[fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: Times new roman; font-style: FONT STYLE; font-size: 32px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right;]LUNARECLIPSELILITH[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; height: 127px; width: 280px; border-left: 4px solid white; border-right: 4px solid white; border-radius: 1000px; margin-top: -13px;][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; height: 120px; width: 170px; overflow: auto;][justify][font=georgia][size=7pt][color=gray]She seemed to choke on her words as she opened her jaws to speak. Only a quiet sob escaped instead as she pushed against her husband in desperate need of something to sooth her. Any kind of comfort that she could get she was happy with. As she finally found her voice, the words poured out. "I was in the forest... I blacked out and Lilith came back..." she cried, "And now because of me Vindicate is hurt, but he won't tell me what Lilith did." She shook her silent sobs, for it felt like she was going to cry herself dry.
"Where have you been?" she whispered, opening her eyes slightly and glancing at the handsome serval's face. "Where were you when's my mom died?! You came back to life miraculously, and the only words I get from you are for when you tell me that your you, and not that Coldplay figure." okay now she's trying to pin things on him. But when someone is in grief, sad or angry, they do that.
She took a step back from him and wiped at her eyes, feeling he salty tears slip over the edge of her lip and into her mouth. "Where have you been?!" she repeated, her voice shaking with fear and loneliness, "You weren't there when I needed you! You kept that damn sickness inside you a secret and died on me!" She put a paw to her head and unsheathed her claws, letting them prick at her skin and draw the smallest amount of blood. "I wanted to kill myself. After you died I didn't want anything to do with life! Imagine you came back, and learned that I was dead because you kept your little secret and disappeared on us unexpectedly. What would you have done if you learned I had taken myself and our kits?! Would you have grieved? Or move along with your merry life?" Her whole body shook and she felt like she was going to pass out or be sick. "Cause when your meme eyes who you were, you didn't seem to care much about me! Or your children!! Where were you?!" She took another step back and found her rear bumping into her bed. "Where were you...." she whispered over and over again, tears trailing down her cheeks ceaselessly like rivers.
And this.... Is what you would call a mental breakdown....
been waiting to do one of these for so long
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[/fancypost][color=transparent][c]Mystyeria , #mystyfancy
