Posts by dominikwynters

I smiled as she kissed me. I kissed her back and pulled her close. We kissed for a few blissful minutes before I pulled away and rested my forehead on hers and smiled again. I stroked her hair gently and questioned, "So, I'll take that as a yes...?"

(Girf... This is going to bring so much attention to Dakobi..... PM me!!!)

Dakobi heard Maxine singing, but he wasn't really calming down any. He kept his eyes closed, and he felt like he was dreaming, but he wasn't. He opened his eyes slightly and saw something.... a beautiful figure. It was Dakobi's mom actually. "M-mom?" he asked quietly. He tried getting up, but he couldn't move. His body had lost all function besides his lungs and vocal box. His mom was smiling, as she always would when Dakobi saw her. Then his dad popped up. Dakobi had to relive the experience of his dad beating his mother to death. He had never saw it, so he didn't know if it was true, but he did break into tears. "Mom! Stay alive!!!" he screamed/sobbed. "Dad, leave her alone!!!"

I smiled at her. She was so beautiful. "Jordan, you're amazing. Never forget that. Never let the people drag you down." I pulled out my phone and let her listen to something short. It was Braden Barrie saying some stuff. It was really deep, and I thought of it as I said. "Quote time," I said before it started. I see people, but they don't see me, or maybe they do, and it's in some completely different way than I can understand. I wake up inside of a body, a body I was given but did not choose, and when I think about that, I wonder if we truly ever have a choice in anything. I guess I just don't understand how we look past what's real and how we do it so often. I guess I just cannot comprehend how we become so caught up and so involved in these fake ideas, these fake definitions of what a life should be and what it means to be important and what it means to be beautiful because truthfully, nothing is perfect, and everything is beautiful.

(not really a song but okei!!)

I smile as it ends, pausing the... Music file. I wrap my arms around her and kiss the top of her head. "What shall we do now, my love?" I asked her. "Never mind. I'll figure something out." I picked her up bridal-style and looked at her. "Hope you don't mind." I said, not waiting for an answer. I crashed my lips against hers and closed my eyes.

Dakobi heard Maxine, but he didn't really get that she was calling his name. He continued to watch and cry and scream until little Dakobi walked in. By then, his mother was dead, but you had to be up close to see it. "Daddy, is Mommy okay?" Little Dakobi asked. "I heard screaming." Regular Dakobi said the next words with his past father. He said every word that was spoken at this time. Regular Dakobi remembered this.

"Yes, handsome. Mommy is taking a nap. She's going to wake up soon, I promise."

"Okay, well.... Does Mommy love me?" asked both Dakobis.

"Yes. That Absol she gave you, she gave it to the most important thing to the most important person in her life. That was you. You're her prince, her knight-in-shining-armor. Don't ever lose Absol, okay?"

"Daddy, I love you. And I love Mommy too." Little Dakobi said.

"Well, you can tell her that when she wakes up."

"SHE'S NEVER GOING TO WAKE UP, DAD! SHE WON'T WAKE UP BECAUSE YOU KILLED HER!!!" Dakobi screamed to him. "BUT YOU WOULDN'T FREAKING KNOW BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO DRUNK TO CARE, AND EVEN IF YOU CAN'T HEAR ME, I HATE YOU, AND I JUST WANT ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE IN HE WORLD WHI CARE ABOUT ME BACK! I WANT MY MOTHER! AND I WANT MAXINE! I WANT THEM BOTH BACK, SO LET ME GET AT LEAST ONE OF THEM BACK!!!!!" Dakobi felt himself slip back into reality. His vision was blurry, and he felt dizzy. "Where am I?" he cried. He smelt Maxine. His eyes shot open, and he grasped her in his arms as he cried.

(I'm seriously crying right now...)

I kissed and kissed and kissed her. She was so sweet yet so sexy. "I'm falling so hard for you, Jordan." I told her as I had pulled away to breathe. I kissed her again, and I smiled. "I'm definitely falling for you, Jordan, the most amazing person in my life."

"Ma-Maxine... I-I'm so sorry. Please... Just-" Dakobi continued to cry but not talking. He nuzzled his face into her shoulder. He cried and cried and cried for a while before he talked. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to wet your shirt or cause this crap... This has never happened before....."

"I'm sorry... Well, I don't want you to feel pain anymore. I want to protect you. Quote time again: Tell her why she's perfect for you. Pick her up and tickle her until she can barely breathe. She'll scream and fight you, but she'll secretly love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like she's the only person you want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her close and kiss her hard. Tell her she is beautiful. Get mad, then kiss her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Give her piggy back rides. Kiss her forehead."

Dakobi continued to hug Maxine, loving the warmth of the body beside him. He began to smile when he realized that Maxine was there and wasn't leaving. His tears began to slow finally as he forgot about the hallucination, awake dream, thing... WHATEVER IT WAS!! He kept his arms around Maxine, and he eventually stop crying excluding a few tears that hadn't yet shed.

"I'm sorry, Maxine. I'm so grateful for you," Dakobi told her as he kept his head rested on her shoulder. "There's something wrong with me.." he muttered. "I can't even hold a freaking conversation with you before breaking into some weird panic attack or have a schizophrenia attack... I don't even have schizophrenia.. I don't think I do anyway....." Dakobi brushed off the thought. "I'm just so glad you're here.... I'm sorry if I did something a few minutes ago... I don'tr remember what I was doing... I just saw my dad... and mom..."

I laughed at her questioned. "I look around on Facebook, and I find them all the time. If they're true and apply to a lot of things, whether I'm dealing with them or not, I'll save them. I have a lot of beautiful quotes that I absolutely love... But I shan't reveal all of my secrets," I smirked as I used a British accent for that last part. "Great magicians never reveal their secrets."

I saw her smiled and felt one creep to my lips. That smile was beautiful. I pulled her closed and kissed her hard. "I'm just doing the quote told me to." I smirked as I pulled my lips from hers. "You are so beautiful, Jordan. I hope you never forget that..." I kissed her on the cheek and released her from my tight grasp.

"Maxine, I can't forgive and forget... He murdered my mother, and he has beat me for over 10 years... Yeah, I deserve it, but I can't just forgive and forget.. I've been hurrying myself since I was the age if... 9, I believe. He never cared. I've attempted suicide... 17 times, I think it was... But I didn't ever succeed because I kept strong through all of the failed attempts because there were people who claimed to care. I don't think they did, but they said they did, but I didn't know... so I just kept string anyways... My dad didn't care. 'You just wanted your mommy,' he'd tell me. He'd beat me for trying to kill myself..."

"I don't believe in myself, Maxi.. I don't believe in true love, happiness... Really the only thing I believe in is you, Maxine. I believe in your strength to get through another long day.. Even if there is fear buried in the words that I didn't ever say."

I kissed her cheek and picked her back up, but this time, I got her on my back for a piggy back ride. "To the car!!" I screamed. "Love you, Mom. Going to a party at Jordan's! Call you later!!" I screamed louder for my mom to hear. We got to my car, and I opened the door and sat her down. I closed the door and ran to the other side of the car and got in. "Let's go!" I said as I began to drive.

I smiled and began driving. We got there after a few minutes. "WE'RE HERE, JORDAN!!" I screamed. I got out of the car and went to the other side if the car to let Jordan out. I picked her up and slammed the car Dior on accident with my foot. "Hiya, beautiful. I just wanted to kiss you before you went inside. I'm going to lose you when you go in there. You shan't get down until I kiss you." I placedmy lips on hers and smiled.

Dakobi was as astonished at the gift. "Maxine... I-I can't take this from you. It's yo-yours. I-I can't take it.. It's beautiful, but I don't wanna take it from you. I don't deserve this..." Dakobi smiled, but it quickly faded away from his face. He looked at Maxine, and he felt his heart racing.. He leaned in toward Maxine, but he stopped when he was almost there. He took a deep breath and rested his forehead against Maxine's. "I like you. A lot." Dakobi closed his eyes and brought his lips to Maxine's.

(I'm sorry. This is pitiful....)

Dakobi felt himself smiling into the kiss as soon as Maxine began kissing back. Dakobi knew he was falling really hard for her which was odd considering he didn't really fall for people... Dakobi continued to kiss her and smile as he did so...

I ran in after her, laughing. I watched her do her thing (sounds dirty) after I closed the door. I walked over to her and kissed her forehead and wrapped my arms around her. "Sorry, I like holding you. I was just wondering what I could do to help."