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    [color=red]Annabelle Grace Fletcher
    I woke with a jump to a lot of frightening sounds outside my small bedroom door in this tiny apartment me and my mother and brother shared, and we still couldn't afford. My mother worked all the time, nonstop but we were behind on our payments, and when I go out I see my mother, on her knees, in tears, begging the owner of the apartments, saying she would pay him back and all, behind him stood two guards. "Mom!" I shout. And she snaps her head in my direction. "Go back in your room belle" she tells me. She always worried about me, I wasn't sure but I thought that maybe something was going on outside the apartment that I shouldn't be exposed to, that she was afraid of. I am about to respond when the man that was pushing my mother for her money, Peter, his name was, casts me a thoughtful glance. "I completely forgot you had a daughter, and what a beautiful one too." He comments and I immediately feel something wrong. "She could help you out" he says, "young girls like you sell very well to men" he says. "Excuse me?" My mother questions, but I had a feeling she knew what and I think I knew what too. "Have you ever heard of baby dolls, mrs. fletcher, they are very popular with the young men. I'll make you a deal, if you give us your daughter, Annabelle, I believe is her name. Well let you off, well even pay for your rent." He says and my mother starts crying even more, because she knows. But I can't stand seeing her struggle for so long. "Mother.." I say softly, "I would do this for you, you know I would." I tell her sincerely, but Peter seems to take it as a definite yes. "Okay let's move along here, we need to get her ready" he says hastily. I snap my head to him. "I haven't chosen yet!" I complain, but one of his guards grabs my arm, causing my mother to scream out more. "No! Please! Anything, well leave right now, or even take me!" She begs, but he simply shakes his head. "Your daughter will serve us well" he tells her and with a signal to the guards, they drag me off unexpectedly. I hadn't decided yet! But I knew struggling was useless, and whatever fate they chose for me would be my fate. That thought frightened me to no extent. What exactly does a baby doll do?


    I wake in a strange bed, after the entire incident, and there is only one other woman in the room, looks like some kind of maid or housekeeper. She sees I am awake, and she comes over to me gently approaching. She explains everything to me. How they examined my body to make sure I was virgin, and how they've already found a "buyer" and I gasp, was I going to have to live with some pedophile that used me as a sex slave? Before I can question more, this woman drags me into a room full of makeup, and lingerie strewn everywhere, and a bunch of other girls crowded around a mirror. "I know it's scary at first, but you'll get used to it" she tells me, as if I was planning to stay long. I allow her to put makeup on my face, before I hear her say something about him being here any minute now and I feel sick to my stomach.


    (Sorry it's kinda bad but yeahhh)


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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I roll my eyes, suddenly feeling annoyed with him again. "It's not like I asked you to impregnate me" I mutter very very quietly, so he probably couldn't hear. I go into the nursery and pick her up. "Well I'm going do what you want"
    (I know it's short but this was what it was it'll be better this post on lol.
    And I changed the title because we need something new)

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I roll my eyes, hoisting Bella up further on my hip. I roll my eyes at his comment. I don't understand anything about him, anything about this, anything about us. I thought I had it figured out a little while ago but I couldn't have been more wrong. "you always do" I scoff to his first comment.


    What was the reason, what was the point in him always asking me that? I've answered a thousand times. Everything was absolutely perfect, until he had that stupid curse put on him and everything I do will set him off, in some way. I head towards the door, if he really decided to come along I would just have to ignore him the entire time. "I feel like I've told you so many times already, what are you not getting about my answer?" I question, turning and pausing to look at him, before going back out. Between the two of us, he was the one who always got his way, I don't understand why he is upset when he always wins.

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    Harry Edward Styles
    I love her.
    I know this for a fact, I've known for a little while now, so it really hurts me to think she doesn't want to or trust me enough to tell me what's going on. I know a good amount, like how they obviously didn't work out and, like she just told me, he found her somehow, but I really need to know what happened between them in the past to fully understand and be able to help her out. As soon as she opens her arms for me, I am in them in an instant.


    I rest my head on her shoulder, running my hand up and down her back, breathing in the sweet scent that her hair gives off and holding her tight. I give her a gentle kiss, just under her ear. "if you don't mind me asking," I begin, but I knew she would. "I really must know what happened between the two of you. I may be able to help you" I ask her gently. I love her and love is more than just being the one to kiss her, it's trust, and helping each other.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I hate him, I hate him, I hate him, but I think what's even worse about that is that I didn't always. I put my hands on his chest, to try and keep as much space as possible between us, but like I said earlier, he always gets his way, always. I hit his chest, knowing it wouldn't hurt him at all, but I wasn't sure if I was trying to hurt him, it would probably hurt him emotionally. "you act like you're the only one to ever experience heartbreak" I hiss, I felt absolutely no sympathy for him what so ever.


    "you know, I've had my heart broken before, and most are from you. What, do you expect me to feel sorry for you?" I practically spit at him, he was so unreasonable, almost all the time. "I am so sorry your majesty, what is it I can do to make you feel better" I talk to him in a fake sympathetic voice. "would you like my body, my future, my virginity, oh wait you already took all of those things" I mock.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    His words make me feel like I can't breathe anymore. There would be no way that I would ever want anyone to kill themselves, especially the king, especially the father of my daughter, especially because of me. I should really tell him so, but me and my stupid pride, I don't want to apologize, or have a moment or whatever you call this when he's already burned me so many times today. I shake my head, against his chest since he still had his arms around me.
    "if you did, you'd be the fool I always took you for" I say, and that statement, should be an insult, but it doesn't come out as an insult, because I didn't want it to. "but I know you'll just do what you want anyway, so why does it matter what I think?" I find difficulty in trying to speak into his chest. "remember that one time you hit me? I ask him, knowing that he remembers and he hates to think about it. "I hated you until after that and you actually started treating me right, and then I loved you" I tell him. "your happiness isn't dependent on me, it's you, just like how my love for you is dependent on that"

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    Harry Edward Styles
    I was actually quite in shock when she actually told me, I really hadn't expected her to at all, but I was glad that she was okay enough to let me know.
    He hurt her.
    What is that even supposed to mean, I know the concept of pain, but there are so many different ways to feel it. He hurt her. How? Was it just from a simple breakup, or was it an unexplainable kind of hurt that I've been having since my angel passed. Or did he actually physically abuse her, it wouldn't surprise me. I continue to rub her back slowly, giving a few more kisses under her ear. "can I ask you something else? I speak to her very gently, figuring that way it'd be easier for we to tell me. "has he ever raped you?" I asked, I knew how personal of a question this was, but it would calm me to hear that that pedophile hadn't raped her, and anger me to hear that he had. And I really hoped she felt comfortable enough with me To tell me.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I groan in frustration and once he releases me I watch where he is going, into the nursery to Bella. "I don't want you dead!" I scream in frustration but by then I had heard the door close and the lock click. I groan in frustration, tangling my fingers in my hair and pulling in frustration.


    No matter what, no matter how much I hated him, I would never want anyone to kill themselves, ever. And no matter how bad it gets between us, I always like to hope that it's possible that we could get better. Ending his life would be stupid and selfish to leave me alone with a baby and to leave Bella fatherless, I knew I was capable of it, but I didn't like it. I felt like at times like these, she was the only thing holding us somewhat together at all. I press my ear right up against the door, and I can hear most everything, I hear him talk more about killing himself, about it being my fault, I hear his voice crack, and I hear him weakening even through the door. I silently cursed whoever built this room and decided to put a lock on it. "Harry, let me in" I tell him sternly almost. "stop talking about that" Bella didn't need to be hearing, even though she couldn't comprehend very well yet, she didn't need to hear how I hate him, and how I want him dead, which I don't, and how he might kill himself. I hoped he wasn't actually serious about this.

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    Harry Edward Styles
    I am shocked, yet not shocked at her words. That seems like just the kind of thing that jerk would do to someone as sweet and innocent as Scotland is, I bet she was a virgin before that too. I have to deeply suppress my anger, and I don't want to overreact, because she just spilled to me something very personal, that I was lucky to know, I just couldn't help but want to do something awful to that guy.


    I sigh against her warm neck. "I-I'm sorry, Scotland" I say through gritted teeth, trying not to blow up, not at her, but at what she just told me, I didn't want to scare, or make her think I was anything like him. "are you alright now?" I ask her gently, kind of asking two questions in one, I wanted to know if she had recovered since the first time he did that, and if she recovered from his recent visit.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I listen to his words, thoughtfully, carefully, and it makes me upset, it makes me rethink every rude comment I have said to him recently, every rude comment I have said to him ever. I know I shouldn't let him get to me this way, but he has.


    A part of me keeps trying to say that he's just doing it for attention and sympathy, but somehow I don't feel that's the case. I was shocked even at my own sudden shift of gears, hearing how desparate I make him, enough to have suicidal thoughts. The king of the world wants to die because of me.


    And I just lose it at that thought. I break down and I begin crying myself. Although I wasn't sure if he could tell yet. I suddenly wanted so bad to be what we used to be, for him to treat me like i was the only thing in the world, and I loved him. I wanted him to treat me that way again, the way it used to be, until that one day that basically tore us slowly apart. And it was exhausting.


    I cry harder remembering everything that made me smile and laugh and cry during the time I did love him. Like the time he got in a fight with my dad, which was so stupid and hot headed but I loved it, because I loved him.
    Or finding out we were having a baby girl.
    Especially meeting Bella for the first time, and her first night when I was so emotional I could barely function, and the time I was sick and he was so good at taking care of both of us.
    And remembering all of that, I think I do love him.
    In the heat of an argument, I may hate him, but it almost never lasts too long before i want to rewind to the way we were before.


    At this point I am almost sobbing against the door. "open the damn door harry" I choke out, me crying didn't make it intimidating at all.

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    Harry Edward Styles
    I hate having her like this. Life has scarred and hurt her and I just want to take her pain and erase it, and then we could probably focus more on our relationship, if she had had the past she deserved. I am a bit off guard when she asks her next question, something about my family. I smile a little, I wanted to know more about what this guy did, some of this stuff may even help me to help her, but I'm really just going to be upsetting myself at that point. I chuckle a little. I nod and smile to her a little.
    I was actually a bit relieved that she changed the subject now that I thought about it.
    I then begin to tell her about my family. "I have my mother, were close, my father, not so close, he wasn't around all the time growing up, but were okay at least, and I have my sister Gemma." I finish with a soft smile, pulling away from her shoulder to look at her.
    "what about you?" I ask, I wanted to learn more about her, but I was afraid her answer would end up being something tragic that upsets her.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I am crying hard by the time he opens the door for me, and I'm sure I look like a freak, but he's seen me worse. As soon as he opens the door, I just go ahead and I take him in my arms, hugging him tightly as if I wouldn't let go.
    "I miss you" I choke into his shirt, fisting the back of it, luckily I wasn't wearing makeup otherwise it would have stained his shirt. "I miss how you used to be and all the things that we did" I just cry and cry and cry. I didn't want him gone, I didn't want that at all, I only ever want some alone time, that's all, suicide is permanent though. "like when you got in a fight with my dad which was so stupid but perfect, and when we met Bella, and I could hardly function when we took her home" I cry out, pausing for breaths often. Thinking about all of those good memories that would never leave just make me that much more emotional. "don't kill yourself!" I suddenly scream out and then I head Bella make some kind of sad whining noise, seeing us both broken down.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I continue to cry into his chest, sobbing actually and I shake my head. "can we just try to be nicer to each other?" I sob. All of a sudden, my main priority was not to leave, but to stay and work whatever this thing is out, for the both of us and Bella. "and if we do, I won't have to leave"


    I've explained it a lot but I really hope he understands that I only do those things after he hurts me in some way.
    I only found it a suitable time to leave for a little while when he made me suck him off, which I feel like I can still taste and it makes me want to gag.
    And I only get mad at him when he's rude to me, or does something like deciding what I can and can't do.


    I know that if we don't pay attention to her soon, Bella will start crying herself, because she doesn't know what's going on, and all she knows is that she doesn't like it. I briefly pulled away, wipe my eyes and I go pick her up, holding her close to me and giving her a little kiss. "I'm sorry" I say, but I don't know who I'm saying it to, both Bella and Harry. I was being selfish. Harry should know me by now and he should know how rare it is for me to apologize.

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    Harry Edward Styles
    I sigh at her answer, I should have expected to hear something like that, and I kind of did, but that still made me upset. Maybe I could bring my mom and sister around so she can feel like she does have a family, it'll be my family. "a-all of them?" I ask her softly, gently. I didn't think of her any differently after she told me this, it might even help our relationship a little, because I know just how much she needs my love, I won't be able to abandon her ever.


    "I'm sorry" I tell her. I pause before going on. "I'm sorry I asked" I apologize again. "but just think, you have me now, I'll be your family" I tell her something uplifting, wanting badly to change the subject away from something as depressing as her entire family dying. This girl has been through so much, and she doesn't look any older than 20, though I never really asked how old she actually is, but there's so much tragedy in such a short amount of time. It truly wasn't fair.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    My crying slows until it has almost completely ceased. I bounce Bella up and down in my arms a little, to let her know that everything is alright, for now. It would take a while before my constant fear of him would dissolve completely, but I felt like we were finally making progress, though I thought that every time we made up, and clearly, we hadn't.
    I hope this time would be different.
    I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "I love you both" I say. "and I will continue to, if things stay like this" I say softly. I felt like we were back to square one now.


    (Sorry for the bad post
    So I have a few different options.
    I really want him to propose to her for some reason, and then they're all happy excited yeah yeah
    And then she gets pregnant
    So if he does it with her then she won't know who's it is
    But if he doesn't and it can only be Logan's, and he tries to pressure her into abortion, maybe even force.
    Either way the engagement would kind of be thrown off.
    Either way is fine with me)

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    Harry Edward Styles
    I smile at her as she begins to tug my hand towards the couch and I continue to smile as she lays down on it, beckoning for me to come closer and lay down with her, which I do so. The couch isn't huge, so we are squished but I don't care, I love it. We could both fit, but not extremely comfortably.
    I wrap my arms around her waist and I give her a soft kiss. "I love you" I murmur softly, lips in extreme close proximity. I wasn't sure if I had told her that yet, but I had constantly been thinking about how much I did love her. I never believed I could ever love again after I lost my angel, I felt like the world was against me, but once she came around, I knew things were finally turning around, all because of her. She's helping me to finally move on. And I love her for that, and I also love her for so much more than that.


    (Awwwww)

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    I take a last shaky breath, before I go back to normal, no more crying, steady breathing, baby steps. I return his kiss shortly, before turning back to Bella and giving her a kiss as well, rubbing up and down her little back, and she is almost about to fall asleep on my shoulder, now that everything is okay and she knows it. I gently set her back in her crib, but I stand over her and watch her for a little while.


    I know he's always loved me, but he hasn't always shown it, though some of the time it was purely my fault, I can't ever say that we are completely healed, but we are getting there, and as much as I think to myself of how he ruined my life, or of all the bad things he's ever done to me, I am brought back to reality, because he did give me Bella, and quite honestly, she holds us together a lot of times. I love her so much, and it's a weird train of thought, but watching her makes me realize how much I love him, for giving her to me, and especially being there as much as possible. I watch her little green eyes flutter and then close and I smile a little.


    (well I think if they did it, he would just assume that it was his so lets say they don't.
    but do you like the whole engagement idea?
    and if he does, this has no relevance, but I think it should be on her birthday cause she has been 18 for too long)

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    Harry Edward Styles
    I smile as she returns the phrase that is three simple words but they mean the world. I am fully engulfed in her love, and I thought it would be impossible to find love again after my baby left, but I found someone, and I couldn't be happier. I would always love and remember and miss my angel, but Scotland was right, it was time for me to move on from the past, and I wouldn't have been able to without her guidance, and her love and affection, and constant support.


    What we have, it just works. I can't help but thinking about my future with Scotland and it's not hard at all for me to picture myself spending the rest of my life with her. I thought I would've gotten married and started a family with my baby, but obviously those plans were cut short, and the thing is, I feel like I can still do those things, because I've found the right person.
    I don't know, maybe I'm being naïve, or rushing into things too quickly, but I know how I feel for Scotland, it's unmistakable. I smile softly at her question, our lips almost, but not quite touching. "They'll love you" I tell her, even if they weren't best friends or anything, I don't find it possible for anyone not to like her, she's literally the sweetest thing alive.

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    [Size=14pt]Brooklyn || Paige || Edwards[/size]
    (k I just skipped)
    I adjusted the top of my dress in the mirror, frowning at my figure, which after all that time, still had baby fat on it, I would have to work that off I suppose one of these days. I adjust everything on my body one more time, fixing my hair, makeup, jewelry, everything. Today was my birthday, my nineteenth birthday, although I would be this young forever so I don't know why I'm still counting, but I just like birthdays.


    It's hard to believe everything that's happened in the last year, since my eighteenth birthday. I became a mother, had numerous fights with Harry, hooked up with Logan, I cringe thinking about that one, thinking of how rude that was to do to Harry, although he doesn't know, ran away, gotten kidnapped even, went home, so, so many things, I felt like I was turning thirty, not nineteen. I finish getting ready and I smooth everything out. Harry hasn't told me what we we're going to do for my birthday, but he told me to dress nice, while he went off to do whatever, I don't even know. I assumed he had a lovely dinner set up for the two of us, maybe in the garden, that would be nice, but I still don't know what he has planned. He did find someone to watch Bella however, so it would just be the two of us.


    Since he found me, we've been getting along for the most part, not fully, but we were at least making progress, and I was thankful for that.