He sank down on the river bank, miserable. Not that the feeling was new to him, but he thought he had finally done something right...
Maybe he wouldn't go back.
He leapt into the river, the freezing water numbing him down to his bones. Why was this effecting him so much? She hadn't officially rejected him, right?
The demons in his head thought otherwise. She's never going to love you, they teased. You may as well just leave. It's not like she's gonna miss you, anyway.
He swam across the river, his hot tears mixing with the freezing water, his limbs slowly becoming immobile. He barely made it across, but he crawled onto the river bank. It started to rain. He picked himself up off the ground, and felt a wave of emotions crash into his body. He had to escape these thoughts, these demons.
He ran, his paws slipping and sliding in the mud, his body growing weaker with every step. He knew what he was doing was wrong, but he only made it a few feet before his exhausted body collapsed. He tried to get up, but he couldn't.
He didn't know what happened next. There was a huge crash, and then a tree toppled over, trapping him under the massive trunk. He yelped when one of the branches pierced his side, but besides that, he wasn't injured. The branches of the tree seemed to form a cage around him. He wasn't dead, but he was trapped.
Also, there was a tree branch sticking out of his side.
He lay there in the mud, his gray fur soaked with river water and rain, tears still streaming out of his blue eyes, blood seeping out of his wound. They couldn't see him like this. He wasn't supposed to break, he was supposed to be strong. But, there was nothing he could do.
He closed his eyes.