the dorms so he could smother his girlfriend in affection--he also wanted to see Lukas, but he had a feeling that wasn't going to happen. If they were allowed to go, he knew that Jinhyuk would already be on his way to see the younger boy. All he could hope for was that Lukas recovered quickly.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas looked up as the female's manager walked in the room, doing his best to focus on her talking. He slowly nodded his head at her words, trying to control his breathing as best he could? He was going to be alone? No--he didn't want that. He was going to panic of that happened, but he couldn't bring himself to say anything. He had inconvenienced everyone enough for today--he didn't want to become more or a burden. He watched as Yeji pick up her crutches, offering a weak smile to her as she moved to leave. "I love you too--be safe." He mumbled, the morphine still heavy in his system. And with that, he was left all alone. He hated this so much--the dim room was making him all the more tired, but he couldn't go to sleep. That left him alone with his mind, which was not a very good thing to be alone with right now.

His eyes slowly slid over to his phone, chewing on his bottom lip as it did not buzz with a replied text. Was Jinhyuk that angry with him? He slowly picked up the device, sliding the brightness down as far as it could before opening his texts again. He looked at the three he sent to Jinhyuk, but it didn't seem like they had been read. Maybe he was just busy? 'Or maybe he saw you texted him and doesn't want to talk to you. You were the one who began ignoring him, anyway.' His mind hissed at him, making him flinch slightly. Was that true? Did Jinhyuk not want to talk to him? A soft whimper fell from the pink haired boy's lips as he set his phone down, his skin beginning to crawl again. Being in this hospital all alone was driving him up a wall, and it had only been a handful of minutes. His breathing began to pick up, his heart rate spiking as he began to hyperventilate. His ears began ringing again, shuffling uncomfortably in his bed once again. He hated how he could feel the IV dripping into his veins--he wanted it out. So, in a moment of pain killer induced and panic induced haze, he reached his hand in the sling over and ripped it out. He began to cry as his heart rate went up even more, finally setting the alarms off for his monitor. Doctors came flooding in, telling him to stop moving and trying to get him to lay back down, but that made him panic even more. He began to squirm and thrash, babbling through his panicked sobs that he wanted to go home. The doctors had no choice but to give him a mild tranquilizer, sedating him to the point where he could hardly move but was still awake.

They replaced the IV drip with morphine in it, making sure the boy was sufficiently drugged up before leaving. They also put him on oxygen, giving him a Nasal Cannula to make sure he was still getting a sufficient amount while heavily sedated. One female doctor had to stay with him to make sure he stayed awake, seeing as the tranquilizer was keeping the boy nearly asleep. Lukas felt like he had been shoved under water-- he was barely responsive, drugged completely out of his mind to keep him from panicking. The spot where he ripped his IV out was sure to bruise badly, but he had no other injuries aside from the ones he already received. The female doctor tried to engage with him, but words were too hard to form when he was this far gone. He just wanted Jinhyuk--this was so scary and he hated it more than anything.

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y e a it is not fun. 0/10 do not recommend at all

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae was glad to see Jinhyuk take his advice, watching the other pull out his phone and text Luka. The rest of the car ride was mostly quiet, aside from the chatter everyone would stir up to keep the silence from settling in. As soon as the car had parked, the blonde was out of the car and rushing into their dorms. The girls beat him there, but he was now a man on a mission. He had to see his girlfriend, wrap her up in his arms and some blankets, and smother her with all the affection he could muster. Once inside, a smile fell onto his lips when he finally got to see Yeji. He let the girls smother her first, quick to swoop in and take her into his arms. "I'm so glad you are okay. I was so worried." He muttered, pressing several kisses to her forehead. Now he was completely relaxed.

As everyone piled in, he had taken a seat on the couch and pulled the smaller female into his side. He had one arm wrapped securely around her, listening intently as she spoke. He could feel the tension in the room as Yeji explained what was wrong with Lukas, eyes shifting over to make sure Jinhyuk was okay. There was that same expressionless, emotionless gaze again. Sighing gently, the blonde boy rested his head lightly on top of the female's letting the information soak in. Hopefully Lukas was going to be okay. God--he needed to lighten the mood. "Luka is a strong boy--he will pull through this! We just need to be there for him, and for you too." He hummed, his grip tightening around the blonde female slightly.

Soon after Minjae spoke, their manager entered the room. He gaze was tired yet gentle, letting out a deep sigh. "Yeji, what were the items Lukas asked for? I'm heading back n-" He was cut off by his phone ringing. It was the hospital. Stepping away from the group, he answered it. "Hello?...what? Is he alright?...Okay, I'll be back over shortly. Thank you." He spoke quietly, hanging the phone up with another deep sigh. He looked at the other members, concern in his eyes. "Lukas had a severe anxiety attack and ripped out his IV and other wires. The doctors had to give him a tranquilizer to calm him down." He explained shortly, running a hand through his hair. Minjae's eyes widened at that, his jaw clenching. "Then shouldn't one of us go with you? To stay with him? Luka has never liked being alone--and you said up to two visitors, right? Let one of us go to keep him company." He nearly begged, eyes shooting over to Jinhyuk. This was his time to shine--if he really loved Luka the way he thought the other did.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas was in his own little sedative and morphine induced world, not really paying attention to what was happening around him. His head lolled from side to side at some points, eyes hazy and distant. It was as if water had filled his ears--the only thing he could really hear was his own thoughts, and even they were muted. The sound of his phone buzzing on the nightstand snapped him back to reality, his haze eyes shifting to watch the screen light ip dully. He slowly reached and grabbed his phone, his heart jumping into his throat when he saw Jinhyuk had finally replied. He had some trouble navigating his phone while under such a heavy influence, but he managed to get to his text messages. The two texts made his heart swell, almost feeling like it was going to burst. Yea--he would rather swallow his pain than try to forget it completely--this feeling is was made him feel better. The intense love he had for the older male is what kept him going--he needed it even if it was never requited.

Slow fingers began to type back, often having to backtrack and fix any spelling mistakes he made--which there were a lot of. After a solid several minutes of typing, he sent his message to Jinhyuk. 'Okay. Please. I want you here more than anything.' God--he sounded so sappy, but such sweet words from the other made his tired lips turn into a smile. He placed his phone down, and the nurse was smiling softly. "Is that your girlfriend?" She asked, gaining a shake of the head from Lukas. "Someone.... I love...dearly..." He managed to croak out, voice hoarse from crying and yelling. It was a struggle to even speak when this doped up, but he managed to speak a few words here and there. He had no doubt that the hospital called his manager to let him know what happened, and he felt a pang of regret run through his chest. He was probably worrying everyone to death with all of this, but he couldn't help it. He wanted to go home.

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I broke my wrist and have been in the hospital for mental health reasons, and thats when my ass got sedated--it is a no bueno

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae felt so proud--look at Jinhyuk go! He was actually doing it! Well, with a little helpful nudge from himself and Yeji, but that hardly mattered. He could see the determination and passion in his friend's eyes as he went to collect the items Lukas asked for. He knew his own little girlfriend had to be worried sick about her best friend--well, they were all worried about Luka now. Hearing him getting so worked up was uncommon, so it had everyone on edge. As Jinhyuk came back down, he nodded his head as the other promised to keep them updated. Lukas was sure to be happy to see him--hopefully. Speaking of which, he couldn't help but wonder if Yeji found out what was going on with the pink haired boy. Leaning down to whisper in her ear, he couldn't contain his smile. "I'm pretty sure Jinhyuk is in love with him." He confessed, making sure his voice was quiet enough so that no one else heard him.

As the manager lead the older male out of the dorm, the blonde boy let out a sigh. "Man--today has been such a crappy day. I'm hungery--are you hungry, Yeji? I can make you some lunch if you'd like." He offered, smiling gently as he did so. He wasn't the best cook, but he tried his best. He would probably have one of the girls help him cook something really yummy for everyone--they were always so good at cooking. His hand rubbed the smaller female's shoulder soothingly, keeping her tucked into his side until she made her decision. Even then he already made plans to spend the whole day with her, catering to her needs and making sure she is comfortable. Now knowing that Jinhyuk would be with Lukas seemed to make everyone a little more comfortable--it was good to know he would be in good hands.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas was trying to keep a conversation with the nurse who seemed quite interested in just who was the person he loved. He wasn't giving too many verbal responses, his mind still super foggy from the sedative and the pain killers. His feet and hands would twitch every so often, still unable to keep still/ His body almost didn't feel like his own--it was such an odd feeling. It was like he had control, but didn't at the same time. His eyes lit up slightly as his phone vibrated again, grabbing it to check if it was Jinhyuk. His heart nearly popped out of his chest when he read the message, a wide smile slowly breaking onto his face. He was coming. Jinhyuk managed to convince the manager to bring him along. He fought to be by his side--Jinhyuk was coming to his side. He wasn't sure what to say to the text, so his mushy mind decided on several heart emojis. He knew what he meant by it, but hopefully Jinhyuk didn't.

Placing the phone back down, the pink haired by relaxed for the first time since he was put in the hospital bed. "He's coming...." He muttered happily to himself, but the nurse caught it. She smiled gently, looking up from her book. "The one you love?" She questioned, gaining a sleepy nod from the boy. Oh, he looked so tired, but now he was fighting to stay awake in order to see Jinhyuk. He wanted the other to hold him like he knew Minjae would be holding Yeji, but he knew he couldn't have that. So, he could only hope for the other to stay by his side. All those romance movies he watched seemed to get into his head, cause he wished for the other to climb into the hospital bed with him, hold him close, and just give him the affection he has craved for years. Some wishes never come true, and he was certain this was one of them.

The manager watched as Jinhyuk gathered the items Lukas asked for, quick to usher him out the door and into the van. The drive was quick--luckily the hospital wasn't too far away. Upon arrival, the manager knew he would have to do some more paperwork on Luka's behalf. "His room number is 1032--put your mask and sunglasses on and put your hood up please. There are still press lingering around and the last thing we need is them starting even more rumors. I have to check in with the nurses to make sure he is going to be well taken care of tonight, as well as some more paperwork. Come on." He explained softly, getting out of the car.

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That is super valid omg--I hAte hospitals. They are my least favorite place to be tbh

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae was glad to see everyone relax once the manager and Jinhyuk had left, letting out a sigh of his own. He couldn't help the shit-eating grin on his face at Yeji's reaction to his statement, his head bobbing to show he was just as excited. Oh, he hoped Luka loved that clueless boy back. They would be so cute together--the fans seemed to think so too. He lost count of how many times he saw fan accounts raving about the way Lukas interacted with Jinhyuk or vice versa--they would lose their minds if they found out that their love was real. He knew that fans would support his relationship with Yeji, too. Their fans were some of the most loving, accepting, and supportive fans out there, and he couldn't feel more lucky.

As his girlfriend stated she was hungry, he felt her body shift away from his so he could get up. He was glad to see Belle take over his position of coddling the injured female, chuckling softly at the display. Standing up slowly, he leaned down to press a kiss to her forehead. "I'll be right back then!" He chirped, quick to disappear into the kitchen. He noticed a few of the other females decided to join in and help, which he was grateful for. As much as he liked to think he could cook, Minjae knew he needed some help in making something good. Some stirfry should be easy enough, right? With everyone banding together, he thought so. So, thus began his task of making his beloved girlfriend lunch with the help of some of her friends.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas had been pretty unresponsive to just about anyone and anything since he got into the hospital, but as soon as he heard a knock on his door, his head perked up and some life returned to his eyes. He watched as the nurse opened the door, eyeing the person until they revealed themselves as Jinhyuk. Luka's heart was slamming against his ribcage, all his worries seeming to melt away. Oh, he was so happy to see the older male. As the other sat beside him, the pink haired boy did his best to focus and listen to him as he spoke. His hazy eyes slowly turned to the bag, watching as the taller boy pulled out one of his books. Now that he was situated, the injured Australian could finally answer the question posed to him. "I'm...sleepy, but....I can't sleep. I'm really...really happy you're here, Jinnie." He maanaged to speak, voice strained as he voiced his thoughts. Damn, these sedatives worked really well.

Even if Lukas wanted to read right now, he knew he wouldn't be able to focus long enough to do so. His hands instead reached for his blanket, grabbing it and pulling it into his chest. He always loved soft things, so having one of his softest blankets did bring him some comfort. His bed in the dorm room was covered in blankets, plushies, and other soft pillows--it looked like a nest for a five year old. He didn't care, though--it was super comfortable. His eyes shifted back to his bag, noticing something else peeking from the top. His uninjured hand reached over, pulling the top of the bag down to reveal a dog plushie. This one wasn't his--this belonged to Jinhyuk. His heart stammered as he slowly pulled the plushie from the bag, a soft smile on his lips. "This is...yours, Jinnie. Thank you..." He hummed, pulling the plushie into his chest as well. Oh god, it smelled like him. If this didn't calm the boy down, nothing would.

With both his blanket and the plushie now in his arms and pressed against him, Lukas finally felt okay. Sure, his head was still throbbing painlessly and he felt super weird, but he was okay. It was at this time the nurse left, knowing Lukas was in good hands. Plus, she had other patients to attend to. His attention finally traced back to Jinhyuk, his hazy eyes peering at the other. It was much easier to see the genuine love and affection in his eyes now that his medications had taken away his filter, but the smaller boy had no idea. "I'm sorry...for making you worry..." He mumbled, not explaining which instance he was apologizing for. Was he apologizing for getting injured? Ignoring and avoiding Jinhyuk? Both? Well, in his mind it was for both, but he didn't understand how it could be misinterpreted. He was a little too doped up for that.

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ILL SIGN THAT PETITION ASAP CAUSE THIS HURTS MY LITTLE HEART MAN

And yes--big scary indeed

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Byun Minjae----

Minjae perked up as a voice entered the room, turning to see Haru and Kokoro following after him. Smiling gently, he looked towards the fridge. "Ah, how about some stir fry? We should have all the ingredients we need." He offered, already moving to open the fridge. He pulled out some of the vegetables, as well as some pork belly and streak they had lying around. It was all in date luckily--he would never feed his girlfriend or friends expired food! He was the one to chop up the vegetables, finding the action rather soothing. He noticed the two girls grabbing the necessary pots and pans, suddenly glad it was these two instead of any of his male friends. Some of them could cook wonderfully, but putting more than two of them in a room together meant chaos. It never seemed to matter who Minjae cooked with--he was a hazard when with other people he could hype up. Luckily right now he had a mission to complete--get his girlfriend some yummy food so she could relax.

As Kokoro spoke, Minjae felt himself freeze--oh no, he was going to be teased, wasn't he? A soft flush found it's way onto his pale cheeks, putting all of his effort into chopping up some peppers. Haru's words didn't make the flush any better--it made his cheeks all the rosier. Letting out a soft chuckle, his eyes softened as he looked at his work. "O-Of course I fought to go see her--what kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn't try? I love her--I was about to walk out of that studio and hitchhike there until she texted me. Nothing stands between me and my girl." He explained, placing all the vegetables into the stir fry pan. He always got embarrassed when he talked about his feelings, and this time was no exception. Hell, he nearly passed out when he asked Yeji out! As tough as he seemed, he was just a softie. Grabbing some cooking oil, he tossed a small amount into the pan as well before beginning to cut up the meat. He cut it into bite sized cubes, making sure to cut up enough to feed everyone who wanted some food and then some.

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Choi Lukas(Kyuwon)----

Lukas couldn't help but feel so special--he had Jinhyuk all to himself! If he wasn't so drugged up and sedated, he didn't know if he would be able to keep his hands to himself. Well, his hand--the other one was confined in his sling. A soft whine fell from the younger's lips as he spoke of sleeping, a pout coming into his full lips. The boys always joked about how much like a puppy Luka could act like--he also had outstanding puppy eyes and his pout was a close second. His cheeks puffed out for emphasis, but it quickly died down. God, he wanted to go to sleep so badly. The only thing he wanted more than that was cuddles, but it looks like he won't be getting either anytime soon. Shuffling in place for the umpteenth time, the restless boy finally found a comfortable position. His head was turned to look at Jinhyuk, his legs curled up and his head resting on his blanket. The plushie was still drawn close to his chest, his good arm wrapped around it. He looked like a child, and he basically was all doped up like this.

As Jinhyuk explained why he brought the plush dog (you cannot convince me that this plushie isn't the dog he brought him yOU CANT), a smile came onto Lukas' lips. be brought the dog closer to his face, nuzzling it much like a child would. "Mn--It's my Jinnie 2.0 for when...you can't be here. It even smells like you..." He mumbled, pressing a soft kiss to the plush's nose with a giggle. What was he doing? Could he be anymore obvious? Well, right now his filter was gone and he hardly cared. Continuing to nuzzle the plush, the boy felt a wash of guilt pour over him as Jinhyuk said it was okay and he only worried because he cares so much. He cares a lot? Wow--that made the pink haired Australian's heart nearly jump from his ribcage. He really wished that this crush was easier to get rid of, but it seemed like it would never go away now.

Letting out a soft sigh as the other spoke of him texting first, the injured boy looked away. He was nearly bursting to talk to him before the incident, and this just made it worse. "I could barely stand it, Jinnie...I hated ignoring you...I was so happy when you texted back--I thought my heart was going to explode..." He muttered, words slurring slightly. It was like he was talking straight from inside his head--there was no filter from his head to his mouth. Lukas' head rolled back to face the ceiling, clutching the dog plushie tighter. His heart still felt like it was going to explode, but in a good way this time. He missed this feeling, even though it hurt just as badly as it did good.

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