Posts by Ditster4

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  • CHAT for Heartfang & buds!

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    [font=georgia][color=white]Just your friendly, neighborhood Freak.
    • #justdoitmrgoat •
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    Currently at Ano's house, actually. :P
    New? Not really all the much. Another day older.
    You? (:







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  • Fate Be Changed ::.. {Private}

    [align=center][font=courier]Shoot me down, but I won't fall . . .

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][shadow=white,left]L I N C O L N[/shadow]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=white][font=georgia][size=7pt]Lincoln's jaw stopped moving as she turned her head to Damon, eyes wide. "What? What?! All this and you don't eat meat? You just eat women. Ha. Ha!" Lincoln shook her head at the world and mumbled, "The world is a cruel place." Tears gathered in Lincoln's eyes as her façade shattered finally. "This is the worst day of my life." She whispered. "Thrown down a mountain, body broken, and stuck with no meat." She cried, her tears making her look younger than she was. "And worst of all, you're here!"




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    [COLOR=white][FONT=COURIER]I am titanium.
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  • Fate Be Changed ::.. {Private}

    [align=center][font=courier]Shoot me down, but I won't fall . . .

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][shadow=white,left]L I N C O L N[/shadow]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=white][font=georgia][size=7pt]Leaning into the new heat source, Lincoln listened to the sound of Damon's words and heartbeat. Her breaths came in painful, shallow gasps. Lincoln was too wiped to do anything but whimper and grab onto Damon. What do you know. He does have a heart. Lincoln thought as her arms snaked around him. This was new to her- a loving grasp and a meaningful promise. While hugs weren't taboo where she came from, no one wanted to hug the mistake. Lincoln's mouth part slightly and she sighed. Damon's heartbeat was steady and constant. Bah-buhm. Bah-buhm. the last of Loncoln's tears ran out, but she didn't move, she didn't budge. The peace and comfort she was finding in Damon should have scared her, but it didn't. It felt... Nice.




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    [COLOR=white][FONT=COURIER]I am titanium.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
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  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt]♛ Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
    [/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 255px; background:url(http://i60.tinypic.com/2wnpjkz.png); background-position:center; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]I could hear the fight from the next room. I cursed under my breath and took off, hands still wrapped up tightly. "You've got to be kidding me." I muttered as I pushed the doors open. "That is enough!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. I walked to the center and reached for the guy Ryder was pounding and pulled him off. Eyes of the Diamond's were burning in my back as they waited for my next move. I'd shed my shirt and pulled my hair back. "You want a fight, Ryder? Fight me." It didn't matter whether he wanted to or not, he was going to fight me. Even if I only landed a single punch, I was still smaller and more agile than Ryder and I could dodge any punch thrown at me. It was down thing I had to learn from my previous relationships with men. "Get on your feet."







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    Got lost in the game.
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    [align=center][color=black][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][size=24][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][/size]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]I took a deep breath and tapped my pen on my table, "Just... Don't run yourself too hard about this. Baby didn't mean anything by it." I eventured a little further, feeling more free to talk to Hope with her brother gone, "I think you're very... fit." Of course, for could mean one of two things from an Englishman. Fit as in healthy or fit as in sexy. I decided to let Uope pick whichever as I turned back to my paperwork, "Now get out. I've got work to do." My voice was softer than it would have been with anyone else.




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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
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  • Fate Be Changed ::.. {Private}

    [align=center][font=courier]Shoot me down, but I won't fall . . .

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][shadow=white,left]L I N C O L N[/shadow]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=white][font=georgia][size=7pt]Takina deep breath-- despite her ribs protests-- Lincoln squeezed out two last tears before decided she was done whether she liked it or not. Sitting up, she issued a quiet apology before standing up and hobbling towards the water buckets. Cupping her hand in first, she took a long drink. Next she grabbed a bucket by the handle and brought it over to Damon. "Here." She stated simply, trying to dispel any weakness from her voice.




    [Tired and mobile]




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    [COLOR=white][FONT=COURIER]I am titanium.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate

  • Fate Be Changed ::.. {Private}

    [align=center][font=courier]Shoot me down, but I won't fall . . .

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][shadow=white,left]L I N C O L N[/shadow]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=white][font=georgia][size=7pt]Lincoln looked at Damon in surprise and jumped slightly. "I'm not a pity case. I'm not going to let you think you can atone for all your sins through me." Tears grew back in Lincoln's eyes and she fought them as hard she could. Her tears went from sad tears to angry tears. "Besides one person could probably never fix all your sins anyway." She snapped half-heartedly. It was almost as if she wanted to mean to Damon, but she couldn't. She could see the regret in his eyes, but she didn't want to believe it. She wanted him to be an enemy. She had a moment of glory. She was a warrior for a few precious hours and then because she felt pity on him-
    Lincoln's thought process stopped. None of this was Damon's fault is was all her's. Her mind reeled as she placed the blame on herself. She tricked him, she let him go, she cut him and now he couldn't leave. Whatever hope Lincoln had left fled from her. Her mouth fell open and she blinked a few times. "Maybe I want to be alone in this." She said in a strange way. She wasn't lying, but she wasn't telling the full truth. Her voice came out strangled and pained.




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    [COLOR=white][FONT=COURIER]I am titanium.
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  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt]♛ Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]"Well that makes it easy for me." I said with a slight tilt of my head and smile. I quickly extended my hand up, punching for Ryder's chin. I didn't need him to hit me. I just need to make a point and teach a lesson to everyone. The guy that Ryder pulverized wasn't a friend of mine, but he'd undoublty already learned his lesson. His face may never been the same. I just needed my wrapped fists to hit Ryder a few times.







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    Got lost in the game.
    [/fancypost][align=center][color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    [align=center][color=black][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][size=24][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][/size]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]I watched Hope leave and turned back to my paperwork. I cursed a few times as I looked at the paperwork. Supplies requisites, electric bills, water bills, more bills... Al Capone was caught and booked by not paying his taxes. We sure as hell weren't going done that way. But maybe these could wait a little longer. Or maybe I could get someone else to do them. Or maybe both. I stood up and walked out of my office, slowly strolling down the halls. I scratched the side of my head as I walked down the halls, paying no heed to the road of a distant crowd. This place was always noisy. I stopped in the middle of a hall and gently placed my hand on the side of a wall. It was so... bland. I had all the cracks in this wall and a few others completely memorized. I had a sketch book full of drawings of the walls that I made from memory. I had a picture of Toby and Baby in there, too.
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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate

  • CHAT for Heartfang & buds!

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    [font=georgia][color=white]Just your friendly, neighborhood Freak.
    • #justdoitmrgoat •
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    Anime is fun!!
    I think. I've never really gotten into it.







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    [align=center][size=5pt][color=transparent](c) blossom . #blossomfancypost

  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt]♛ Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
    [/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 255px; background:url(http://i60.tinypic.com/2wnpjkz.png); background-position:center; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]"Believe me, Ryder, I will." I muttered. "Because of the disturbance today, no one will be eating until dinner. You have Ryder and Berkheart to thank for that. If Berkheart survives this, he, too, will pay a penance. Until then, get out of here!" I shouted. I glanced at a disheartened Cookie and added, "And everyone one of you had better apologize to Cookie or you get no dinner either!" I took a deep breath and looked back at Ryder and glowered at him, and then turned on my heel. I meshed with the crowd and disappeared. There were never any fights at all when Toby ran the place. Everyone was too afraid of what he, Will, and I would do to them. What I did to Ryder was nice. I've been known to beat men-- and women-- senseless over less. Many people see it as hot headed or violent, and while it is to a degree, it's all about order. If you let people break the rules, complete and utter chaos ensues. Chaos has no place in this place. I found myself back in the training room, in front of a punching bag. I let my fits fly towards it again, bouncing on my toes like I'd never left. All the thoughts that I could have had left my mind and it was only me, my sorrow and anger, and the bag.







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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 32px;background-color:black; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;][align=center][font=courier][size=8][color=#282828]I played with your heart,
    Got lost in the game.
    [/fancypost][align=center][color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    [align=center][color=black][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][size=24][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][/size]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]Throngs of people rushed past me, grumbling something about Ryder, Baby, and lunch. I furrowed my brow and moved against the crowd, heading to find my lavender haired second. Whatever she did pissed people off greatly, which is not something new. She learned her tricks and tips from drug dealer years and year ago. Not that everything she did was bad, just some of her decisions were rash. That's the reason Toby didn't leave her in charge. Her immediate response to people not listening to her was force and striking back. Instead of trying to talk things out, she would punish everyone involved, even witnesses often times. While I do use force, I know when to talk to people and only punish a few select people, Baby on the other hand... She's got a lot to learn.




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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate

  • CHAT for Heartfang & buds!

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    [font=georgia][color=white]Just your friendly, neighborhood Freak.
    • #justdoitmrgoat •
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    Hey, Paint!!!







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    [align=center][size=5pt][color=transparent](c) blossom . #blossomfancypost

  • CHAT for Heartfang & buds!

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    [font=georgia][color=white]Just your friendly, neighborhood Freak.
    • #justdoitmrgoat •
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    Vesp!!
    Hey!!







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  • ♦ ♦ Diamond's Edge ♦ ♦ Sign Ups ♦ ♦ Open to All ♦ ♦

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    [font=georgia][color=white]Just your friendly, neighborhood Freak.
    • #justdoitmrgoat •
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    I'm going to post the role play thread really soon.




    Bump!!







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  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt]♛ Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]When I had completly exhausted myself, I sat down. A moment later I heard my phone buzz. I glanced down at it and saw it was from Cookie. Without reading it. I stopp up, grabbed my phone and my shirt and headed towards the dining hall, not bothering to cover my sports bra. "I'm sorry, Cookie. I know you said it was going to be special today, but-" I stopped short when I saw Ryder. Ignoring him, I looked back at Cookie, set my phone and shirt on a table and climbed onto it before continuing, "-I couldn't help it." I slowly began unwrapping my hands. I glanced up at Cookie, who I giving me a dirty look, "Or have you stopped eating again?" He asked. My head snapped on the direction of Ryder and my mouth went dry. I simply continued unwrapping my hands and I simply stated, "I don't think that's an appropriate question for you to be asking me, ecspecially in the current company."







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    Got lost in the game.
    [/fancypost][align=center][color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    [align=center][color=black][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][size=24][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][/size]

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    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]I spotted Hope on the ground quickly. Everyone parted around me like the Red Sea parted for Moses. I walked over to her and simply stood right in front of Hope, not bothering to bend down and check on her right now. It may embarrass her and I didn't really feel like getting a lecture at the moment. When the crowd dissipated, I stepped away from Hope and looked down at her and scratched at my arm, the tattoos stretching in odd ways. "Are you okay?"




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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate

  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt]♛ Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
    [/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 255px; background:url(http://i60.tinypic.com/2wnpjkz.png); background-position:center; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]I tipped my head back in defeat as Ryder walked out. "I need a drink. A very, very alcohol drink." I muttered, sliding from the table and grabbing my shirt. I tucked my phone in my pocket and ignored Cookie's protests. He grabbed my arm and turned me to face him, "Baby, stop. Not again. Don't do this again." I shoved his arm off of me and walked out of the room. There were a few nights that I stayed out all day and woke up in a random place, not knowing what happened or who I was with. Cookie always came out to find me, but sometimes he would make me find my own way home. F-ck that. F-ck all of this! I was getting wasted no matter what. I grabbed a set of keys and pushed the doors open and walked out. I opened the doors and drove to the nearest bar. I climbed out and walked straight up to the bar. "Just give me whatever." I told the bartender.







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    Got lost in the game.
    [/fancypost][align=center][color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    [align=center][color=black][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][size=24][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][/size]

    [color=yellow]
    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]"Excuse me?" I asked, completely shocked. "I was helping you! Weakness is not welcome, Hope. You were laying in a ball on the floor, and that's weakness! I guarded them from your view and kept them from seeing you and gave you a little space! If I bent down and talk ed to you, that's weakness from both of us! I didn't think you were a weak girl, Hope." I snapped. I crossed my arms for a moment and then turned around and slammed my fist into the wall. I heard a pop, but I ignored it. "You just don't get it, do you, Hope? I don't stand up for just anyone."




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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
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    . . : : C O O K I E : : . .
    "Ryder?" I called as I walked into the workout room. "I know that I don't deserve a favor, but can you, um, clean the kitchen? And do you happen to know how to cook for, say, two hundred people?" I asked hopefully. Baby's pretty much gone off the deep end again. She's not eating, she's more violent, she's headed back to the bars... I couldn't ask Ryder to go get her, but I couldn't just abandon my job. I had a job to do, but I felt like I had to get Baby even more. Will lost it last time I asked him to get her and made me stay here, leaving Baby to find her own way home. She's going to end up dead or with an STD or something. She saved my life, I'll never let her hanging unless I'm forced to.

  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt]♛ Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
    [/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 255px; background:url(http://i60.tinypic.com/2wnpjkz.png); background-position:center; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]My head was already swimming, but I could still feel. I don't want to feel. I want to be done feeling.







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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 32px;background-color:black; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;][align=center][font=courier][size=8][color=#282828]I played with your heart,
    Got lost in the game.
    [/fancypost][align=center][color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    [align=center][color=black][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][size=24][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][/size]

    [color=yellow]
    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]A humorless laugh bubbles from my throat. "How should I know?" I looked down at my hand- I'd split my knuckles and it was already beginning to bruise. "I'm sorry. Okay? I'm not sure what you expect me to do. I'm going out of my way here for you and I just don't get it." I shook my hand out, which resulted in quite a bit of unexpected pain. I cursed and looked at my hand again for a moment, "I'm not saying don't be weak at all. Be weak when it's safe to be weak, which is not when half the gang is passing you by. I don't want you getting eaten alive by this people."




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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
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    . . : : C O O K I E : : . .
    "I... I don't even know." I pinched the bridge of my nose and then looked at Ryder. I liked him, I thought he was a good person. I would say I looked up to him, but I wasn't sure I knew him well enough to say that I look up to him. I examined a punching bag, "Does that even really help?"


    [Low muse. Sorry!!
    Do you have any plot ideas? I was thinking maybe Ruder could get Baby and she has a meltdown or something. Or Cookie could go to get her and fails and Ryder comforts him and tells him that he's sure Baby will be fine and then when Baby comes back she finds out and thanks Ryder?]

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    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt]♛ Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
    [/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 255px; background:url(http://i60.tinypic.com/2wnpjkz.png); background-position:center; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]• • •







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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 32px;background-color:black; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;][align=center][font=courier][size=8][color=#282828]I played with your heart,
    Got lost in the game.
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    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    [align=center][color=black][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][size=24][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][/size]

    [color=yellow]
    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]I licked my lips before holding my hand out to Hope. I watched her carefully wipe her eyes on her shirt, and I realized her clothing didn't quite suit her like it suited everyone else. I pushed my cheek out with tongue as I analyzed Hope's words. In ways, we were alike. In other ways, we couldn't be more different. I wasn't so sure she belonged in a gang and I had a suspicion that she was forced there by circumstance. Me, I was made for this life. My father and grandfather reared me to be a tough, strong leader. They just didn't realize I'd be leading a gang.




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    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
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    . . : : C O O K I E : : . .
    I glared at the bag for a moment before deciding I need my hands too much to punch something. I looked back at Ryder and smirked, "For a big, bad group of people, they all love chicken fingers and Mac 'n Cheese. I have a good recipe in the kitchen. Also, can you make a banana smoothie and some bacon? Just try not to let anyone smell the bacon. Things get bad then." I shook my head and looked at the ground. "I'll be back soon." I said before turning around. Just as I reached the door, I looked over my should, "And Ryder? Thanks." With that I headed out in search of my friend.


    [I LOVE your idea!!!!]

  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [align=center][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][font=georgia][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow][color=yellow]
    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]I watched Hope's every movement as she examined my knuckles. When she announced I needed stitches, my blood froze. I may be a gang leader, but I'm a complete and utter baby when it comes to needles. "Suppose I don't get stitches." I laughed a little nervously, "What happens then?"
    Toby always teased me endlessly about my fear. I had good reasons, and he knew that, but he insisted that if I could get tattoos, I shouldn't be afraid. I'm not sure why I can stand tattoo needles and not other kinds of needles, but that's just the way it is. I can't help it. My mother had a beautiful sewing basket when I was younger and she was still alive. She'd asked me one day to fetch it for her and on my way back with it, I dropped it. Apparently my father had gotten it for her and he was none too happy about my clumsiness. Seventeen needles had fallen out of the basket and before I could pick them up, my father told me to get the basket to my mother. After I'd given her the basket and I came back to pick up the needles, they were gone. My father called me into his study. The next ten minutes were spent with him stabbing the needles into my fingers, arms, and legs. "It's for your own good, William. If you keep dropping things, this will get worse." He'd told me. I fought the memory out of my head as I looked back at Hope. I stared into her green eyes, trying to dispel the terrible memories.




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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    [fancypost borderwidth=5px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 60px; background-color:black; ][align=center][font=georgia][size=30pt][color=#F0F0F0]♛ [color=#7D7D7D]Baby.[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 467px; height: 60px; margin-top:-19px][align=center][color=#282828][font=courier][size=8]Oops, I did it again[/fancypost]
    [/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 255px; background:url(http://i60.tinypic.com/2wnpjkz.png); background-position:center; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: black; font-family: andale mono][justify]The lights of the bar had become the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I wondered if this was why my father drank- because the world becomes a more beautiful place and pain fades. There were guy's strewn about around me as I raised the beer bottle to my lips. They were all at a distance, as the last guy to touch me ended up getting a bottle broken over his head by yours truly. That's why I was surprised when I felt a hand wrap around my arm. "Heyy!" I slurred as I turned. A freckles face looked back at mine. "Cookie! I'm so glad you're here!" I smiled and through my arms around his neck. Cookie hugged me back after a second. "Come on, Kat. It's time to go home." He whispered in my ear. My happy mood disappeared. I shoved him off me, "No." I said. "I don't want to go back there. I don't want to." I stated. Cookie looked around and then looked back at me, "Why not?" He asked me. I looked at his freckled cheeks and pushed my lips out before looking at the counter. "Toby's not there." I stated. Cookie sighed a little and grabbed my hand, "Toby's not here either, Kat. Let's just go home." He begged. I pulled my hand out from his and slapped him. "Don't tell me that! I know that! Stop trying to save me, Cookie! I don't want to be saved! At least, not by you." I spat before turning back around. I grabbed my beer and chugged the rest of it before slamming the bottle down on the table and asking for another.







    [/fancypost]    		 [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 195px; height: 245px; background-color:transparent;][/fancypost]

    [/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; border-color:black; width: 467px; height: 32px;background-color:black; border-left: 5px solid black; border-right: 5px solid black;][align=center][font=courier][size=8][color=#282828]I played with your heart,
    Got lost in the game.
    [/fancypost][align=center][color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
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    . . : : C O O K I E : : . .
    I drove home in tears. My cheek stung. Without thinking about where I was going, I walked into the kitchen. I was only here because of Kat. She'd found me when I was thirteen and taken me into the gang. She told me I could have whatever I wanted and when I told her the kitchen, she didn't laugh at me. She just smiled and told me it was all mine. She gave me the nickname Cookie and treated me like a little brother to her. She'd always protected me and she'd gotten in numerous fights over me and always took my opinion. She'd eat whatever I made and would even help me sometimes. She's the one who taught me how to bake cookies. Well, she read the recipe on the back of the chocolate chip bag, anyway. She even illegally taught me how to drive. Now three years after she found me, everything is different. I wasn't in love with her, but I still loved her. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and now she hit me. The way she'd looked at me... I can't describe it. I've always seen her for who she actually is. A broken, yet beautiful piece of art. Her life sucked and yet she still manages to be a nice person. Well, a moderately nice person. I saw Ryder in the kitchen and realized I was still crying. Most people in here don't think about my age, but when I cry, I definitely look like the sixteen year old boy I am.

  • CHAT for Heartfang & buds!

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; background: url(http://i40.tinypic.com/30w8io1.gif); overflow: auto; height: 480px; width: 50px;][/fancypost] [align=center][size=38pt]Fяєαк ✯[/size]
    [font=georgia][color=white]Just your friendly, neighborhood Freak.
    • #justdoitmrgoat •
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    So many people in here. <3




    Dara!! Helloooooooo. :P




    I hope you find one soon, Kalamadea!




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    [align=center][size=5pt][color=transparent](c) blossom . #blossomfancypost

  • { I Have No Idea What to Title This }{ Private }

    [align=center][font=courier]I'm a little bit down

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][shadow=white,left]Will[/shadow]

    [color=yellow]
    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=black][font=georgia][size=7pt]I bit my lip and nodded, "Oh." Was all I could manage. "Right then, better stitch me up." My palms got a little sweaty, which I hated, especially since Hope was holding one of them. I looked up at the ceiling for a moment before looking back at Hope. "Have you, um, done that before?" I wasn't doubting her or her skill, I was just freaking out a little. I licked my lips and laughed a little nervously, "Who am I kidding, you've probably stitched tons of people up before."




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    [COLOR=BLACK][FONT=COURIER]But I'm not dead.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate


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    . . : : C O O K I E : : . .
    I pushed the heel of my hand into my eye and took a deep, shaking breath. "I just... she just... I don't know what I did... and Toby..." I tried to explain myself, but I just couldn't. I looked up at Ryder and then looked behind him at what kind of cookies he was making. That's when I really lost it. Angry tears and sad tears and tears that were simply tears flowed down my face as I grabbed Ryder. It may be inappropriate, but I couldn't help it. I just needed to grab someone before I fell over. Ryder was about six years older than me, I think, so hopefully he would just see me as a younger brother. I sobbed into his shirt, before fighting to contain myself. "She just does this sometimes. Every since Toby died, she goes through she stages were she doesn't eat, she just works out to the point of exhaustion, and then every night she goes to the bar and I don't know where she goes or who she's with or if she's alive and Will won't help me and usually she comes back with me but she didn't this time." I explained quickly.

  • Fate Be Changed ::.. {Private}

    [align=center][font=courier]Shoot me down, but I won't fall . . .

    [align=center][hr][hr][color=black][font=georgia][shadow=white,left]L I N C O L N[/shadow]

    [color=gray]
    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:230px; height: 196px; overflow: auto][justify][color=white][font=georgia][size=7pt]While she should have been happy to see him go, Lincoln was sad. She fought her feelings and looked around. What was there to do in a place like this? Slowly lowering herself to the ground, Lincoln decided to try and make a weapon for herself. She grabbed the bucket she'd been holding and began the slow process of getting the metal rims off of it.




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    [COLOR=white][FONT=COURIER]I am titanium.
    [color=black][size=6pt]CAPTAIN ©
    [color=transparent] #captemplate