March 25
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I have a lot to go over. When I say that, veto, I mean grab a chair and get comfortable. Where to begin, where to begin. Let's see...Meleantha and RuissianSoldier. Here's a story. Hope you're in the mood for a drama. Apparently, these two were once a, "thing". Russ, however, is a sex addict so cheated on her, broke her heart. The two broke up, but both obviously have feelings for eachother. Okay, I bet you're thinking, what the hell does this have to do with you? I think...I may have feelings for Melantha. It's very strange, I'm torn between her and an girl named Gienah.
Gienah was the first person I became fully aquainted with in BloodClan, we've grown close but I don't believe the connection between us is much more than friends. Yet, for some reason, I've been leading her on. Maybe I really do hold feelings for her deep inside. It makes me upset to see her getting close to another male...I need to get a life. Then, Meleantha. A strong woman I have come to develop feelings for. I think I truly love her. Her elegance, strength, beauty. Every aspect to her makes me feel like never before. There is a saying form my people, you get hit by the the thunderbolt and that's it. I think I have. But, do I truly go after her when she looks for another? RussianSoldier has already warned me about hurting her.
It makes me feel rotten. Knowing that he can't have his love due to the fact of his sex addiction and then I come up here and try to take Mel away. I pity him in a way while he hates me. Honestly, I don't consider us eneimies or friends. More freniemes; friendly enemies. I've been thinking of asking Melantha out. Hell, I must be drinking to much. She's to good for me.
Oh yeah-my Godaughter, CandainKit's been doing better.
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