Posts by mindlesswanderings

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    [size=8][color=black][font=verdana]i was undecided, to be honest. i sat uncomfortably in the hard chair next to one of my good friends. he had already chosen and i was next. it was all happening too fast. i felt the panic ensue, the tightening in my chest. panic was selfish. it was self-indulgent to think about things like that. i calmed myself down and prepared myself to go up before the announcer called my name. i was bracing myself. i closed my eyes and imagined the look of betrayal in my family's eyes as i chose the faction. i didn't know what faction i would choose, but it certainly wasn't abnegation.


    i tested divergent, which scared me. i was different. i wasn't like all the other people in this room. they entered abnegation into the system, though. i ran my hand through my neatly buzzed hair as the announcer called, "elijah rhodes," and i stood. this was it. this was the life-changing choice. i walked slowly forward, hesitation faltering my movements. i almost stumbled but i caught myself


    i mounted the pedestal that held the five bowls and the man that stood at the table handed me the glinting knife. the knife that would give me a scar on my hand and my one and only chance at a new faction. i grasped it in my left hand and the blade trembled. i stilled my movements, closed my eyes and pressed the surprisingly warm blade to my right palm. i put pressure and pulled down, feeling the skin split, the blood start to leak, and the pain. the pain. it told me what i really wanted.


    my hand hovered over the bowls uncertainly, shaking with pain and timidness. finally, it stopped over the bowl of lit coals. this took bravery. i was supposed to be dauntless, right? i let the blood fall, hissing as it met the heat of the fiery coals and i stepped back, taking the towel from the man and turned to my parents first. they had the look i had imagined on them. pure betrayal.


    i turned to look at my new faction. there was no applause. no cheer. they didn't want a 'stiff' in their faction, i'm sure. i walked over anyways, the nervousness twisting my gut. did i choose right? i don't know and i'm not sure if i'll ever find out.


    {hi, sorry if the post is too long. i pretty much wrote the first part of divergent. oh well. sue me. xD}

    [size=9pt]The girl, perhaps a couple years younger than me, shoved the newborn into my trembling arms. "He's all yours!" she screeched, her pitch piercing and probably doing a great deal of damage to my sensitive ears. She stormed away from me, her footsteps more like stomps. "You can keep that godforsaken baby away from me," she seethed. "I want nothing to do with him. I disown him!" she screamed, attracting attention from the passerby on the streets of London. With that, she turned around the corner to never be seen by my eyes away.


    I turned around and ducked my head, my cheeks turning red as all the citizens of London stared at me curiously. At least the paparazzi hadn't captured this especially degrading moment of my life. I clutched the baby close to my chest and picked up a jog, running to Madeline's flat. I knocked on the door rapidly, needing her advice and help in this circumstance. And a safehouse away from all of the publicity I would certainly be getting. "Madeline!" I shouted, desperation clear in my voice. There was a small hint of hysteria as well. I didn't know what to do with a baby. I never wanted this to happen!


    Why me? was all I could ask as I raised my eyes to the heavens. [/size]

    [font=verdana][color=#000000]MADISON DIERDRICH


    [size=7pt][color=#000000]NAME ;;
    "madison dierdrich."


    NICKNAME ;;
    "my nickname is madison."


    CODENAME ;;
    "the whisperer; i have picked up this tendency, more like a tradition, to whisper into my vicitm's ears when binding them to a chair. menace is very important in my occupation, and adding that soft tone edged with that slight bit of hysteria tends to push them over the edge, if the torture doesn't. they call me the whisperer because i never raise my voice above a soft murmur. a voice in the back of your head telling, no. ordering you to release all your secrets. and it works. so, i'm the whisperer."


    GENDER ;;
    "i'm a female. obvious, much?"


    RANK ;;
    "singer is very preferrable."


    DATE OF BIRTH ;;
    "i was born on the twenty-eighth of january."


    PLACE OF BIRTH ;;
    "i was born in munich, germany."


    AGE ;;
    "i am twenty three."


    ETHNICITY ;;
    "i am german, irish, and australian."


    ACCENT ;;
    "i have a thick german accent."




    HEIGHT ;;
    "i am five feet and four inches tall."


    WEIGHT ;;
    "i weight one hundred and three pounds."


    SKIN COLOUR ;;
    "i am pale."


    EYE COLOUR ;;
    "i have brown eyes. nondescript."


    TATTOOS ;;
    "i have several verses from the scripture up and down my torso, a gun on my waist, and a dead cherry blossom vine that stretches from my shoulder to my wrist."


    PIERCINGS ;;
    "i have no piercings whatsoever."


    HAIR COLOUR ;;
    "i have brunette hair."


    STRUCTURE ;;
    "i'm small for my size, but it doesn't stop me from doing what i love most. with my small frame, i pull off the fragile look. it allows me to blend in with a crowd, be inconspicuous, which is a vital necessity when you are out on the field. people don't stop and ask if i'm a part of the vyndicates, because i don't look like i could be one of them. i don't look frightening, except for that look in my eyes that some might describe as insane."




    PERSONALITY ;;


    STRENGTHS ;;


    WEAKNESSES ;;


    DISABILITIES ;;


    ANYTHING ELSE ;;





    HISTORY ;;


    FAMILY ;;


    FRIENDS ;;


    BEST FRIEND ;;


    PET ;;


    WEAPON OF CHOICE ;;


    INFATUATION ;;


    RELATIONSHIP STATUS ;;


    FACE CLAIM ;;
    anne hathaway


    ANYTHING ELSE ;;





    MAJOR WIP (is it acceptable so far?)

    [size=9pt]"All I want," I said, my voice hoarse with stress and exhaustion, "is for this baby to have as good a life as possible without her real mom. I just need your help. I can't raise a baby." I lowered my eyes to the angelic face below me. So young. So innocent. The child gurgled slightly and a small smile slipped onto my face. I couldn't help it. The child was mine. She was my daughter. I held her closer and looked back at Madeline. "Please." [/size]

    [size=9pt]Hauntedattraction shook himself of his grumpiness and the flies that had started to gather from the sweat, getting to his paws. He didn't like this, but he did want to have the best chance at survival in this hellish environment. The only way of that happening was to stick with the group. He twitched his ears, irritant at the fact that he had been patronized by a she-cat like he was a young kit that needed chastisement. He blinked. The heat must be getting to him. He waited for the rest of the group to collect and stood a good distance away from the she-cat that had snapped at him. He understood it was for good reason; it just annoyed him.[/size]

    [size=9pt]I faltered for a second. I thought for a while before saying, "Delilah. Delilah Horan." I stared at my daughter, Delilah, again. It was fitting, in my opinion. I sat slowly down on Madeline's couch, not breaking my gaze from the innocent baby. She was beautiful in that way that only a newborn child can be. It was amazing, really. She had my genes in her. I could already see wisps of a light brown hair on the top of her head. [/size]

    [size=9pt][/size][fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic; font-size: 20px; margin-bottom: -9px; letter-spacing: 9px; text-align: right;]andy - ren - blaze[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: cambria; font-style: bold; font-size: 15px; margin-bottom: -9px; letter-spacing: 7px; text-align: center;]Anthony "Andy"
    McGuire[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#525C65; bordercolor=#696969; borderwidth= 5px; border-radius: 20px; overflow: auto; height: 140px; width: 300px;][size=9pt]Andy nodded, his eyes returning to the scene at hand and admiring at how Stormy seemed to realize how panicked the young mare was. He clicked his tongue and Ren trotted over to him, shoving her muzzle under his hand in a hope for treats. He shook his head and raised his hands up. "Sorry, girl, I don't have any." She seemed to understand and went back to timidly approaching Stormy. "I understand that he is afraid of guys, but you can take Ren to his stall. Now even, if you want. And besides, I'm probably more girlish than any guy you'll ever meet." A grin crossed his face a little. He looked back at the stallion that had retreated into his stall and sympathized with him for a second. He wanted to go over and comfort Freedom, but knowing his backstory now; he realized it wasn't a good idea. Anthony jogged to Blaze's stall quickly and grabbed some watermelon. He came back and chucked it into the pasture. [/size]
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    Ren
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    Blaze[/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=#525C65; bordercolor=#696969; borderwidth= 5px; border-radius: 20px; overflow: auto; height: 140px; width: 300px;][color=#ffffff][size=9pt]Blaze flared her finely fluted nostrils, a characteristic commonly seen in Arabs, and threw her head a little as she caught scent of ther watermelon, her favorite treat. It was an almost an accident that they had figured that out. Andy had that for lunch and was eating by her stall when she leaned over his shoulder and grabbed the bag of watermelon slices from him. It was a regular occurence that Andy brought watermelon to the ranch. She grabbed the soft, watery fruit from where it lay in the grass, taking a clump of grass stalks with it and gulped both things down without much heed, her head bobbing in excitement. She nickered softly and resumed her play with Ren and Stormy.[/size]

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