The evening light played queer tricks beneath the curtain of trees and the mountains' monstrous shadows. A fine crimson hue bathed the land, causing a unique shimmer to every simple detail. The leaves played out an exciting story with the coming darkness, blood-red spots dancing across rotting leaves and over-grown foliage, and all provided by the dying sun's last angry flares. A star or two marked the sky, light and small, and almost seeming to blow a refreshingly cool breeze upon the earth below, and thus lifting away the hazardous heat of hours prior. The birds flew and landed in the branches, shrouded by the rivaling shades of scarlet and emerald, and filling the air with a shrill song that wished the day good-bye.
It wasn't long before night came, and with it, Ivy. A feline-shaped shadow, guided by a half-moon floating far off ahead, traversed the crowded woodland. Pale, silver light flooded the whole front half of the smokey black tabby, and all that it revealed; old scars, her face partly torn apart by them, and blue eyes. Brilliant blue eyes, constantly glaring, and, tired. Her paws were placed ever so gently in front of her, or so she thought, but no matter how hard she tried, the leaves always crumbled beneath each step. The loner -- she supposed she would be called that now -- had her claws unknowingly unsheathed, and they tore anywhere she placed them. She stumbled a bit in her step each time, she knew, or she supposed she had imagined it. None of it mattered. Ivy broke into a run.
And she stumbled. Given, she had managed to find herself a few yards from where she was before. The earth was moist and cold to the touch, pressed against her side, while soil and leaves latched onto her fur. Colors jumped out all around her; blues, pinks -- mainly pastels -- the owners soaking in the moonlight. Ivy lay, caressed in a field of flowers, her eyes half-closed in new found bliss. Silken petals formed her a bed, which she unknowingly ripped with her claws, and she rolled over, exposing her belly to the warriors of StarClan, and the moon above.
Was this what it was like to submit? She wouldn't know. The wind kissed her lightly, and she exhaled a long sigh. It was serene, she had to admit. Almost as sweet and fulfilling as victory.
Ivy knew what victory was. She had won nearly every battle thrown at her, killed and destroyed, wrecked complete havoc while leading her army of anti-clanners against clans far off and unknown even to her now. No matter the odds, she had won. No-- that wasn't completely true. She had won all but one battle: the battle within her own life. And she had submitted to it. Just now. And it all didn't matter anymore. Not at all.
But, she had left it all behind for another reason, she had to remind herself. The former anti-clan leader left it all to find her son. She wanted to search the whole world for him, for she knew he wasn't dead. Only lost, like she was. Copper. Ivy thought of his name often to herself. The moon had guided her this far, and she looked up to the sky. Silverpelt was so vast and magnificent, and bright, she silently noted. No wonder the clans worshiped it... She closed her eyes suddenly and here, surrounded by flowers and the remnants of dead warriors as witness, fell asleep.
It was a deep, calming sleep, to refresh herself for the next day's search for her son.