[justify][size=8]It had been cold that day, she remembered it vividly, or she remembered bits and pieces of it anyway. The wind had whipped through her blue and white marbled tabby fur, causing her to shiver slightly as her short fur did nothing to keep the cold at bay. She had been walking along, just out to relax for awhile, and she hadn't planned on anything remarkable happening at all. Her pale green eyes had just been on the sky, watching the clouds as they slowly drifted overhead in the brilliant blue sky. Nothing much was on her mind just then, and the thought of a stranger lurking nearby never occured to her. Because surely when you're in the heart of SkyClan's territory you're not looking for strangers, because they couldn't be very dangerous if they were strolling around SkyClan, most likely they'd be looking to join in fact.
But there had been someone out there, just lurking in the dark and waiting for someone to come by. Someone to make his next victim of. And as she'd strolled towards his hiding place the albino tom-cat had taken his only chance and had leapt out at the young warrior. Papertowns had seen the blur of white coming towards her and she'd felt his claws rake down her side, cutting through the skin and drawing blood, as he pushed her down. He was fast as a bullet and although she saw him surge towards her she knew there was nothing to do, with a tom-cat that size and with the element of surprise she knew she couldn't win, but she would put up a struggle anyway. Feeling his weight pinning her down and his claws raking down her unguarded belly she had screamed, and that's all she could remember of that moment.
The next thing that the warrior could recall she was laying, shaking and trembling in the cold air with tears of pain streaming down her face. The long and deep cuts down her sides had hurt, very badly actually, but the emotional pain and trauma was the worst. She couldn't stop the huge tremors that racked her body from pain and shock, but she simply couldn't remember what had happened to her. What had that bastard of a cat done to her during the time she couldn't remember? Little did she know that the tom-cat in question was Holocaustexpansion and of course, he had r.ped her. But she wasn't his first victim and she definitely wouldn't be the last one. Not wanting Papertowns, or any of his vitcims actually, to remember anything about him apart from that flash of white and the initial sense of pain he had wiped his victim's memories of the moment, leaving them shaken, scared, hurt and quite traumatized.
The warrior had spent the night in the territory, too scared and ashamed to go back to her clan just yet. Even when she had returned she'd stayed low, moving around and hunting at night instead of by day so she wouldn't be constantly asked questions about the nasty scars that now adorned the side of her pelt. Even now that her wounds were only scars she shivered at the memory of the pain and fear that the ordeal had caused her. Today she was simply coming from her den after a sleepless night of tossing and turning, something uncomfortable had kept her up all night and she wasn't happy or sure about what exactly it was. But boy was she about to find out.
Padding out from her den Papertowns had looked down to to make sure her fur was neat, clean and just how he liked it when she'd spotted it. Her belly wasn't the thin and petite looking thing it normally was, in fact it was rounded and hanging lower than it should. It looked as if she was.... pregnant. At that thought flashbacks of the pain, the crying and that night altogether filled her mind and she let out an involuntary whimper. No. She was not pregnant, because that meant that... that.... that the albino tom-cat had r.ped her, and she just couldn't admit to the truth in that. As the realisation hit her she felt her legs begin to tremble and collapse underneath her as she fell to the floor, tears boiling over in her pale green eyes. "Oh please, god no..." she whimpered to herself, as if begging that she hadn't been r.ped and she wasn't pregnant was going to make the whole thing go away. Collapsed on the ground she felt her body begin to tremble like it had that night as the tears flowed freely from her watery green eyes.