Posts by Hollychant

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"--------" Her words would be unheard, but all the same, the black female's mouth moved, green eyes closing as she enjoyed the ride.

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify][yeh it's okay

No, she didn't just say that. She was meant to lie, to everyone she didn't know them and never would. She couldn't love, couldn't have friends and this was why. Because she just made them hate her, made them hate themselves. She could feel Lucifer stirring inside of her, roaring with a blazing power of five Suns. He wanted to use this new found self loathing idea she had gotten into her head to his advantage, so he could kill more, to hurt more.
"No..." Her voice was cracked, just like the soul that was once so pure, that every holy and unholy epbeing that walked this planet wanted it so much. Her face was hanging, green eyes ablaze with the glowing shone of sadness. "SHUT UP." Her voice crackled, stumbling back at the sudden race of power through her bones.

"You can push me away..." Two eyes looked up almost hopefully, but her back was against the door that she would leave through. "But Italy every time I let you it just hurts. And I dont know if you feel the same, but you are amazing! You just give up, you need to see the light, not let your demons eat away at the previous person that was you. Because no matter what people love you, and you can't just lie to yourself and make everyone else feel bad because of it." She felt so angry at him, but that wasn't enough for her, "Stop acting like you're alone you fucking asshole."

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Holly felt her teeth grit, ears laying back as a shark hiss echoed against the walls.
"No one wants that 'Italy', we want Feliciano the one that could actually stand the sight of other people, the one who wasn't so selfish that he couldn't realise anyone's pain but his own." She felt her voice crack, "Because I was always happy, even though I watched everyone's lives fall down around me, I pretended like mine was fine, I was their solider but frankly I realized no one was going to be mine..." She felt herself tear, oh god it was a terrible feeling, the sting behind her eyes. "I miss you so much, I want to only see you smile!" Then there was silence, his almost scared tone reaching her ears and breaking her heart. She was a hypocrite wasn't she, blaming others for leaving when she herself did it.
The black cat took a deep breath, rushing forward to press her body and his in a small hug. If he didn't push her away, then tears would splatter his fur, a small innocent face buried in his fur.
"I'm sorry..."

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Still clingy tightly to his lightly warmed scales, she would slip off and dizzily walk in a semi straight line. A wild grin was plastered on her cute face, green eyes open and blazing with a glowing neon.
"Holy f- Just wow, ah-" Then she fainted. Yup, after such a dazzling ride, the 'kitten' would fall over completely and go out like a light. Mind buzzing with the deepest of headaches, was this what it was like to be exhausted?

[ yeah it's okay! C: Im really busy with cooking xD

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Letting out a frightened whimper, she would slam her optics shut. It was a while since alone had actually hugged her, an honest kind hug.
"I love you.... I'm sorry.. I know I shouldnt." She almost pulled away, but confessing wasn't easy, certainly when you acted like a child in stressful situations. So she simply cried, knowing that he would never return those words and mean it.
No one ever did.

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]The black cat was once again tromping through the forest, her eyes still glassy from a night of pure torture. But she needed to see her brother, even if he didn't want to see her.
Holly stepped into the camp, gazing around at the train cars with her two magically bright eyes. Filled with such a range of emotion. Perhaps she could just sit, wait for him to some to her, or someone would ask why she was here.
'Ah yes I need to see the leader' she would say, then he would see her... God, she hoped after that it wasn't completely terrible. She was a bad person, the femme had killed his heart, it was only her fault.
She deserved to stay dead.

[rushed

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Then she pulled away, her eyes pained and mouth in a straight line. Tears marked small dark trails of wet on her cheeks, though he couldn't see her, and she almost preferred that. And this time she didn't regret her actions, this time, lips pressed to his was not an accident. She didn't even know who it would hurt, and she didn't care.
She was tired of the bullshit.

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Puffing out her chest, she took a small breath and eased her way into the words.
"I-" Her voice cracked, well that was succesful, let's call it a day and leave. "I need to see Luciano..." Holly almost choked on her own words, breathing shallow, but on the outside she look almost happy. With her white teeth glowing and eyes shining.
You would never guess everything she had done.

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]its called the ship sinking
it's pretty much all over now great guys

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please don't
no

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*pouts*
WELL TIME FOR THE PLOT MASTER TO GET TO WORK

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Ah, she was sure it was a wonderful day. She would wake in a cave, no this wasn't right. Blinking her green eyes a couple of times, a small screech of sorts would escape her lips as two glowing optics are visible from the shadows. Stumbling back, her back lay across a cold yet fluffy body.
"O-Oh my gosh, so sorry!" Breathing heavily, the cat would fall on her fours. Looking back to see the creature she lay against, just to make a choking noise.
An entire cougar.
Wasn't that a bit... Extreme?

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Her face fell, Holly just sitting there for a couple seconds. Not daring to move, as if that would bring up her sadness once again.
"I should leave... Just say the word... King Feliciano..." Her voice cracked at the end, but a corner of the femme's lip was curved up, a smirk of sorts. She wasn't sure what she was feeling, maybe this was just the start of her heartbreak. Oh if that was true, she was in for a long painful ride...

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Turning, her tail would try he straighten so her wouldn't hear it scraping against the floor. Holly hovered for a moment, sliding the door open.
"Ti amo..." Silence, he meant it in a platonic way. She just knew it, he would never love her like that. "Forvever." So much guilt echoed in her voice as she stepped out into the col crackling air. She would only slip under the train car. So it wasn't some huge trek for a thoughtful spot.

--time skip to after the breakup?

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]She tromped through the snow, kicking over a terrible snowmam with a loud and proud laugh. Though the laugh was fake, forced for the kits she rolled around with in the ground. Her smile was warm, but the corner twitched. She couldn't stand lying like this, so with a couple excuses and listening to whines and goodbyes, the cat would walk off, sticking out like a dragon in a cow pasture.
"Fuck!" Tripping over her numb paws, a fluff of snow would puff up around her. It hurt, but she almost enjoyed it. So with some weak legs, and a new found sadistic smirk, the cat would shake off the powering stuff and giggle slightly.
Stopping deadly still and turning to the one car behind her, it had only been one day, so it was impossible for him to have moved.
"Hello?" The slightly muffled calle would be paired with her paw hitting against Feliciano's door.

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify][wow late reply sorry holiday

Taking a deep breath at the vision of Feli and Enre standing next to each other, Holly almost froze on the spot. But chose to stay strong, one of them would remember she knew them, loved him, cared so dearly to him, and the other... She barely could stand the sight of.
"Oh... U-" Cut off by an all to familiar Italian accent, the British femme took another shaky inhale and turned to face her brother, no, she was no longer his sister, he hated her. "But I-" Pain was so thickly laced in the girl's voice, causing it rattle out of fear and love that would never be returned to her. "I'm sorry...." Tears began to gather in her eyes, green optics glowing and brightly shining over with the clear mask. "Kill me if you want, but I'll never stop coming back..." She was ready for death, she had been for a while.

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Screaming, it wasn't something you chose to hear in the middle of the nigjt, when sleep wasn't even an option in your mind. Holly sometimes heard it when she slept, no only when she woke. But tonight was not quite the same, now was it? At first the black femme's head would dart up, listening to the crackle of fire along with the screams.
They sounded familiar, and that alone was enough to cause a sudden stab of worry. So the once evil, mean, cruel, heartless being started rushing through the forest, ignoring long scratches that formed from not nothing to dodge branches, and bracken.
She watch him fall to his knees, eyes watering but not fully crying. Watched as another female gave him nothin but three words, her beautiful boyfriend... The one she had a family with... Was really dead.
She denied it at first, but her pain was so unbearable that she couldn't do that any longer. So with a yowl of pain, the small girl rushed forward, shoving the other to the side silently. No. No no no. Her paws worked against his now crisp flesh, panic filling the air.
"No..." Tears were now plopping and steaming against his body, "You can't leave me... No please no..." Holly's face would bury into charred fur with a wail of heartbreak. She was just destined to be alone.

[omg ah I'm crying ;-; but I com legend understand and I hope you find another musseeeee]

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify][yeah I understand I can't really post much either :0

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px solid transparent; overflow: auto; width: 215px; height: 275px; height: 275px; width: 215px][justify]Holly, she was fairly young when she first joined her clan. Making friends, rivals, and even a couple enemies. She doubted anyone remained that would remember her, but she could try for it. The cat limped into the land, sniffing at the summer air and smiling. She was still the same cat, just a new black furred body. Complete with the hing leg she had been missing, and eyes that she never really had. Welcome back me.
Looking around at the sights, she knew this was for the best.

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