Posts by Kikki122

OCC: Human?? Your kidding, I get the cat and the frog, but human is NOT possible, like no way.

Morningpaw sighed her heart felt like it was breaking into a thousand tiny shards, piercing into her chest. She felt as if she had to punish herself, then she bit at her leg repeatedly, determined to do herself injury.

OCC: No, thanks for the photo! I don't want to puke over my new laptop, thank you! But that really is creepy.... and who would tell a person to dissect a human?! Ewww, just gross.....

OCC: ConGrAts!

IC: The thoughts still whirled around her head and she began to run, her paws carrying involuntarily. Suddenly her paws hit something cold and she fell forward, into a world of black.

Morningpaw struggled in the cold darkness. She was sinking down, suddenly there was a rush in her ears and all went silent. Help! I'm dying..... She thought. I'm so sorry, Scorchflame, Whitepaw, Tigerflame, Darkstripe, everone..... father, mother, I'm so, so, so sorry...

OCC: I just got my hair dip dyed for the first time, ever!

Morningpaw's thoughts began to slip from her mind. I'm really sorry, I'll always watch over the Clan as a member of StarClan... That was her last thought.

OCC: Sure!

OCC: Morningpaw is in the river......

Morningpaw felt a rush of air at her ears. She felt like she was floating, half way out of a dream but still dreaming. She couldn't open her eyes and she had no memory of anything. She was only in the here and now.

Morningpaw heard a voice it was faint but clear, gradually the rushing noise in her ears died down. Her eyes jerked open and she coughed up a puddle of water over Shadowclaw's paws, she gasped for breath after breath then another wave of water came out of her throat. She was soaking wet and completely confused but slowly the memory was coming back, the fight, hurting Scorchflame, going hunting and running into the unseen darkness.

Morningpaw took a shaky breath. "What happened?" She asked, confusedly. Then she went into another bought(?) of coughing. Every muscle in her body screamed as she looked towards Darkstripe swimming across the river.

OCC: Lol, SO right!

IC: "Huh??" Morningpaw shook herself and looked at Whitepaw. "What did you say?"

Morningpaw glared at Darkstripe. "Do you know how hard it is to fight with your brother, to hurt your brother, he was going to hurt me! But I still care, I didn't want to attack him but he would have killed me! Do you know how hard it is to have siblings in other Clans and to be ENEMIES with them?!" She said in a distressed tone.

OCC: Sorry, I totally forgot she was crying lol!!

IC: "Wait a minute, Whitepaw! Can I tell you something?? Something secret?" Morningpaw asked. "Look, I-I-I really like your brother but he doesn't seem bothered with me and I just wish I had a friend apart from you, I feel so alone, Whitepaw. It feels like no one in the Clan likes me, and Darkstripe and Tigerflame always think the worst of me, sometimez I think I would have been better off in ShadowClan, with family..... I'm so afraid I'll hurt the few remaining friends I have, then everyone will hate me..... I try my best to do everything for the Clan, but no one ever notices, I'm just another apprentice to be over looked, not like you Whitepaw, everyone likes you, everyone notices you, I see cats look at you in a respectful way all the time, all the tomcats like you, I never get any looks like that, only reproachful looks and glares that seem to tell me that I don't belong here, that I am just a waste of space and supplies, I feel, so-so lost....... so alone I feel like if I left no one would notice except you, no one, Whitepaw, no one...." The tears were once again spilling from her bright green eyes and she felt her heart would shatter with the pain of the truth.

Morningpaw's eyes narrowed. "If you knew, you would show some sympathy!" She snarled. "If you knew, you would CARE!"

Morningpaw collapsed to the ground, too weak to care. Sobs wracked her body, the pain in her heart was painfully difficult to bare. "I never wanted to hurt him!" She choked out, almost running out of air. "It's so hard....... so painful, and nobody trusts me, the whole Clan seem to hate me, so much......"

Morningpaw turned around, her heart almost stopped. Then the tears began to run down her cheeks and she fled the camp, she wanted to flee her messed up, painful life.

Morningpaw heard crashing sounds behind her, whoever it was could go. Suddenly she slid to a halt, just at the edge of a steep cliff. A little along her side of the cliff, Morningpaw saw a wriggling shape, it had striped grey fur(?) and was too small to be a warrior. They must be from ThunderClan! Morningpaw thought, frantically, her breath caught in her chest and she dashed along the edge of the cliff, as she got closer she recognized the cat. "Nightpaw!" She shrieked. Then she dashed to the edge of the cliff and crouched down, she stretched her paws out and unsheathed her claws. "I'm so sorry if this hurts, Nightpaw." She whispered, hoarsely. Then she dug her claws into his paws and attempted to haul him up.

Morningpaw shook her head. "I fell in the river..." She choked out.

Morningpaw shrank back, her ears went back. "Fine! I was TRYING to save you! But now you can try and free yourself!" Morningpaw snarled. Then she pulled back just enough that Nightpaw could still hold on, but only just.

OCC: I did..... but maybe some one else didnt lol!

IC: Morningpaw gave a hacking cough. Then she leaned close to Whitepaw. "I can't do this much longer....." She whispered.