[font=times new roman][color=black]Username:
ieocto092719
Screen Name:
dear cupcake ·
Activity:
6-7/10 I'll be less active during the week due to school.
Muse:
Not too high, but not too low.
[hr][font=times new roman][color=black]Name:
Meridian Seftar.
Gender:
Female.
Age:
Seventeen.
Appearance:
[font=times new roman][color=black]Personality:
The first thing anyone will notice about Meridian and will take note of is the fact she is intimidating, not only in appearance but in several aspects of her personality. Visually speaking she has quite harsh features and has a strong voice to accompany it, mentally however she has a number of traits that can easily scare people off or even cause them some form of discomfort even if it’s unintentional as she’s naturally demanding on herself and others. Another easily noticeable trait of her's is the fact she is constantly aware of her environment and where she is, her trained mind naturally looking out for danger and anything else that could potentially be a threat or good resource to take advantage of. Because of how vigilant she is, Meridian is often listening to her instincts and acting accordingly, her "fight or flight" instincts and reactions being quite strong.
Despite being an adventurous soul that leaves her at times to be quite reckless and impulsive she is well traveled. Living life on the high seas and enjoying the ocean as much as the sights, she is a cultured woman that knows almost all the details when it comes to most places, not only because she has lived for an unknown amount of time but because she actually takes interest and has constant awareness of what is around her. However despite this apparent recklessness that she shows, it proves in one way or another that she is a brave person mainly because she doesn’t suffer the same restrictions or fears that any normal person would. Plus after an indistinguishable amount of time fighting creatures of pure fear she has learned tactics and strategies to keep herself alive and protected. Her constant quick thinking and long list of strategies making her quite the adaptable person.
At the heart of it all Meridian in actual fact is a caring person, looking out for those she considered friends and family and forever watching over the souls she guards and the comrades that stand at her back. She knows when to show kindness, adapting to each individual person as she knows that everyone is different, though she can still come off as intimidating and sharp due to the strong appearance and traits she possesses. Sitting well with her caring side is her values, the majority of them sitting in the right place as she can be considered a woman of common sense in various matters and isn’t adverse to creating some form of a challenge or defiance if it clashes with her judgment and beliefs. Adding more to her supposedly good heart is the fact she is a hard worker, staying dedicated to her school work and cause not only because she enjoys it, but it gives her a purpose and will to continue. This also shows that she is a committed person, because when she starts something, she will go to all ends to finish it. However this commitment also extents to relationships and the people that she knows, because once she becomes close to someone, she won’t stray and will remain committed to the relationship, regardless of the type as she will put in the effort necessary to keep it comfortable and happy. The final golden trait in which she holds in herself is the fact she is even tempered, not much can ruffle her up, even in the more dire and tense situations. You can guarantee that Meridian is the one with the cool head and the one dealing with the situation to keep the danger back and get whoever is in danger out of the way.
Despite Meridian being an even tempered woman, at times she has proven herself to be aggressive in nature. Most of the time her aggression comes out during battle, proving to her opponents and victims just how fierce and formidable she can be if she is brushed the wrong way. During rare moments her aggression can pop out when she isn’t in battle, and that's mainly because someone found the correct nerve to pluck and it’s at that point she can lose her temper for a few moments, furiously barking before managing to calm down to her original self. Suffering from anxiety, Meridian is often stuck with the anxious label with how restless she can be, often pacing, suffering from bad dreams or in general not sleeping. However her anxiety can go to such extents that at times she can appear to be flighty and nervous in nature so she doesn’t take kindly to surprises, either jumping out of her skin or suddenly the person in question finding her weapon up against their throat.
It’s a known fact that Meridian is quite the demanding and bossy figure, not only because of her position as meister, but because she has quite the tactical non-stop mind. Because of this never ending circle, her mind runs in its only natural that she likes to keep things in order and in check, so at least when something odd happens, she knows exactly when and what caused it. However due to such a sharp manner in which she presents herself in, she often comes off as frank, not at all sugar coating her words as she says them flat and straight. The truth and reality hurt and she knows well how it feels and so constantly tends to remind people of this aspect without actually meaning it. Her frank nature adds to her intimidation factor and if it doesn’t brush a person the wrong way where they become hostile, it can cause some form of uneasiness. Meridian is not an easy person to be around, due to her sharp and rough edges, but isn’t always as bad as she appears.
Lastly, Meridian shoulders a lot of guilt, not only making it hard for her to smile and see happiness but overall struggles to move on, the burden weighing her down that much, her mind constantly punishing her. It can be said she is a guilty woman and to this day has been unable to make peace with herself, instead she keeps a great deal of himself locked away and hidden, refusing to open up or let go of the hurt; She long ago gave up her freedom. Naturally, this makes her a mysterious character, distorting her image and shrouding her in a cloud of darkness. However when it comes to combining her guilt with her mysteriousness, Meridian is defensive over her past and on what nerves people decide to pluck, often becoming something akin to a cactus or monster when the wrong button is pushed, having the tendency to give the cold shoulder or to give off some kind of doom inducing fear. However despite the strong and even harsh traits that she possesses, she still has goodness within her that many overlook. Despite the cold and aloof front she keeps up, inside she is just broken and waiting for some kind of light or sign to once more give her reason and make her whole.
[hr][font=times new roman][color=black]Partner:
Open.
Skills:
- Her capability to think quickly during tough and dire situations.
- Her determination to keep on going, giving her mental strength.
Weaknesses:
- Her aggression is never helpful in many cases.
- Her nervous glance at the world.
Other:
I'll make a weapon. This was sort of rushed for me. Sorry. c:
Crush/Bf or GF:
None.
Code Word:
[font=times new roman][color=black]Fool!



