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[align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 320px; text-align: justify; font-family: georgia; font-size: 9pt; margin-top: -12pt;]This was now her third attempt of running away from WindClan, and she knew exactly how it would end. She'd stop in her tracks, shake her head and convince herself she was acting childish, then walk home. Why am I going back there? Why don't I just stay away, make some people happy? She had no interest in herbs anymore, she felt no strong desire to 'serve her clan in the best possible way she could'. Why do that for a clan that barely wanted her there? There was someone, actually, who admired her greatly. Surfpaw. He was handsome, alright, but that was all. She had never seen him in that light, never really though of him romantically. She had always only seen one person in front of her for love.
Lately she had changed, quite a bit. She was forgetting her morals, forgetting her beliefs, losing sight of her dreams. The world had just been very empty for the past three moons, it felt like she had been cursed by someone up in the stars. Cursed for being such a horrible girl, for being so insensitive and bitter. She'd started to notice how very few people considered her a friend and how very many people wanted her dead. But why? What did she do besides be cold? She didn't understand, nothing made sense. She didn't understand why she lost her memories, she didn't understand why her parents left her for StarClan, she didn't understand why the only person she dared to trust betrayed her, she didn't understand why WindClan didn't bury her after she died so she would be dead forever.
Suicide had come to mind several times, but she knew her mother, sister, and father would be very ashamed of her. Does it even matter what some people who betrayed me by dying so early think? The eight-moon-old didn't want to be in WindClan, nor be in the living realm.
In her cheetah body, which was pretty attractive compared to her regular one, the girl was on her way back to WindClan after running away. Her steps were somewhat slow and irregular, but there was no helping it since she had to teach herself to walk an entirely different way once in a normal body. It was like flying with broken wings your whole life, then one day you woke up and they were repaired and you had to relearn how to fly.
The wildcat stopped at a meadow to rest, her chest heaving from all the walking. She laid on the ground, belly facing the sky and back on the ground so she could gaze at the clouds. Glitchmob began tracing shapes in the clouds with her paw, noting how all of the ones she made out were rather dark and dank. One of them looked like a very familiar scar she had inflicted on someone. The spotted big cat cringed and rolled over on to her side, burying her face in the dried grass.
Some time ago, she had acted on on rage and hurt and raked her claws on Lask's cheek after his possessor confessed to him cheating. Never had she felt so much pain, not even when she had been brutally murdered. The only one she had left had gotten her pregnant with demons (who killed her while birthing), then fucked the most gorgeous girl in the clan and told her to keep the kits a secret from everyone, and fled the clan soon after to care for his fiend kits and broken soul.
Maybe the problem was her? She had the horrible personality, the deformities, she left RiverClan, she was stupid to walk beside a cliff, and demons decided to choose her of all people to possess her fetuses. Just stop. Oh how she just wanted to flip a switch and turn off her thinking. Get up, walk. Glitchmob just wanted nothing more than to stop feeling this way 24/7. Go.
The cheetah picked herself off of the ground, surprised to find her eyes threatening to spill tears. Do not cry. Glitch began to walk, not even knowing where. A flash of movement to her left caught her attention.
Four faint scars on a big ebony boy's pretty face.
Her pelt drained of color, her irises turned a whitish color. What was he doing here? Was he running away, too? Was he meeting someone? Was he looking for something? The slender female stood where she was, staring at Alaskanriches with wide oculars. She couldn't remember how to talk, how to move, how to breathe.
After what seemed like forever, the girl broke free from her state as a drop of water fell on her cheek. Rain? The clouds were so whisy earlier, though. She looked up to see if anymore was falling but there was none. Her eyes were the source of rain. Hoping he didn't see, the female turned her head to the side and wiped her visionaries with a paw before forcing color back into her pelt and eyes.
She tried her best to look strong. "Why are you here?"
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